[Comprehensive] I could have HE!

【"...I'm sorry, Yuuji."

The girl is still apologizing incoherently.

It was clear that she had reached the point where she could not take care of herself, but when she came to her senses, she still put other people's feelings first. Her character was actually much softer than she showed.

Yuji Shinobu looked at her, breathless for a moment.

If time goes back to the past at this moment, he will never let this scene appear before his eyes.

Even the arrogant and ignorant Eri, who has a heart to belong to, knows that she can't get close but must stay by her side because they are friends. The torture that can't be talked about, compared to the present, seems extremely relaxed.

—Stop it, stop apologizing.

Just because I didn't want you to notice how I feel about Atobe, I stood by and watched everything happen. I knew that you would be sad, but I still didn't do anything... Even if you really feel sorry for someone, that person is definitely not me.

and so……

"Stop apologizing."

Sensing the rare force in his tone, before she could react, the teenager had already raised her chin, and a serious expression came into view.

"It's not your fault." His eyes also reflected the girl's appearance. He couldn't tell whether it was rain or tears sliding down his pale cheeks. He lowered his eyes and said, "I won't leave you alone. As a friend ,I was always here."

Eri originally thought that Ninzuzu should be angry after saying such selfish words, but he still maintained that unfathomable calm posture. After a while, she belatedly heard what he said What, "...you still, want me to pretend I don't know anything?"

"I can't do it?" He had expected her reaction, and laughed with a hint of ambiguity, "I know I like you, but I can't accept this love with peace of mind, so I try my best to give something back— —Eri, I'm not playing any childish tricks with you."

"..."

"Get used to it from today." In the overwhelming rain, he held an umbrella refreshingly and neatly, as if he was the friendly classmate who reached out to her when we first met, "No need to apologize, I don't mind being You take advantage."

The boy's palm was dry and warm, and Eri held his hand, water droplets dripped from his eyelashes, blurring his vision for a moment.

She looked up at the calm and calm boy, Yushi didn't look like he accepted the confession, but for some reason he agreed to her approach.It was clearly a gesture of compromise, but when she held these hands, she didn't feel the slightest joy of getting what she wanted.

——Ninzu always said that she didn't understand, but at the beginning, she just wanted to be with him.Where did they start, and where did the differences that could not be agreed upon appear?

"...I didn't intend to take advantage of you." The girl stood up and said with lowered eyes.

"I see." He said gently.

——Eri, the mood you want to cherish never exists.Even if you have been trying to respond, it is silent and hypocritical, not because it is not moved, but because it has been born with a vile nature.It advances by retreating, step by step, and finally makes you feel helpless and has to hold on to it.There is no pure liking in this point, and there is no qualification to make you happy, so it doesn't matter if you take advantage of it.

never mind. 】

Pulling down the curtains.

Unexpected rain is always annoying, but it always stops.

And he was always patient.

Once carefully pursued, many neglected things gradually surfaced.

Yushi Ninzu - this young man who has been very familiar with himself since the first day she appeared in Ice Emperor, is almost equivalent to a close friend in his population, but he has never taken the initiative to approach him.

But his estrangement does not appear to be disrespectful, he simply greets her when they meet by chance, gives her extra lessons because of Feng's request, and always follows Yue Ren, quietly observing something with a detached attitude.Many times, Eri felt that he might have seen through his poor acting skills, but the boy didn't say anything, and he didn't seem interested in the truth.

This state is not like the stalemate that can be created between ordinary friends.

Eri is sitting in the auditorium of the indoor basketball court. Her position is very close to the player's seat. She is holding someone's coat in her arms. She looks dazed, but if you pay attention, you will find that her gaze is from beginning to end. They all follow someone in the arena.

"What is she staring at you for?" This was the physical education class shared by the two classes, and Yue Ren followed her gaze to look at his partner beside him, scratching his head in confusion.The other party still looked calm, and did not show the slightest wavering because of being stared at for a long time.

"do not know."

"She didn't take this course either." Yue Ren rubbed the back of his head, "Go over and ask?"

"Go ahead."

"Aren't you curious?"

Renzu raised his eyebrows, thought for a while before answering, "I advise you not to be curious."

"why?"

"Well, this question..." Yushi Ninzu pointed to himself, "Do you think I'm the kind of person who is willing to answer?"

Yue Ren shook his head honestly, "It's fine if you don't lie."

"And do you think she'll tell you?"

"...Eri, at least you won't lie to me, right?"

Renzu's voice was calm and gentle, but the words she said were not friendly, "If she doesn't lie to you, she won't answer you."

"..."

what the hell.

Yue Ren has always known that his partner is a very rational person, but once his rationality affects him, it will still make people feel depressed.

He looked towards the auditorium, Eri had stood up at some point, and chased in the direction where Shinozu just left.

Yue Ren tried his best to suppress his curiosity.

Although Yushi always felt that he was on the outside, the aura that occasionally appeared between the two people and that no one could blend in to was definitely not like nothing had happened.

The red-haired boy rubbed his nose. He wondered if the air conditioner in the venue was too low, causing him to catch a cold. But when he turned his head, he saw the bright sunlight outside the window, and the chasing and slapstick students passed through the light and shadow. The whole world was lively and lively. Vivid, as if only he felt the cold.

Shinobu stopped at the sink.

I can't tell whether it's because of Eri's gaze or Yueren's questioning, my mood is a little out of control, obviously I just need to be perfunctory with an indifferent attitude, but what I blurt out is some hurtful words.

Since he decided not to intervene in Eri's life, it seems that this state has not appeared in him for a long time.

…The out-of-control mood that made him feel flustered, the unexpected words and deeds, the resulting disgust and embarrassment, and finally, because he continued to indulge her to change herself, it turned into a sense of guilt for who he didn't know.

stop.

Forget it.

He lowered his head, and the cool spring water fell on his face, which seemed to wake him up from his incomprehensible state.

"... Yushi?"

The girl behind him made a confused voice with some hesitation. She probably never thought that a boy who would always button his shirt until the first one would have such a moment of embarrassment.

Shinozu lowered his head, water drops slid down the contours of his profile, and he responded with a low voice.

The girl handed him a handkerchief from behind, only then did Ren Zu realize that she was holding his coat all the time.

"Why are you here?" He took the handkerchief.

"The classmate who was looking at the clothes was temporarily called away by the teacher," Eri said, "You were still on the field at the time, so let me bring it to you later."

"kindness."

Because she is friends with Ninja Yuuji, and of course, everyone thinks so.

"Does Yushi have time now?" Maybe it's because Shinozu never rejected him, even if he sensed his alienation, he still couldn't be polite when getting along with him.

"kindness?"

The young man raised his eyes a little, and after taking off his glasses, his peach blossom eyes, which were slightly rippling with gentle luster, looked even more affectionate. Being watched by these eyes, even if he didn't have any deep meaning, it was easy to make people's heart beat faster involuntarily. .

After a moment of astonishment, Eri realized belatedly that this was one of the few times she was alone with Ninja Yuuji, so even though she noticed a strange feeling in her heart, she did not flinch.

"There's something I want to ask you."

Accompanied by the girl's clear eyes, it is no longer possible to ignore the sense of disobedience in the past.

Ninja Yuuji is not a character with a strong desire to control. Many times he turns a blind eye to Eri's abnormality, and muddles through with the mentality of "no more close friendships". downwind.

But there is no chance of confirmation right now.

"Eri," he turned his back to the girl, and wiped his cheek with a handkerchief, "Can you check my horoscope for me, the phone is in the coat pocket."

The girl complained, "You are so superstitious", and went to look for his mobile phone according to her words.

Ninja Yuuji raised his head, the light was blocked by the gray handkerchief, and only the soft sound of the wind echoed lonely in his ears.

After that, the wind also stopped.

"I can't unlock your phone." After a long century, I finally heard the innocent girl behind me say, "What's the password?"

He took the handkerchief away, and involuntarily squinted his eyes because he was facing the hot light.

"never mind."

"what?"

"... Forget it, I don't want to know that much." I don't know if it was an illusion, Eri seemed to hear someone sighing, but there was no one else here except her and Yushi.

Is it an illusion?

Or...subconsciously, did she hear someone's unspoken voice?

"Why are you looking for me?"

Shinobu Yushi reached for the glasses on the side, but he was taken a step ahead. He turned around and shifted his gaze from the glasses to the girl, "...what's wrong?"

"Youshi is not short-sighted, so you can do without glasses."

The emotion in his eyes flashed away, and he smiled and said, "But I'm more used to wearing glasses."

"Is there ever a time when you don't wear glasses?"

"Well," the young man looked thoughtful, "I seem to have lost a pair of glasses when I accompanied you home last year, and I haven't worn them for two days." He said, looking sideways at her, "Don't you remember? ?”

"..." As if he had already known what Eri wanted to ask in advance, his rhetoric was perfect to the point of impeccable, even if he doubted something in his heart, he couldn't immediately find a loophole to fight back.

"Is that so." Eri returned the glasses to him, "I found them when I went back on the weekend, and I'll bring them to you after class."

"Okay."

【"Youshi's eyes are beautiful." She took off the boy's glasses and said involuntarily, "Confiscated."

Judging from her relentless determination when she started, she has been planning this matter for a long time, but now she finally has a reasonable status to do so.

Forbearance did not expose her, he always indulged her without principle, even if he was very uncomfortable, he just squinted slightly and warned the girl, "Then don't regret it."

In fact, she regretted it not long after the start of school. Probably the aesthetics of girls are similar, and they lack the ability to resist Ninzu Yushi's peachy eyes. Eri watched him explain the exercises to his classmates with a flat expression, and the peachy eyes unconsciously showed it. Amorous undertones can easily make people uncomfortable, and when a suspicious blush appears on the cheeks, the word "mistake" pops up in the mind.

This man can't contain his charm at all.

"Put on your glasses when you get home." She took Yushi's hand and led him away from the school road with many pedestrians, threatening the boy in a superficial way, "I won't be polite to you if you continue to flirt with women like this."

The boy immediately saw through her bluff, but still sighed cooperatively and said, "As expected of the eldest lady, she has a really bad temper..."

"what."

Eri curled her fingers in dissatisfaction, stood on tiptoe and wanted to teach him a lesson, but failed due to her height, so she could only stare at him in annoyance.

Shinobu Yushi laughed, and he obediently leaned over to her, holding her hand close to his cheek, "You don't hit hard, do you?"

"……cut."

Perhaps in the face of beauty, she didn't really beat him up, but stretched out her hands to cover those overly affectionate eyes, then stood on tiptoe, and kissed the boy's side face in the sun.

The boy's eyelashes were like the wings of a butterfly, fluttering uneasily in his palm, causing a slight itch.

At that moment, something was out of control in my heart, clamoring to break through the ground.

Shinobu Yushi held it tightly, but when it really quieted down, unprecedented fatigue swept over his body.He stared at the girl's sweet smile, but his heart was ashamed, and the silence was terrifying.

He can't do such a stupid thing as giving his heart to this false love that doesn't belong to him.

The young man gently wiped the place she touched with the back of his hand, lowered his eyes, and saw her turn around from the corner of his eye, and leave his sight with light steps.

That was the first and last kiss. 】

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