[Attack on Titan] Shooting History of Tongyan Giant Dwarf

【Whether you struggle or not, night will eventually come. 】

In [-], the Wall of Maria was breached by giants, and human beings were forced to give up one-third of the land and retreat to the Wall of Rose to survive.

On that day, mankind once again recalled the horror under the rule of those monsters and the humiliation of being imprisoned in a birdcage.

Looking back so far, Schiller has meticulously detailed every detail of the scene of that day.

Three teenagers who had never met before approached him.

He couldn't see anything clearly under the night sky, but the voice from the opposite side was unusually clear.Due to the deathly silence around, the low-volume voice was clearly heard in this seemingly calm night.

"You seem to be desperate for this world too, come to our side."

Maybe it's because I never thought that one day my life would be burned because of the word "revenge".

When the boy on the opposite side invited him, Schiller clearly heard the voice from the bottom of his heart, and his instinct was faster than his thinking.

If someone has to give everything for the free rebirth of human beings, why is it him.

Being treated so cruelly by the same kind, why can't I even get a word of guilt in the end?

No one shed a single tear for him.

All the emotions smoldering in the chest are like wild weeds, which can swallow up reason in an instant.

The world owes him so much.

Since you are already in the abyss, it will be beyond redemption.

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The previous wishes were completely left behind, and he looked forward, but still couldn't see anything.

And when chasing memories, the scenes that flashed in his mind were so clear, as if reminding him all the time, look, such unbearable memories, don't you have the right to ask for it from human beings stroke by stroke? come back?

Humanity is long overdue.

For the sake of the new world and the creation of a brand-new human being, he has no hesitation.

No one noticed the resentment buried under the smile, he still smiled and smiled so seriously and responsibly every day.

The whole story begins with j□j, which originated from the expedition in [-], in which he rescued a girl whom he had never met before.

When he took off the cloak covering the girl's head, even though the other party took a few steps back cautiously, he still saw the girl's face clearly.

He will never forget that face.

The appearance that resembles Sandora, but what is different from Sandora is the emptiness in her eyes.

Among them, he could find nothing.

The crisis was approaching step by step, and suddenly he had an urge not to want this guy to die outside the wall under such unclear circumstances.

Therefore, when Kamiki suddenly rode Levi's horse and galloped away in an unknown direction, Schiller followed without hesitation.

However, the impulsiveness outside the wall, the price paid, often people have to repay with their lives.

Injured left eye.

Although he was rescued by Levi in ​​the end, his left eye can never restore his sight with the current medical level.

Maybe meeting Shenmizaki was an opportunity.

Knowing that the girl he rescued outside the wall has the ability to save his sick eye, he immediately saw a glimmer of hope.

But the potion can be accurately prepared only by memory, how could fate be so sympathetic to Shenmizaki.

The reason why his left eye can see again is all due to his amazing resilience.

Ever since he noticed the mutation in his body, he has gradually been able to control this magical power, and it is easy to regenerate a left eye.

After recovering, he welcomed Shenmuzaki into the Survey Corps, and the curtain has been lifted.

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It has to be said that the purpose of his life now is not only to avenge mankind, but also to hope for a miracle in his fate.

The three Arnies who contacted him from time to time learned about the medical notes from somewhere, so that they pointed all their fingers at the notes at once.

He needs to get that notebook.

The thing left behind by the culprit who had turned his life astray.

On the day when the goal was clear, he ushered in the end.

No, maybe worse than Doomsday.

——When he tried his best to force the resentment towards Sandora on Shen Muqi, he was suddenly overwhelmed by a sensibility from the depths of his soul.

Because I like it, I can't start it.

Some people are strong because they have no weaknesses.Nothing can knock them out.

Now the figure of the girl is lingering in his mind, which seems to be a nightmare that he can't get rid of.

In fact, he should have expected that one day he would die because of his unbearable heart.

Before that, it was the dark night that never dawned.

The long night can't wait for dawn.

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The so-called common hatred is only because there is the same enemy who wants to kill.

He learned about Qiao Lun's life story from Ani.

Before Shenmuzaki's second expedition, the accidental burning at the stake made him get to know Qiao Lun and win him into their camp.

The gendarmerie's thorough investigation of Shenmuzaki's identity is very likely to reveal Sandora's identity. With the help of Qiao Lun's nobles, they successfully destroyed all information about Sandora in the personnel databases of the four major corps.

Kamikisaki can't die until he finds the medical notes, which is why he risked his life and broke into the fire to rescue the girl.

But what the original intention is, only he himself knows it well.

From the bottom of his heart, he didn't want Shenmizaki to die.

But he couldn't forgive Sandora for what he had done to him.

Suddenly, he seemed to no longer be able to find his true self.

His eyes were only as black as midnight.

It was so black that not even a ray of light could penetrate.

Because of the cruelest reality that he will eventually have to face.

——No.20 Six Expeditions.

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The blade reflected the harsh light on the side of the face, and waves of coolness flowed upstream from the feet.

Suddenly recalling those years in the Survey Corps, Levi, Petra, Vera, Hanji, Oluo, including the scene of the dinner party before the Shenmizaki expedition that they had only known for less than half a year.

In fact, he had a lot of things he wanted to say to her, but in the end he didn't have the chance to speak.

When he saw Shenmizaki who stood by the river and was thrown by Vera, Vera who smiled so purely, and Petra who was helpless but equally happy, Schiller was still moved from the bottom of his heart at that time.

However, this scene hadn't had time to imprint him deeply in his memory. The tragic scene in front of him seemed like a sharp blade pierced into his vision, and the blood flowed like a river.

Some people say that a person's life is actually very fragile, and a flick of his hand can mess up his fate.

At that time, he looked at Vera, whose breath was weakening at his feet, and felt that he had committed the most unforgivable sin.

Obviously it is the fetters of life, but I personally understand the lives of my teammates.

If I hadn't met Sandra, if I had ignored Shenmizaki when I met her for the first time, if Vera, who was besieged by strange species, hadn't turned her horse to support Shenmaki who had decided to sacrifice herself, if she had returned along the way. Vera didn't see the point of her knife aiming at Kamiki's heart...

Whether fate is rewritten.

Doesn't he have to bear one more sin?

In fact, there is no what if.

He killed Vera himself.

Just for self-protection.

His thoughts became confused for a while, and he asked a question in his heart that he wanted to ask a long time ago.

Is there something wrong in this world?

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He spent all the time in regret, and sometimes he felt that this must be retribution.

But it was too late to regret.

He has carried too many lives on his body, and it is not enough to pay back with the rest of his life.

Since he chose to make mistakes again and again, he should have been more decisive.

When killing Roger, if he hadn't been merciful for a moment, he wouldn't have been discovered by Petra who happened to pass by the door.

Looking back on it afterwards, Schiller still feels fortunate.

At least not to Petra's recognition.

Although he missed the point, he still wounded Petra.But it's better than death.

In order not to arouse the suspicion of others, he put the dagger into his stomach, created the illusion of fighting the murderer, and successfully got away with it.

No, or didn't get away with it at all.

Because the way Shenmizaki looked at him had already changed.

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When did it start?

Shenmizaki actually looked at him with that kind of eyes?

——The pervasive eyes are so cold.

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Roger is not dead. Fortunately, the result of his investigation is only a pocket watch, which cannot pose any threat at present.

Although he hesitated for a long time when he received the order to assassinate Roger, he didn't seem to be aware of the slightest difference.

Soon after, Kamiki left the Survey Corps and went to the Training Corps to learn theory.

However, fate continued to torture him.

The reason why people dare not kill people is that apart from the strict constraints of legal provisions, there is another insurmountable psychological obstacle-human nature.

As if it is an innate nature of living beings, the practice of mutilating fellow human beings cannot be easily forgiven no matter what the reason is.

He cannot forgive himself.

Especially when he recalled that the person who disappeared under his hands was Vera.

Like a spiral, he got deeper and deeper, and the shackles on his body became more and more indestructible.

He had long since given up chasing dreams.

In this world, there is no freedom at all.

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The so-called passing of time is just that when he is still addicted to the guilt of killing and cannot extricate himself, No.20's seven expeditions are about to start.

After he came back that day, he had a brief conversation with Kamiki, who had been away for a month.

"Just come back."

Finally, Kamikizaki said so.

Schiller thought for a while, and smiled sarcastically in a place that Kamikizaki couldn't see.

I can't go back anymore...

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Qiao Lun's attack was indeed unexpected.

However, Qiao Lun kept his promise and did not disclose his affairs.Even one person bears all the sins.

I have to say that this approach is very stupid.

Shen Muqi went to the mainland for a long time, and on the day when he returned to the Survey Corps, this was the first time Schiller had faced Shen Mu Qi in the past few days.

It's just that after meeting, she didn't even give him a direct look. Compared with this, what made Schiller even more chilling was the slightly murderous look in Shenmizaki's eyes.

He once thought it was his hallucination, but this idea was overturned not long after.

The Shenmizaki he knew was by no means someone who was impulsive enough to show his emotions at will.

At that time, he also understood the fact that the story was coming to an end.

Someday the curtain falls, no matter how happy or sad the play is.

In the end, he may be the only one who guards the memory alone.

What about the rest?All the impressions of him, probably at the moment when the truth was revealed, were obliterated by the word "murderer", as if they had never existed.

Human beings are such vulnerable existences.

What can make people unforgettable, between love and hate, hate is better...

But he had no choice.

[Shenmu, if I really don't have the good fortune to go back inside the wall this time, please... forgive me, please? 】

He said so.

Although I wanted to say sorry so much, it was hard to say it.

These three words are too heavy, even if they are spoken, they cannot be exchanged for forgiveness.The sins he committed cannot be offset by an apology.

But when he looked into Shen Muqi's eyes again, he suddenly felt that if he could see her eyes again, he would die without regret.

It turned out that one look could satisfy him.

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His life was destroyed because of Sandora, but he was redeemed because of Shen Muqi.

To say that he has no hatred for human beings is against his will.

His world was once crushed by fate, but even so, it couldn't separate the only trace of gratitude he had.

There are many people in life.

Let him once feel the love of God.

Levi.

Vera.

Kamiki.

There is no room for regret for the path he has taken.When I was forced to make a choice, it was time to pay for my mistakes.

At this point, the weight of fairness is not short of weight.

It's still fair.

When he stood behind Shen Muqi, his heart was so empty that many things rolled in at once.

Feng licked his back, and when the knife rested on Shen Muqi's shoulder, he acted so calmly, as if his heart was as determined as a stone.

But when Shenmizaki said his name softly, his hands trembled.

This battle was destined to end in failure from the very beginning.

He didn't lose to anyone, but to the times.

The unfortunate are not uncommon in troubled times, and he is just one of those abandoned.

Schiller regretted that moment.

Because I didn't have time to say: I'm sorry.

The author has something to say: Schiller's episode ends, and the number of words in a chapter is 7Q+, so it is divided into two releases.

The pen is not strong enough, and many doubtful friends may not understand it, so I will explain it again.

As mentioned in the previous chapter, Schiller was one of the test subjects for Grisha and Sandora to study the potion of giant power.Clearly, Schiller was a failed experiment.Meeting Levi and joining the Survey Corps made Schiller feel hope in life again.Schiller, who was in the early stage of the Survey Corps, was grateful to fate. After all, he was able to meet these trustworthy companions after a narrow escape.

But as stated in the text [If you say you don’t have hatred for humans, it’s against your will].No one can be tolerant enough to have no hatred for fate after encountering great changes.

The fall of Maria's Wall is a blow to everyone. The fact is that human beings have no power to fight back against the giants.Arnie came to Schiller at this time and persuaded him to join them, taking advantage of a psychological loophole.

Schiller actually regretted it all the time.But there is no way out.

During Shenmizaki's second investigation outside the wall, in order to let Vera escape successfully, he faced the giant alone.As mentioned in the article, Vera returned along the road without going far, and she couldn't ignore Shenmaki.

Everyone still remembers that Vera once said [that kind of number, unless the commander is there, humans have no chance of winning at all...] ​​It shows that it is still possible to win with human power to solve the strange species, and Schiller is very strong, physically Possesses the power of rapid regeneration of a giant, so it was Schiller who saved Shenmizaki from the strange species.

But Schiller didn't find the note on Shenmizaki at the time, so he knew that the note was on Vera.Since Shenmizaki had already fired the signal to retreat at that time, Schiller was sure that Shenmizaki had found the note.Therefore, Shenmaki has no use value, so I plan to understand Shenmaki outside the wall.

Unexpectedly, Vera would return along the road and saw Schiller trying to attack Shenmaki.

I don't need to explain what happened next. Vera lost to Schiller, and in the end Schiller killed her. Because of the feeling of support and to avoid suspicion, Schiller chopped off Vera's legs to make the illusion that she was besieged by giants.

Before her death, Vera left clues on the horse's belly with a knife. The clues point to the identity of the murderer, which will be mentioned in the next chapter.

In the chapter of the sky, the captain has a line: Although I don’t know why she (Vera) is so sure that you are still alive.It's a foreshadowing.

At the same time, in Vera's episode, Vera glanced at Schiller before she died, but it was actually for ulterior motives.

That's about it.I don't bother to explain the rest of the details, everyone is fine with [Hello...

BGM Lyrics:

karma

In countless repetitions of the same

Gradually degenerate

The body seems to be reborn like a spiral

still in hesitation

sleep fast and be at peace

Sleep well and let it all end

to blame

sleep fast, sleep fast

from the forgotten wilderness

run away till now

still can't remember

karma

When chasing memories, always in the same place

lose this heart

sleep fast, can't catch

sleep fast, float gently

sleep fast and be at peace

Sleep well and let it all end

For your own crimes, please sleep peacefully