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The man choked up the last word.

For a moment, silence enveloped the huge bedroom.

"You always have so many excuses, obviously you didn't want me first..."

Chu Lichen couldn't break free from that inhumanly strong arm, so he simply let himself lean against Murong Chengdu's arms. He moved the big palm in front of him, sighed weakly, and spoke softly in a very slow tone. Said: "That day you pretended to be poisoned and unconscious, and I stayed by your bedside for three whole days. At that time, you knew everything but didn't say anything. Even if you told me that you wanted to use me, I wouldn't be like you now. It's your fault, but you still indifferently let Di Qing take me away..."

"Aren't you doing all this for the throne? Don't you think it's ridiculous to say that it's for me, Murong Chengdu? Or maybe this is your self-righteous affection?"

When Murong Chengdu heard this, a trace of pain flashed in his eyes, and he even paused for breathing.He couldn't see Chu Lichen's expression, he could only feel the thin figure in his arms trembling slightly when he spoke.

"My lord..." The originally proud thin lips parted uncontrollably, but they couldn't even utter a word.

As if he had made up his mind, Chu Lichen turned around calmly. He raised his eyes and stared at Murong Chengdu, with a burst of coldness in his eyes, "You suddenly think that I can speak well, yes, I live in a small courtyard outside the city. In those days, I followed Siwen a lot, and he taught me a lot. Speaking of Siwen, he used to love you very much, but what happened to him? Murong Chengdu, think about it carefully, you are invisible How many people have been harmed! With a person like you, why should everything go according to your wishes? Why do you have what you want? "

Murong Chengdu leaned forward slightly as if he had never heard of it, and approached Chu Lichen's face.Seeing the beast-like longing in the man's eyes, Chu Lichen couldn't help being startled, but fortunately, the latter just raised his hand to touch his soft and beautiful face helplessly.

Murong Chengdu curled his lips into a bitter smile, thinking, if you don't become the king of Tianquan, you won't be able to save you, but if you become the king of Tianquan, you won't be able to get you.

Now really everything is as he imagined, only anger and hatred remained in those dazzling pupils like glass, and his heart was finally tormented to the point of pain.

Seeing those dark, bottomless pupils without waves, Chu Lichen couldn't restrain the anger in his heart, and glared fiercely, "You killed half my life back then, and I stabbed you today too!" , we have already settled, I don't owe you anything, why are you still refusing to let me go!"

Why can't you keep it?When did his Chen'er become so hard-hearted?Murong Chengdu couldn't look directly at Chu Lichen's hostile eyes, so he subconsciously looked away.

Time passed quietly, neither of them spoke or moved.

Murong Chengdu was not a kind person in the first place, and after being provoked by Chu Lichen's words, it took most of his mind to barely restrain the violence and madness in his body.

He wants to love him, and wants to grow old together with him, as long as he can change his mind, he can give him his heart.

Murong Chengdu's eyes slowly turned red, his Adam's apple rolled gently, and his handsome face was as stiff as ice: "This king owes you, Chen'er, this king...will not let you go... ..”

Murong Chengdu's expression of extreme longing but not daring to get close made Chu Lichen fall silent. After a while, he raised his head with empty eyes and asked, "Murong Chengdu, what exactly do you want?"

The muscles on Murong Chengdu's face were tense, and there was a faint glint of water in his eyes, "Chen'er, it was this king who was wrong in the past. This king can give you everything, and he will treat you well in this life. Don't leave me..." As he spoke, he suddenly paused, gritted his teeth, stared at Chu Lichen, and said in a hoarse voice: "You said before that you have no title, Chen'er, believe me again , the imperial edicts canonized by this king have all been drafted, you will give this king another chance, okay?"

Would a man who had always been ruthless show such a sad expression and talk to him in an almost pleading tone?

Chu Lichen's heart was shocked, he raised his head to look at Murong Chengdu in astonishment, took a deep breath, and did not answer.He knew that he still loved the man in front of him in his heart, but he just didn't have the courage, after sacrificing so many people's happiness and lives, he could still pretend that nothing happened and live an ordinary and comfortable life.

It seems that it is not Murong Chengdu who is absurd, but Chu Lichen himself.

At this time, Murong Chengdu seemed to have seen through Chu Lichen's thoughts. He stretched out his hand and grabbed Chu Lichen's wrist tightly, as if swallowing the bitterness in his throat, "As long as you can forgive me, I can wait for you." , let me wait as long as you want, you will be included in the genealogy of my Murong family, and I will hold hands with this king until I grow old... This king will also become your backer, your destination..."

Chu Lichen's eyes gradually became moist, and the man's handsome outline became blurred in his line of sight, and his heart felt like it was being torn apart instantly, "Murong Chengdu, please let me go, and I will let you go too, we are There will be no good results."

Hearing this, Murong Chengdu's expression was suddenly covered with pain, his eyes revealed a bit of despair and a bit of sternness, "Chen'er, don't forget, this world belongs to this king, no matter where you escape, This king will always find you, you can only be with this king for the rest of your life, who told you that you provoked this king in the first place! From the moment you fell in love with this king, it was destined to end like this, so, Unless you kill this king, you will never want to escape from this king in this life!"

The thunderous roaring words hit Chu Lichen's heart word by word. He closed his eyes, and when he opened them again, he smiled miserably, shook his head slowly, and laughed angrily:

"You're crazy beyond reason."

As soon as Chu Lichen finished speaking, he turned around and was about to leave. Murong Cheng raised his eyebrows and hurriedly grabbed Chu Lichen. He was stunned for a moment, and then his face couldn't help showing joy, and his heart beat extremely fast. , "Chen'er, you..."

Chu Lichen pulled his arms and took a deep breath, his tone was still indifferent: "I'm tired, I don't want to say anything more to you."

"Alright..." Murong Chengdu stared happily at Chu Lichen's slightly relaxed expression, and laughed childishly, "It's time for Chen'er to drink the medicine, so he can rest after drinking."

Chu Lichen lowered his eyes and didn't dare to look at the man's hopeful eyes again, he turned his back to Murong Chengdu, was silent for a moment, choked up and said: "Murong Chengdu, it's my mother's death day in a few days, you let me go out of the palace. "

Murong Cheng was so happy that he carried himself away, nodded his head and agreed immediately without thinking: "Okay, I will answer you for everything."

........

The bright and clear moon pushed away the colorful clouds in the evening and climbed into the night quietly.

Before going to bed, Chu Lichen huddled in the bed with his back facing Murong Cheng, grabbed the quilt tightly and covered his head.

There are only a few pillows between the two of them, but it seems that they are separated by thousands of mountains and rivers.

Murong Chengdu subconsciously wanted to stick to him and make out, but when Chu Lichen noticed it, he directly moved his head away, and then turned to look at him angrily, "Did you forget what I said during the day?"

Before Chu Lichen finished speaking, Murong Chengdu couldn't hide the disappointment and loneliness in his eyes, like a big abandoned dog with a downcast face.