[Attack on Titan] Shooting History of Tongyan Giant Dwarf

"Your choice is not wrong."

It seems that this sentence is the only thing left in my ears.Everything seems to be silenced for it.

A certain corner deep in my heart suddenly softened.

There was a flash of swords and swords in front of her eyes, and the blood plasma that was occasionally sprayed on her body disappeared with the steam escaping in a short while.It was so clean that it seemed that it had never stayed on her clothes.

The sharp screams slid into the ear canal little by little along with the horrifying sound of cracking bones, and gently tapped on the eardrum.

The moment he was finally brought back to reality was because of Erwin's "retreat".

Shen Muqi was helped up by someone, she didn't look up, but she still recognized the person who was supporting her carefully.

"Petra..." Shen Kizaki, who has not spoken since the rest, sounds hoarse like another person at the moment, and the way he speaks is very like a child who has done something wrong, "... I lost Vera."

The warm liquid dripped on the back of Kamikizaki's hand. She looked at Petra who had already burst into tears, and the hand stretched out by the girl in front of her pressed the other's shoulder.

"Don't hold back, Sai. Cry out, then I can feel better..."

Even though he was in the pouring rain, the fundus of Shenmizaki's eyes were so dry that there was no trace of water.

She was so stingy that she couldn't even shed tears for Vera.

But obviously, even the sky is crying.

The feeling of blankness in her mind did not disappear until the moment she sat in the carriage again.Petra gave up riding a horse and chose to ride in the same carriage as Shenmizaki.

The two young girls standing next to each other tacitly framed all their words into silent silence.With the bumpy carriage, the calm heart actually became ups and downs.

Before setting off, Kamiki saw that the sky outside the wall was so clear and blue that it was hard to let go of it just by looking at it.But now, except for the sudden flashes of lightning and dull thunder, she could hardly raise her head to look up at the filthy sky.

The sad thing is that they have been lingering under this sky for so long, but some people have been looking forward to it as a dream.

Shenmizaki thought sarcastically, never looked down on himself like this.

Along the way, the army, which had never encountered a giant attack again, smoothly drove into the range of the fixed gun.

The huge wall that confines the land like a cage stands there motionless, waiting eagerly for the birds who want to wander outside the wall to return to the inside of the cage.Then, once again, they were ruthlessly imprisoned within the wall, watching human beings compromise to the life of domestic animals with gazes like gods, frustrating their longing for freedom and polishing their hard-won courage.

The moment the city gate opened, there were still those people who retreated to the sides of the main road, but because of the thunderstorm, there were a lot fewer people watching the excitement.

In fact, they had very little hope for the Survey Corps from the very beginning. After witnessing the fall of Wallmaria two years ago, the giants are absolutely irreversible for humans.Not to mention, expel them from this world.

The sound of the bell came from a distance, and it was obviously a disastrous defeat. Was the sound of triumphant sound mocking their overreaching?Or is it just a ridiculous way for humans to deceive themselves and others?

Tell yourself numbly, we've been beyond the wall.

Witness the world beyond the walls.

This is breakthrough.

Human beings haven't fallen so low that they can't even take a step through the city gates.

In Shenmizaki's eyes, everything looks like a mockery.

The soldiers walking towards the headquarters of the Survey Corps were so fast that they almost wanted to stagger away.

One by one, all downcast.Even I didn't give myself the dignity that my soldiers should have. Do you still expect these ordinary people who stay out of the matter to help you cheer up?

In the final analysis, everyone is just a prisoner locked up.

Dignity and everything ceased to exist the moment three high walls were built.

All beautiful words are fragile when facing death.

Under the eyes of doubt and disappointment, Shen Muqi was picked up by the medical class.While lying on the hospital bed, my mind went blank.I don't want to think about anything, and I don't want to sleep.Closing her eyes, she couldn't see anything but the bloody scene.

Shen Muqi stared straight out of the window like this until the rain stopped, and the first ray of sunshine after clearing hit the clean floor in the room.

For some reason, she suddenly remembered the scene where Levi beat her into the medical class several times.Every time she returned to the team building from this place that made her feel nauseous, there would always be a circle of people who made her feel very troublesome around the hospital bed.

At that time, there would be a little girl who silently served her water, peeled fruits, intervened in her conversations with other people from time to time, and was finally glared at by Shen Muqi.At that time, Shen Muqi didn't think that once that position became vacant one day, he would be so uncomfortable.

The person who has been following her and looking at her back foolishly is her.She was the one who accompanied her to practice martial arts and was punished for running around until she collapsed and didn't even have dinner.It was always her who was the happiest when she learned that she had escaped several times.She was the one who was willing to risk his life to save her when everyone ignored her during the expedition.

Shen Muqi knows all these things.

Every detail is meticulous.

But Vera, who seemed weak and weak, was a female soldier that even Schiller dared not underestimate. She died during this investigation outside the wall.

Without warning, the moment Shenmizaki woke up, he was told the bad news.She didn't even see her for the last time, and all she was left with was a pale face—she couldn't see anything on it, not even a trace of life.

At that time, Shenmizaki was thinking that if he could see Vera cry again, she would never look at her with contemptuous eyes again.

Now, even if Shenmizaki exhausted all his regrets, he couldn't get Vera back.

Recalling the seemingly sad things, God did not give her the sympathy she deserved.

no rain.

The sunlight outside the window became so dazzling that it seemed to be laughing at her funny appearance just now, so unscrupulously smashed into the window, pierced into her dilated pupils, and quickly blurred the scenery that was confined in the field of vision.

The moment she closed her eyelids, the door of the ward opened.It was none other than Levi who came in.

When talking, Shen Muzaki still looked out of the window, and his tone was flat, "What's the matter?"

Levi walked into the room, stopped by Shen Kizaki's bed, looked down at the indifferent girl, and spoke in the same tone as her. "Irwin has something to do now, and I have some doubts about this expedition. Let me ask you."

Obviously, he just experienced a horrible experience where his life was on the verge of death, but no one would want to recall that tragic situation at such a time.Shenmizaki didn't look sober, and instead of answering Levi's words, he asked, "You saved me in Doric Town?"

Levi leaned against the wall not far from her hospital bed, half-closed his eyelids as if remembering, and said expressionlessly, "When I found you, you were lying unconscious in the rubble." Intentionally or not There was a pause, probably for Kamiki to digest what he just said, and then Levi said in a calmer tone than before, "Before that, Schiller and I met Vera."

The name of Vera seemed to be a topic that he didn't want to mention anymore, Kamiki just nodded back, unable to even speak.

"The survivors of Roger's class haven't seen you since they merged with the army. Everyone thought you were dead." Levi turned his eyes to the dazzling sunlight outside the window, and his tone of voice was as cool as his With his expression at this time, he lowered his voice when he spoke again, "Although I don't know why Vera is so sure that you are still alive."

Shen Muqi raised his head slightly, and said sarcastically, "She said that, so you really came to find me?"

The person opposite was bet on the following by Shen Muqi's ruthless words.Levi didn't have the heart to refute her at this time.In the face of grief, all people are equal, but the way of expression is different.

Levi looked at the girl on the hospital bed again, and did not forget the real purpose of visiting the doctor this time, "Then tell me everything you know now." The words could not hear the sense of order, "Before you fell into a coma, what happened? what."

The movement of Shenmizaki's frown is so weak that it can almost be ignored, but Levi catches this detail with sharp eyes.Then he saw that Kamiki's calm expression had finally changed slightly, as if recalling an unpleasant memory.

Even if Kamikizaki wanted to avoid the question Levi raised, he couldn't hide it.Before answering the question, she still paused for a long time before making up her mind to recall the scene at that time.

"I was besieged by a group of strange species."

The sudden attack of the strange species was something that no one expected.

After Vera left, Shenmizaki was quickly surrounded by strange species.Looking up at these behemoths that are close at hand, they are so similar to humans, but they are more cruel than any nightmare.

She didn't know how long she had been fighting these giants, and she couldn't count how many times she had slashed and how many giants had been eliminated.Just thinking that the last thing he did before he died was to cut a giant, Shenmizaki suddenly felt ridiculous.

At the moment of being held in the palm of a giant, the hippocampus seemed to be pried open by something.Suddenly, many things poured out of it, and some memories were so far away that she couldn't even trace them back.

Revolving door.

It was such a word that flashed in Shenmizaki's mind.

Time and space seemed to be distorted. In such a desperate situation, she saw bits and pieces that had been ignored by her in the past.

her childhood.

The year I aspired to become a doctor.

The moment I said goodbye to my parents.

Joining the Survey Corps, those chaotic but warm days.

And when Vera left, the girl's fragile posture.

Kamiki is very sorry.

Because what taught her to cherish the things in front of her eyes turned out to be death.

The pain in her body forced her to face up to the unreversible reality, and for the first time Shenmizaki felt the pain of dying.

And before she raised the steel knife in her hand again, the pressure brought by the giant's big hand suddenly squeezed the air in her chest clean.

The last thing she saw was a mouth full of sharp teeth, and she couldn't remember anything after that.

When Shen Muqi recalled every detail, she breathed a sigh of relief, and raised her sore eyelids wearily, "It's over, what else do you want to know?"

"Enough." Levi cuts her off, as if worried that she's making the story more immersive with vivid words.

Throwing all the silence to Levi, Kamiki himself became the relaxed one, even with a kind of pleasure after venting.

But she didn't know how brave her eyes looked in Levi's eyes now.

Even so, Kamiki's pretended calmness was not touched at all.

It was quiet for a long time.

From the corner of his eyes, he caught a glimpse of pure white, and when he turned his head to the side, he saw a white handkerchief appear beside his face.The movement of her eyelashes was like a slow motion, she turned her pupils to stare at Levi's hand that had been hanging in mid-air.

This time he didn't say anything, and he didn't look at the girl's face when he handed her the handkerchief.It wasn't until the light touch of the handkerchief disappeared from his fingertips that Levi took a step back and turned his back.

There was no movement behind him, not even a deliberately suppressed sob.

The room was so quiet that he could hear Kamiki's hand clenching the handkerchief little by little.

Finally, Levi changed his tone, looked back at Shenmizaki with his back turned, and said, "Han Ji asked me to tell you, if she doesn't want to stay in the medical class, she will find someone to take you back to the headquarters later."

"No need." Kamiki's uncharacteristic refusal made Levi startled, and then she added a reason, which sounded so perfunctory, "I don't want to go back."

She buried her face in the raging sunlight, making it impossible to see her expression at the moment.Silence woven into silent condolences, the only two people in the room chose to remain silent at the same time.

After an unknown amount of time, Levi came closer and put his hand on the girl's very light flaxen hair.Sensing the pressure from the top of his head, Kamiki's head suddenly tilted forward to his chest, and something came alive in his mind.

"Don't let me hear such willful words a second time." Levi's voice came into his ears from behind, but he couldn't hear the usual impatience when facing Shen Kizaki.The words that followed caused ripples like pebbles, "You are not the only one who has the right to be sad."

Shen Muqi was stunned for a while, and with a single sentence, he smashed his finally sober thoughts into a blank.And she found that she couldn't even refute a word.

Feeling that the hand on top of her head was loosened, she maintained the previous movement, without looking back at Levi who had already walked to the door.Then she heard the last words.

"Erwin said, tomorrow's farewell ceremony for soldiers, if you don't want to go, you are allowed to stay in the medical class."

The girl with her back turned to him was indifferent.

The door closed, and her answer was blocked behind the door.

……

But Levi didn't go very far.Because I met someone from the medical class.

The other party's hurried appearance gave him a bad premonition.Sure enough, the other party asked directly after seeing Levi, "Captain Levi, is Ms. Kamikizaki still in the ward?"

Levi frowned, "What are you looking for with that guy?"

The other party looked a little ugly, with tension and anxiety, indicating the seriousness of the situation.

"There is a problem with the medicine injected into Schiller's eyeballs last time!"