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Jing Tian never responded to the message, and Zheng Xunqian stopped contacting him after that.

It was Chu Chentao who called in the afternoon and asked him where he was now, where he went last night, and why he didn't reply.

Jing Tian had neither the need to hide nor the obligation to tell him, so he avoided his question and only expressed a serious apology.

Chu Chentao was obviously dissatisfied with this.

"I dropped everything and came to see you yesterday."

He said.

Jing Tian thought he was wrong, so he had to apologize: "I'm sorry, I'm really sorry."

"No need to apologize," Chu Chentao said, "give me a chance to treat you to dinner, okay?"

After hesitating, Jing Tian no longer refuses: "It's my fault, I should invite you."

After hanging up the phone, Yang Yue, who had been lying on the bed concentrating on playing games, suddenly said, "Don't tell me that I'm going to see that Chu right now."

"No," Jing Tian hurriedly shook his head, and quickly denied again, "No, I went to see him, but not to see him!"

"Then why, go to a duel with him?"

"I want to make it clear to him," Jing Tian said, "it's not good for me or him to be procrastinating like this."

Yang Yue sat up, looked at him condescendingly, and said with a serious face: "Just go, you must remember one thing.

You can't be soft-hearted, he never soft-hearted to you at the beginning. "

Jing Tian guessed that what Yang Yue was referring to was the fact that he was dumped in the past.

Yang Yue didn't want to describe it in detail, probably because she thought that it would be good to forget such painful memories, and there was no need to trouble herself, as long as she knew that Chu Chentao was not a good person.

In the past, it seemed that I could easily fall into a one-sided relationship with enthusiasm, and I couldn't get what I wanted, and I was looking for trouble.

But that shouldn't be the other party's fault, right?

Jing Tian felt that he was very ordinary, and he couldn't find any bright spots in his personality. He was meek and weak, dull and boring, so he wasn't attractive at all.

It is natural to not be able to get a response.

Because of the lack of sense of substitution for this failed relationship with no memory, Jing Tian never had much resistance to Chu Chentao. On the contrary, he even felt somewhat flattered by Chu Chentao's undisguised affection.

Chu Chentao is a very good person in his perception.

Anyone who is favored by an outstanding person will be secretly happy.

It is precisely because of this that Jing Tian believes that it is necessary for him to express his attitude solemnly and frankly, so that he can respect each other enough.

"You didn't seem to go back to school after yesterday?" Chu Chentao asked.

Jing Tian lowered his head slightly, looked at the plate in front of him, with an embarrassed expression: "Yeah."

Before going out, he specially changed into a dress with a higher collar.

Zheng Xunqian left two very obvious ambiguous marks on his neck.

Anyone can see at a glance what he has just experienced.

Jing Tian didn't want to talk about this, but Chu Chentao was extremely persistent about it.

"Where did you two go last night?" He smiled unnaturally, "Don't you even have time to reply to my message?"

"I didn't pay attention to my phone later," Jing Tian said, "I'm sorry for making you worry."

"It's fine," Chu Chentao said insincerely, "but you've been avoiding my questions.

Where did you go with him last night and what did you do? "

Jing Tian came here with a very sincere attitude.

He wants to express his thoughts seriously and openly, and reach a consensus with Chu Chentao as much as possible.

But now, the important thing is that before he can mention it, some irritability has already surged in his heart.

I'm having sex with Zheng Xunqian, do you want to hear the details?

Such a thought flashed through his mind, and Jing Tian quickly pouted a few times secretly in his heart.

In order to hide his shame, he unconsciously lowered his head and rubbed his nose with the back of his hand.

In Chu Chentao's eyes, his performance was undoubtedly an acquiescence.

Chu Chentao's face was not very good-looking: "...Don't you think this is too unfair to me?"

That sounds really strange.

What is fairness?He is not an object that can be equally distributed.

This is basically a matter between him and Zheng Xunqian.

He does feel guilty towards Chu Chentao, but this does not mean that Chu Chentao has the right to overly interfere with his private life.

The more he didn't want to mention it, the more aggressive Chu Chentao became.

Seeing that Jing Tian frowned and remained silent, he asked again: "What's the relationship between you two now?"

Jing Tian bit his lip and said bravely: "Senior, I didn't come here today to talk to you about this."

Chu Chentao was taken aback, and asked, "What do you want to say?"

"You are someone I respect very much," Jing Tian became nervous again, lowering his head when speaking, looking at his hands in front of him, "I admire you very much.

But...just pure admiration. "

Chu Chentao stared at him: "...so?"

Jing Tian took a deep breath: "I've said it last time, and now I don't want to fall in love with anyone."

Chu Chentao smiled softly and shook his head: "Why did you call me over yesterday?"

"I know you are drunk," Chu Chentao said, "It is said that you will find me when you tell the truth after drinking, isn't it because you want to see me?"

Jing Tian clenched his fingers.

What Chu Chentao said may be right.

He just didn't know that there was a big misunderstanding in it.

"I'm sorry," Jing Tian lowered his head, "I don't know what else to say, I'm really sorry, I was wrong about this matter.

I promise I won't do it again. "

"I don't mind, I'm willing to come pick you up," Chu Chentao said, "but that's not the problem.

You just left me and ran away with other men without hearing from you, what do you want me to think? "

Jing Tian defended in a low voice: "But senior, you and I are now...not...that..."

They were not together, and there was no betrayal.

"It was you who confessed to me first."

Chu Chentao emphasized.

"...You refused," Jing Tian retorted softly, "Didn't you?"

"Yes," Chu Chentao continued, "but that was a long time ago.

Later, you clearly agreed to me, and we got along very well. "

"I'm sorry, but...but I really don't remember."

"So you don't intend to take responsibility anymore?" Chu Chentao asked.

Jing Tian was in a trance for a moment.

In just one day, he was called irresponsible twice by two different men.

Compared with the guilty conscience last time, this time, he actually felt a little dazed.

What responsibility does he have to Chu Chentao?

"Senior," Jing Tian finally raised his head, "were we really together before?"

"Of course," Chu Chentao said, "on the day you lost your memory, we originally made an appointment to have dinner together in the evening.

If you don't believe me, I can show you our past chats. "

"...No need, I believe," Jing Tian was a little guilty, and in order to keep looking at him, the fingers of both hands were entangled, "It's my fault, I'm sorry."

"I don't want to accuse you," Chu Chengtao softened his attitude, "I just hope..."

"I'm sorry," Jing Tian interrupted him, "I mean, I was very sorry for you in the past.

If we were really together before, I...I..."

Chu Chentao frowned: "What do you want to say?"

Jing Tian finally looked away: "...maybe, I didn't...have that kind of feeling for you at that time."

Chu Chentao didn't seem to understand what he meant, he hesitated for a while before saying: "What do you mean?"

"It means literally."

Jing Tian said.

"How is it possible," Chu Chentao laughed, "Or did you remember something? Did you remember it wrong?"

It is because I can't remember anything, so I can confirm it more.

When facing Chu Chentao, the feeling is completely different from when getting along with Zheng Xunqian.

Even if he can't recall the details of getting along with Zheng Xunqian, his body has been reacting instinctively.

He was terrified of Zheng Xunqian, but he was attracted irresistibly.

In contrast, he felt completely calm about Chu Chentao.

Not only that.

In the carefully put away notebook, the "he" written all over it refers to the same person.

In the past, Jing Tian no longer had any room in his heart to accommodate others.

Maybe he is really in love with Chu Chentao, but he doesn't like Chu Chentao.

Since there is no relationship, it should be terminated, which is the best choice for both parties.

Yang Yue said, there is no need for you to be soft-hearted towards him.

He believed in Yang Yue.

"...Just take it for granted," Jing Tian finished in a low voice, and apologized again, "I'm really sorry."

Chu Chentao didn't speak.

Jing Tian cautiously raised his gaze and found that he was shaking his head slowly, looking unacceptable.

"Senior, I..."

"I understand," Chu Chentao interrupted him, "You don't feel for me now, do you?"

Probably not in the past.

Jing Tian hesitated for a moment, did not say this, and nodded cautiously.

"Because of Zheng Xunqian?" Chu Chentao asked.

Jing Tian immediately said: "It has nothing to do with him!"

Chu Chentao sneered and said, "You guys went to bed yesterday, didn't you?"

"Why do you need to talk so much?" Chu Chentao looked at him, "I just slept with another man yesterday, and today I came here to separate myself from me.

My existence influenced you to fall in love with him, right? "

"I'm not with him."

Jing Tian said.

"Oh, we're not together, we just fell asleep," Chu Chentao laughed again, "I thought you'd become more honest, and you had a good time."

Jing Tian bit his lip, and finally couldn't help saying: "...it's none of your business."

Chu Chentao didn't expect him to suddenly become tough, and nodded after being surprised: "You're right, it's none of my business anymore."

"In short," Jing Tian stood up, "I am very grateful and sorry, we will..."

"Still friends?" Chu Chentao asked.

Jing Tian fell into hesitation.

Their conversation today was very unpleasant. Chu Chentao went uncharacteristically and completely lost his usual demeanor, and he himself seemed very heartless.

Judging by the atmosphere, I'm afraid it will be difficult to get along happily in the future.

What's more, the so-called "continuing to be friends" always seems to leave a leeway, which is not clear.

Jing Tian might have hesitated a bit when he came, but now he has thought it through thoroughly and doesn't want to entangle with him anymore.

But he couldn't bear to deny it.

Seeing that he was silent, Chu Chentao asked again: "What is the relationship between you and Zheng Xunqian now?"

"...What do you mention him for?" Jing Tian asked.

"Friend?" Chu Chentao looked at him teasingly, "Is he also your friend?"

Jing Tian quickly understood what Chu Chentao meant, which was half humiliating and half taking advantage of him.

He bit his lip, lowered his head, and whispered, "I'll go back first."

Turning around and walking two steps, Chu Chentao said again: "That Yang Yue, is what he said last night true?"

What did Yang Yue say last night?Jing Tian was drunk at the time, but he still remembered some.

He claimed to be Jing Tian's husband, and said that the two of them were going to have a room next time.

Chu Chentao clearly knew that those things were not true.

Jing Tian stopped.

"Why, do you have anything else to say?" Chu Chentao asked.

Jing Tian turned around, took a deep breath, and said loudly: "You are really ugly like this! It's a shame!"

After shouting, he turned around and ran away.

Although he mustered up his courage and didn't say anything serious, after all he vented his voice, Jing Tian felt a little refreshed.

On the way back, he suddenly realized that today was a rare day when Zheng Xunqian didn't show up at all when he was alone with Chu Chentao.

In the past, the three of them would always meet together, which made the scene very awkward, making him one head and two big.

What is Zheng Xunqian doing now?

Jing Tian picked up the phone, took a look, and quickly stuffed it back into his pocket.

If he doesn't reply, he won't come to look for him.

Are you going to act like nothing happened?

Jing Tian told himself in his heart that this was what he expected and the best result.

After walking two steps, he took out his phone again.

There's also the matter of tutoring.

That's a serious matter, no matter whether it continues or not, there must be an explanation.

Jing Tian walked all the way with his head down looking at his phone, but in the end he didn't send anything.

Tomorrow, he said to himself, he will always see you in class tomorrow, and it will be the same if he asks again at that time.