(twenty)

Let's make a simple timeline.

Nalan Dexing, formerly known as Nalan Shiqi, counting the three years of his death, is 26 years old this year.Childhood was lackluster. At the age of 16, in the first semester of high school, Qin Jin caught a glimpse of him in a public toilet, and embarked on an acting career.In the spring of the second year, the elder grandfather Shen Zhounan died of illness, and two months later, the younger grandfather passed away.At that time, Nalan Dexing's father, Nalan Shen, had not yet owed a huge amount of gambling debts, but he had already shown signs of gambling addiction.Probably because of this concern, the grandpa's will directly left the small mansion on Jiefang Road to his grandson Nalande.

Under the arrangement of Qin Jin and Qin Jin's good friend and boss of Mengjin Film and Television Company, Jiang Feng, Nalander successfully "admitted" to the top film and television media school in China.It’s a little shameful, but then again, in modern society, from elementary school to university, who hasn’t gone through the back door once and a half, and the clearly marked “school choice fee” is a convention.No one would refuse this kind of opportunity justly, as if if everything was fair and just, their own children would definitely be able to enter the exam.There are only those who have money but can't spend it and those who want to spend it but can't afford it.Nowadays, the college entrance examination is not proud of who studies well, but of whose parents have access to get their children "art students", "sports students" or "minor language" special recruitment places, and even recommended places are negotiable Well.A tough Chinese family.Then again, if this quota is not occupied by Nalande, I don’t know if it’s cheaper. Who is the second generation of rich or official who has no talent, education, appearance, and taste? Therefore, Nalande thinks he is better than them. It is still stronger, basically it can be regarded as reviving Lei Feng.In addition to being a little ashamed of Li Zhuangsheng.

Nalande signed a five-year contract with Mengjin Film and Television Company. Qin Jin liked him very much at that time. He liked him very much. Socialize, follow me to make movies, and within three years, I will promote you.So before the age of 21, Nalande only focused on being Qin Jin's queen actor, and only made three films in five years.Originally there were three very powerful dramas, like "Memories of Other Years", but sadly, two of the three were banned, leaving the most obscure one, the schedule was not well coordinated, and the response was mediocre in the end.So Nalan Dexing wasted his years like this, without getting exposure, let alone fame, he only accumulated a little reputation in the niche circle.

But it is indeed a good name, and the literary youths all praised him for "amazing talent", "unique temperament", "aura" and "God's magical touch".

He wasn't angry, anyway, he had been virtuous since he was a child, and he didn't have any utilitarianism.Following Qin Jin, it is best to gain the reputation of a "high-quality actor". It doesn't matter if you can't get it, anyway, he likes Qin Jin's talent very much. When he was young and frivolous, it is not a loss to be able to hang out with him, it is better than those People who sit in the classroom honestly and work hard for the "ideal" and "success" advocated by the society.Of course, one person pursues one by one, and it is non-committal.

However, things are impermanent. 21 years old, eleven months before the contract expires.Dad owed over 80.00 million in gambling debts in Las Vegas, and began to flee for his life.Nalande spent all his savings and sold the apartment and car he just bought, but he could barely make up the odds.He was extremely reluctant to touch the idea of ​​the small building, because it was all about his grandpa and grandpa, and it was almost all he remembered.But the debt collectors obviously wouldn't give up, and came to the door again and again to make things difficult, asking for the house deed to pay off the debt.Nalande knew that this small building and some antiques and cultural relics in the building were worth tens of millions, but in the end he kept his mind in mind and did not directly pay the creditor, but mortgaged it to a reliable lending company in order to wait for enough money. The money can still be redeemed.At that time, he never imagined that the house would end up in the hands of real estate agents.So far, [-]% of the debt has been paid off.

As a result, misfortunes never come singly, and it wasn't long before Naland was diagnosed with a brain tumor.Fortunately, it was benign, but the operation required money, and he didn't have any.He was afraid of being sympathetic, so he has never told anyone about his illness so far, and no one, including An Dong and Qin Jin, even knew about the operation he had later.At that time, seeing that Qin Jin's subordinates would not see any money in a short period of time, he planned to jump to Dayue under An Dong's bridge.At that time, An Dong was still a member of Dayue, and he always wanted to persuade him to quit.Unexpectedly, when Qin Jin learned of his plan, he was furious and directly sued him for breach of contract.

Unable to pay the liquidated damages, and unwilling to accept An Dong's generosity, he was hidden by Qin Jinxue for nearly a year.Thanks to the sale of the furniture left in the small building that I was reluctant to sell, and privately took on some jobs that were not on the table, such as company ribbon cutting, opening assistant, and prostatitis, hemorrhoids, infertility advertisements. Barely save enough money for the surgery before the disease worsens.

Later, after the snow storage period passed, he was almost sick, and began to accept all kinds of thunder dramas, divine dramas and unscrupulous dramas, in order to get money quickly and redeem the small building as soon as possible.As a result, he was killed by the thunder of the anti-war drama in the second year.

An Dong said that his father came to him and asked him to tell him that he could sell the small building.In fact, the small building had already been sold at this time, so it was no wonder that he saw other people walking around.

Nalande has been calling his father "painter" since he was eight years old. Painters really like to hear it.Although he has never been recognized as a "painter" in his life.

I want to hate the painter, but I can't.He is also a poor man, with a talent that no one appreciates.Ever since he became an actor, Nalande has a deep understanding of it. Art is such an illusory thing. When your talent reaches a certain level, it depends on whether someone praises it.Three people become tigers, everyone says you can do it, and everyone says you can't.There are still clear rules to follow in the actor industry. If you are popular, you will be popular. If you don’t, there is no shortage of talented people in this world.Of course, it is not ruled out that it is futile to praise him, for example, Qin Jin praised him back then.The rules of the calligraphy and painting industry are not so clear, or any other art industry. Outsiders seem to be glamorous and noble, but in fact there are many things that are unclear.The hateful thing is that his painter is still stubborn and firmly believes that he can do it.

For the special family of grandpa and grandpa, Nalande's sexual growth stage has a somewhat closed psychological influence, but it is almost insignificant compared with his father.Think about it, Nalan Geng grew up during the Cultural Revolution at the most vulnerable age. Who knows how much the relationship between Shen Zhounan and Nalan Chuke and the tragic experience of the two have caused a psychological shadow on the young Nalan Geng Anyway, since Nalander could remember, he found that the relationship between his father and the two grandfathers was very stiff, and he was so rebellious that he was completely unwilling to study and work according to the wishes of the two adoptive fathers.It was so easy to meet a true love, but after a few years of marriage, he couldn't stand his weird temper and unrealistic lifestyle, and divorced.This created his later dissolute appearance.Nalande sometimes thinks, if betting can make the artist happy, then let him bet. It is rare in life to get drunk, after all, he is a person who has been hurt by love.A man who can be hurt by love is worthy of admiration, this is Naland's life creed.The only thing that the painter is better than his mother is that he would rather be decadent than marry again in this life.

"What kind of fucking character can save such a bad life!" After telling Feng Xiao his experience without saying a word, Nalande stood at the entrance of the alley where half of the red wall was demolished. , took a drag on his cigarette, and cursed loudly.

Feng Xiao turned her head to look at him, her eyes were slightly squinted in the smog, and her eyes were blurred.I've never seen him look so depressed.

"Do you know why Qin Jin's movies are so good? Do you know what a good movie is? A good movie is when you can't help but hold your knees and say after watching it——oh, life is like shit. Ah, it’s so empathetic!” Taking another puff of the cigarette, he opened his mouth and said dejectedly, “Understood? Life in this world is fucking shit. As we grow older, those who are unhappy There are many things going on, and the more I live, the more I find that life is a sewer, which is smelly and dirty, and it is blocked from time to time. It’s impossible, there’s no such thing as an exhaustive strategy. Let me tell you, no matter the big or small people, they are all fucking gamblers who catch ducks on the shelf, go to school to catch up with homework and exams, go to work to catch up with business to catch up with bonuses to curry favor with leaders, and pay off debts and run away from debts. , When you are sick, you rush to seek medical advice and medicine, and you hurry up with other things, it's not up to you whether you want to or not, and you can't rest..."

"And then you died."

"Yes, I died in a puddle of mud. And most people in this world will die like me, dying lightly and confused."

"Then this time, with me here, you don't have to live such a miserable life. Live as you want, and I will do my best to serve you wholeheartedly. Anyway, I only care about the whereabouts of your soul, not the process. How are you going to live." Feng Xiao took the cigarette from his mouth, looked at it curiously for a while, imitated Nalande's behavior, and sucked it between his lips, and then coughed repeatedly.

Nalande stared at him blankly for a while, always feeling that what he said was... ambiguous.But he was not happy.It's not like Feng Xiao's speaking style, he's very cold-blooded.Seeing him frowning in pain, he couldn't help laughing again: "Is he still a man if he doesn't know how to smoke?"

"It's not delicious, what's delicious?" Feng Xiao frowned and handed it back to him, her eyes followed his finger that took the cigarette holder, and slid it all the way to his lips, watching him slightly open his thin lips to suck/live and maybe still wet The yellow sponge with his own saliva, gently sucking/sucking skillfully...

"The taste of cigarettes is not in the lips and teeth, but in the process of wandering through the mouth and into the throat..."

Before he could finish speaking, Feng Xiao lowered his head and kissed him.He didn't have time to react at all, he just felt that the other party's "wall dong" locked all his escape routes, gently pried his lips open with the tip of his tongue, and slowly transferred the cigarette in his mouth into his mouth with invisible sucking/sucking .Nalande even saw a layer of light blue smoke permeating between the tip of their noses. It was mischievous smoke escaping from between the lips and teeth of the two of them. Ice blue eyes fixed on his lips.

"Like this?" he asked flirtatiously.

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