Affectionate female partner and Bai Yueguang's sister HE

The first time Xu Chengyue met Shao Qingran was during the Easter holiday of his junior year.

Originally, she had no plan to return to China, but her mother suddenly fell ill, and she was worried, so she took the time to rush back.At that time, she was studying a subject, and she didn't let it go even when she returned to China.Because a lot of materials were not brought back, but she was in a hurry to use them, her aunt gave her a library card and asked her to borrow them from the school she worked for.

S University is famous for its pleasant scenery, and April is the season when spring returns to the earth and flowers bloom. The campus is full of scenery, which is really refreshing.

Xu Chengyue borrowed the book and found a secluded place to stay, just looking at it for a day.

The place she chose with great difficulty is a treasured place of geomantic omen.The surroundings are covered by vegetation, and only a table and chairs were made with tree stumps according to local conditions, just enough for one person to stay in it, which is shaded and hidden. Even if someone notices this place, as long as they don't walk over, they can't see her.

And not far away is a gazebo, even if someone comes over, they will only go to the pavilion and not wander around.

But looking from her, she can have a panoramic view of everything around her, and Xu Chengyue likes the sense of alienation of "hiding in a small building to form a unity, regardless of winter, summer and spring and autumn".

That day, she recovered from her busy schedule and subconsciously looked outside, trying to relax her eyes, only to find that there were already people in the gazebo outside.

It was a girl, she was wearing a light green dress, her long black hair was hanging over her shoulders, she looked pure and lovely.She was leaning against the pillar, as if she was waiting for someone, but her vision was empty.

Xu Chengyue even felt that she seemed to see a lingering melancholy in the other party.

However, at the next moment, the expression on the girl's face became vivid, her eyes became brighter, and a faint red color appeared on her cheeks, like a girl in Huaichun waiting for her sweetheart.It's just that the change from front to back was so abrupt that Xu Chengyue always felt an indescribable sense of disobedience.

The person the girl was waiting for came, a tall and handsome boy.

Xu Chengyue, adhering to the concept of "see no evil, see no evil", withdrew his gaze.It's a pity that she didn't wear headphones when she came out today. She couldn't plug her ears, so she could only passively listen to the two of them chatting.

Judging from the tone of voice, it doesn't look like a couple, it should be a state of mutual affection but not revealing it.The girl invited someone here to thank him.She baked the biscuits herself and thanked the other party for helping her earlier.

So far, everything looks normal.

The boy left shortly after, but the girl stayed.Then, she met boy B, girl A, girl B, girl C...

These people either helped the girl before and were thanked by her, or they knew that the girl was in difficulties and offered to help her.Even though Xu Chengyue was just listening on the sidelines, she now understood that the girl's family seemed to be in business and had recently encountered difficulties. These people's families were in very good conditions and could help her family in various ways.

All in all, the girl took care of everything, and everyone came here full of expectations and left happily, even bringing gifts specially prepared for them by the girl.

Everyone felt they were the most special, and everyone swore to God that they would be of help to her.

Finally, the last girl C also left, and the outside became quiet again.

It wasn't until this moment that Xu Chengyue realized that his afternoon was wasted inexplicably by doing nothing.

She glanced outside and saw that the girl hadn't left yet, she was still leaning against the pillar, looking at something blankly, and there was no emotion in her eyes.After a while, she came back to her senses, took out her cell phone again, and made a call.

This time she called her family, and she told her father coquettishly that she had already found someone to help her today, and the family's problems would be solved soon.

It seemed that they had praised her, so she smiled slightly, showing a bit of genuine happiness.

But as soon as the phone was hung up, the joy faded away.

Only then did Xu Chengyue finally understand what she was doing before.It was the first time she had seen such a person, and she was surprised, but also had some indescribable emotions.In all fairness, she doesn't like this kind of person, nor does she like this kind of behavior.

But she looked at the girl sitting in the gazebo with her knees hugged, and couldn't help but think, how pitiful she is.

It seems that she is playing with others in her hands to seek benefits for herself, but all of this is based on calculations.And in the end, it seems that she is not the one who enjoys the benefits, and she herself is not really happy because she got them.

So why exactly?

Afterwards, Xu Chengyue saw her several times at school, and each time, she was surrounded by several people, who looked like they were surrounded by stars.With a smile on her face all the time, she tilted her head and listened carefully to the people around her, looking very gentle and considerate.

But Xu Chengyue always thought of the empty expression she showed when there was no one around.

Maybe sometimes, even she herself doesn't know what she is doing?So it seems that I have a lot, but when I think about it carefully, I feel that it is all empty and fake.

Xu Chengyue couldn't help but cast her gaze on each other every time they met by chance.

In this world, pity and curiosity will make people unable to help but explore another person, and gradually fall into it.Obviously the two of them haven't officially met, but Xu Chengyue already knows that her name is Shao Qingran, that she is a famous figure in school, that she is a student of a piano master, has numerous reputations, and is a talented woman praised by everyone. ...

An out-and-out proud daughter of heaven.

The more you know, the more you can't believe it.For such a person, she should have had the best of everything since she was a child, why should she go to such great lengths to plan?

After the holiday, Xu Chengyue returned to school and began to continue his studies.

She had briefly forgotten this girl who met by chance but aroused her interest.Until one day, she went to a concert with her colleague, and unexpectedly discovered that Shao Qingran was also one of the performers.

That was the first time Xu Chengyue heard her play the piano.If, before that, Xu Chengyue's attention to her was only out of sympathy, then from then on, her heart began to be shaken by the other party.Perhaps because of knowing the performer by accident, Xu Chengyue was able to hear the emotions expressed in her music.

This girl, who seems to be doted on by the whole world, desires love the most.

She worked hard and worked hard to calculate, just wanting a lot of love.

But this is bound to be a paradox.Is love obtained by pretense, calculation, and elaborate acting still love?She may know this herself, and she is not satisfied with such a false love, which is why she is so painful.

But other than that, she didn't know how to love others, let alone how to make others love herself.

So it can only be like drinking poison to quench thirst, performing and calculating over and over again, maintaining those false loves.

At that moment, Xu Chengyue thought, then let me love you.

Xu Chengyue regards Shao Qingran as a responsibility that must be borne, because she can see that Shao Qingran is hovering on a very dangerous boundary.If she was allowed to go on like this, she might do bad things at some point, ruining others as well as herself.

So she will love her.

Her love is pure, abundant, and endless.She can and is willing to give everything Shao Qingran wants.Xu Chengyue hopes that this kind of love can nourish the other party, so that Shao Qingran can learn what love is, how to love, and even how to be loved.

At the same time, she will also look at her, and never let her longing for love turn into a sharp weapon that can hurt people one day.

On Christmas this year, Shao Qingran ran into Xu Chengyue in the school library.

It was an incomparably romantic beginning. They stood on both sides of the bookshelves, and at the same time drew out the books in front of them. Then, through the narrow gap, they saw Fang's face, and each other was taken aback.

When leaving the library, the two met again at the borrowing office.

This time, Xu Chengyue took the initiative to extend his hand to the other party, "Hello, my name is Xu Chengyue."

"I don't know how many people will return by riding the moon, but the falling moon is full of love and trees in the river." Shao Qingran said, "Good name."

"Where is it?"

She just asked casually, but when Shao Qingran analyzed it, he said clearly, "Even if the poems of the Tang people are about nostalgia, they are hidden. When you read it, you just feel open-minded. Unlike people in the Song Dynasty, who only write in delicate places, so that people can read it." full of melancholy."

"Although I don't know which song poem made you feel so emotional, but since you read it, it must be because the poem fits a certain idea in your heart." Xu Chengyue said seriously, "You read the melancholy, yes Because you're not happy either?"

At that moment, what flashed across Shao Qingran's face should be a panic of being exposed.

"Me?" She smiled covertly, "Why am I unhappy?"

"It's good to be happy." Xu Chengyue said, "I hope that from today on, you will have no worries and be equally happy every day."

At that time, Shao Qingran didn't know what kind of promise Xu Chengyue had made to herself.

In fact, at the beginning, she didn't plan to have a deep friendship with Xu Chengyue, because she felt that this person couldn't see through, but she always seemed to have no secrets in front of the other party, which made Shao Qingran feel uneasy.

But before she could make up her mind, she accidentally found out Xu Chengyue's identity.

After that, everything is beyond her control.

But she also had to admit that after getting to know Xu Chengyue, she did feel a lot more relaxed.

Because of this person who can tell the truth, she no longer needs to bother with calculations like before, just to get a little benefit.She still likes the feeling of the stars and the moon, and still hopes that everyone likes herself, but now, she can be more calm and indifferent, and no longer have to be trembling, for fear that if she makes a wrong step, she will overturn.

From Xu Chengyue, she got the sense of security that she always wanted but never had.

Although at the time, she didn't know it herself.