[Comprehensive] I could have HE!

"Ninzu Yuuji, are you working hard?!"

The boy reached out to pick up the walkie-talkie that was teetering on the edge of the table, replied perfunctorily, and finally managed to remember his responsibilities.Through the floor-to-ceiling glass windows of the studio, his eyes fell on the angry organization committee member, and then, inevitably, he saw Eri opposite her.

I haven't seen her for a few days, and the girl's back seems to be thinner again.

Under his gaze, the girl turned around, raised her head and glanced in the direction of the studio, then walked firmly in his direction, that gesture subtly overlapped with a certain scene in the past.

With the memory of a young genius, she quickly remembered—that was the scene where she first appeared in the Ice Empress after nearly a month of sick leave.

[It was a rare sunny morning in the rainy season. The tennis club's morning training had just ended. On the way back to the classroom, Renzu heard the extremely sensitive name passing by his heart.

"Eri Kitagawa is back at school—"

"No way? Didn't she drop out of school?"

The young man froze for a moment. He thought that with the pride of the other party, after that day, he should never want to see him again - she hadn't come to school for a long time.

In the current situation, there must be something wrong.

Standing by the window in the corridor, Ren Zuo saw the girl stepping innocently through the whispering crowd in the bright light of the morning sun. Her blankness was incompatible with the awe-inspiring attitude of the people around him, and he couldn't help but want to laugh.

His eyes were soft, as if he was afraid of disturbing some beautiful affairs, he lightly landed on the girl.

Facing the rising sun, her fair face looked more dazzling than ever. The unavoidable misses, broken feelings, and unwillingness to give up that were burdened on her shoulders in the past... disappeared as if by magic.

This is a rare mistake that Yushi Ninzu wants to condone under the principle of "correctness".

If there is God's will in the dark, before everything starts, fate has given him a unique right to choose.

And the boy just stood aside, watching her get lost on the intricate school road of Hyodi, he stopped by the window, and soon after, he saw Yueren bring Eri back to the classroom with an angry face, no one knew, in that different from usual On the same morning, facing the empty school road, the boy stood quietly for a long time.

He didn't take a step closer to them. 】

When he was distracted, there was a sound of a door being pushed behind him, and Eri had already entered the studio, ignoring the working radio, and whispered his name.

"Yushi."

For a moment, Renzu felt that the entire auditorium was silent, and most people raised their heads curiously, and glanced in the direction of the studio.Among those people, even Keigo Atobe who had turned a blind eye to her from the beginning.

He unhurriedly turned off the radio, turned the swivel chair half a circle, and left all his different thoughts behind him, and met the girl's gaze.

"Eri, are you looking for me?"

Her eyes wavered for a moment before she nodded, "...Yes."

"What's up?"

Eri rubbed the traces of the bump on the phone, as if she had learned some courage from it, she took two steps forward, put her hand on the back of the boy's chair, forcing him to look directly at her.

In the same way, she must also face the meaning hidden in the boy's focused gaze.

"In the past few months, I haven't learned much," her voice sounded a little dry, "but there is one thing that I feel more deeply than others—not everything is as easy as it seems on the surface."

"So, before I draw conclusions, I at least want to hear a truth from you."

"Ninzu Yushi," her eyes reflecting a certain sadness gradually overlapped with the past, making the boy inevitably drawn into the vortex of the past, "—I will ask you for the last time, who are you to me? ?”

【"Since you said, I'm just too lonely, so anyone can." Her voice was mixed with the noise of the rain, and it seemed a little vague, "—then, why can't you?"

The playground in the torrential rain, the bustling scene has become more deserted than ever, and the whole world seems to only have room for each other.

He looked up and saw drops of water sliding down her side face, he didn't know if it was tears or rain.The boy's heart suddenly throbbed.He was speechless for a while, bending the corners of his lips.

"Probably because I really like you." He stretched out his hand and gently wiped off the water droplets on the girl's face, "Among all the possibilities, the only thing that is not allowed is us. Eri, are you really Do you want to understand why?"

When the girl opened her mouth to answer, he was interrupted forcefully.

"Because I care about you more than anyone else, so before you realize it yourself, you are the first to notice who your eyes are on."

"Because I like you, even though I knew you would get hurt because of this, I still concealed your feelings."

Her pupils trembled, and she shook her head in a definite gesture of resistance, "...Yushi, what are you talking about? Forget it, you don't need to explain to me." Before he could speak, she reached out her hand to cover her ears , before that, the wrist was held in the warm palm.

"Now, do you want to tell me that you never liked Jingwu at all?"

"Of course I—"

After she blurted out the attitude that she took for granted, she found that the following words could not be said so easily, and she became incoherent, "But what does this have to do with you? What does this have to do with us?"

"Here is where it matters." Even though she had already started to panic, the boy's tone was still unhurried, "I learned about your transfer from Keigo Atobe." He seemed to remember something , smiled briefly, "What I forgot to tell you is that although he didn't show it, he was actually very happy to meet you again."

This sounded warm, but against the backdrop of the scene at the moment, it seemed extremely ironic.

"..."

"So I've always been a little curious about what kind of person you are."

"..."

"Because of this curiosity, I approached you without authorization at the door of the art room that day."

In her silence, the boy slowly let go of his hand.

"Eri, in this relationship, you are not innocent, nor am I. If you really want to hurt someone, you can easily do it." He said clearly and cruelly, "Now...you still Can you say you have a clear conscience?"

I don't know when, the girl has calmed down, only slightly trembling eyelashes revealed her mood at the moment, "Yushi is still very arrogant. Have I ever liked anyone, I don't need you to draw conclusions for me."

"I'm sorry." He apologized kindly.

"Then, can you and your hopelessly smart tell me," she lowered her eyes, "if you knew we would be in a dilemma, would you still open the door of the art room for me?"

"..." The young man was only silent for a moment, and replied softly but firmly, "I will."

He heard the girl laugh inexplicably.

"Yuki isn't smart at all." Eri stood up from the chair, maybe because she was drenched in the rain, she staggered a step, but fortunately the young man immediately supported her, avoiding the danger of falling.

"I'm different from you." But the persistent girl just quietly broke free from his hand, "If I had a choice, I'd rather never know you."

Her thin back gradually drifted away in the rain. 】

"—Let me ask you one last time, who are you to me?"

Ninja Yuuji stared at the girl, as if he saw the second choice that fate had thrown to him.But he was stubborn and still wanted to choose the answer she gave.

He heard his own slow and calm voice, "Of course I'm your friend."

"..."

The girl straightened up blankly, she said "OK", her eyes fell on the bustling auditorium outside the window, she didn't know what she was thinking.After a while, he asked softly, "Is Yushi's birthday in October?"

"kindness."

"NO. 15?"

"……kindness."

Eri clicked on the phone screen and called up the video of the biology class. She followed Feng Jingye's method and opened the password input box again.

1.

She saw Keigo Atobe in the center of the stage, picked up the microphone, and seemed to be talking to the person at the lighting console, and the dazzling light kept changing around him.His simple standing posture is already more eye-catching than any lights.

0.

Yue Ren walked in with a familiar classmate hooking his shoulders. The young man always looked innocent and cheerful, but at this moment his smile was a little absent-minded, and he kept turning his head to look for someone.

1.

Another cell phone vibrated in her backpack, and she guessed it was a message from Tezuka just off the plane.The serious but gentle man to her is now standing in a foreign land, starting another journey destined for glory.

5--

The screen froze for a brief moment, and finally a prompt of successful unlocking popped up.

Eri put the phone on the table in front of Shinobu.

"Youshi has always been very kind to me, but it's not like he hasn't let others down."

The video played automatically, her former voice fell into her ears, and the memory began to surge restlessly, Eri closed her eyes, trying her best to suppress the sudden picture in her mind.She started to feel a little headache.

"The time on this phone was stopped on the day I was injured. I haven't corrected it. It's because I wanted to tell you that February 1th, at [-]:[-]pm, was the last minute of her liking for you."

"A minute ago, she wanted to go to you and say sorry to you. The last sentence she said was not sincere." Eri saw the boy's pale face, whether it was in her memory or later, she had never She had seen him so shaken, but she continued indifferently, "She wants to say...she likes you."

"In Kitagawa Eri's life, there was a moment like that—the moment when she gave up her pride, and everyone else, but wanted to go to you."

"But you didn't believe her."

"I haven't watched the content of this video, and I won't watch it in the future." Before the girl closed the door, she said one last sentence, "Yuji Ninzu, I promise you, I will be your friend."

She closed the door behind the shaken boy and the voice playing the video, and walked towards the stairs.

The air-conditioning seemed to have stopped, but she still felt very cold, and the cold feeling from the bottom of her heart was unbearable, Eri frowned, she supported the chairs in the auditorium, and stopped in her tracks.

The lights in the auditorium flickered, and Keigo Atobe's voice coldly indicated the effect of the lights. The light fell on the fundus of the eyes, and the eyes began to become blurred.Just when she was about to lose her strength, it was Yue Ren who first discovered what was wrong with her.

"Hey," the nimble young man jumped up the steps, he will support the girl's body that is about to fall, and ask worriedly, "What's wrong with you?"

"...It's nothing." Eri put her hand on his shoulder and comforted him, "Please calm down."

After saying this, she lost consciousness.

"—?!"

The vague voice seemed to be separated by clouds and mist, and it was hard to hear clearly, Eri thought intermittently, it seemed that Yueren was not calm at all.Then, she heard the microphone that should have been held by Keigo Atobe fall to the ground, making a harsh noise.

She wanted to laugh a little, but also a little uncomfortable.

She wants to ask if you don't talk to me anymore?

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Heartbreak 2018

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