缠绵 游戏

Recalling this thing, sometimes only a lead wire is needed to guide the flames to blast away the silted soil, create a small gap, and then follow the unobstructed water flow to find the source.

Yang Yue only briefly described a general idea. After Jing Tian pondered seriously, he gradually recalled many fragments and pieced together the general ins and outs.

The whole story is not new.

In the past, he did have admiration for Chu Chentao.

As an introverted, low self-esteem and inconspicuous little character, the senior who is recognized as excellent and known by everyone in the whole high school takes extra care, so there is no possibility that there will be no ripples in his heart.

Looking back now, the so-called "extra care" may be just a psychological hint he gave himself unilaterally, beautifying the whole process.For Chu Chentao, it was just a casual chat with a strange junior in the corridor, and then he gave him the study materials for the third year of high school that he was too lazy to dispose of.

But for Jing Tian back then, it was a great honor.

He mustered up the courage to exchange contact information with Chu Chentao, but he didn't dare to contact him afterwards. It wasn't until he was also admitted to University A that he took the initiative to send a message to Chu Chentao for the first time, expressing his gratitude for his encouragement at the beginning.

Chu Chentao congratulated him, and emphasized that if he is destined to become an alumnus again, he will definitely take care of him.

Since then, they have only seen each other alone twice.One time, when Chu Chentao went back to his hometown during the summer vacation, Jing Tian invited him to a meal.One time, when Jing Tian just came to University A, Chu Chentao invited him back.

Intersection is rare, get along politely, not even acquaintances.

But Chu Chentao, who had a halo in Jing Tian's mind back then, was indeed the person who made him realize his orientation clearly for the first time.

He never wanted to confess.After all, in his opinion, Chu Chentao is outstanding and he is ordinary and insignificant, the two are not a good match at all.Just looking up silently, he is already satisfied.

Yang Yue said that Chu Chentao dumped him, but that was not always the case.

Chu Chentao just saw what he was thinking, deliberately teased him, and lured him to confess his love, using it as a tool to show off.

Under Chu Chentao's words, he plucked up the courage to admit his feelings in the message, and then he made the bravest decision in his life.

He took the initiative to run to the dormitory where Chu Chentao lived, wanting to convey it face to face again.Even if he is not accepted, he still hopes to express his heart solemnly and completely.

After that, outside Chu Chentao's dormitory door, he heard the most gentle and kind senior in his mind laughing at him without respect at all.

Rustic, stupid, self-indulgent, dull.

I'm afraid I don't know how to call it when I go to bed, and I can only assume one position when making love.

Chu Chentao's roommate teased, saying that this kind of person is also good, clean and not afraid of getting sick, and boys will not get pregnant, no worries, a blank sheet of paper is so good, you can teach it slowly.

Chu Chentao said: "Just kidding, can you harden on the mop in the corner of the corridor? He looks similar to that thing."

When these memories gradually came to life in his mind, Jing Tian realized that he was not as calm as he thought, and he was still a little sad.

More anger, of course.

Chu Chentao's rhetoric in front of him was so high-sounding, as if he had let him down with his affection.Come to think of it, Chu Chentao may not know that Jing Tian overheard that conversation.

A while ago when they broke up with him, the two had an unpleasant quarrel, and Jing Tian occasionally felt guilty. If the two were really in a relationship at the beginning, it would be too heartless to turn their faces away and deny it.

Now it seems that I was too polite that day.

Jing Tian recalled how he apologized earnestly because he was ashamed. He regretted it, and wished he could rush to Chu Chentao and yell at him.

"...What the hell!" He murmured while holding his chest.

"Think better," Yang Yue comforted him, "Thanks to this idiot, you became what you are now. Although he is not worthy of gratitude."

When Jing Tian heard this, his mood became more complicated: "But, I seem to have changed back again."

After losing his memory, he became that introverted, timid, unconfident, dull and uninteresting person again.

"No way," Yang Yue said, "You've become much more cheerful these days, and your emotions have become more exposed. Don't you realize it?"

Jing Tian blinked.

"Of course it's a little different from before," Yang Yue said with a smile, "You were a little too...too extreme. You are obviously a very soft person in your bones, but you insist on pretending to be particularly strong and flamboyant. Tired. Do you remember what you were like?"

Remember some.

Jing Tian blushed as he recalled all the miraculous operations he had performed in front of Zheng Xunqian.

Thinking of Zheng Xunqian, his mood became bad again.

Is there a problem with my vision, or is he really not worthy of being taken seriously?

Seeing his lonely expression, Yang Yue misunderstood, and said, "Forget it, don't recall, you just think too much, and you always have to find reasons from yourself, so you live tired and twisted."

"Isn't I a very chic person before I lost my memory?" Jing Tian asked, "Why did I screw up?"

Yang Yue thought for a while, and said, "It's only been two years, not 20 years. It's impossible for a person's character to change at will, and it's still such a big change."

Jing Tian was silent for a moment, then nodded.

From those memory fragments, he can feel it more or less.During that time, he was not so much becoming cheerful, as he firmly believed that "being cheerful is good" and demanded that he "must be cheerful."

He tried to forcefully bid farewell to his failed self in an extremely reluctant way.

The past self was rustic and inconspicuous, so he spent a lot of time and energy on dressing up; the past self only knew how to study at three points and one line, so he was unrestrained and deliberately ignorant; the past self was shy, he insisted on Speak loudly, even bluffing.

He succeeded partly, had friends, gained happiness and satisfaction, and indeed became much more positive and optimistic.

Jing Tian thought, it seems that there is nothing wrong with it except that not studying is too childish.

"...It's just that the eyesight is still bad." He muttered softly.

"By the way," Yang Yue remembered something when she heard the words, her face immediately sank, and she became serious, "Why did you suddenly ask that Chu, did he come to you again?"

"No!" Jing Tian quickly waved his hand, "I have no contact with him!"

Yang Yue squinted her eyes, examining her face.

"Really!" Jing Tian hastily raised his hand as if swearing to the sky, "This man is so... annoying, how can I possibly have anything to do with him again."

"Who knows what you think, you used to get together with him all the time," Yang Yue was very upset, "you still kept it from me."

Jing Tian was stunned for a moment, and soon remembered that Yang Yue had complained about it in the past.

Chu Chentao said that the two had a close relationship before and often dated, which seems to be true.

"That's weird," Jing Tian tilted his head, "It shouldn't be."

"That's right!" Yang Yue shouted, "I was really pissed off by you during that time!"

Jing Tian maintained the posture just now, frowned, and recalled seriously, some very small fragments vaguely appeared in his mind, but it was a pity that they were vague and specious.

Zheng Xunqian's words just now made him think about a question: whether Chu Chentao lied subjectively when he said that they were in love.

Before he could figure it out, the phone on the side table vibrated.

Jing Tian quickly picked it up, and after seeing the sender clearly, he was secretly disappointed.

Shu Ziqin, who had just suffered a spiritual catastrophe today, sent him a message to apologize for his previous faux pas.

Naturally, Jing Tian couldn't bear to blame the poor boy, and advised him not to take it to heart.

Soon, he realized that expressing apology was just incidental, and Shu Ziqin really cared about other things.

——I was also very rude to Senior Yang Yue today, did he say anything afterwards?

Jing Tian looked at the words "very rude" for two seconds, and couldn't hold back a "puchi" laugh.

Yang Yue, who was sitting next to him, asked, "Who? What's so funny?"

Jing Tian decided to tell the truth: "It's Shu Ziqin."

Yang Yue felt guilty immediately, and blinked her eyes twice: "...what did he say?"

"He apologized to me, saying that he left in a hurry without saying hello just now." Jing Tian said.

Yang Yue was very embarrassed, she wrinkled her face and thought for a while, then said: "Tell him for me, just say that I am a little out of place today, I am very sorry, if he is willing, I will treat him to dinner when I have time."

Jing Tian nodded: "Oh, good."

"It's too expensive!" Yang Yue warned, "I'm very poor."

"Okay," Jing Tian nodded again, "I'll tell him."

After roughly conveying Yang Yue's meaning, Shu Ziqin was flattered, first issued three exclamation points, and then said that he didn't need to bother so much.

To put it simply, he doesn't need Yang Yue to apologize, but he really wants to have dinner with Yang Yue.

Jing Tian replied with a smile.

—How about you tell him yourself?

It's not that there is no contact information, why do you need someone to pass on the message.

Soon, Yang Yue chatted with Shu Ziqin on her mobile phone, and the atmosphere seemed to be quite good.

"He told me that he has been promoted to silver," Yang Yue said with a smile, "If you work harder, you can successfully complete the task."

"Shu Ziqin worked very hard and took notes." Jing Tian said.

"Well, he showed it to me," Yang Yue said, "I'm so stupid."

Jing Tian laughed.

Love is really beautiful, even if it's just unrequited love, in the eyes of a bystander, you can still capture the beauty of it.

Now he wanted to help Shu Ziqin a little bit.If Yang Yue is not disgusted, being with such a sincere and lovely boy should be something that can bring a lot of happiness, right?

As Yang Yue's friend, watching from the sidelines will definitely make her very happy.

The appearance of love growing up ignorantly is really cute.

Jing Tian lay on the table, silently watching Yang Yue who was fiddling with the phone with his head down, and suddenly felt sour again.

After all, no one in this world treats him so sincerely.

Zheng Xunqian still did not contact him.