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Qi Yu raised his eyelids, because he was too far away, he could only see the dazzling light on Feng Jiayang's hand, as if he was exuding a naked mockery.He moved and moved a little closer to Feng Jiayang, which almost exhausted all his strength.

He lowered the corner of his mouth and asked casually, "Why are you here?"

Feng Jiayang slid his Adam's apple up and down, his tone a little impatient: "Why do you think I'm here?"

Qi Yu didn't understand what it meant, he raised his head slightly, looked at Feng Jiayang who was half a head taller than him, and was lost in thought.

Feng Jiayang stared at Qi Yu's slightly trembling lips through the weak light, and then turned to his expression, with a kind of stubbornness in the panic.

He restrained his temper, sighed helplessly, hesitated for two seconds, and asked, "Why do you react so strongly when you hear someone confess to me?"

Qi Yu was stunned, his heart sank, his eyes widened subconsciously, and then his heart was beating rapidly, his hands were flustered and flustered by his trousers, his eyelashes were trembling, he looked nervously at the person in front of him, and spent a lot of time It took a long time to digest this problem.

Feng Jiayang was talking about someone else, and he didn't mention anyone by name.

It turned out that he already knew it, and his small thoughts had been completely exposed long ago, and he was as clumsy and funny as a clown.

Qi Yu tried his best to look calm, he slowly closed his eyes and then slowly opened them, he still couldn't get himself confused.

There was a moment of silence.

Qi Yu lowered his eyelids, and lowered his voice very low: "Brother Jia, you already know, in fact, I..."

"Qi Yu, don't say anything," Feng Jia squeezed the phone tightly, and interrupted before Qi Yu finished speaking, regretting asking this question, "Actually, I don't know anything, so don't say anything, just go back like this .”

Qi Yu shook his head, how could he hold back at this point.He took two steps back, moved his lips, and continued: "Brother Jia, I'm sorry, I didn't mean to force an unbearable and dirty memory on you, but I... I really like you .”

Qi Yu heaved a sigh of relief, the rock that was stuck in his chest that could not go up or down seemed to have disappeared, he wondered if there would be a better result if he tried harder, he summoned up his courage and asked cautiously and expectantly: "Brother Jia , so can you..."

"No." Feng Jiayang resolutely refused as if he had expected what he would ask.

He was silent for a while, turned slightly to avoid Qi Yu's gaze, frowned and discussed with him: "Go back, Qi Yu, I'll pretend I didn't hear anything tonight, and don't mention it in the future."

Qi Yu didn't want to give up so easily, he approached Feng Jiayang, shortened the distance between the two, and anxiously spit out what he wanted to say: "Is it because of Cheng? I know you are together, I don't want to go The meaning of destruction, I just want to say that when you are separated in the future, can you...give me a chance."

Feng Jiayang sighed, there seemed to be no warmth in his cold eyes, he met Qi Yu's gaze again, and said mercilessly: "Qi Yu, I'm not against homosexuality, but it doesn't mean I am, understand?"

Feng Jiayang didn't want to dwell on this issue any longer, so he turned and left.

With the corners of his eyes red, Qi Yu stubbornly held him back, and when he wanted to say something else, Jiang Dongnan's voice came from far away.

Jiang Dongnan ran over, gasping for breath, he didn't notice something was wrong with the atmosphere, and asked Qi Yu: "Where did you go, if I can't find you again, I will call the police."

Feng Jiayang shook off Qi Yu's hand, and said flatly to Jiang Dongnan: "I leave it to you." Then he strode away.

Jiang Dongnan was confused, glanced at Feng Jiayang and turned to Qi Yu, muttering softly, "What's his attitude?"

With a tense expression, Qi Yu swallowed his disappointment. He stared at Feng Jiayang's back. He wanted to catch up but was afraid of being annoying, so he could only stand there helplessly, watching the man get closer and closer to him. further away.

Feng Jiayang lay on the bed tossing and turning, unable to fall asleep, when he closed his eyes, his mind was full of Qi Yu's figure.

Wang Xiaowei's snoring became louder and louder, Feng Jiayang resisted the urge to throw this thing out, cursed "fuck" in a low voice, simply stayed awake, took out his mobile phone irritably and clicked on the stand-alone game.

Qi Yu in the next room couldn't sleep either, but he was afraid of disturbing Jiang Dongnan, so he stuck to the wall without moving, as if he could get closer to Feng Jiayang who was only separated by a wall.

The next day, Qi Yu got up late.

When he woke up, the students in the two classes followed Sun Wei to fish in the pond outside the village.Jiang Dongnan knew that Qi Yu was in the shadow of catching fish, and saw that Qi Yu was sleeping soundly, so he decided to ask Sun Wei for leave.

In the huge courtyard, only Qi Yu Jiangdongnan and the old owner of the courtyard remained.

Seeing that Qi Yu was not in good condition, the old man stepped forward to say a few words of concern, and cooked some red dates and white porridge for the two of them.

Qi Yu took the porridge, his eyelashes trembling slightly, he suddenly thought of his grandpa, if grandpa was still alive, maybe he could teach him what to do, and he wouldn't be so stupid as to mess up everything.

Jiang Dongnan didn't like to eat red dates, but he was too embarrassed to refuse the old man's wishes, so he only filled a small bowl, squatted at the door, gritted his teeth and swallowed it.

Seeing this, Qi Yu stretched out his chopsticks and picked out the red dates in Jiangdongnan's bowl one by one.

Jiang Dongnan was moved: "Qi, you are really my brother."

Qi Yu stopped his movements and was silent for a moment, wondering if Jiang Dongnan would still recognize him as his brother after knowing that he was gay?

Leaning on crutches, the old man stepped out of the house, squinted his eyes at the two of them, and told them with a smile, "There's not enough food in the house."

Jiang Dongnan blew on the porridge, and said, "It's enough to eat, please sit down and rest for a while."

The old man sat on the armchair, curled his mouth again, and sighed, "This yard hasn't been this lively for a long time."

Jiang Dongnan turned his head with his chopsticks in his mouth, and looked at the old man, "Grandpa, have all the children in your family gone to live in the city?"

The old man laughed: "I don't have any children, I'm the only one at home."

Jiang Dongnan was a little embarrassed, he blamed himself for mentioning other people's sad things so quickly, he hesitated for a few seconds to apologize or change the subject again.

Seeing his thoughtfulness, the old man was even happier. He saw that the two children were not bad, so he simply said indifferently: "I have never asked for a wife, so where are the children?"

Then he added: "Actually, when I was young, I also had people I liked."

Qi Yu looked up, and the old man on the armchair raised his mouth slightly. Even though decades have passed, he still can't help but think about the person he likes.He thought of Feng Jiayang, and he didn't know whether he said it to the old man or himself: "That must be a very good person."

The old man nodded: "He is indeed a kind and gentle person, every day with him is very happy."

Jiang Dongnan licked his lips, and couldn't help but interjected out of curiosity: "Why are you not together if you like it so much?"

The old man was stunned for two seconds, then narrowed his eyes slightly, and said in a soft voice: "He got married, got a beautiful wife, gave birth to twins, and I heard that he had a grandson in his arms a few years ago."

The two were stunned at the same time, and it took more than ten minutes to slowly digest the old man's words.

Qi Yu looked down at the porridge in the bowl, he ate all the sweet and greasy red dates, and now there is only tasteless white porridge left in the bowl.He suddenly felt a little regretful that he didn't save some sweet dates to eat at the end, even one would do.

The conversation ended here, the old man sighed in his heart, he didn't expect anyone to understand at his age, let alone two and a half children, he said to Qi Yu: "There are still sweet dates in the pot. Well, if you want to eat, fill it yourself."

Qi Yu shook his head, with a smile on his face, he continued the topic just now and asked, "Grandpa, does that grandpa know that you like him?"

The old man was half stiff, and after a few seconds of contemplation, he slowly relaxed, and the corners of his eyes and brows also softened.He smiled, with an imperceptible bitterness: "He doesn't know, I never told him."

Qi Yu didn't expect such an answer, and felt a little sour in his heart.

The old man closed his eyes, enjoying the rare sun that appeared in early winter, and said slowly: "Actually, the result is the same whether you tell him or not. Sometimes entanglement and letting go are a kind of love, but everyone chooses different ways." That's all."