The house next door was sold quickly.

Later, He Baizhou also inquired, and knew that the owner of the house next door was surnamed Lin, and he was a well-known pianist.Since he is a celebrity, it should be easy to inquire about the other party. Soon He Baizhou learned that although the pianist surnamed Lin is the owner of the house, the people who often live here are actually his wife and 16-year-old daughter.

Mrs. Lin is a businessman. There is no doubt that the piano sound that accompanied her for two months can only be the masterpiece of that Miss Lin.

She turned out to be her own peer.

This discovery surprised He Baizhou, and he even felt a sense of urgency that "I must be friends with her", so he frantically collected all the information about her.

She has a nice name, Lin Miaoran.Since his early teens, he has started to make his mark in various types of piano competitions, and won awards.Although she is only 16 years old, her reputation is no less than that of her father, and she has attracted much attention in the industry.

It's a pity that He Baizhou couldn't find her photos no matter what. The only few photos were so blurry that she couldn't see her face clearly, or even her back.

I heard that this talented piano girl suffers from severe autism and completely refuses to communicate with the outside world.However, this did not affect her reputation, but made everyone believe that she must have an unparalleled talent in music.

Fortunately, He Baizhou soon found out that there will be a heavyweight international competition next month, and Lin Miaoran is one of the contestants.

Encouraged by this news, He Baizhou began to actively cooperate with his rehabilitation, and finally got permission to go out before the start of the game.After trying on clothes for a day, she drove to the stadium with a solemn heart, believing that she would be able to make a good friend.

But Lin Miaoran did not appear.

According to the organizers, she was unable to participate in the competition due to illness.But what kind of disease it is and what the situation is, none of these are known.

Since then, Lin Miaoran disappeared and never appeared in front of people again.

Later, with the help of my eldest brother, I found out that Mr. Lin Hezhi, the pianist, had divorced his wife. As for his daughter, it is said that he went abroad with his wife for treatment.More specific circumstances are unknown.

The eldest brother wanted to continue the investigation, but He Baizhou gave up first.

Maybe it's not fate, she thought.After tossing back and forth for three months, it has been as long as her recovery time.After being disappointed again and again, He Baizhou began to realize that the other party might not be happy with his unilateral behavior.

She seemed to have grown up and become sensible overnight.After returning to country E, He Baizhou had a long talk with his parents, even if the matter was completely exposed.It's just that the family relationship, which was not considered harmonious in the first place, is even more impossible to develop in a good direction after cracks appear.

Fortunately, at this time, He Baizhou no longer cared about these things.

After that gloomy year passed, everything around He Baizhou became very smooth, and the summer when he was 15 seemed to be completely gone.

But that person who has never been found has become an existence in He Baizhou's heart that he can't forget.

Until the year she graduated from university, she was on campus when she suddenly heard a burst of familiar music.When Xunsheng came to the small auditorium and saw Shao Qingran sitting in front of the piano, He Baizhou couldn't help feeling a sense of satisfaction that his boyish dream had finally come true after many years.

Although the age was not right, and she could never be Lin Miaoran, He Baizhou couldn't help but stepped forward and started talking with her.

"What's the name of this song?" She asked casually.She had searched in various ways, but could not find this piece of music.If it is not someone who knows Lin Miaoran, it is absolutely impossible to play it.

"It's just an improvised nameless song." Shao Qingran replied.

He Baizhou asked, "Did you write it?"

Shao Qingran probably felt that she was a little strange, and seemed to have seen something from her agitated emotions. He shook his head, "No. It's just that I was by the side when this song was born, so this melody will never be forgotten."

This melody can never be forgotten, so why not He Baizhou's mood?

She finally spoke nervously and asked, "Do you know Lin Miaoran?"

"Of course." Shao Qingran said, "It's just that we haven't contacted for many years. Do you want to find her? But I can ask someone to help me."

"No..." The words of refusal were already on his lips, but for some reason, he couldn't utter them.He Baizhou thought, in fact, she still wanted to meet Lin Miaoran, or it was fine if she didn't see her, just as a stranger, and asked her how she was doing now.

That's enough.

She looked at Shao Qingran, seeing that the other person's face was gradually stained with embarrassment and anxiety, she couldn't help asking, "What's wrong?"

Shao Qingran looked up at her, hesitant to speak.

"Is it convenient for you to tell me?" He Baizhou wanted to say, but it doesn't matter if he doesn't tell, anyway, she just wants to make sure the other party is okay.

But Shao Qingran shook his head, bit his lip and handed over the phone.

He Baizhou lowered his head, glanced at the screen with her hands, and felt as if he had been struck by lightning.

The note of the person chatting with Shao Qingran is "cousin", and the chat history is only two short lines.

Shao Qingran asked: Cousin, someone asked me about Lin Miaoran, how should I tell her?

Cousin: Tell her that Lin Miaoran is dead.

Lin Miaoran is dead.

The dream-like accident of girlhood seemed to end in these seven words.

……

Too much time has passed, and He Baizhou doesn't quite remember his reaction at that time.In other words, she has been avoiding letting herself recall the events of that day carefully, so her memory is always vague.

She only remembered that Shao Qingran looked at her with shocked and strange eyes.

He Baizhou turned around in embarrassment in her eyes, and asked her, "Can you play the piece just now again?"

Shao Qingran did not refuse, she played it over and over again.

Listening to this melody, He Baizhou felt an indescribable sadness.The life as tough as weeds eventually withered.It turns out that human beings are such fragile creatures. It turns out that once some things are missed, they will be irreversible forever.

That was the first time that He Baizhou faced the impact of death, which came from a stranger who had some relationship with her.

Ever since the car accident in his youth, He Baizhou has never liked hospitals very much.But maybe the shock caused by this incident was too great. She finally looked back at herself and realized that it was herself who really disrespected life and acted mischievously.It's just that she was lucky to be rescued, while some people left this world forever.

Perhaps it was then that she began to think that there was something she could do.

When leaving, she asked Shao Qingran's name.

Maybe it's because of the incomprehensible relationship between each other that made her fall in love with Shao Qingran's piano sound.When listening to her playing the piano, He Baizhou could always feel that his heart seemed to be quiet.

In fact, Shao Qingran didn't play that unknown piece very much, and He Baizhou rarely asked her to play it.

Later, as time passed, no one would mention the initial encounter, but Shao Qingran had become a special existence to He Baizhou.Everyone felt that she liked Shao Qingran, and even He Baizhou himself gradually felt that he should like her.

In the beginning, she was in country E, but she didn't have much time to meet each other.Later, she returned to China to open a hospital, and the number of meetings gradually increased. Even Xu Chengyue noticed that she cared about Shao Qingran very much, so she took the initiative to find her and proposed a "fair competition" agreement.

after that……

He Baizhou suddenly opened his eyes.Looking back, she realized how confused she had been all these years.

The so-called liking may just be a kind of empathy.It may not be fair to Shao Qingran, but that is the truth. From the very beginning, it was because she was too cowardly to face the fact of Lin Miaoran's death, so she pinned an illusory hope on Shao Qingran.

——If she found Lin Miaoran more than ten years ago, if the other party is still alive, even if she just sat quietly and listened to her playing the piano, it should be a happy thing, right?

This idea is dark and despicable, absurd and ridiculous, even He Baizhou himself is unwilling to face it.

The distant memories made He Baizhou lie on the bed in a daze for a while.

It was a while before she came to herself and realized that something was wrong with her: the tarsal pain had gone, as suddenly as it had come.

He Baizhou didn't feel much relief.

She suddenly realized that she was no different from a few or ten years ago.When encountering a problem, instead of trying to find a solution, but subconsciously avoid it, thinking that as long as this is the case, nothing will change.

In fact, it is just self-deception.

……

A knock on the door suddenly sounded, waking He Baizhou awake.

He Baizhou lay on the bed for too long, and urgently needed to move his body, so he simply got out of bed and walked over to open the door.

She thought it was Gao Yiwen who came, thinking she must be surprised to see herself.When she saw the person standing outside the door, she was startled, "Chris? Why are you here?"

Chris, the older brother of He Baizhou's mother and compatriot.If people who praised He Baizhou's aristocratic temperament saw him, they would find that compared with him, He Baizhou didn't look very good.He was a tall and handsome man, with profound features and more angular facial lines. Compared to He Baizhou's thinness, he had a strong physique, and just standing there could give people a sense of oppression.

There is a full five-year age difference between the two of them. They have their own circles since they were young, and they grew up in such a family. The brother-sister relationship is not deep.

He would appear here, which really surprised He Baizhou.

But Chris was more surprised than she was, "I heard you were too sick to get out of bed."

He Baizhou had just realized his absurdity, and when he heard him say that, his face became hot.She let go of the hand holding the doorknob, turned around and walked into the room, while making way out of the passage, she also avoided the other party's sight, "I'm ready."

Chris didn't let her go, as soon as he sat down on the sofa, he immediately said, "Let's talk."

"What are you talking about?" He Baizhou sat down opposite him cautiously.

"I heard that psychogenic pain occurs because of being rejected?" Chris asked very rudely.

"..." He Baizhou was silent.

"It seems true. Is there anything I can do?" Chris asked again.

He Baizhou was taken aback, and quickly said, "No, no. This is my own problem and has nothing to do with the other party." She really couldn't imagine what would happen when Chris went to talk to Shao Peiran.

"your problem?"

"Yes." He Baizhou seemed to have returned to the time when he was tutored by Chris when he was a child, subconsciously sat upright, and answered cautiously, "Now that I think about it, I was just expressing myself urgently, and I never asked the other party's thoughts. Thought she felt the same way I did, and it was normal to be rejected."

Maybe it was because the review was more profound, Chris finally didn't pick it up, but asked, "What about after that?"

"What?" He Baizhou was puzzled.

"After that, what are you going to do?" Chris asked.

"I..." He Baizhou didn't even have time to think about it, he was at a loss for words, and simply threw the question back, "What do you think I should do?"

"That should be decided by you, Bonnie. After all, you are the one who has been with the other person, and what kind of person she is, you can only make your own judgment and choose." Chris said, " If you want to ask me for advice, then I can only say that you just defended her, and your heart is still with her."

After he finished speaking, he stood up, and without waiting for He Baizhou's reaction, he said, "Since you are fine, I should go too. By the way, they asked me to greet you on your behalf."

He Baizhou suddenly came to his senses, and quickly got up and asked, "Who told you to come?"

It is impossible for Chris to suddenly have a brother and sister love. After Gao Yiwen told him, someone in the family was worried, so he asked him to come and have a look.Fortunately, I have recovered, and there will be no more twists and turns.

Hearing this question, Chris glanced back at her, "It's Mom."

He Baizhou frowned, not knowing what to say for a moment. Chris didn't wait for her to answer, and left directly.

After he left, Gao Yiwen hurried over, "Baizhou, has your brother been here?"

"Yes, already gone." He Baizhou said.

"Why so fast?" Gao Yiwen was very surprised, and a little uneasy about not being able to entertain guests.But when her eyes turned to He Baizhou, she quickly forgot what she was worried about, and looked at her in shock, "You..."

"I'm ready." He Baizhou smiled at her, "I've worked hard on you during this time."

"When did it happen?" Gao Yiwen came over and looked her up and down, puzzled, "Why is it all right?"

He Baizhou glanced at the CD player on the table. She felt that she really had to thank Shao Qingran this time, but Gao Yiwen would probably explode immediately after saying this, so she only said vaguely, "They say it's psychogenic pain, it's just a pain. It’s an illusion, of course it’s good to understand.”

"Thank God!" Gao Yiwen patted his chest, "It's good if you can think clearly. The old saying is good, there is no grass anywhere in the world, why bother to fall in love with a single flower?"

"Huh?" Knowing that she misunderstood what he meant, He Baizhou said, "But... I still like her uncontrollably."

Gao Yiwen was stunned, and Gao Yiwen was shocked, "You still like it after this? She's just playing with you!" She really wanted to shake He Baizhou's brain vigorously, pour out the water inside, and ask her if there was something wrong with her.

"It's not up to me to decide." He Baizhou shrugged, "I'm just stating the facts. Just because I like her doesn't mean I want to chase her like before."

He Baizhou used to just make choices instinctively, and hardly thought about the reasons.But this time, she went back to her memory in detail, which made her completely understand her thoughts.

She used to think that she liked Shao Qingran, maybe it wasn't a real liking at all, but just an empathy brought by music.Of course, she didn't know it at the time.Until she met Shao Peiran, she couldn't find a word to describe the strong feeling that she couldn't take her eyes off a person.

If I have to say it, maybe it is more like a crush state.

A strong infatuation, but the crush is a short-term state, but He Baizhou can't tell how long his feelings for Shao Peiran can last.

Maybe it would be a good choice to let yourself cool down a bit and stop approaching each other randomly.

"Are you okay?" Gao Yiwen couldn't help reaching out to check the temperature of her forehead.

He Baizhou patted her hand off dumbfounded, "I don't have a fever, I'm sober, and I know what I'm talking about. I took it for granted before, thinking that if I like someone, they will respond to me. But in fact, even if she doesn't respond , doesn't affect my liking for her, does it?"

Gao Yiwen confirmed again and again before she was sure that she had really figured it out.

Although she felt that it all happened too suddenly and seemed weird, she was still relieved.At least He Baizhou seems to be sober now, not as depressed as he was during this time. No matter what the reason is, it doesn't look like a bad thing for the time being.

After confirming this, she unceremoniously drove He Baizhou to the bed, "How long has it been since you slept normally? Now that you don't feel any pain, go to sleep first, and then do it when you wake up." examine."

After a pause, he continued, "Old Mr. Qiu's operation is scheduled for tomorrow, and you just happened to be in time for it. I originally planned to let you go there in a wheelchair—this kind of major operation requires you to be present. But when the time comes Let family members see it, maybe they will doubt the level of our hospital."

He Baizhou didn't refute either, and lay down obediently.While covering the quilt, she suddenly remembered what Gao Yiwen said before, and asked, "By the way, why do you say that Shao Peiran is playing tricks on me? It's not that far, right? And maybe I misunderstood..."

"It's not a misunderstanding." Gao Yiwen said casually, "She said it herself."

After she finished speaking, she realized that something was wrong. As expected, He Baizhou had opened his eyes, "You went to find her?"

"You didn't tell me what was going on, so I went to ask her." Gao Yiwen said, "Don't worry, she didn't say the specific situation, she just said that she wants to respect your feelings, so she explicitly rejected you.—— So what did she say?"

"Forgive me." He Baizhou surrendered, "Don't ask about such a shameful thing... So what she said will make you feel that she is playing tricks on me."

"She said she knew that the person you liked before was Shao Qingran, so she teased you on purpose." Gao Yiwen sighed, "Our previous guess was correct, she did know about it. But it's different from what we thought, she didn't come later I know, I thought you lied to her, but I knew it from the beginning, so I deliberately..."

"Revenge on me?" He Baizhou found a suitable word for her.

"Almost. She said that she later found out that you were serious and felt that it was inappropriate to do so, so she rejected you."

"She really said that?" He Baizhou couldn't help but sat up.

Gao Yiwen pushed the person back, "Why are you excited?"

"I just think..." He Baizhou said uncertainly, "It's impossible for her to really have no affection for me."

Gao Yiwen couldn't believe that she was still thinking like this, "What gave you such confidence?" Could it be that Shao Peiran didn't refuse hard enough?

He Baizhou's expression was very serious, "You also said before that the act of finding a substitute is very disgusting. Then let me ask you, you will endure this disgust to tease the person who regards you as a substitute, Just to 'revenge' her?"

"of course not!"

"Nor do I." He Baizhou looked at her, "So will Shao Peiran do it? She is such a person—and if it is revenge, shouldn't she lie to me to confess, and then humiliate me severely? Why did you find me Seriously, but solemnly refuse?"

"...So?" Gao Yiwen realized that she seemed to be falling into He Baizhou's theory, and suddenly felt something was wrong.

"So..." He Baizhou smiled, "It's not that she doesn't like me, it's just that she may have other concerns."

Of course, He Baizhou is no longer blind.She knew that this good feeling meant nothing, at least compared to her liking for Shao Peiran, it was too little and too weak, and it was impossible to suddenly change Shao Peiran's attitude.

But even so, she still uncontrollably gave birth to infinite happiness.

Even... He Baizhou looked at the ceiling, and couldn't help but think, maybe... If he had nodded at that time, maybe Shao Peiran would go along with the flow and have something to do with her.Maybe he won't pay attention to her, and he doesn't plan to fall in love with her, but at least he doesn't hate her, and he is even willing to get close to her.

However, she still had to be thankful that nothing happened at that time, otherwise, the story might have changed in another way.

Seeing what He Baizhou was thinking, Gao Yiwen suddenly smirked, and couldn't bear to look directly at her, so she simply ignored her and left quietly.

He Baizhou thought for a while, but after all his energy was low, he slowly fell asleep.

Just had a very light, very happy dream.Although I can't remember what was in the dream, but such a happy mood lasted for a long time.

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"Promise to be each other's stand-in (GL)"

Author: Yi Qingruo

Valentine's Day.

Xie Nanyuan received the custom-made perfume from Lu Kaiyan, feeling indifferent.We have known each other for three years, but she has always smelled of disinfectant, when has she ever used perfume?

There was an artificial surprise on his face, "Thank you dear."

Then he took out the gift he had prepared, a pair of limited edition sneakers.

Of course she knew that Lu Kaiyan was a nerd all the year round and hated sports the most, but the gift wasn't chosen for her in the first place.

Fortunately, I just use you as a stand-in.

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If there is a white moonlight shining outside your window, of course a cinnabar mole can be dotted on my heart.

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