After amnesia, I got picked up by my ex

The cemetery was empty, except for the three of them, there were no other living creatures, and the atmosphere seemed very depressing.

However, what was even more depressing was that even at this time, Bai Qingzhu was still crying silently.

She just buried her head in Yu Guli's neck, shedding tears silently, hot and hot, Yu Guli's shoulders seemed to be burned.

Yu Guli didn't know how long it had been.

It wasn't until the anime on the phone in front of Yueyue skipped several episodes that she felt again that Bai Qingzhu's body was finally warmed up a little by her, and then she realized that her shoulders lightened, and it was Bai Qingzhu who raised her head from her shoulders.

Bai Qingzhu's skin color was extremely fair, even dazzlingly white under certain light colors, but now that she has cried, her eyes are extremely red, which makes people feel distressed.

Yu Guli let go of his hand a little bit, and was about to step back when he realized that Bai Qingzhu's arms were wrapped around his waist.

Yu Guli glanced at her sideways, asking what was wrong with her expression.

"It's a bit cold." Bai Qingzhu lowered his head and said in a low voice, "Don't step back, can you hug me for a while?"

Yu Guli's heart suddenly softened.

"I won't back away." She said softly, "Did you feel better after crying?"

Bai Qingzhu said "um", paused and said, "It's sort of."

Yu Guli didn't know what the meaning of "it's right" was, so he could only secretly put his weight on one leg, and spread it upside down, so as not to be able to stand up later.

Bai Qingzhu didn't know how long he had been kneeling here, his knees must have been numb long ago... Yu Guli was stroking her back up and down while thinking wildly.

In the black-and-white photo pasted on the tombstone, the old man smiled kindly and gently, as if looking at them with those gentle eyes.

Bai Qingzhu looked at it for a while, closed his eyes and said, "They told me that when the dean left, there were no regrets...and no pain."

Yu Guli paused, listened quietly, and said, "This is a good thing."

It can even be considered a happy funeral.

There are several major wishes in life, and the most difficult one to achieve is nothing more than "I want to die with a smile and a pain-free life" this one.

Although things are human-made, some things are beyond the reach of human beings, such as birth, old age, sickness and death.

"I once saw an old man in the inpatient department." Yu Guli thought for a while and said, "He is already very ill, with cerebral infarction, myocardial infarction, and high blood pressure. He is in great pain and has been admitted to the ICU several times. , the doctors advised the family members not to continue the treatment...but the family members were unwilling and insisted on procrastinating, saying that they didn't want my father to leave. It took hundreds of thousands of dollars in just ten days, and the special medicine didn't cost the same money..."

Bai Qingzhu listened quietly, and said, "And then?"

"Then?" Yu Guli paused, and said, "It's already very difficult for that old man to raise his hand, he has no consciousness at all, and he was going to have a gastric tube inserted during the day, and the pain made him convulse several times, but he failed... His son cried and kowtowed to the old man on his knees, asking him to bear it, but the old man couldn't bear it at all. The doctor couldn't stand it anymore, and left with a few nurses who were crying and unable to help. At night, a few The children finally compromised, saying that there was no cure, and let the old man go quietly... When I went back, the old man had pulled out the tube by himself, but the expression on his face was never before. "

Yu Guli sighed, "In the end, there are only a few heart-rending children who cry, and an elder who stays in their memory and suffers so much torture that he can't die well."

"So, compared to that old man, the dean is actually very happy. She left without pain." Bai Qingzhu exhaled a cloud of white air, and said, "You want to tell me this, don't you?"

Yu Guli nodded slightly.

Bai Qingzhu pulled the corners of her lips reluctantly, but couldn't quite smile at all.

Yueyue next to him suddenly sneezed.

Immediately afterwards, he hit several times in a row, and the tender "ha chirp" sounded five or six times.

Bai Qingzhu immediately turned his head and touched Yueyue's face.

The skin of the face was exposed, and it was freezing cold at night.

"Auntie." Yue Yue sneezed again, his hands were tightly wrapped in the 'eggshell' and he couldn't stretch them out, so he could only wrinkle his nose, weakly looked at Bai Qingzhu and said: "The better the better It's cold."

Yu Guli took out a tissue from his bag, staggered when he stood up, took a breath while leaning on his knees, and then quickly wiped Yueyue's nose.

Bai Qingzhu looked back at the gray tablet again.

Not long after the stele was erected, it was very clean except for the snow that had just fallen. There were many bouquets in front of the stele, which were there before Bai Qingzhu came. After she came, different people sent new ones. Yes, heaped to the brim.

Someone will come to clean here from time to time. During the time she was here alone, many former childhood playmates were welcomed and sent away one after another. Most of them also came to attend the funeral.

The old man's voice, appearance and smile are always stuck in the black and white photo, with curved eyebrows and raised lips, which is also the same kind appearance as always in Bai Qingzhu's memory.

Bai Qingzhu endured the last wave of tears welling up in his eyes, kowtowed with a smile, then raised his face and said, "Grandma, goodbye."

Bai Qingzhu knelt for too long and couldn't stand up at all.

Yu Guli tried it, and it was impossible to hold it, and it became more and more difficult for her to hold it.

So she could only try to bend down, Bai Qingzhu sat on the ground and looked up at her, with a feeling in her eyes that she didn't realize.

Yu Guli patted himself on the back and said, "Come up and try."

Bai Qingzhu paused.

Yue Yue encouraged them from the side, "Come on, Auntie!"

Yu Guli turned her head and stared at her, "Why do you cheer for Auntie, you should cheer for Mom."

"Come on, Mom!" Yu Qingyue changed his words instantly.

Yu Guli smiled angrily, this little ghost is fine.

Bai Qingzhu tentatively climbed onto Yu Guli's back.

Although it was a bit difficult to get up, and my knees were still a little trembling... But Yu Guli could move his back and walk without any obstacles.

She suddenly said excitedly: "I can move you behind my back!"

Bai Qingzhu nodded, and finally relaxed after a while, and said softly, "En."

Yu Guli didn't dare to look back at the stele, for fear of bringing back the sadness that Bai Qingzhu had suppressed so hard, so he could only bid farewell silently in his heart.

As she walked out, she said, "I wanted to ask you before, how tall and heavy are you, Mr. Bai?"

"Net height is [-]." Bai Qingzhu said, "Weight... the last time I measured it, it was fifty kilograms."

"It's so light." Yu Guli was stunned, lifted her up, took a breath and continued, "I'm over 90..."

Bai Qingzhu paused, but did not speak.

Looking down from her angle, you can just see the most plump place on Yu Guli's body.

She pursed her lips and said, "You are of the right weight, but I am on the thin side."

"But you have muscles." Yu Guli was very happy, and said slowly as he walked, "It's not easy for girls to build muscles, but you look good if you are fat...By the way, where is your car parked?"

"The door." Bai Qingzhu said, "Let me down and try."

Yu Guli looked back, but the tombstone behind him could no longer be seen in the night.

She took a breath, looked at the two bags around her neck, and walked more and more, put Bai Qingzhu down, supported her and said, "Can I go?"

"Okay." Bai Qingzhu tried it, and it hurt a little, but it was not impossible to walk.

She is an orthopedic doctor, knowing that the most painful time is not now, but tomorrow morning, so she said: "Let's go."

"Okay." Yu Guli clasped Bai Qingzhu's hand with one hand, and his arms were tightly attached, while the other hand supported her hard.

Under the night, it was very difficult for the backs of the two, one and three people to walk, but they were unexpectedly very harmonious.

When returning home at night, Yu Guli didn't dare to drive too fast.

Her driving skills have been useless since she graduated from the driving school. She was so nervous that she ran into a red light along the way, but Bai Qingzhu next to her didn't seem worried at all, and she even checked her mobile phone in the car.

She was in the mood to look at her phone, but Yu Guli didn't expect that either.

But she didn't dare to ask, for fear that she would step on a minefield and make Bai Qingzhu's emotions, which had been brought up so hard, fall down again.

After entering the urban area, there are more people and cars, but they are not as good as the nightless city of S City, and there are not many scattered ones that drive fast, but Yu Guli still dare not relax and work hard all the way to keep the minimum speed. The speed turtle reached home quickly.

Yue Yue had already fallen asleep in the car, snoring one after another, his sleepy eyes rolled out, and he was not awake at all when he was carried by Yu Guli.

Bai Qingzhu reached out and touched Yueyue's forehead.

"It's not burned." Yu Guli took a look at Bai Qingzhu and said, "You covered all the clothes on your body more and more, and the soles of her shoes didn't even touch the ground..."

Bai Qingzhu paused, wanted to say something, but didn't know what to say.

In the end, she could only hang her head and say, "At that time, I didn't know what to do."

Yueyue is still young, she can't leave Yueyue alone in the car, it's really an accident, it's useless for her to die ten thousand times.But there was no one to entrust Yueyue to, so she had to take it with her, and was afraid that she would freeze, so she had to take off all the things on her body and car that could keep out the cold.

Yu Guli turned around and saw Bai Qingzhu with his head down, his heart felt like a lemon was stuffed, it was sour and soft, and he felt uncomfortable, so he hurriedly said: "I don't blame you, in all fairness, it would be better if I changed my heart. In that case, if I were you, I might not even care about other things..."

Bai Qingzhu raised his head and forced a smile at Yu Guli.

Only then did Yu Guli notice that Bai Qingzhu was holding the hand on the table.

She put almost all her strength on that arm, and her legs were almost completely useless.

Yu Guli paused, and hurriedly helped her to sit on the edge of the bed, hurriedly fetched a basin of warm water, took out the ointment bought from the pharmacy just now, and said, "Soak your feet, I'll go Get you two towels to warm up..."

Waiting for her to come over with the towel, Bai Qingzhu still kept the appearance she left just now.

While folding the towel, Yu Guli asked her with an expression, "Why don't you move?"

Bai Qingzhu understood.

Then she raised her face and said with a smile, "I can't lift my legs, and I can't take off my shoes."

I don't know if it's Yu Guli's own illusion.

She always felt that Bai Qingzhu's smile was forced.

She must have been afraid that she would be worried, so she smiled and said that she couldn't touch her feet.

Yu Guli was so soft-hearted that he hurriedly moved a small stool and sat in front of the basin. He untied Bai Qingzhu's shoelaces without any distaste, and couldn't help but muttered, "How long have you been kneeling?" ..."

"Four or five hours." Bai Qingzhu looked down at Yu Guli's hair, and touched her head vaguely with one hand, but finally didn't dare to put it on, and gently fell back to the original place, whispering Say, "Sorry, I didn't pay much attention to the time."

Yu Guli glanced at the time.

Unknowingly, it was early morning.

She pressed Bai Qingzhu's feet into the basin, looked at her white insteps that seemed to be glowing, and the blue blood vessels on them, couldn't help poking them with her index finger, and then whispered: "I don't blame you."

The blood vessel was pressed by her, and it bounced again.

Yu Guli poked again.

Bai Qingzhu tightened her hands on the bed sheet, pursed her lips, and turned her head away.

This is not playing with her instep, it is clearly playing with her heart.

Yu Guli's habit of washing her feet and poking the blood vessels on the back of her feet has not been corrected from the beginning to the end.

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