Miss Zashiki

After Fu Xiao silently listened to the self-report of the girl in front of him yesterday, for a long time, the whole monster was in a state of speechless choking.

"So, you voluntarily became a monster...?" She still hesitated when she spoke.

This time, it's really not that she has poor comprehension ability or slow response, but—in order to pursue the optimization of her own talent, she was actually attracted by obsession... Please forgive her for being unable to understand such a sick state of mind.

——Why does she always meet such vexatious monsters?

Seeing the other party nodding confidently and confidently again, Fu Xiaoyue felt even more tired.

"Since that's the case, the bloodthirsty part of Adie's mother has been separated and possessed by you, so the remaining part is no longer dangerous—" This is considered a split personality, right?She couldn't help thinking in this way with some embarrassment, "Then why, when she smelled the perilla smell later, she still went crazy, so that she ran into an onmyoji?"

The girl stretched out a finger and shook her slightly: "Wrong again—how do you know that the rest of her is not dangerous?"

"……What's the meaning?"

"At the beginning, I also thought that the part she left contained a blood-thirsty nature. But it didn't take long for me to deny this possibility."

The girl put her fingers on the edge of the mask on her face, as if she was thinking about what kind of expression to put on, and said softly: "As long as she is alive for a day, she can't change the fact that she is a vampire... the so-called Nature, how can it be so easy to give up?"

Fu Xiaoyue tried hard to think about her words for a while, but still failed, so he had to continue to ask: "What is that?"

"What else can it be? Of course it's what you call 'resentment'."

Seeing her frown in dissatisfaction, the girl lightly tapped her finger on the edge of the mask, and chose a smiling expression, and finally stopped being a joke:

"The key point is that the source of her resentment is not because her bloodthirsty desire cannot be satisfied, but—her husband and daughter."

"..."

Fu Xiaoyue was puzzled for a while before she understood what she meant: "You mean, she resents her husband and daughter—"

Saying this, she couldn't help but shook her head quickly: "How is that possible!? Wasn't it because of the two of them that she endured so long before? She must love them, how could she be resentful of them?"

Seeing her repeated rebuttals, the other party seemed to find it quite amusing, tilted her head and looked at them for a while, and then said leisurely: "Of course she loves them, but she really hates them... There is no rule that says, When faced with the same thing, the two emotions of love and hate can't exist in the same heart at the same time?"

Fu Xiaoyue suddenly didn't know how to refute, but subconsciously, he felt that the other party had missed the point, so he could only reply dryly for a while: "I didn't mean that, it's just—"

"You think it's strange why she hates them." Seeing her nodding obediently, the girl smiled again: "Actually, you have already mentioned it before, patience—"

"This is really a very interesting process. It is because she loves them that she forces herself to endure; however, what she endures is something engraved in her blood that cannot be buried until death , every second is accompanied by pain ... so of course there will be resentment after suffering for too long and suffering for them for too long."

Fu Xiaoyue was slightly stunned when he heard this, and was a little speechless.

——In this way, how long the vampire could endure at that time was actually determined by the emotional balance in her heart.As the grievances piled up, one day, this balance was broken, and she no longer had enough will to let herself continue to suffer for her family.

"By the way... can't she eat something else? Can't suck human blood, she can always suck some other blood to divert her attention? Fill her stomach so she won't be thinking about it all day long Is it their blood?" Fu Xiaoyao pondered for a while, and finally raised such an opinion without confidence.

"Of course you can suck other blood, otherwise, wouldn't she starve to death long ago? It's just that for vampires, compared to human blood, other blood is not very tasty-not to mention, the fresh and fragrant human blood The smell of blood is close at hand, but I can only force myself to drink the mixed and smelly blood of beasts instead, and eating the marrow to know the taste is another kind of painful torture."

The girl sighed slightly, and when she raised her eyes, she saw a look of disapproval on her face, "So it's just a picky eater", and the expression on the mask paused.

Immediately, as if she suddenly remembered something, she resumed her smiling appearance, and looked back and forth between her and the drug seller in front of her:

"By the way, I never thought of asking before, what is the relationship between you two?"

Fu Xiaoyue was immersed in doubts about the proposition of "the pain of picky eaters", but now he heard the other party suddenly change the subject, he couldn't help but be a little overwhelmed: "... huh?"

"Don't get me wrong, I just want to make an analogy so that you can empathize with me." The girl said, nodding her head seriously, her tone was very innocent and calm:

"—Mr. Yaolang, he should be someone you value very much, right? If, from today on, you can only eat the food you hate, otherwise you will never see him again, and he still takes money every day. Looking at all kinds of things you like to eat, dangling around you-if things go on like this, will the relationship between you, or your relationship with him, change? "

"..."

Fu Xiaoyue almost twisted his expression yesterday.

What do you mean never seeing him again, what do you mean you can only drink boiled water every day, what do you mean by their feelings, what do you mean by her feelings for him - these are all nonsense! ?

Fu Xiaoyue endured the twitching of the corner of her mouth, and subconsciously looked at the other party who was lying on the gun. When she met those cool eyes that were difficult to understand, she felt a little awkward for no reason.

——To be honest, if one day she is really reduced to a situation where she can only drink plain water, she will hold her favorite snacks and shake them in front of her... Applying this kind of image to the gentleman in front of me, unexpectedly Why does it seem that there is no sense of disobedience! ?

"What kind of nonsense are you talking about..." She couldn't help Wei Wei humming in a low voice.

-

So far, Fu Xiaoyue has finally roughly smoothed out the antecedent logic.But she still has a few things she can't figure out about the subsequent development of the incident.

"Why did you encourage Atie's mother to commit suicide?"

The other party pondered for a few seconds, but when he spoke again, he did not answer her question directly, but looked at the drug seller beside him: "According to this Mr. Yao Lang, everything in the world exists because of their own Composed of form, cause and effect, and mind—"

"However, my current body is no longer what it used to be, and the karma of the past has nothing to do with me, and my heart has been eroded by that vampire's obsession—" the girl's voice was soft and soft, with a hint of Casual means, "From the day I make a decision, I am no longer a separate 'myself', and my behavior is no longer entirely determined by my will."

Seeing her half-understood expression, the girl smiled slightly through the mask, "So it's not so much that I encouraged her to die, it's better to say that I obeyed her own wishes and provided her with the opportunity to die. .”

Fu Xiaoyue listened silently.

Considering this statement, she didn't feel much strange disobedience in her heart, and Adie's mother's pale face and the strange glow in her eyes appeared before her eyes again.

——Perhaps, as early as the day her husband died, she didn't want to live anymore. After that, she was just thinking about her daughter, but Adie expressed her determination to die, which finally cut her off completely. The last trace of desire to survive.

Thinking of this, when Fu Xiaoyue looked at the girl in front of her again, she couldn't help feeling a little bit embarrassed, "Since she's already dead, why do you still follow Qiangwei Island?"

"Because Ah Die is also dead."

"What?" Fu Xiao was puzzled for a while.

"After she committed suicide, that onmyoji imprisoned her soul here." The girl's tone became flat, and the mask was blank:

"If the soul of a person who committed suicide cannot enter reincarnation normally, they can only experience their own death experience continuously, and will never be free. So I followed in, and then used illusion to create another world for her."

Fu Xiaoyue was stunned for a moment, and suddenly realized: "You were influenced by Adie's mother's will, so you want Adie to 'live well'...then her 'two lifetimes' before—"

"The second world you see is actually my failure." The other party seemed to sigh softly: "I ignored Zisu's loopholes and underestimated the degree of Adie's persistence...that guy always Being stubborn and foolish in some unnecessary places is probably pursuing her often-pronounced 'bow art can't be deceived'."

Hearing what she said, Fu Xiaoyue also remembered the scene in that world where A-die drove her mother crazy with daily perilla dishes.Logically speaking, she should just have a subconscious feeling that something was wrong, but she still used a persevering way to expose that beautiful illusion.

"I've tried many times, and only the first illusion you saw can run smoothly until the end." As she said this, she seemed to be a little bit sighed and helpless, and smiled slightly: "How dare you have to Erase everything else, so that she can live peacefully until the end... She is really cute and silly."

For some reason, Fu Xiaoyue heard some inexplicable weirdness from her tone yesterday, but couldn't tell what it was for a while: "Since the experiment has been successful, let her stay inside." , what did you bring us here for?"

The other party answered irrelevantly, with a tone of reminiscence: "I met that wolf demon named Kuroba Hideki earlier... I saved her life because of the arrow she was carrying. As a reward, I also learned a truth from her—sincerity and sincerity.”

"My heart tells me that I don't like the only successful illusion. If it is in that way, she can 'live well'—" She tilted her head, smiling slightly on the mask, "I would rather She's going to die."

"..."

Fu Xiaoyue realized that he couldn't understand her logic anymore: "...you, what are you doing so hard to see her? Has she ever messed with you?"

The other party sighed inexplicably, shook his head slightly, and seemed to mean something in his mouth: "Once upon a time, my little boy claimed that it was very dangerous for monsters to become interested in humans... …But I actually prefer to think this way, the human beings who are interested by monsters are really pitiful—one can’t say for sure, maybe it’s a situation of endless death, even death can’t be relieved.”

Fu Xiaoyue looked at the motionless smiling face on her mask, slowly comprehended her words, and the feeling of weirdness in her heart deepened.But before she had time to ask in detail, she suddenly turned her face to the side, looked at the drug seller opposite, and spoke softly, still in that sweet tone——

"Okay, there is a story about me, so far I have finished." She straightened her body, folded her hands in front of her, and assumed a solemn posture:

"You should have collected all my form truths, right? Please."

-

Fu Xiaoyue slightly opened his mouth wide, staring dumbfounded at the empty ground.

"..."

It wasn't until she heard the soft "chuck" sound of the drug seller putting his sword back into its sheath that she woke up with a jolt. Unbelievably, the two positions on his body and opposite him were bouncing back and forth. look.

——What happened? Hey! ?

——Why did you draw your sword all of a sudden?

——Why did it end all of a sudden?

"Mr. Yakuro...?"

From his own voice, Fu Xiaoyue could clearly hear the meaning of doubting life.

The medicine seller's expression remained unchanged, as if he hadn't done anything special just now, and no one else had appeared in the open space in front of him from the beginning to the end.

After being tongue-tied for a long time, Fu Xiaoyue was a few dozen beats behind him, connecting what the monster said with the current situation.

——So she said that she wanted to borrow the use of the magic sword, so it was used to kill herself...?

——Before talking about it for so long, I was actually providing the truth about myself...?

"Why do I feel that this monster is a bit strange?" Fu Xiaoyue was still in a daze as before. It was the first time she encountered such a situation where a boss rushed to send death and give away experience.

——But why can't you think about it so much?Could it be that he was infected with some kind of "suicide complex" under the influence of Atie's family...?

Due to the inexplicable passing of the customs, under such a huge psychological gap, Fu Xiaoyue had already started to make up nonsense in his heart.After being so confused and entangled for a long time, when she raised her eyes again, she found that the medicine seller lowered his eyes slightly, and seemed to be in some kind of deep thought.

... Was it a moment of pleasure for him to draw his sword, and hit Meow Meow after he cut it?Maybe even he himself didn't expect it to be so smooth?

"Mr. Yaolang," she called out, and blinked at him curiously: "Why are you in a daze?"

The drug seller raised his eyes, looked at her quietly from bottom to top for a while, then stood up, and said in a light voice, "I'm thinking about the question she asked before."

Fu Xiaoyue was stunned for a moment before he realized that the "she" he said referred to the monster before.Then she realized the meaning of his whole sentence, and she was suddenly speechless.

——Speaking of which, now that the shadows of others have been cut off by you, it’s too late to talk about any problems that you haven’t figured out, brother dei...can’t you ask earlier?

She couldn't help curling her lips: "... Which question is it?"

Facing Fu Xiaoyue's expression of hating her indisputable unconsciously, the drug seller looked at her indifferently, and said slowly:

"We are, what, relationship."