缠绵 游戏

Chapter 69 Will Distress

When Jing Tian arrived at the appointed place 10 minutes earlier than scheduled, looking from a distance, Zheng Xunqian had already arrived.

He stood quietly as usual, and after noticing Jing Tian, ​​he neither spoke nor moved, but only greeted him with his eyes, without much expression on his face.

In the process of walking towards him, Jing Tian unconsciously touched his earlobe with earrings because of nervousness, and subconsciously wanted to retract his hands into his sleeves to cover up his bracelet.

Obviously it was put on specially, but for some reason, thinking of being seen by Zheng Xunqian immediately, he became nervous.

He dressed up seriously to see him, but felt ashamed because he would find him.

When he got closer, he found that Zheng Xunqian was not expressionless.His eyes, lips, and every detail on his face didn't seem to have changed significantly, but at a glance, there was a faint smile.

Walking in front of and behind him, Jing Tian unconsciously raised his hand to stroke his bangs that had just been washed this morning.

He tried to blow his hair. It wasn't very successful, and he couldn't say whether it looked good or not, but it looked different from usual.

Every detail from head to toe is telling the other party: I attach great importance to today's date, and I have prepared very seriously for this.

Zheng Xunqian lowered his head slightly, looked at him quietly for a while, and said, "Let's go?"

While Jing Tian was disappointed, a little helplessness of "it really is so" welled up in his heart.

He nodded and walked forward side by side with Zheng Xunqian.

After walking a few steps, Zheng Xunqian held his hand as a matter of course.Jing Tian was more or less used to it, although he was still shy, but he didn't resist and let him go.

After walking for a while, he found that Zheng Xunqian's fingers were restless.

Zheng Xunqian didn't hold it very tightly, and deliberately raised his thumb upwards, flicking the metal pendant on his bracelet back and forth, looking like he was enjoying it.

"Why?" Jing Tian muttered with his head down, "Do you like it very much?"

Zheng Xunqian glanced at him, realized what he was talking about, paused his fingers, pressed the small metal piece, and replied: "Yes."

"...Then I'll see you off." Jing Tian said.

"No," Zheng Xunqian said, "It's the same when you wear it on your body."

Jing Tian didn't understand for a while, but secretly wondered in his heart, how could Zheng Xunqian praise him bluntly.

After thinking about it for a while, he suddenly realized that Zheng Xunqian's words just now could also be interpreted as: because you are mine too.

Jing Tian lowered his head with a blushing face, thinking, what a shame.

Zheng Xunqian knew nothing about his slander, took his hand, and kept flicking the pendant on his bracelet back and forth, with brisk steps and an appearance of being in a good mood.

The aquarium is located close to the city center, a little far from the school, and there is no direct bus. In the past, it took a lot of time to transfer from the bus to the subway.

When he came to the downtown area far away from the school, Jing Tian was not so willing to hold hands with Zheng Xunqian.

Zheng Xunqian took the next best thing and hooked his little fingertip instead.But it looked more ambiguous and conspicuous like this, Jing Tian was caught in the eyes of passers-by so that his head was smoking, and after tugging for a while, he simply put both hands into his coat pockets.

Zheng Xunqian was very dissatisfied with this, his expression sank, and he remained silent.

Just walking side by side for a while, Jing Tian soon realized that even if he didn't hold hands with Zheng Xunqian, he was still the focus of the crowd, and the attention from him was not much less than before.

The coat he was wearing at the moment was the first time he had worn it since he lost his memory.

In the light of the fact that there were only two people in the dormitory, he used to occupy three closets by himself, which were full to the brim.Compared with engineering boys who are either T-shirts or plaid shirts, his collection styles can be said to be extremely rich.

In the past period of time, Jing Tian only chose the simpler ones to wear.Today I still chose a top and jacket with a not exaggerated color, but the style is fashionable and shows my figure.Although he is not tall, his body proportions are quite good. This outfit is very pleasing to the eye, even if he covers his face, standing in the crowd is very eye-catching.

They will be stared at anyway, and it doesn't seem to make any difference whether they hold hands or not.

Compared with the surprised eyes of strangers, Zheng Xunqian's faint depression at this moment made him more concerned.

Jing Tian regretted it, and secretly took his hand out of his pocket.

After walking for a while, he found that Zheng Xunqian didn't intend to pick him up again. He was secretly anxious, but he didn't know how to remedy it. He wanted to muster up the courage to take the initiative. After holding back his heart beating for a long time, he still didn't have the nerve to put it into action. .

How to do it.

He secretly leaned in Zheng Xunqian's direction, swinging his arms intentionally while walking, trying to touch Zheng Xunqian's hand with the back of his hand.

In the process of moving forward, under Jing Tian's conscious approach, the backs of the two people's hands would rub against each other from time to time, which was very short-lived, leaving only a vague tactile sensation, and it was too late to convey the body temperature.

Zheng Xunqian never responded, as if he didn't pay attention to his actions at all.

Walking all the way to the intersection, the two stopped before the red light, Jing Tian lowered his head and blushed, pretending to be squeezed by the crowd around him, and leaned closer to Zheng Xunqian's side.

They were next to each other, the backs of their hands were completely stuck together, Jing Tian could feel that the pendant on his wrist had already touched Zheng Xunqian's skin, and he was tightly sandwiched between them.

Zheng Xunqian can hold him as long as he turns his hand slightly.

But Zheng Xunqian still didn't move.

Jing Tian bit his lip and secretly looked up at Zheng Xunqian's face.Zheng Xunqian looked ahead, watching the countdown to the red light across the road.

When the countdown counted down to ten seconds, Jing Tian lowered his head and sighed in frustration.

There was an extremely short, almost inaudible shallow laughter from the side.Jing Tian turned his head quickly, only to see Zheng Xunqian also turned around, facing him, and slowly raised his hand, palm up, to stay between the two of them.

It was certainly an inviting gesture.

He looked at Jing Tian with an obvious smile on his face.

Jing Tian took a shallow breath, and while looking forward again, he raised his hand and put it in his palm.

The aquarium is a place that fully satisfies Jing Tian's romantic imagination.

Holding hands with Zheng Xunqian while licking the sea salt-flavored ice cream ball, he walked in the blue subsea tunnel and looked around, his heart was full of joy, as if he was a primary school student who came to participate in a spring outing.

Since he was a primary school student on a spring outing, it was only natural for him to hold hands with his deskmate.As Jing Tian walked, he even wanted to shake the hand that was holding Zheng Xunqian a little bit.

Then, he really did.

It's childish, it's silly, it's dramatic, and it's fun.

Zheng Xunqian let him go, with a smile on his face all the time.

Halfway through the walk, a strange child's voice came from behind the two of them: "Mom, there are two men holding hands over there!"

Jing Tian turned his head and saw a young mother holding the child and bowing his head to say something, as if she wanted him to keep his voice down and stop staring at others

Jing Tian felt embarrassed again.He also looked away quickly, trying to pretend that nothing had happened.

Unexpectedly, Zheng Xunqian let go of his hand.

Does he care about these?This is really strange.Just as Jing Tian was about to be surprised, Zheng Xunqian raised his arms slightly, wrapped his arms around his waist, and moved closer to his side, then leaned over and kissed him on the cheek.

Jing Tian's eyes widened, and Zheng Xunqian's face was full of smiles, showing a bit of complacency.

It's too bad, Jing Tian thought with a blushing face, I'm really sorry kid.

This big brother has a sick mind and is very shameless.

But I like him.

When you come to the aquarium, of course you have to watch the dolphin show.

After visiting the subsea tunnel, just in time for the performance, Jing Tian excitedly dragged Zheng Xunqian into the arena, found a corner seat, and was full of anticipation.

"It's the first time I've seen a live dolphin show," he said. "Have you seen the poster outside? There's also a beluga whale here, so cute and smiling!"

As he spoke, he unconsciously imitated the appearance on the poster and made a silly smile.

Zheng Xunqian looked at him and nodded: "En."

Jing Tian became talkative because of his excitement.He turned his eyes to the performance pool and said: "I have never seen a beluga whale with my own eyes. Is this pool too small for it?"

"Yes." Zheng Xunqian said.

Jing Tian frowned: "Isn't it because the event is closed, how can we perform?"

"It can move around, but it's still too small for it," Zheng Xunqian said. "Most beluga whales living in this kind of pool will be depressed."

"..." Jing Tian was stunned for a moment.

"Not only beluga whales, but also dolphins. The so-called smile is just a subjective interpretation of human beings. They are just born this way," Zheng Xunqian said, "Dolphins in captivity don't live long."

Jing Tian turned his head to look at him, blinked his eyes twice stupidly, and was speechless for a while.

At this moment, the performance began.

The three dolphins jumped out amidst the lively music, swam back and forth twice in the not-too-wide pool, and then jumped out of the water at the same time. The water splashed everywhere and there was applause from all around.

Just as Jing Tian was about to applaud, what Zheng Xunqian just said to him suddenly popped out of his mind.

These water spirits who bring happiness to everyone may not be happy at the moment.

The breeder held a bucket full of small fish and distributed rewards to the dolphins one by one.The dolphin straightened up, with its upper body out of the water, waving its fins back and forth, looking naive.

"...They look very happy." He said to Zheng Xunqian.

"They don't express happiness in this way in nature," Zheng Xunqian said. "This is how humans want them to behave."

"..."

"Dolphins' intelligence is similar to that of humans, and they also have self-awareness," Zheng Xunqian continued, "If you were to live in a room as big as a classroom and perform hoop jumps in front of the audience every day, would you be depressed too?"

As an introvert, Jing Tian tried to put himself in, and it felt terrible.

Obviously, less than 10 minutes ago, he was still a very happy person, full of expectations for the performance, and his mood was full of sweetness.

But now, the wonderful performance in front of him seemed like a torture.

"...here, do you see the scar near the tail of that dolphin?" Zheng Xunqian stretched out his finger, "Some dolphins deliberately hurt themselves for emotional reasons."

The dolphins swam so fast that they couldn't be seen clearly for a while.But Jing Tian didn't want to take a closer look at the moment.

"Why didn't you tell me earlier..." he whispered.

"You didn't ask either." Zheng Xunqian said.

"When you decide to come to the aquarium, you should say so." Jing Tian said.

If he had known earlier, he would have changed places.Knowing the stories behind these, the joyful and lovely scene in my eyes completely changed.He began to feel ill.

"Do you want to come?" Zheng Xunqian said.

Jing Tian muttered bitterly: "...then why are you telling me now?"

Zheng Xunqian answered quickly: "Casual."

Jing Tianfa was stunned for a while, and said, "I don't want to watch it, let's go out."

Zheng Xunqian nodded when he heard the words, and stood up without showing any objection: "Then let's go."

Walking to the door, Jing Tian looked back again.

The dolphins are shaking their heads and tails at the audience, looking very cute.

It's sad to see Jing Tian.

Seeing this, Zheng Xunqian finally realized his conscience and began to comfort him: "Don't think too much, if we don't come today, they will still perform here."

"That's not what you said," Jing Tian walked out quickly, "You really..."

"Ok?"

Disregard for other people's feelings.

Jing Tian shook his head, but didn't say anything.

The two walked a few steps forward, and Jing Tian saw the large poster on the wall again.Looking at the playful and friendly smile of the white whale at this time, it looks so ironic.

"Wouldn't it be sad for you to come to the show even though you know it clearly?" Jing Tian asked.

Zheng Xunqian thought for a while quietly, but did not give an answer.

After a while, when he walked out of the performance venue, he took Jing Tian's hand again and said, "If you are sad, I will feel sorry for you."

Jing Tian was taken aback.

"Let's go play somewhere else in the future." Zheng Xunqian said.

Jing Tian nodded slightly, blushing.

He thought secretly in his heart, this seems to be what Zheng Xunqian said to him, the words closest to a confession.

Tap the screen to use advanced tools Tip: You can use left and right keyboard keys to browse between chapters.

You'll Also Like