Two o'clock in the middle of the night.
The girls' dormitory was completely silent, only the small green light of the "safety exit" was shining brightly in the corridor. In each small room, the students slept peacefully and soundly, preparing for the next day's class.
Fang Yuanyuan suddenly opened her eyes.
She didn't feel sleepy at all, and her round face had sunken a little under the continuous vomiting.
However, this is not because Fang Yuanyuan has lost weight in a healthy way, but because she is too emaciated.
During the day, she actually ate a lot of food, but because of the fear and anxiety engraved in her bones, Fang Yuanyuan ran to the bathroom again, picked her throat, and vomited out all the food... Those even There is no time to digest food.
"I'm really afraid of gaining weight." In the darkness, Fang Yuanyuan stared at the ceiling of the bed curtain with empty eyes, "I'm so scared, but..."
Two lines of tears fell out and sank into the pillow.
"But I'm really hungry." She thought in a daze, "My mouth is so empty, and my stomach is starting to growl...I really want to eat."
Most of the foods that can arouse Fang Yuanyuan's appetite are high-calorie foods, and now there are many high-calorie, greasy-tasting chocolate biscuits in the cabinet under her bed.
She let it go for a while, and the saliva began to secrete crazily, and finally she couldn't stand it anymore.
"I can't, I really can't."
Carefully got out of bed, opened the aging iron cabinet door, and took out a box of biscuits extremely carefully.
"It's okay, I'll just eat a little..." Fang Yuanyuan thought to herself, "It's okay to eat a little."
Every time she moves, she has to be extra cautious, lest the sound of the plastic packaging will wake up her roommate and cause dissatisfaction. Of course, she is even more afraid of being discovered by her roommate that she stays up in the middle of the night and only thinks about eating.
Fang Yuanyuan was afraid of other people's eyes and ridicule.
The moment she completely tore open the package and put the biscuit into her mouth, she was already sweating from exhaustion, but when her taste buds tasted the overly sweet and greasy taste, Fang Yuanyuan chuckled from the bottom of her heart, as if returning to the past. As if, there was a light of surprise in his eyes.
"It's delicious...it's delicious." She couldn't help laughing, but at the same time, she felt an urge to cry, "I'm going to be fat again... I'm going to be fucking fat again! But it's so delicious..."
"Fang Yuanyuan, what are you doing?"
Just as she was falling into this weird sense of satisfaction, the roommate's confused questioning sound came from the next bed.
Fang Yuanyuan hurriedly hid her things as if facing an enemy. In the darkness, her eyes were frighteningly bright, and she whispered in a flustered voice, "No...it's nothing. I'm thirsty. Come down and drink some water."
The roommate turned over and continued to sleep.
Fang Yuanyuan's breathing gradually calmed down. When she touched the biscuit, she found that the small box was empty.
Anxiety and pain strike again.
The next day was Friday, and everything was normal during the day, but at lunch time, everyone joked, "Why did Yuanyuan suddenly start eating grass? Is there something wrong?"
Fang Yuanyuan chuckled, "I didn't! Who would like me?"
The roommate snatched a small tomato from the salad in front of her, and said with a grin, "Then why do you eat so lightly? Come buy rice bowls with us? Or the braised yellow chicken newly opened in the cafeteria? They all said tasty!"
"No, I have to lose weight!" Fang Yuanyuan clutched her wallet tightly, her face full of grief.
The roommates laughed and said, "Okay, okay..."
"Our Yuanyuan has lost weight, she must be a big beauty!"
"At that time, boys will give us milk tea and snacks every day in order to chase you, and we will just wait to eat and drink hahaha!"
"Oh, stop teasing me!"
Fang Yuanyuan's wish to lose weight is naturally not for a day or two, but if losing weight is easy, there will not be so many girls in the world who worry about it and come up with all kinds of strange weight loss coups.
That night, the other three roommates said goodbye to her one after another. One went on a date with her boyfriend and did not come back to live.
Fang Yuanyuan was the only one left in the dormitory.
"Everyone's not here, so I'll go to bed early." She originally planned this way, and she was full of confidence, "On the first day of self-discipline, you must persevere!"
Who knew that Fang Yuanyuan ate again that night.
She turned on the small desk lamp all night, and she looked lonely just from the back, but when she turned to the front, she realized that the various foods on her table were like a full banquet, and there were too many to eat together in a dormitory.
"Why should I do this..."
Fang Yuanyuan could no longer feel whether it was hunger or bloating, and the nerves in her mind had been completely numb, and there was only one signal for her, and that was—to eat.
She was very sleepy, so sleepy that she was insane, so sleepy that she had begun to feel numb.
But the food was still stuffed into her mouth one after another. Fang Yuanyuan took a sip of the drink, swallowed it with difficulty, and whimpered: "Why should I do this... Will I starve to death if I eat less, I'm really going crazy... "
The food in front of her could no longer whet her appetite.
But for some reason, Fang Yuanyuan just wanted to stuff those things into her mouth to make herself uncomfortable.
The mechanical eating lasted for half the night, and in the second half of the night, taking advantage of the fact that there was no one in the dormitory, she ran to the bathroom and hugged the toilet to vomit.
In desperation, tears flowed down her face, and she cried bitterly with a pale face: "It's because I'm worthless, I'm not as good as others... I was born to be inferior to others, and I'm so fat, woo... There are so many beauties and babes, why can't I have one more..."
The behavior of binge eating and vomiting continued several times, and Fang Yuanyuan opened the courier she had picked up during the day expressionlessly.
Inside is a long hose.
In this world, she is definitely not the only one who suffers from anxiety and low self-esteem because of her figure, so someday, this so-called "rabbit fairy pipe" will start selling on the Internet, especially for "little rabbits" like Fang Yuanyuan.
At first, Fang Yuanyuan was a little scared. After all, something tens of centimeters was stuffed into the stomach along the esophagus, which was comparable to going to the hospital for a gastroscopy.
but……
According to the video, Fang Yuanyuan slowly pushed the hose into the esophagus, like a street juggler swallowing a sword, the long hose was left in a blink of an eye, and the warm food gurgled out along the tube.
The tears kept falling.
The food in the stomach was completely emptied, and the feeling of hunger came slowly.
"But everyone is so thin, and I really want to become thinner, otherwise I really can't fit those skirts and clothes... Hahaha..." She thought frantically, "Otherwise I will suffer all kinds of discrimination He Baiyan, I want to be thin, I want to be thin..."
Fang Yuanyuan pulled out the tube and fell to the ground limply. Her black hair was already wet with sweat and messy.
She felt the blackness in front of her eyes, and the unprecedented sadness swept over her. After a long silence, she hugged her head and cried.
"Can anyone understand me? Can anyone understand the feeling of being discriminated against for my appearance and humiliated by my body? I am really a failure... It's hard to live... It's hard."
The next day.
Fang Yuanyuan, who had collapsed psychologically and physically, was already numb.
She felt empty, so she found a small noodle restaurant with a good reputation, and planned to have a simple lunch. After eating this meal, Fang Yuanyuan immediately rushed to the bathroom of the noodle restaurant, locked the door, and habitually planned to pick her throat. A voice suddenly rang in my mind.
"Don't embarrass yourself!"
Fang Yuanyuan was so frightened that her whole body went cold: "Who!?"
"I'm not someone," the voice was bewitching, "I'm just the voice in your heart."
The voice laughed eccentrically: "little girl, don't hurt yourself like this anymore, I think it's not easy for you. Tell me, are you ugly? Is your figure really fat? The ever-changing world is so Many people, who stipulated that you must have a standard?"
These words reached Fang Yuanyuan's heart, she stared in astonishment.
"Eat such delicious food, why do you want to spit it out? Listen to me, you can continue to eat... You are so hungry, you won't gain weight." This is a strange attraction, and Fang Yuanyuan's scalp was soaring when she heard it. Numb and tense, "You are really hungry, you can't do this, you have to keep eating..."
"Go and eat, eat...you are too hungry, full, warm, how comfortable..."
"Yes... yes," Fang Yuanyuan's swollen eyes were bloodshot, and her expression was even a little crazy, "I'm hungry... I'm very hungry! I have to eat! I have to eat!"
She broke through the door and ordered two more bowls of noodles when she was already full.
The portion of this noodle is quite large, but Fang Yuanyuan couldn't even eat the soup and water. When she went out, she could hardly walk. The owner of the noodle shop was amazed: "This little girl can't be overwhelmed..."
Fang Yuanyuan was in a trance.
She walked to the entrance of Yuanlai Restaurant. Because of the elegant decoration and full of charm, she couldn't help but take a few more glances, and happened to meet a man with a big belly and a thin neck.
Fang Yuanyuan was inexplicably frightened, and quickened her pace to leave, but Du Qingsheng stopped her with a smile: "Son, here is a flyer for you, come to my house for dinner when you have time, there is an event going on!"
She took the flyer, and at a glance, she saw the big words "free tasting": "Is there such a good thing?"
"Hahaha, of course, I am the owner of this store, and I want to listen to more opinions and make progress faster!" Du Qingsheng smiled kindly, and gave her a few more, "If you don't eat for nothing, you don't want to eat for nothing. Call some of your roommates and classmates to..."
"Don't answer." Mei Fanao stopped Du Qingsheng's hand.
He happened to be passing by, and saw Fang Yuanyuan, a second idiot, standing with Du Qingsheng, his yin and yang eyes were stinging, sure nothing good would happen.
Du Qingsheng and Fang Yuanyuan were stunned at the same time, just as the chef Lao Zhao went out, he also saw this scene: "What are you doing, brat?"
Mevanau was born with a domineering temperament. Looking at the few people who froze from a distance, it was indeed easy to misunderstand.
Chef Zhao also looked ferocious, he walked over vigorously, squinted and asked, "Why are you stopping my brother?" He and Du Qingsheng are siblings, and have always been brothers.
Mevanau was dumb all the time, blaming him for being too fast and not thinking of the reason: "This, this..."
"Hey! What is this!?" Xiao Shun, Lao Zhao's apprentice, also jumped out like a monkey. When he saw Mei Fanau, who was taller and handsome than him, he became even more angry, "Where did you come from? Are you trying to make trouble? ?”
Seeing that the situation was not right, Mevanau simply grabbed it and said, "What, you misunderstood me, I also want a leaflet, try Chef Zhao's cooking when you have time!"
The man walked over with a playful smile on his face, and after he left, he couldn't help persuading him, "Well... I've met you before, your name is Fang Yuanyuan, right?"
Fang Yuanyuan turned her head and glared at him: "What are you doing? Perverted?"
"What a pervert, I can never forget when I usually take out food!" Seeing her bad luck and her appearance like an old friend from many years ago, Mevanau reminded, "You...you better not go to Yuanlai Restaurant. "
Fang Yuanyuan, a foodie, of course wouldn't listen, and turned away angrily.
"Hey... the brat doesn't listen to persuasion!"
Mevanau had no choice but to look down at the leaflet: "The next time to try the dishes is... next Thursday at 10:30 p.m.."
The girls' dormitory was completely silent, only the small green light of the "safety exit" was shining brightly in the corridor. In each small room, the students slept peacefully and soundly, preparing for the next day's class.
Fang Yuanyuan suddenly opened her eyes.
She didn't feel sleepy at all, and her round face had sunken a little under the continuous vomiting.
However, this is not because Fang Yuanyuan has lost weight in a healthy way, but because she is too emaciated.
During the day, she actually ate a lot of food, but because of the fear and anxiety engraved in her bones, Fang Yuanyuan ran to the bathroom again, picked her throat, and vomited out all the food... Those even There is no time to digest food.
"I'm really afraid of gaining weight." In the darkness, Fang Yuanyuan stared at the ceiling of the bed curtain with empty eyes, "I'm so scared, but..."
Two lines of tears fell out and sank into the pillow.
"But I'm really hungry." She thought in a daze, "My mouth is so empty, and my stomach is starting to growl...I really want to eat."
Most of the foods that can arouse Fang Yuanyuan's appetite are high-calorie foods, and now there are many high-calorie, greasy-tasting chocolate biscuits in the cabinet under her bed.
She let it go for a while, and the saliva began to secrete crazily, and finally she couldn't stand it anymore.
"I can't, I really can't."
Carefully got out of bed, opened the aging iron cabinet door, and took out a box of biscuits extremely carefully.
"It's okay, I'll just eat a little..." Fang Yuanyuan thought to herself, "It's okay to eat a little."
Every time she moves, she has to be extra cautious, lest the sound of the plastic packaging will wake up her roommate and cause dissatisfaction. Of course, she is even more afraid of being discovered by her roommate that she stays up in the middle of the night and only thinks about eating.
Fang Yuanyuan was afraid of other people's eyes and ridicule.
The moment she completely tore open the package and put the biscuit into her mouth, she was already sweating from exhaustion, but when her taste buds tasted the overly sweet and greasy taste, Fang Yuanyuan chuckled from the bottom of her heart, as if returning to the past. As if, there was a light of surprise in his eyes.
"It's delicious...it's delicious." She couldn't help laughing, but at the same time, she felt an urge to cry, "I'm going to be fat again... I'm going to be fucking fat again! But it's so delicious..."
"Fang Yuanyuan, what are you doing?"
Just as she was falling into this weird sense of satisfaction, the roommate's confused questioning sound came from the next bed.
Fang Yuanyuan hurriedly hid her things as if facing an enemy. In the darkness, her eyes were frighteningly bright, and she whispered in a flustered voice, "No...it's nothing. I'm thirsty. Come down and drink some water."
The roommate turned over and continued to sleep.
Fang Yuanyuan's breathing gradually calmed down. When she touched the biscuit, she found that the small box was empty.
Anxiety and pain strike again.
The next day was Friday, and everything was normal during the day, but at lunch time, everyone joked, "Why did Yuanyuan suddenly start eating grass? Is there something wrong?"
Fang Yuanyuan chuckled, "I didn't! Who would like me?"
The roommate snatched a small tomato from the salad in front of her, and said with a grin, "Then why do you eat so lightly? Come buy rice bowls with us? Or the braised yellow chicken newly opened in the cafeteria? They all said tasty!"
"No, I have to lose weight!" Fang Yuanyuan clutched her wallet tightly, her face full of grief.
The roommates laughed and said, "Okay, okay..."
"Our Yuanyuan has lost weight, she must be a big beauty!"
"At that time, boys will give us milk tea and snacks every day in order to chase you, and we will just wait to eat and drink hahaha!"
"Oh, stop teasing me!"
Fang Yuanyuan's wish to lose weight is naturally not for a day or two, but if losing weight is easy, there will not be so many girls in the world who worry about it and come up with all kinds of strange weight loss coups.
That night, the other three roommates said goodbye to her one after another. One went on a date with her boyfriend and did not come back to live.
Fang Yuanyuan was the only one left in the dormitory.
"Everyone's not here, so I'll go to bed early." She originally planned this way, and she was full of confidence, "On the first day of self-discipline, you must persevere!"
Who knew that Fang Yuanyuan ate again that night.
She turned on the small desk lamp all night, and she looked lonely just from the back, but when she turned to the front, she realized that the various foods on her table were like a full banquet, and there were too many to eat together in a dormitory.
"Why should I do this..."
Fang Yuanyuan could no longer feel whether it was hunger or bloating, and the nerves in her mind had been completely numb, and there was only one signal for her, and that was—to eat.
She was very sleepy, so sleepy that she was insane, so sleepy that she had begun to feel numb.
But the food was still stuffed into her mouth one after another. Fang Yuanyuan took a sip of the drink, swallowed it with difficulty, and whimpered: "Why should I do this... Will I starve to death if I eat less, I'm really going crazy... "
The food in front of her could no longer whet her appetite.
But for some reason, Fang Yuanyuan just wanted to stuff those things into her mouth to make herself uncomfortable.
The mechanical eating lasted for half the night, and in the second half of the night, taking advantage of the fact that there was no one in the dormitory, she ran to the bathroom and hugged the toilet to vomit.
In desperation, tears flowed down her face, and she cried bitterly with a pale face: "It's because I'm worthless, I'm not as good as others... I was born to be inferior to others, and I'm so fat, woo... There are so many beauties and babes, why can't I have one more..."
The behavior of binge eating and vomiting continued several times, and Fang Yuanyuan opened the courier she had picked up during the day expressionlessly.
Inside is a long hose.
In this world, she is definitely not the only one who suffers from anxiety and low self-esteem because of her figure, so someday, this so-called "rabbit fairy pipe" will start selling on the Internet, especially for "little rabbits" like Fang Yuanyuan.
At first, Fang Yuanyuan was a little scared. After all, something tens of centimeters was stuffed into the stomach along the esophagus, which was comparable to going to the hospital for a gastroscopy.
but……
According to the video, Fang Yuanyuan slowly pushed the hose into the esophagus, like a street juggler swallowing a sword, the long hose was left in a blink of an eye, and the warm food gurgled out along the tube.
The tears kept falling.
The food in the stomach was completely emptied, and the feeling of hunger came slowly.
"But everyone is so thin, and I really want to become thinner, otherwise I really can't fit those skirts and clothes... Hahaha..." She thought frantically, "Otherwise I will suffer all kinds of discrimination He Baiyan, I want to be thin, I want to be thin..."
Fang Yuanyuan pulled out the tube and fell to the ground limply. Her black hair was already wet with sweat and messy.
She felt the blackness in front of her eyes, and the unprecedented sadness swept over her. After a long silence, she hugged her head and cried.
"Can anyone understand me? Can anyone understand the feeling of being discriminated against for my appearance and humiliated by my body? I am really a failure... It's hard to live... It's hard."
The next day.
Fang Yuanyuan, who had collapsed psychologically and physically, was already numb.
She felt empty, so she found a small noodle restaurant with a good reputation, and planned to have a simple lunch. After eating this meal, Fang Yuanyuan immediately rushed to the bathroom of the noodle restaurant, locked the door, and habitually planned to pick her throat. A voice suddenly rang in my mind.
"Don't embarrass yourself!"
Fang Yuanyuan was so frightened that her whole body went cold: "Who!?"
"I'm not someone," the voice was bewitching, "I'm just the voice in your heart."
The voice laughed eccentrically: "little girl, don't hurt yourself like this anymore, I think it's not easy for you. Tell me, are you ugly? Is your figure really fat? The ever-changing world is so Many people, who stipulated that you must have a standard?"
These words reached Fang Yuanyuan's heart, she stared in astonishment.
"Eat such delicious food, why do you want to spit it out? Listen to me, you can continue to eat... You are so hungry, you won't gain weight." This is a strange attraction, and Fang Yuanyuan's scalp was soaring when she heard it. Numb and tense, "You are really hungry, you can't do this, you have to keep eating..."
"Go and eat, eat...you are too hungry, full, warm, how comfortable..."
"Yes... yes," Fang Yuanyuan's swollen eyes were bloodshot, and her expression was even a little crazy, "I'm hungry... I'm very hungry! I have to eat! I have to eat!"
She broke through the door and ordered two more bowls of noodles when she was already full.
The portion of this noodle is quite large, but Fang Yuanyuan couldn't even eat the soup and water. When she went out, she could hardly walk. The owner of the noodle shop was amazed: "This little girl can't be overwhelmed..."
Fang Yuanyuan was in a trance.
She walked to the entrance of Yuanlai Restaurant. Because of the elegant decoration and full of charm, she couldn't help but take a few more glances, and happened to meet a man with a big belly and a thin neck.
Fang Yuanyuan was inexplicably frightened, and quickened her pace to leave, but Du Qingsheng stopped her with a smile: "Son, here is a flyer for you, come to my house for dinner when you have time, there is an event going on!"
She took the flyer, and at a glance, she saw the big words "free tasting": "Is there such a good thing?"
"Hahaha, of course, I am the owner of this store, and I want to listen to more opinions and make progress faster!" Du Qingsheng smiled kindly, and gave her a few more, "If you don't eat for nothing, you don't want to eat for nothing. Call some of your roommates and classmates to..."
"Don't answer." Mei Fanao stopped Du Qingsheng's hand.
He happened to be passing by, and saw Fang Yuanyuan, a second idiot, standing with Du Qingsheng, his yin and yang eyes were stinging, sure nothing good would happen.
Du Qingsheng and Fang Yuanyuan were stunned at the same time, just as the chef Lao Zhao went out, he also saw this scene: "What are you doing, brat?"
Mevanau was born with a domineering temperament. Looking at the few people who froze from a distance, it was indeed easy to misunderstand.
Chef Zhao also looked ferocious, he walked over vigorously, squinted and asked, "Why are you stopping my brother?" He and Du Qingsheng are siblings, and have always been brothers.
Mevanau was dumb all the time, blaming him for being too fast and not thinking of the reason: "This, this..."
"Hey! What is this!?" Xiao Shun, Lao Zhao's apprentice, also jumped out like a monkey. When he saw Mei Fanau, who was taller and handsome than him, he became even more angry, "Where did you come from? Are you trying to make trouble? ?”
Seeing that the situation was not right, Mevanau simply grabbed it and said, "What, you misunderstood me, I also want a leaflet, try Chef Zhao's cooking when you have time!"
The man walked over with a playful smile on his face, and after he left, he couldn't help persuading him, "Well... I've met you before, your name is Fang Yuanyuan, right?"
Fang Yuanyuan turned her head and glared at him: "What are you doing? Perverted?"
"What a pervert, I can never forget when I usually take out food!" Seeing her bad luck and her appearance like an old friend from many years ago, Mevanau reminded, "You...you better not go to Yuanlai Restaurant. "
Fang Yuanyuan, a foodie, of course wouldn't listen, and turned away angrily.
"Hey... the brat doesn't listen to persuasion!"
Mevanau had no choice but to look down at the leaflet: "The next time to try the dishes is... next Thursday at 10:30 p.m.."
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