Every world is crumbling [Quick Transmigration]

A certain taboo was violated, and the countless persistences that Chu Jingran had built in his heart completely collapsed.

Lifting his unconsciously trembling hand, Chu Jingran finally opened it.

242. The real world

Because of being soaked in water, many pages of the diary are blurred, but even so, the words on many pages can still be seen clearly.

The familiar handwriting, the nostalgic words, and the gentleness between the lines are not at all like that serious man.

In the face of those tenderness, those words, and the man who regarded him as his life, all the problems that had been carefully buried in his heart and forgotten by his own choice all surfaced before Chu Jingran one after another.

When meeting for the first time, the man confessed affectionately; when eating, the man ordered food invariably and accurately; when at home, the man made many slips of the tongue to cover up;

Chu Jingran wanted to refute, but when he raised his head, he found that the woman opposite had left at some point.

He didn't believe it. As an actor, Chu Jingran, who was very fluent in routines, never believed in others' sowing and discord, never believed it!

He firmly believed that it was the other party's trap, and he had always believed in it.

Until, intentionally or unintentionally, he revealed that he knew the existence of the diary, the man admitted in a short silence that it was indeed written by him.

Until, when faced with the straightforward question they first encountered, the man avoided answering in a concealed manner.

Until, he said, I don't want to lie to you.

Stand-in, stand-in... He, Chu Jingran, had been smart for half his life, thinking that he would finally see a rainbow after going through the storm, but in the end, he found that he had been a stand-in for nearly four years.

What's even more ridiculous is that when he found out everything, he hesitated countless times and shook the pride in his bones.

Anyway, it's over...

Anyway, he loves me now...

Anyway, he doesn't know that I know, so let's just pretend that nothing happened...

The moment Chu Jingran realized that he had thought countless times, he was also stunned.

Chu Jingran once read a book, and there was a sentence in it, which roughly meant that once a person was successfully domesticated, the person who domesticated him would become the most special existence in his eyes, even more important than life.

When he first read that book, he was as proud as Chu Jingran and dismissed it. In this world, he is the only one who tames others, so there is no reason for others to tame him.

However, this most impossible thing has become a reality one day, and it has become a shackle that imprisoned his entire life.

And he, who was once proud and invincible, wanted to drown in it after clearly seeing the method of boiling frogs in warm water, and he didn't want to wake up.

It's just that some people may really choose to pretend that nothing happened, but it's clear that Chu Jingran, who has been ruthless to himself since he was a child, is also ruthless to others.

So, after overhearing the man's plan, he set up a simple game, a game called Killing Himself.

He wants to take revenge on that man, he wants to take revenge on this ridiculous self who has been tamed and sunk in lies and does not want to wake up.

He succeeded.

But even so, he still sadly couldn't forget the other party.

That look, that affection, those extremely cold but beautiful blue eyes... He couldn't forget that person.

Along the way, Chu Jingran is self-destructing in a vengeful manner, wanting to forget the past, the past, and the self who was tamed once.

He thought that he would forget, forget those unbearable pasts, but he didn't know until he saw this exact face in this world that he never forgot.

He loves him, but he also hates him.

So, the same thing, the same method, he wanted to take revenge on him, on his ridiculous self.

However, after using it, he regretted it again.

Because, he found that what he was doing now was exactly the same as those abandoned wives...

love?

love it!

Probably he really loves her very much, otherwise, why did he not go down and kill the man who cheated him so many times.

Feeling this firm embrace, looking at this familiar yet unfamiliar person, Chu Jingran suddenly smiled.

Because he found himself going around countless worlds, he still wanted to know the answer, just like every original partner wanted to know the appearance of the mistress hiding in the dark.

Although...he knew that he might be the third, but it didn't matter.

He said: "Who is he? Who is the person you want to see through my eyes countless times?"

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[System alert, an outsider is detected, the small world is affected by an unknown force, and it has completely collapsed!Affected by unknown forces, the small world completely collapsed!Affected by unknown forces, the small world completely collapsed! 】In the system space, the red alarm sounded over and over again, and the piercing sound almost penetrated the entire