Affectionate female partner and Bai Yueguang's sister HE

"What are you doing?" A voice suddenly came from behind, Shao Qingran became nervous and almost threw the phone out.

Turning around, Xu Chengyue had already finished taking a shower, and was standing beside her in her nightgown, watching for an unknown amount of time.

Shao Qingran was secretly annoyed, she was so nervous that she didn't even hear the sound of water in the bathroom disappearing.

She hurriedly pressed the phone off, pretending nothing happened, "It's nothing."

However, Xu Chengyue had already seen the phone screen, "Are you sending a message to Baizhou?"

"I just heard a piano piece and shared it with her." Shao Qingran insisted.

Indeed, there was nothing wrong with this behavior itself, and it was something Shao Qingran would often do in the past.If Xu Chengyue hadn't heard what she said to Shao Peiran today, she might have believed it.

"Qingran, don't treat people as fools." Xu Chengyue looked at her calmly, "While you incited Bai Zhou to listen to piano music, you told your cousin that Bai Zhou likes to listen to you playing the piano the most. What do you mean? Shall I speak out?"

"Whatever you think," Shao Qingran pursed her lips, and said bravado, "Anyway, you see me as a bad person now, so you naturally think that I have no good intentions in anything I do."

"You have no malicious intentions. You just... want everyone to surround and watch you." Xu Chengyue said.

Shao Qingran looked like a cat whose tail had been trampled on, or just stung by a sting, almost jumping out of bed.

But she didn't move in the end, she just looked up at Xu Chengyue.Xu Chengyue was also looking down at her. At this moment, her condescending posture had an indescribable... pity.

Shao Qingran was stung by such an expression, and couldn't help but blurt out, "When did you know?"

"I always knew." Xu Chengyue replied.

The courage and strength that Shao Qingran had accumulated just now collapsed in this sentence.Facing this unbelievable fact, she even felt an incomprehensible sense of estrangement, "You already knew it, so why did you still..."

"Why do I still like you?" Xu Chengyue raised a hand and pressed her shoulder, "Because I know better than anyone else what you want, Qingran. And I can give it all you."

Shao Qingran trembled uncontrollably, not knowing whether it was because her true face was exposed by the person next to her pillow, or because of this sentence.

"Are you pitying me?" She gritted her teeth and said firmly, "What do I want? I don't want anything. I already have everything I want!"

But such a strong reaction only exposed the fact that she was poked in the center.

Xu Chengyue knew that Shao Qingran had a strong self-esteem, which was why she never mentioned it, and said immediately, "I don't want to argue with you, Qingran. I just want to tell you that with me, you can do whatever you want favorite thing."

She finally knelt down in front of Shao Qingran and looked straight into her eyes, "Anything is fine, even... I hope everyone will surround you after marriage, I can accept it. But the premise is that you can't hurt others."

Shao Qingran was not moved by her generosity, she just felt that Xu Chengyue's insightful eyes were so annoying, she knew everything, but didn't say anything, Shao Qingran felt like a clown, or a joke.

This was more unbearable than the setback she encountered with Shao Peiran.

"In the end, you still think I'm a bad person, so I'm a bad person." She nodded, "What do you think I'm going to do? Who can I harm? What can you do? Who do you want to save?"

"Don't be brave, Qingran." Xu Chengyue gently stroked her hair, "Although I don't know what happened in the past, I know you. I love you, just as you expected, I have always I'm looking at you, so of course I know what kind of person you are."

She leaned over and kissed the other person's forehead lightly, "You are not a bad person, and I will not let you become a bad person."

I don't know which sentence hit Shao Qingran's mind, she suddenly pushed Xu Chengyue away, and almost broke down and shouted, "Enough!"

Tears flowed out without warning, Shao Qingran hastily turned her head, not to let Xu Chengyue see her ugly appearance at this moment.She thought she had painstakingly created a perfect image in the other party's heart, but now Xu Chengyue told her: I know it's all fake.

It was just... a complete failure.

"Yes, that's the kind of person I am." Under the extreme stimulation, she took the initiative to admit, "I'm just jealous and unwilling! Obviously I have worked so hard, but everyone! Everyone can only see her Flowers and applause all around her, and what have I?"

"You still have me." Xu Chengyue said.

Shao Qingran didn't listen at all, "I have to fight and grab everything by myself! Why should she take away what I have once she comes back?! I won't let her succeed so easily!"

Xu Chengyue couldn't help sighing. She thought it was just a very common thing, but now she realized that Shao Peiran was the one who made her obsessed and finally became what she is now.

Facing her, Shao Qingran of course couldn't maintain his rationality.

"Of course you can." She held Shao Qingran's hand, "You can be jealous, you can be unwilling, you can fight for it."

"But Qingran," she looked at Shao Qingran, her eyes were clear and quiet, like a deep lake, "I hope you never cross the line, otherwise I will use my own way to stop you."

"How are you going to stop me?" If Shao Qingran's attention was on Shao Peiran before, then after the conversation just now, her disguised image was completely torn apart, and now Xu Chengyue is her venting her emotions object, "You won't let me do it, I will do it anyway!"

As she spoke, she picked up her phone, as if she was planning to send He Baizhou something.

"Shao Qingran!" Xu Chengyue's expression became serious, she stretched out her hand, and easily snatched the phone from Shao Qingran's hand, "You forced me."

"Yes, so what are you going to do to me?" Shao Qingran was still provoking her.

Xu Chengyue's calm and calm appearance is not very pleasing to Shao Qingran's eyes.

Xu Chengyue stood up, stared at her for a moment, then suddenly reached out and grabbed her waist, lifted Shao Qingran up and fell on the bed.This scene was beyond Shao Qingran's expectations, and it gave her a feeling of affection.

But when she recovered, she found that she had been imprisoned on the bed by Xu Chengyue.

Xu Chengyue put her two wrists together and held them with one hand. With the other hand, she pulled out the tie she wore during the day from the cabinet, and tied Shao Qingran's wrists together.During the whole process, her expression was quiet, as if she was dealing with some trivial matters that she was accustomed to.

When Shao Qingran met her gaze, he belatedly felt a little scared.

For a moment, she almost wanted to call the other party's name.But the inexplicable self-esteem blocked her mouth, making her swallow the words of begging for mercy, and only stared at the other party fiercely.

"That's it..." When Xu Chengyue raised her head and met her gaze, she couldn't help being in a trance for a moment. She lowered her eyes, looked down at Shao Qingran from above, and said in a vague tone, "Qingran, you know what? ? Actually, I sometimes get jealous, and I hope you can only see me in your eyes..."

Shao Qingran stared at her blankly, as if it was indeed the first time he had seen clearly the appearance of the person next to her pillow.

What responded to her was a kiss like a storm.

The wind and rain are swaying outside the window, and the ground is red.

……

Facing Shanghe Baizhou's gaze, Shao Peiran had a very strange feeling.

The way He Baizhou looked at her was... strange?It doesn't seem to be the case, but it is completely different from the usual eyes, as if suddenly found something new in her body.

This made her famous, "What's wrong?"

"It's okay." He Baizhou laughed, "I just forgot to tell you, happy holidays!"

"Happy holidays?" Shao Peiran replied inexplicably, "Did you drive here on purpose just to say this?"

"Yeah." He Baizhou lay on the car window looking at her, and suddenly said, "Shao Peiran, I like you so much!"

"?" Shao Peiran had Dong Zhiji, "Why did you say this suddenly..."

"I just thought on the way here that if I like you, I should let you know." He Baizhou said, "This kind of mood is so certain, it should not change for a long time."

Shao Peiran's strange feeling reappeared.

He Baizhou was still confessing his love to her, but it was no longer in the eager and impatient manner as before, but more relaxed and calm, as if even if he was rejected, it would never affect her.

Shao Peiran couldn't help asking, "How do you know it won't change?"

"I just know." It's not convenient for He Baizhou to talk about his past relationship with her for the time being, but his tone is firm.

Even after more than ten years, going round and round, she still fell in love with the original person.Although the more than ten years of separation between them is very regrettable, but it also makes He Baizhou confident that even if it is another ten years, his heart will not be deflected to others.

Shao Peiran realized that if he continued this topic, he would be brought in by the other party, so he simply asked, "So are you done talking now?"

The implication is that you can see off the guests after speaking.

"There are more." Feeling the relaxed attitude of the other party, He Baizhou couldn't help but push forward. She reached out her hand from the car window and took Shao Peiran's hand, "Let's fall in love!"

Shao Peiran finally determined what that feeling was: He Baizhou's face...had thickened.

"I remember, I seem to have rejected you." She said.

"I also remember." He Baizhou said, "But I've been thinking a lot recently. Maybe you think that my liking for you is just an unreasonable obsession, and sooner or later I will wake up. Even if you are rejected, don't follow me. You are together, when I get out of this relationship, there will be no problems in my future life. But it's not like this, Shao Peiran. "

She subconsciously clenched the hand she was holding tightly, as if in this way, she could convey her determination to the other party, "In the past many years, my life can be said to be boring and dispensable. Yes. I often feel that I am like a trapped beast imprisoned by invisible things, constantly struggling, but I can’t find the real direction and way out. Since I met, I feel that all the experiences in life may have its meaning."

Because of her existence, even such a painful past seems to be able to taste a little sweetness.

So that forged pure bo also became bearable.

"I..." After a long time, Shao Peiran spoke.

He Baizhou interrupted her hastily again, "You may think that the two of us don't know enough about each other, and now is not the time to make a decision." She tried her best to show her sincerity, "It's all It doesn't matter, even if you don't want to fall in love for the time being, I have no problem with dating or seeing."

Shao Peiran was helpless, "...I have a problem."

"What's the problem?" He Baizhou's heart tightened.

Shao Peiran said, "It's hard to say clearly for a while, but simply put: I am an unmarriageist."

"What kind of problem is this?" He Baizhou said with a serious face, "You don't want to get married, we can talk about a lifetime of love."

Shao Peiran was angry and funny, "That's not what it means."

"Then explain what you mean clearly." He Baizhou thought for a while, let go of her, and got out of the car, "I can't make it clear in a while, can I? Let's find a suitable place to talk, sit down, and slowly talk." Speak clearly."

At this time, her attitude became very tough again, and she never gave Shao Peiran a chance to refuse.

……

There is a sky garden on the roof of this apartment building, the scenery is quite good, and there are usually many people.But there are no lights here at night, and the place is too small, so few people will come here.Shao Peiran led He Baizhou here, bought two bottles of juice from the vending machine, and then sat down opposite He Baizhou.

The sky of the city is like an endless curtain, only dotted with sporadic stars.On the contrary, on the ground under the feet, the lights are brilliant and extremely bright.

The two sat between the sky and the earth, and neither of them spoke.It wasn't until he gradually got used to the darkness around him that He Baizhou said, "Perhaps, I should first apologize for my recklessness in the past. I didn't think about your attitude at all at the time, I just approached you with instinctive love, and maybe it would bring you something There's been a lot of trouble."

Her voice lowered, "It's just that at that time, I thought... You didn't have no feelings for me at all."

After a while, Shao Peiran's voice sounded.I don't know if the darkness fueled people's courage, but she was finally able to speak out her true thoughts when facing He Baizhou, "It's not wrong for you to say that."

She didn't have that much free time to tease someone she didn't like, of course it was because she really had a good impression of He Baizhou.

However, she said that she was teasing He Baizhou, which is also true.

At that time, she thought that He Baizhou was just looking for a little short-term comfort, and she could just give it.

Even though this was a fact that He Baizhou himself had already deduced, hearing the client admit it, no doubt, she couldn't help cheering up, and even raised her tone unconsciously, "So, you like me too, yes huh? Even if not as much as I like you."

"Maybe." Shao Peiran said.

"So what are you worried about?" He Baizhou leaned forward slightly, getting closer to Shao Peiran, as if he wanted to put pressure on her in this way, "Or, what are you afraid of?"

After a pause, she added, "Maybe you can't open your heart to me yet, but at least, give me a... reason I can accept."

Shao Peiran was silent for a long time before opening his mouth, "You know Shao Qingran, and you should also know about my family's affairs.

He did know a lot, but He Baizhou didn't dare to say more, fearing that Shao Peiran would see his flaws, so he only responded vaguely.

"My parents' marriage was undoubtedly a failure." Shao Peiran said, "Since I was a few years old, they have been arguing endlessly, but they are unwilling to give up this marriage and torture each other until they are beyond recognition. .”

"But they also fell in love and got married freely. I heard from my mother that in the few years of their newlyweds, they were actually inseparable and harmonious. Therefore, human feelings are like this. It is true that when it is good, it is sincere, but it can be enough when it is changed. Ruthless."

"So you refused to fall in love because of this?" He Baizhou asked.

"From a scientific point of view, love is just a by-product of hormone secretion, and sooner or later it will disappear with the decline of hormones." Shao Peiran said rationally, "Since the relationship can't last long, why waste time trying to make mistakes?"

"If it's this reason, I don't accept it." He Baizhou said, "Not every couple will separate midway, and there are also those who love each other for a long time."

"Maybe, but I..."

"Listen to me first." He Baizhou was very afraid that she would refuse categorically, so he interrupted quickly, "You finished talking about your family, then listen to me about mine?"

"I said before that I am not liked by my parents, and my family environment seems to be very bad, right? But in fact, my parents are very loving." When He Baizhou said this, he paused for a long time before continuing, " I also learned later that because my father loves his mother, he hopes that she can give birth to a child with the blood of the two to make the relationship more stable. But also because he loves his mother, he doesn't like children who can distract his mother .So my mother doesn't like me, and he's happy to see it happen."

"It doesn't sound like a positive example, right? I just want to tell you that human emotions are also varied. There are degrees of pine votes, and degrees of passion!

"Of course, I don't want to deny the influence of your native family on you. It is something that is difficult to erase." He Baizhou sat upright, and became nervous visibly, "I just hope you can give me a little confidence. Parents My marriage belongs to my parents, success or failure is their own choice, and our feelings are also our own."

"It's because we hate people like them and don't want to get that result, so we won't commit any grievances with them, right?"

The author has something to say: add more (1/2) to joymedusa's cute deep-water torpedo.

Ah, there are only [-] words, let's add another [-] words tomorrow... [Salted Fish Paralyzed]

This "tomorrow" is a false finger, so it is not necessarily obvious (hey)