"How do you feel today?" Just after getting off work from the music bank, Quan Zhilong drove home in a hurry.

"Everything is OK." Cola smiled and made a cute OK gesture next to her face.

Maybe people are like this. Before the suffering happens, people must be panic-stricken, but when they really get that bad result, their mood calms down.A restless heart has also learned to calm down and think. Since the worst result is already like that, why bother to continue to entangle and hurt others and yourself.

Because he needs to observe the current situation of the child at any time, and Cola is not in good health or status and often goes to the hospital, so Quan Zhilong directly spent money to buy a set of home fetal examination equipment from the United States, and sincerely asked the well-known old Chinese medicine doctor Come to the house regularly to check the cola.

Originally the doctor was unwilling to agree. After all, he was old and didn’t want to run around too often. But seeing Quan Zhilong sincerely begging and even bowing at 90 degrees constantly, he must drive over half an hour in advance to wait for the examination time. , can only sigh, get in the car to help Cola check.And every time after the inspection, looking at the hopeful eyes of the two, some words are always unspeakable.He has practiced medicine for so many years, and he should have seen through life and death long ago, but seeing the performance of this couple, he can only accompany them and hope that God will take care of them.

"Really?" Hearing Cola's words, Quan Zhilong didn't know what to say, because he clearly knew that the current situation was very bad, but he could only sit beside Cola without saying a word, looking at her hopeful eyes .

He embraced her with one hand, and put the other hand on the obvious swollen belly, he didn't dare to touch her for a long time.But after two weeks of effort, this belly bulged up like a balloon, as if it wanted to grow something that hadn't grown before.

In contrast, Cola's body is getting thinner and thinner. Except for her stomach, her whole body has shrunk from her neck to her toes. Quan Zhilong used to hold her with a little weight, but now she looks like a paper man .

Unlike Quan Zhilong's worries every day and night, Cola is very happy. She wholeheartedly thinks that this should mean that the child is growing well, otherwise how could her belly grow bigger day by day!

The traditional Chinese medicine that I would never drink when I was sick, now I can’t wait to drink it twice or three times a day. It’s like every time I drink a bowl, the chance of survival of the child in my stomach will be higher, and I’m taking medicine like a madman , Take nutrient supplements, take nutrient solutions regularly, and the first thing to do when you get up in the morning is to think about what to eat today is good for your child. Even if you are too uncomfortable to eat, you still force yourself to swallow it.

She thought that Quan Zhilong didn't know about these things, and she always pretended to be nonchalant, drinking those sour and bitter traditional Chinese medicines that made people feel sick when they smelled them, and eating those tasteless tonic soups, even though she obviously couldn't eat them anymore, but for the sake of Adding an extra dose of nutrition and still pretending to be very hungry is almost mechanically stuffed into his mouth.

She thought he didn't know, but every time she got up in the middle of the night and vomited in the toilet because of her pregnancy reaction, there was always a figure covering her mouth with tears and even biting her lips in a place where the light couldn't reach. There is no sense of the bloody smell spreading in his mouth.

How could he not know that every night she turned her head and wept secretly, and that she often got up in the middle of the night and ran to the toilet to vomit.

But Quan Zhilong knew that he couldn't go out, even though he really wanted to rush in and hug Coal, pat her on the back, kiss her on the cheek, if he could, he really hoped that he could bear even a ten thousandth of her pain .But he can't, he knows that Cola will worry about him, and she doesn't want him to know about it, so no matter whether he has seen it or not, he "can't" know.

Seeing Cola wipe his mouth, rinse his mouth, stand up with the handle, wash his cheeks, so that his eyes will not look so embarrassed, seeing her about to walk out, Quan Zhilong pretended to be fascinated Go out in a daze.

"What's the matter, it's so late." He pouted, as if he really just woke up to look for cola.

"Oh." Unexpectedly, Quan Zhilong would come out, Cola panicked for a moment, but she felt relieved when she saw his bleary-eyed look, "It's nothing, I've been pregnant recently and always want to go to the bathroom at night."

Cola complained, and was hugged by Quan Zhilong.

"Ah, what is this for?" Cola was confused by Quan Zhilong's movements, but it felt good to relax her sore and unsteady legs all of a sudden.

"Of course it's serving Her Majesty the Queen." Quan Zhilong smiled, facing the light of the bathroom, Cola's whole body was buried in his arms, and he couldn't see the sadness and worry under this smileless face , Distressed.

"Well, you are allowed to carry Her Majesty back to the bedroom." Cola raised her head proudly.

"As ordered!"

As Quan Zhilong said, he gently lifted Cola up and hugged him even tighter, with both hands on Cola's waist, his spine was so thin that it could protrude, and he felt pain, not physically, But in the heart.Gradually, his hands subconsciously held Cola tighter and tighter, as if he wanted to embed her completely into his body.

"Ah, what are you doing hugging so tightly, I won't fall off." Cola was a little uncomfortable being hugged by Quan Zhilong, her arms were tightly locked in the center of her body, and Quan Zhilong's thick and restless breath was heard next to her ears Voice.Originally, I wanted to make him relax a little bit jokingly, but then I thought that there was suddenly no sound.

"Did you... see everything?" Cola asked anxiously.

What answered her was the tears that fell on her hair, flowed down her hair, flowed through the corners of her eyes, cheeks, and finally reached her lips, bitter and hot.

"Zhilong..." Cola didn't know what to say, and didn't know whether to look at him, so she could only subconsciously call out the name, and hugged his neck even tighter, muttering to herself with.

One drop or two, the tears gradually increased, and finally the tears that fell on Cola's mouth did not know whether it was Quan Zhilong's tears or her own.

"Zhiyuan... Zhiyuan..." Finally couldn't take it anymore, the two returned to the bedroom, Quan Zhilong put Cola on the edge of the bed and sat, knelt on the ground and buried his head between Cola's legs, crying helplessly, softly Sobbing, sobbing, and finally crying loudly without any scruples.

"Zhilong..." Cola stroked his hair, speechless.

"We don't want it anymore, okay? No, really don't." Quan Zhilong finally raised his head and looked at Cola shaking his head frantically, with mottled tears on his face.

Watching his woman torture him day by day, Quan Zhilong felt so powerless countless times.He knows more than Cola, and he has to talk with the doctor for more than half an hour after almost every examination. Many things that he can't tell Cola for fear of affecting her emotions are all borne by himself.Just after the inspection yesterday, he knew that their child was already in a very bad situation at the beginning of development, and there was a problem with the combination of sperm and egg at the beginning.According to the doctor, this kind of thing doesn't happen often, but it's not uncommon. There are always some cases like this every year, and the final result is that the child's heart and lungs are not fully developed, and they often die in less than six months. die.

Knowing that this child is doomed to die, yet he still has to watch the woman he loves embrace the last trace of falsehood every day, forcing himself to use all his strength to keep this child alive.

He felt like he was about to collapse.

"Knock it off."

Quan Zhilong wanted to continue persuading Cola, when he heard such a sentence in his ear.He looked up in disbelief, only to see Cola's face covered by hair, the top of his head was wetted by the tears falling from it.

"Zhiyuan?" The persuasion succeeded, Quan Zhilong felt that he should be happy, but he could only feel infinite sadness from the bottom of his heart.

"Get rid of it." Cola couldn't help holding Quan Zhilong's hand tremblingly, and stretched his palm. On it were scars cut in the kitchen during this period of time to help her nourish herself. A scar is not deep, and it can even heal within one night, but Cola couldn't help but want to cry, not because she was touched, but because she felt distressed.

"You said, you are a husband first and then a father, so I will be your wife first and then a mother."

Cola forcefully pulled out a smile, pulled his hand up and put it on her cheek, groping, the thin calluses on her fingertips from often playing the piano and writing songs gently scratched her cheek, making her finally Waking up from the madness of a child.

She has someone more important, the man in front of her who will take care of her when she is sad, and hold her and cry when she is sad, is more important than anyone else.

This person who has supported her until now, this person who has taken on everything alone in the most painful time, this person who even tried things that he never went back to do in order to take good care of him.

How could she be so selfish and willful to torture herself and force herself regardless of his feelings, she knew that this was even more sad for him than torturing himself.

"Don't worry, I'm fine."

She knew that instead of saying "thank you" or "thank you" or even a promise, she just told him, "Don't worry, I'm fine."

After finally waiting for Cola's words, Quan Zhilong couldn't help but hold her hand tightly, and pressed her palm to his lips, the cold palm meeting the warm lips seemed to be gradually warming up .

The palm of Cola's heck was a little itchy, and her palm was a little hot with tears soaking in it.As if comforting this man countless times, she held him in her arms like a child and stroked his hair.

Gently, once.

He will always be her boy.

The author has something to say: Well, in order to appease everyone, everyone can choose whether the next chapter is the main text or the baby episode.

To be honest, this idea was already thought up at the beginning of the article before the plot came out. Although I don’t want the two of you to experience this, you can only understand it if you have experienced it.

Life is not always smooth sailing, I hope they will know how to support each other after losing the most precious thing.

It is said that there are two new ideas now, and I plan to write them after I finish the postgraduate examination.Well, it should be prepared to write, but I am not sure which one to write first.

Think about the title.

The first one is from CP Long Ge, and the title is "The Amazing Tall Beauty".It's completely happy, that is, my girl from Datianchao crosses over to become a tall beauty, and it won't involve too many plots of "It turns out to be a beautiful boy".

Probably the personality of a beautiful woman is that kind, uh, the kind of loli who is queenly in body, with a vicious tongue and a bit of a cheap hand (?), why does she feel a bit like Huang Tae-kyung, haha.

The second one is from CP Dacheng, (Don’t say I climbed the wall, in fact, I’m here for a group meal, and I really like wuli Dacheng recently!).The main story of the article is that the heroine was born and bred, er, the 82-year-old is 7 years older than Wuli Cheng'er, I don't know why the intuition is that Cheng'er must find a much older woman to fall in love with to be happy, is it my obsession?The heroine has gone through some things before, ahem, so I won’t spoil it, but I wrote the article with only the hero and no supporting role, so the previous entanglements will definitely not appear in the ongoing time.In addition, the hostess has an adopted child, just sauce. Wuli Cheng'er is a warm man, to warm the cold heart of the heroine.

Well, everyone said that I should write that first, so that I can conceive the next plot and make an outline. Otherwise, when I have lunch at noon these two days, two texts will always appear in my mind...

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