Affectionate female partner and Bai Yueguang's sister HE

"It's me." He Baizhou said it again, walking out from the shadow of the car, allowing Shao Peiran to see his face.

She didn't intend to scare people here, but she said that she was rejected for sending zongzi, and He Baizhou felt that she should use her birthday as an excuse.However, the news that was sent after that all fell into the sea, and there was no rejection at all.

He Baizhou originally thought that Shao Peiran was not such a heartless person, but after thinking about it, it wasn't the first time she was so heartless.

She was just a little flustered, so she came here to make sure.

Because today was a holiday, He Baizhou went to her place, but there was no answer when she knocked on the door, so she went to the company to try her luck. She didn't expect to see Shao Peiran's car as soon as she arrived, and he was indeed here!

He Baizhou thought very simply, she waited here, she could always meet someone.

It's just that I didn't expect that the wait would last from noon to night.There was no place to sit in the parking lot. Her legs were a little sore after standing for a long time, so she squatted down to relieve it, but was bumped into by Shao Peiran unexpectedly.

"I saw your car parked here when I was passing by, so I came to have a look." Before Shao Peiran could ask, she quickly explained, but the excuse was too hasty, and her tone was dry, "Actually, I'm ready to leave , I didn’t expect you to come…haha.”

Shao Peiran didn't believe these words, but she didn't reveal, "Where is your car parked?"

"...outside." He Baizhou hesitated for a moment, but still told the truth.

"Then let's go." Shao Peiran said, unlocked the car, and opened the door to get in the car.

He Baizhou was not sure what she meant for a while, but it didn't seem like he wanted to go with her, so he quickly stepped forward and took out the things he brought from his pocket, "This is for you." Afraid of Shao Peiran Refused, she jumped over the people, threw the box on the driver's seat, and then ran away.

Shao Peiran got into the car, picked up the box and opened it. It turned out to be a set of zongzi-shaped jewelry, a pair of earrings, and a pendant. They were all carved out of very transparent green jadeite. They were exquisite and lovely. Shao Peiran would indeed The things I love.

This is He Baizhou's way here. When he saw a jewelry store, he went in to try his luck. Unexpectedly, there were actually limited edition jewelry with the theme of Dragon Boat Festival on sale, so he bought a set.

She thought that Shao Peiran didn't like eating zongzi, so she would definitely be rejected if she gave something in kind, but such a cute accessory was in line with her usual preferences, so it should be easier to accept.However, I was rejected too many times, and I dropped my things and ran away.

Facing the box, Shao Peiran was annoyed and funny, and took out his phone after a long while, ready to send a message to He Baizhou.

I didn't expect to see a new message from He Baizhou when I opened the door: "Are you free to have dinner together tonight? Actually, today is my birthday, but the day is bad, and I don't plan to celebrate. I just want to find a friend who can talk." Have a meal together."

So she did.

With Shao Qingran's words, Shao Peiran really cared more about the latter.But it turned out that she was not indifferent to those about He Baizhou.

She moved her finger and replied a message, "It depends on what to eat."

He Baizhou had already given up his mind at first, and felt that giving the gift would be enough. When he saw the news, he was really overjoyed. While starting the car, he sent the location of the selected restaurant to Shao Peiran.

On days like this, of course we can’t eat roadside stalls like we usually do.So today she chose a local restaurant, the place is hidden in a small alley, the decoration is very romantic, and the dishes are also very good.

Delicious food always makes people feel happy, not to mention that after an afternoon of precipitation (work), Shao Peiran has completely eliminated the influence of Shao Qingran's words. Sitting in the restaurant now, the whole person relaxes a lot.

"Is this also the shop recommended by Gao Yiwen?" she asked.

He Baizhou scratched his head, "No, it was recommended by the doctors in our hospital."

Of course, the doctor would not recommend such a restaurant to the director for no reason, and he would not choose such a place for hospital dinners. Obviously, this is the information that He Baizhou specially collected recently, in order to be able to give Shao Peiran a good time when he went out with Shao Peiran. She's more fresh.

With new restaurants that she hasn't been to, it's certainly easier to ask people out.

"It seems that the salary level of your hospital is very good." Shao Peiran guessed something, so he didn't pursue it, and said casually.

He Baizhou said calmly, "It is indeed slightly higher than the salary standard in the industry."

Shao Peiran nodded, and suddenly asked, "What do you mean today is a bad day?"

He Baizhou might as well have asked this, he was taken aback for a moment before he realized it.She couldn't pull out a concealed smile in the first place, so she couldn't smile anymore. ——For He Baizhou, this incident was never something that could be easily concealed.

She lowered her head and said after a while, "Don't you know? May is an evil month, and Dragon Boat Festival is an evil day."

"so?"

"So I... have never celebrated birthdays since I was a child." He Baizhou said, "My family will give gifts, but that's all."

The presents from the parents knew that they had ordered the assistant to buy them casually. She neither liked nor needed them. Apart from being decent enough, they were useless.My brother would ask her what she wanted, but He Baizhou blamed him because of his situation at that time, and he would never cooperate with this kind of kindness.There is an age gap between siblings, and Chris has to receive a rather difficult heir education, so he probably doesn't care about her little emotions.

"Just because you were born on the fifth day of May?" Shao Peiran asked.

He Baizhou pursed his lips, "Of course not. In fact, it's just because... I don't like it." He Baizhou had never mentioned these things to anyone, even Chris didn't know about them, but today he suddenly had the desire to talk, "I have an older brother. I knew from a young age that I was different from him. Can you understand that feeling?"

"Control group?" Shao Peiran said.

He Baizhou couldn't help laughing, "Yes, but I should be the control group."

Since when did you know that you are not the child loved by your parents?He Baizhou actually couldn't remember clearly.

But it's actually pretty easy to find out.

Because parents hardly hide themselves from their children.So after expecting again and again and failing again and again, I will naturally understand: I am not important.

What's more, for a family with two children like the He family, as long as you compare Chris's treatment with her own, the answer will be obvious.

She was always the one who was perfunctory, ignored, and abandoned.

When he was a child, He Baizhou could not understand this kind of differential treatment, and made up many reasons for himself not to be liked: maybe I was not born to my parents, but was adopted; maybe my parents had some unspeakable difficulties, they were just struggling to suppress feelings for myself...

Later, when she read history books, she saw that Mr. Mengchang was abandoned by his father because he was born on the fifth day of May, and his mother secretly raised him. The shock and shock he suffered can be imagined.

It turns out that parents don't like their children, and they only need such a reason that is not a reason.

It turned out that I just didn't like it, and it was already very kind.

Shun was persecuted by his biological father because his stepmother disliked him.Zheng Zhuanggong was born because of dystocia, and his mother wanted his younger brother to seize his power.During the Northern Song Dynasty, it was common for the people to abandon infants and kill their children, and even had a special name: Bujuzi or Xier.In the Qing Dynasty, there was a custom of erecting baby towers among the people. At first, it was only used to collect dead babies who died accidentally, and later it gradually became a place for abandoning babies.

Against the background of these stories full of death, blood and cruelty, she is just not liked by her parents, and she seems to be very lucky.

After that, He Baizhou gave up exploring the reason.No matter what the reason is, it is an established fact that they don't like her, and it is also a reality that will never change. What's the point of pursuing these?

She just became more and more silent, not asking for anything, not expressing herself.

As if this will not hurt, will not be disappointed.

"I found out later that maybe it would be better if I didn't know the answer." He Baizhou raised his hand to the center of his eyebrows, covering his expression, so that Shao Peiran could not see, "My mother said that she doesn't like me because At the beginning, she made an agreement with her father that after giving birth to her brother as the heir, she would be allowed to continue pursuing her career."

"She is a dancer, but she has a body that is prone to obesity. After giving birth for the first time, it took several years to adjust her state, and she returned to the stage. She was about to show her ambitions when she accidentally had me again."

"She gave birth to me when she was 30 years old, and her body has been going downhill since then, and she can't go back to the previous state. So whenever she sees me, she will remember that I ruined her career and made her lose her last. Opportunity."

Because of this, she is a child who is not liked by her mother.But father can only ignore her because of mother's attitude.

When he couldn't figure it out the most, He Baizhou would even think, why didn't he destroy it back then?Unwanted children can choose not to have children, why let her bear all this?

It wasn't until these few years that He Baizhou began to learn not to care about these things.

But it's not so much that I don't care, it's better to say that I gave up.

So her reason for not celebrating her birthday has also become "bad days".The strange thing is that many people believed this reason, and Shao Peiran was the first to ask why.

"Maybe I shouldn't ask." Shao Peiran handed her the tissue in his hand.

He Baizhou wiped his face, "I'm sorry. If I am like this, is it a bit of a suspicion of selling miserably?" In fact, if selling miserably can really get Shao Peiran's sympathy and attention, she thinks it's okay?

"It's fine if it's not a made-up story." Shao Peiran said, paused before asking, "Are you jealous of your brother?"

"As a child, yes."

"However, how do you know that your brother is really happy?" Shao Peiran said, "Maybe he is just an outsider looking at the scenery. In fact, he is very painful and sad. It's just that he, like you, has no choice."

He Baizhou looked at Shao Peiran, and she always felt that the other party's tone didn't seem to be just talking about Chris.

But... "You're right. Chris said that he actually envied me when he was a kid."

She laughed when she said this, "It's hard to imagine. He thinks that his sister doesn't need to complete so many courses every day, and won't be strictly required by her parents to meet a certain standard. She can play freely, picky eaters, and eat all kinds of things that are criticized. Junk food. ——It was because of what he said that I gradually felt that there was no need to cling to the past.”

"You have a good brother." Shao Peiran said.

The author has something to say: How is this deep water so fat? !Are my readers a little rebellious?