Dad, I slept with your lover

What on earth are you thinking? The child is still young, so you just left!

It's not like I won't be coming back.Keep your voice down, the child is still sleeping.

Ji Dahai, don't come back after you leave!

Why are you so nervous, I went to such a far place, after all, it was not for this family...

What is it? Intermittently, Ji Xianyu is as blurred as a nightmare.

Sister, do you really want to go that far away?

Fish, I will be back.

I do not believe!You are just like dad!If you go, you won't come back......

Air sister, it's been a long time since we saw each other.

Xiao Yu'er, I'm going to marry your father.

Hua Qiongju was wearing a white wedding dress, with a smile on his face, that smile was so dazzling that it blinded Ji Xianyu's eyes.

Xiao Yu'er, have you forgotten that your father and your mother are already divorced?

Little fish, I have to go.

Hua Qiongju!don't go!Do you want to leave me, why do you want to leave me...

One like this, two like this, it seems that no matter how hard she tried to keep the people around her, they could not escape the fate of separation in the end.Ji Xianyu seems to be crying, why do you always leave me alone, why do you all abandon me.

Warm tears slowly slipped down the corners of his eyes, and the drops of water instantly turned cold in the cold winter night, and the cold moistness woke Ji Xianyu up from his nightmare. "Don't go..." The door is closed tightly, the room is full of the smell of chemical paint, the cold wind at night beats the curtains through the gaps in the windows, again and again, as if knocking on Ji Xianyu's fragile heart .

The palm touched the warm face, and the cold tears that ran across the cheeks fell on the palm.In the dark, the remaining water stains on the palm could not be seen clearly, but the cold touch reminded Cai Cai that the dream was mixed with imagination and memory.Ji Dahai left when he was ten years old, and Ji Xiankong left when he was 13 years old. Ji Xianyu felt that his life was full of separation. Hua Qiongju, an uncertain factor, would someday wave to him and then turn his head Leave without going back.

Curling up completely, Ji Xianyu hugged her knees, trying to find some warmth and sense of security in the cold winter night.The scene of Hua Qiongju stepping into Ji Dahai's car in the morning is vivid in my mind. As Ji Dahai's daughter, I have that kind of emotion when facing the "little three".This is not allowed, but when Ji Xianyu thinks of his mother, the condemnation from his heart is like a rushing river, and the sense of guilt almost suffocates him.

What should she do, what is the best way to do it, and what can she do to stop her wild thinking.Ji Xianyu didn't know.Over the years, hasn't she been used to curling up alone in the dead of night, licking her wounds.

At the same time, Hua Qiongju returned home in Ji Dahai's car.It was already night at this time, and the yellowed street lights were flickering and gradually dying out.The first thing Hua Qiongju did when he got home was to lie on the sofa, his face was deeply buried in the sofa, his beautiful face was full of exhaustion.Hua Qiongju felt that she was not as good as before. Let alone staying up late when she was young, it was not a big problem for her to work continuously for three days and three nights.Sure enough, he is not young anymore, just a small entertainment is already so exhausting.

In fact, Hua Qiongju understands in her heart that she has insisted on certain things for so long, and she has begun to feel tired.

I thought about going to sleep, but the doorbell rang crazily as if out of control.Hua Qiongju's anger, which had been held back for a day, exploded like this.What kind of nerve is it that rings the doorbell in the middle of the night!Hua Qiongju didn't think he had any friends or acquaintances in S City who could disturb him at midnight.Just as he opened the door, he was thinking of scolding that lifeless guy thoroughly, when the door opened, Bai Qiong lowered his head, his finger still on the button of the doorbell.Hua Qiongju frowned, only because of the strong smell of alcohol on Bai Qionggu's body.

"Qianggu, you..." Stretching out his hand to support Bai Qionggu's crumbling body, Hua Qiongju dragged him back to the sofa in the living room.Hua Qiongju frowned, they had known each other for so many years, Bai Qiong rarely drank, even if he drank, Bai Qiong had tasted it a little bit, it was a bit unbelievable that he was so drunk now. "Ayu, don't go." Hua Qiongju just turned around and wanted to pour a glass of boiling water for this person, who knew that the person on the sofa sat up suddenly, wrapped his arms around Hua Qiongju's waist, and pressed his face tightly against Hua Qiong Ju didn't let go of his waist. "Don't leave me, don't abandon me."

The stiff expression on Hua Qiongju's face was slightly moved, and his eyes were as black as night, and he didn't know what was pretending.Hua Qiongju took Bai Qionggu's hands that were holding on to his waist, starting from the index finger, and broke off one by one.Until Bai Qionggu's hand was separated from his waist, Bai Qionggu's expression seemed a little astonished, then he understood, and then he lay down on the sofa, tightly covering his eyes with his left arm.Taking a deep look at Bai Qionggu lying on the sofa, Hua Qiongju said with a touch of distress: "I'll go get you a glass of water, you have a good rest."

Hua Qiongju gently put the water on the coffee table, but Bai Qionggu did not change the movement of covering his face at all.Softening his voice, Hua Qiongju sat gently on the sofa: "Qonggu, get up and drink water." Bai Qionggu didn't move, and still covered his eyes with the back of his hand. After a while, he opened his mouth slowly, but the voice was muffled. Dumb and hoarse: "Sorry to bother you so late. Just pretend I didn't say what you said just now." Hua Qiongju lowered his head with no expression on his face: "You go out so late, what about the children at home?" "The child was picked up by her husband's family yesterday..." Hua Qiongju felt more and more that there seemed to be something unspeakable behind Bai Qiong's return this time.Now that she has made such a fuss, she feels that the idea in her heart has been verified: "Tell me honestly, is something wrong between you and your husband?"

Hua Qiongju forcibly removed Bai Qionggu's hand from his eyes, and a clear tear trail slid down the corner of Bai Qionggu's eyes.It was the first time for Hua Qiongju to see such a fragile Bai Qionggu. In her eyes, this person always had a smile like a spring in March. Never had such a fragmented expression. "Ayu, he and I divorced last month." The news was like thunder on the ground. Hua Qiongju actually had such a guess, but her guess was confirmed. "Ayu, you and Xiao Min were right back then. Lu Zepeng was really not suitable for me, and I never thought he would be that kind of person. Back then, my parents insisted on making us a couple. I followed their wishes, but the result remained the same. It's a double-edged sword. I can't even keep my baby."

"So...you..." Hua Qiongju's eyes were obscure.A bleak smile appeared on the corner of Bai Qionggu's mouth: "Ayu, if I had been braver back then, wouldn't we have been happy now?" "You are wrong, there is no if." Hua Qiongju sighed The tone: "I had no ability back then, and you didn't have the courage back then. Everything is predestined." Bai Qiong sat up from the sofa, stretched out his hands and hugged Hua Qiongju tightly from behind, pressing his cold face against her. The back of the neck: "I saw you getting into a man's car today. Xiao Min told me before that you already have a lover." Hua Qiongju seemed to understand why Bai Qiong would be so drunk, such a fragile Bai Qiong. It really hurts.Hua Qiongju really wanted to explain something, but what he wanted to say got stuck in his throat: "Actually..."

"Don't talk, it's fine like this." Quietly hugging Hua Qiongju from behind, Bai Qiong's breath hit the back of Hua Qiongju's neck, warm and itchy: "At least I can hold you like this, Just for a moment, even for a moment."

There are countless sleepless nights in the cold winter, and there are countless sleepless people tonight.They are fighting for their hearts, licking their invisible wounds.

The author has something to say: Hua Qiongju's private life is really a mess. (I will clean up for her) After seeing this chapter, I also want to say, I am going to abuse.Start the abuse~ After the abuse is over, the two will officially be together.