Korean entertainment kiss kiss kiss

Quan Zhilong

My name is Quan Zhilong, also G-Dragon.I was born on August 1988, 8, under the sign of Leo.

I am a trainee of YG, and of course I have successfully debuted and become the leader of bigbang, a popular Korean group. Keke, it seems a bit narcissistic to say that I am a popular group.

I once loved, no, or just liked a girl.

name?Shhh, can I tell you the name?Well...then call her Miss J.

Ms. J is my senior sister, two grades older than me. At that time, I could say that I was crazy infatuated with her.How should I describe it, I am busy in YG's practice room, and I come to school exhausted every day just to see her.

She has a pair of crooked eyes, sometimes she smiles and squints, and she always likes to wear white shirts and short skirts.I used to stare at her motionlessly in class in physical education class on the playground, and I also took a bus in the opposite direction to my home and followed her home.

Maybe when every man was young, he would have been infatuated with such a woman, with straight black hair, pure and beautiful.

Ya!Really, when I was young, keke~~~

We dated for a while, and as I said, Ms. J has always been a smart girl. When I became friends with her, she gradually noticed my thoughts. Later, I confessed my love and we got together like this.

This relationship lasted for just three months, and then I made my debut.

As a star, I cannot fall in love, which means that Miss J's identity can never be exposed.The busy schedule prevents me from picking her up from school and delivering meals to her. These are the things I still do even when I am the most tired from practice.

When I saw her kissing other men, I had a kind of anger burning through my body, but also a kind of sadness that couldn't go away.

I went forward, I wanted to question her, but I didn't know how to speak.

"Quan Zhilong, no woman is willing to fall in love with a man she hardly sees."

Miss J was never willing to be my secret lover, she is a proud woman, always has been.

I thought I could keep my woman, I thought I could get back my true love by giving everything, but the reality is ridiculous and sad.When I told this story to my future lover, she always called me a fool.

"True love can make people sink into the dust, but it blooms from the bottom of the heart."

Her eyes were the usual hazel, and she smiled like a cat.

Therefore, in my future life, whether it is the most glorious moment or the most humble moment, I will have someone to accompany me until I get old, sick and die, and step into the grave.

Ah, you are all curious, keke, who is my lover?

This woman is the most amazing female singer in the world, at least in my mind, this woman named Cola Teri will always be the first.

When we met for the first time, it was still in YG’s recording studio. At that time, she dyed her blonde hair blue, and it was dazzling under the lights.

I was thinking, which woman is this, issocool!

Later, I saw her face clearly, and I thought, I must have looked very silly at that time, I never thought I would see her in YG's building.

Later TOP said it was her sister, and later the president said that Cola signed with our company.

Oh my god, I will be in the same company with cola teri in the future, this is really, unbelievable.

Cola is a cool woman, I always thought so.It’s not for nothing that she is praised by the media as a person who is as free as the wind. She was able to record her first album with all her money at the age of 15, went to Africa alone as a volunteer at the age of 20, and publicly supported New York at the age of 21. Smoking enthusiasts marched against the ban on smoking. At the age of 23, he put down all his achievements in the United States and returned to South Korea to develop.

It turned out that before I knew it, I had paid close attention to her, heard every song of her, and knew all the news about her.

When we looked up and looked down, we inevitably became acquainted, and besides, she is TOP's older sister, well, forgive me for not being able to believe this now, brother's job of keeping secrets is really good.

I just discovered that this woman I have been paying attention to has a personality that I didn't know.

She is neither punk nor rock. When she is not in music, she likes to wear cotton sweatshirts and jeans, and dances in high heels. She likes raw beef with hot sauce. She doesn't like driving. She likes to pack herself tightly. When I come to the company, I always stomp my feet unconsciously when recording, I like to mutter by myself when I read a book, I like to drink on the rooftop when I write songs...

I am G-Dragon, how can I fall in love with a woman.But when I start getting upset when I don't hear from her, when I find my every eye following her movements, when I get annoyed at seeing her having intimate conversations with other men, I must admit, I'm obsessed with this A woman called cola teri.

There is no such vigorous love at first sight as in the past. For Ms. J, I can clearly remember why I fell in love with her. When I caught a glimpse at the opening ceremony, the figure in white and black dress crashed into my mind.

As for cola, I can't recall the moment of the first heart palpitations, it seems that just like that, she walked into my world silently, and when I realized it, peeling her off was as painful as pulling out flesh and blood.

I, Quan Zhilong, when I found out my love, the first thing I thought of was to escape.

When I became a leader, the first two words I understood were responsibility and commitment.But facing my lover, I don't even have the courage to confess, nor the belief in loving each other.

She once told me that there is no music industry in this world, only the entertainment industry.

When I was a trainee in my teens, my biggest wish was to debut, and after my debut, my biggest wish was for Bigbang to become a world-class musician, and I worked hard towards this goal.

But now, facing the person I love, I hate myself for the first time in this entertainment quagmire.

I can't let bigbang fall into the rumor of borrowing cola teri again, and I can't let our relationship become the target of anti attack.I dare not even fight for it, dare not say that I actually love you.

I never thought that Cola would come to the rehearsal that day. I tried my best to imagine facing her as before, but I was afraid of seeing her more often and getting deeper.

"What if it fails?"

I blurted out this sentence, and even I didn't know whether I was asking about music or this love.

"If you don't even dare to try, how dare you expect to succeed." I saw her smile, and I knew that she had already understood my intention.Waiting for me, after all, I can't escape my own mind.

I am willing to try, if the woman in front of me is so fearless, then why can't I face up to my love.

I, Quan Zhilong, have never been a cowardly person, I can protect everything I want to protect.

"Quanzhi... Hey, where's the person?"

I heard voices from the bedroom, turned off the computer, and walked lightly behind a woman who had just finished exercising.

"Ya! Quan Zhilong, you are going to scare me to death."

Cola was suddenly taken aback by me, and his face flushed even more after exercising.

Well, that's it for now, I have more important things to do.

Cola

My name is Choi Jiwon, and I'm also cola teri.I was born on November 1984, 11, under the sign of Scorpio.

When I was 15, I left my uncle's house where I grew up and returned to my parents' home in Los Angeles.I bid farewell to Seunghyun, I remember that I, who never shed tears, cried when I left, because I saw Seunghyun's sobbing face.But I still hold out hope that I will go back to my biological parents, and the person I only see a few times a year will live with me forever.

At this time, my parents already had a younger brother. My younger brother is really cute, with blond soft hair, big eyes, and a mouth that pouts when he doesn't speak.When he came back from school and went to the kitchen to ask for something to eat, his mother would always blame him for sweating profusely, but she would still lovingly send him a glass of juice.Dad would pick up my younger brother and happily turn around in circles. All this is so warm and beautiful, but I feel like a superfluous person.I can feel that my family loves me, but I stubbornly push away this love.In fact, I let go of their outstretched hands first, so that they could only watch from a distance, but I thought it was ridiculous that they didn't want to get close.

I wanted to be a singer, but my father didn't agree anyway.He said that he stepped into this circle at the age of 13. He thought that as long as he worked hard, his music would conquer the world, but in the end it was only he who was conquered by this circle.

The 24-year-old me knew that he was afraid of me being hurt, but the 15-year-old me thought he didn't love me.

So, with a tuition fee of [-] U.S. dollars, I went from Los Angeles to New York alone again.I recorded a CD with my songs and I was confident that I would get the results I wanted.

However, as my father said, countless record companies did come to me, but all of them had harsh contracts. I sold my music, but not my freedom.

So, for the sake of my freedom, the freedom I thought I was young, I would never bow my head to beg for mercy from my father easily, nor would I easily compromise with this circle.

If I don’t have money to eat, I go to work in a restaurant, tidy up the table, arrange the dishes, and in order to get a more relaxed job as a chef’s assistant, I practice cutting potatoes at home, and I don’t feel pain when I cut my finger.

Finally, Versace came to their door, and they said, if I would sign a one-year catwalk contract, they would help me promote the record.For the first time, I realized that my face is really so valuable.So, I compromised, my father was right, this world is not as simple as I imagined, I am not a newborn calf who is not afraid of tigers, I just think highly of myself.

So what, it doesn't matter, sooner or later, everyone will see that I, cola teri, will be a free singer.

The album was still unknown when it was just released, but it became extremely popular because of the joint recommendation of famous American music critics, from the dusty inventory to the out-of-stock.Later, even though my musical journey was full of ups and downs, there were no big winds and waves. In this way, without my realizing it, album after album sold well, and the first song was called a classic.

I came home proud, I wanted to show my dad what I did, I made it, I did what no idol can do, I rebelled, I did what I wanted, I never walked on the main road, but my song I can also be No.1 on various charts. I have tens of millions of fans around the world. My album can sell double platinum. I am now a superstar.

My father only said one sentence, congratulations, you are in the best of times.

I was angry and unbearable. Could it be that my efforts were so worthless in his eyes.I found out later that my father hugged my mother excitedly at night, and my mother said that she had never seen her father shed tears, never.

The next day I saw my dad, I could still see the tears in his eyes, I walked up to him, and I said, my success is not because of this best era.

I saw my mother's worried eyes and my father's dim face, so I suddenly smiled.

It's because I have the best dad in the world.

I hugged him, the first time I saw my cool dad panicking, I whispered in his ear, actually I know, dad visited me in New York, don't think your daughter can't see it outside the restaurant Don't think that your daughter doesn't know that the music critic's joint recommendation is your escape.

I told my story to Quan Zhilong, he was stupid and smiled gently and tolerantly.

I stared at him suspiciously, is this funny?Finally, when my eyes sank, he stopped laughing, then looked at me, and told me that there are no parents who don't love their children in this world.

Even though his father once objected to him being a trainee, he still secretly went to the company to watch him practice, saw him bowing and saying hello, and was responsible for cleaning the practice room after practice every day, always secretly Go home and shed tears to my mother.

When he talked about this topic, he was really rare and serious. At least in the few days I've known him, he always had a hippie smile, or he was cute and invincible.

Ah, really, it turned out that what this man showed was not his real self.

But what is he really like?I fell into curiosity. I didn't know at that time that curiosity was the beginning of falling in love with someone.

We went shopping together, and by accident, I held his arm, but in fact, although I live in the United States, I don’t like skin contact very much, but it seems that I can always feel at ease when facing this man , maybe, he knows a secret that I have never told anyone else?

Later, I recorded songs with him, and even a small transition required perfection. He is really a serious workaholic character.But when I think about it, it seems that such a character is not annoying, or do I like people who are meticulous in their work?

Going out to drink together, I am not allergic to alcohol, but I am not drunk for a thousand cups. One day, after getting drunk, I fell on someone in a daze. I only remember the smell of lemon on my body. Then fell asleep.I woke up in the middle of the night and saw the man who didn't even move his shoulders after 3 hours to make me sleep comfortably. Looking at his cute apple head, I wondered if I liked a gentle and considerate man?

We pickled kimchi together, watched him pushing me away, watched him chop vegetables seriously, watched him wash the dishes seriously, watched him panic because of my feeding action, maybe I like it Is it a man who can do housework?

No, I guess what I should like is a man who makes me feel at home.

I saw him clearly liking me but not daring to admit it, clearly wanting to confess but hesitating to speak, obviously not liking shy men, but liking him even more because of his sense of responsibility.What should I do, am I sick?

He asked me what I should do if I failed. I really wanted to show confidence, but no one knew the anxiety in my heart. Yes, I am a cola, and I also have times of anxiety.

In the face of relationship problems, no one is confident and confident. It can only be said that they don't like it enough. When facing things that they care about, everyone is concerned about gains and losses.

Fortunately, fortunately, he was willing to take that step.

Sometimes, I wonder, if he can't take that step, can he really be a friend, a colleague, an acquaintance?The answer is no, although I will be disappointed, but in the face of the person I like, it is not my way to give up without trying hard. The love I think is that no matter what, there is no reason to separate.Being able to separate for any reason, no matter how big or small the reason is, cannot really be called love.

Or at that time my liking hadn't reached the level of love, but I still didn't want to give up without working hard. Who knows if this man is the one who will accompany you all your life.

I would rather have no regrets after trying it, than not try it and regret it.

My love is never just talking.

But, shhh, that man can't hear these words, or he'll be terrified again, Ai Xi, really, it seems that after agreeing to marry him, this man is in terrified all the time.

"Wife, wife, what are you doing, I want to eat, eat, eat."

Look, here it comes again, hey, man.

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