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Liang Yizhou's first reaction was to be at a loss, and then he felt heartbroken. He turned his face away, unwilling to look at Xu Peizhang.

"Why?" Xu Peizhang was crying so hard that he couldn't breathe. He was carrying wine with him, so he felt sick when he cried like this, but he didn't want to leave Liang Yizhou. Liang Yizhou just hid for such a short period of time. Many times, he felt very sad.

"Don't cry yet." Liang Yizhou sighed, his face was still tilted, his eyes were out of focus, he felt very tired and didn't know what to say.

I dare not look at Xu Peizhang either.

Xu Peizhang stared at Liang Yizhou stubbornly with red eyes. He felt very painful. This is a feeling he has never experienced. Why does liking someone, loving someone, make him feel so painful?

He was on a business trip in Shanghai for the past two days. Qin Guanyu met him and talked about this matter. From that moment on, Xu Peizhang didn't understand, but felt full of grievances.

Rucheng is very close to Shanghai, so Xu Peizhang came here directly. He didn't want to drink at first, but Liang Yizhou was not at home. He was anxious to wait, so he drank some wine, also to strengthen his courage.

It turned out that even if he knew that Liang Yizhou might like him, he would still be timid before meeting him.

It turned out that he would become so timid and clumsy in front of Liang Yizhou.

Xu Peizhang felt that he must be crying very ugly, but he couldn't control it. When he saw Liang Yizhou in front of him, but treated him so coldly, he felt pain.

"Ah Zhou." Xu Peizhang called him a little desperately, his throat felt tight, "I just want to know why, I don't want to force you, but I really..."

Xu Peizhang covered his face in despair: "I really like you, I don't know what to do, why is it like this?"

Xu Peizhang wanted to wipe his tears, but he seemed to have forgotten that he was still wearing glasses, so he wiped it all and hit the frame, so he was even more wronged: "Look at me, Liang Yizhou, look at me, okay? ?”

Liang Yizhou didn't dare to move, he felt that he was about to be torn apart.

Xu Peizhang remembered a party a few days ago, and Liang Yizhou also went.Xu Peizhang stood far away, he didn't know if Liang Yizhou had seen him, but he had been watching him for a while.

Liang Yizhou dressed very delicately that day, but he actually fits well in a suit, with broad shoulders, thin waist, long legs, and standing there is a pleasure to the eyes.

But Liang Yizhou used to rarely wear it except for formal occasions. In Xu Peizhang's impression, Liang Yizhou likes to wear T-shirts and sweaters, and pullovers are his favorite. He doesn't like shirts with too many buttons.

In fact, I can’t take care of myself, and I’m lazy. When I’m not working, I like cats to read on the sofa. I wear loose home clothes, showing a section of my calf, which looks like white jade.

Thinking of this, Xu Peizhang suddenly smiled, and Liang Yizhou pulled the slippers to pour water and always put them on backwards.

No one will believe this kind of thing.

That is Liang Yizhou who is the queen, Xu Peizhang thought, Liang Yizhou at this party will never make any mistakes, he is able to do a job with ease between pushing cups and changing dishes, and can make all guns and short cannons aimed at him without showing any signs of expression, making himself a sole focus.Xu Peizhang is accurate, he knows that Liang Yizhou is naturally suitable for the spotlight on the red carpet.

But Xu Peizhang felt bewildered.

Even though he was close at hand, it made him feel so far away.

"I dare not look for you, I'm afraid you will feel unhappy, but I really miss you." Xu Peizhang reached out to touch his face, but stopped halfway, his expression became painful, he was like Only puppy who made a mistake, "I'm sorry."

"You're drunk, rest first." Liang Yizhou felt that he had to put in a lot of effort to say this. He really wanted to believe that Xu Peizhang really liked him, but he felt that he was not worthy.He also felt very sorry for Xu Peizhang. In the past, Xu Peizhang tried so hard to teach Liang Yizhou to be confident and accept love calmly, but he just couldn't learn it and didn't dare to believe it.

"Liang Yizhou, give me a reason. I won't pester you in the future, okay?" Xu Peizhang lowered his head, and he held Liang Yizhou's shoulder in despair, "I won't force you to do things you don't like, I just want a reason."

"I can't give you what you want." Liang Yizhou was a little self-defeating, "I'm not likable, and I'm boring. There's no joy in being with me."

At the same time, possessiveness is actually very strong, and he will be very paranoid emotionally. It is the kind of paranoia that would rather be broken than broken. Xu Peizhang is used to freedom, and he will not like this kind of emotional view.So Xu Peizhang couldn't give him what he wanted.

"Unhappy is my own definition, don't be so self-righteous." Xu Peizhang leaned over, he became strong at this moment, he pinched Liang Yizhou's chin.

His eyes are very red, and his eyes are almost hot: "Liang Yizhou, I just want to ask you one thing, do you like me?"

Liang Yizhou wanted to turn his head, but Xu Peizhang didn't let him move. He didn't dare to look into Xu Peizhang's eyes. After a long silence, Liang Yizhou tensed his neck and nodded slightly as if making a sacrifice.

Xu Peizhang wanted to cry again at this moment, he said with a crying tone: "Then Liang Yizhou, I'm going to kiss you now."

Liang Yizhou closed his eyes, he didn't know if this was the right thing to do, but he might never be able to refuse Xu Peizhang.

Xu Peizhang touched Liang Yizhou's face with his hand very gently, then he bent down, touched Liang Yizhou's lips lightly, then pressed it against Liang Yizhou's lips, and kissed him very quietly.

Without the slightest desire.

Xu Peizhang hugged Liang Yizhou's neck, buried his head in the socket of his neck, trembling like a small animal.

Liang Yizhou felt something wet and cold dripping down, and the small tattoo on his lower back was burning hot.

"A Zhou, would you like to be with me?" Xu Peizhang said sullenly, "Although I drank, what I said was from the bottom of my heart. I really like you, and I also think the shortcomings you said are cute. , really, I'm not talking sweet words."

He spoke with sincerity.

The room was silent for a while, so long that Xu Peizhang thought that Liang Yizhou would not answer.

But in the end Liang Yizhou gave a very soft "hmm".

"You agreed!" Xu Peizhang raised his head abruptly, his face was like a cat because of tears, he took off his glasses and threw them aside, he pressed Liang Yizhou's shoulder, a bit reluctant, "Did you promise me? Are you willing to be my lover?"

Liang Yizhou blushed a little, he thought, Xu Peizhang is much more pleasing to the eye now, he is still the Xu Peizhang he is familiar with who will become very childish when drunk, instead of the person whose whole face is full of pain.

He never wanted to see Xu Peizhang cry again.

Liang Yizhou reached out and touched his hair, compromised: "I promise you."

"But if you don't remember when you're sober, it doesn't count." Liang Yizhou added.

"No way." Xu Peizhang opened his arms and rubbed them up sticky. He looked sleepy, his eyes closed, as if he was finally relieved, and he muttered something before falling asleep.

"A Zhou, mine."

Xu Peizhang didn't sleep for a long time, he woke up a little dazed, he had already been moved to the bed, and he was the only one in the room.

So Xu Peizhang panicked all of a sudden, his memory was intermittent, unreal and unreal.

"Ah Zhou! Liang Yizhou!" Xu Peizhang turned over and got out of bed, and opened the door in a panic.

Liang Yizhou seemed to have just finished washing his hair. He looked at Xu Peizhang who ran over barefoot with a little surprise. He was wiping his hair with a towel: "You're awake."

Xu Peizhang rushed over and hugged him involuntarily, a little too hard, as if he was afraid that he would go back on his word, and he shouted loudly: "You keep your word!"

Liang Yizhou was a little helpless, Xu Peizhang was like a clingy puppy, so he patted his head: "I promise you."

"Then give me a kiss." Xu Peizhang looked at him pitifully, "You have never kissed me before."

Liang Yizhou was dumbfounded, feeling that Xu Peizhang was really vengeful and childish, Liang Yizhou bent his eyes a little happily, parted Xu Peizhang's bangs, and kissed his forehead.

Xu Peizhang hugged him for a while before letting go reluctantly.

"Do you want to take a bath?" Liang Yizhou asked him, "We are having dinner after washing, and Qin Guanyu won't come back today."

"Does that mean I can sleep here today?" Xu Peizhang suddenly became happy.

"Not coming back means no one is cooking." Liang Yizhou deliberately teased him.

"Can the food he cook be as delicious as mine?" Xu Peizhang's desire to win immediately rose, "You wait, I'll cook."

"Okay, isn't it uncomfortable to drink so much?" Liang Yizhou pushed him to the bathroom, "Don't bother, let's cook some porridge tonight, there are pickles in the refrigerator."

"You can eat whatever you want." Xu Peizhang pulled his wrist, and then behaved nicely, "Ah Zhou, don't you want to wash with me?"

Liang Yizhou glanced at him, and Xu Peizhang immediately behaved: "I'm just kidding."

While Xu Peizhang was taking a bath, Liang Yizhou blew his hair, and he actually felt that everything was illusory.Liang Yizhou has never had a stable love relationship. This matter is very strange to him, but he will not ask Xu Peizhang for anything. After all, Liang Yizhou is already mentally prepared for what will happen in the future.

He can hand over the choice to Xu Peizhang.

At least now both of them will be happy.

Liang Yizhou thought about many things when Xu Peizhang was sleeping, and when Xu Peizhang was crying, Liang Yizhou really couldn't lie to himself anymore, he really really wanted to have this person in front of him.

This kind of moths flying into the flame made him feel scared, but in the end he was willing to embrace the light of nothingness.

He thought that there was only one such love in his life.

The author says:

It's starting to get sweeter ('?`??)