When rivals dress as husband and wife

The first time I saw Gu Jianwan was at the orientation meeting of the high school. At that time, he spoke on stage on behalf of the freshmen, and the clear voice unique to teenagers echoed in the newly built plastic playground.The girls around were talking about him. I squinted my eyes and looked ahead. The people on the stage had short hair cuts, their eyes were slightly lowered, and they occasionally glanced at the crowd below, but their expressions were not happy or angry.However, the ugly school uniform worn by many people has a delicate beauty on his body.At that time, I questioned the saying "Buddha depends on gold clothing, and people depend on clothing".Sometimes clothes also depend on who wears them. Look at the one on the stage, isn't it a living example.

At that time, I was still the person who gave the headmaster the most headache in the high school attached to Normal University. I often "robbed houses" with my friends from the technical school opposite, with a cigarette in my mouth.Even if it is a welcome meeting, it will definitely not stay in peace.With my high school entrance examination scores, how can I get the best high school in L City, but it's all through the back door.I have expressed strong dissatisfaction with my father's decision, but it is useless, I still have to go to class obediently.But then I thought that my stubborn old man did a pretty good job.Otherwise, how could it be possible for me to meet Gu Jianwan, study hard for him, and finally enter the highest university in L City with him.

Every school’s orientation meeting is equally boring, and the headmaster with a beer belly exclaimed, “Golden autumn in September, sweet osmanthus is fragrant, and we have welcomed a new class of students. They are the freshest blood in the school.” After a long time, I will always feel tired.I got up and was about to go out to smoke a cigarette and come back, but unexpectedly, I was seen by the Mediterranean on the stage, and he called me back to the stage directly.Mediterranean is the vice-principal of our school. He is so thankful that he has only a ring of hair left, so everyone calls him Mediterranean.I remember I told Gu Jiangwan that thanks to Mediterranean's short hair, if it was longer, he must be Sha Wujing.Gu Jiangwan's smile at that time was really bright.

Hai Hai is my dad’s old classmate. He took care of me a lot during the three years of high school. Later, when I was admitted to university, Hai Hai’s slap slapped me on the head, “This is really a young man on the grave of the Bai family’s ancestors. You're smoking, you actually got into L University." I knew he was teasing me, after all, the joy in his eyes couldn't be fooled.I turned around and said to him, "I won't go anywhere in the future, I will go back to our school as the principal, and I will throw you into the logistics department on the first day of my appointment."

The sea slapped louder, "You boy, you are so cruel."

I knew that my wish could not be fulfilled, but I did not expect that Mediterranean died suddenly of a heart attack in my sophomore year.His funeral was very big, because he had enough students, so it can be said that the world is full of peaches and plums.I didn't go to his funeral on the day of his funeral. I went to the cemetery to see him on the second day after the funeral. The photo on the tombstone was taken when he was at work, and he looked very high-spirited.

After he called me to the stage, he even said to Gu Jianwan, "I will put him in the same class as you, and you will be in charge of supervising him. If he is still so mischievous and mischievous, I will only ask you."

Gu Jiangwan didn't say anything, just nodded lightly, and since then, Gu Jiangwan has become my inseparable friend.Gu Jiangwan wears school uniform all year round, and goes back to wash it once a week on weekends, and then puts it on again next week.At that time, I always thought that he was a good kid from a poor family but working hard.At first I planned to help him, but then I thought he was such a proud person, he would definitely not want to accept my charity, so I gave up.This kind of cognition has been maintained for two years. When I was in the third year of high school, my family held a reception. I saw him coming in from the door. He was wearing a tailor-made handmade suit and classic Gucci leather shoes on his feet. A faint cologne scent.Only then did I know what his family background was like.So I have to praise Gu Jiangwan's camouflage technique.

Since I was in junior high school, I knew that my sexual orientation was different from others. At that time, I naturally suffered and hesitated, but after thinking about it, I was gay, and the worst thing was not to get married.Children always think very simple. If they have not experienced it, they will never know how difficult it is for people in this circle. Parents don't like it, friends disdain it, and there is no child as the bond between emotions.Going on this road recklessly is tantamount to quenching thirst with poison, and in the end, you still can't escape the end of death.

The longer you get along with Gu Jiangwan, the more you will discover the advantages of him. The clothes he wears are very simple, but his gestures are very elegant.He never showed any impatience when he gave me lectures, and he would make some harmless jokes with me.When the results of the college entrance examination came out, I got drunk with him for a whole night, but from the beginning to the end, the only emotion I could express to him was gratitude.

After going to university, Gu Jiangwan's personality has changed a lot. He is more cheerful and calm than before. Similarly, he is more popular than before.Girls in college are more open than high school girls, they can like Gu Jiangwan without any scruples, even if they are rejected, they are happy.There are more and more people around him, but he never said who he likes, I am very happy, at least, the person who has been with him is me.

Until he met Ji Yuting, I knew that my secret love finally ended without a problem.I never knew he could be so gentle, but his gentleness has always belonged to the person he likes.I gave up, so I applied to a foreign school as an exchange student for a period of time. I was trying to forget him, but for so many years, he has been imprinted in my bones.Habits can really become natural, obviously, he has become my habit.

Since this semester, I still have contact with him on the phone, and occasionally come out to meet him. The expression on his face has become more and more colorful, and he has a certain demeanor when talking and laughing.He began to resemble Uncle Gu, both in appearance and character.

Every time he came out to meet each other, what he told was about Ji Yuting, but later, another name was involved in his words - Lin Muan.That is his rival in love, Tie Cao from the Chinese Department, a gentle and elegant boy, usually wearing a white polo shirt and distressed jeans, clean and fresh.

Both of them are very suitable to be male protagonists in novels, one is urban romance and the other is campus gossip.The two of them are always at war, but when they stand together, I somehow feel that they are a good match.At that time, I thought, I would rather Gu Jiangwan and Lin Muan be together, at least let me know that Gu Jiangwan is a person who can be broken.Obviously, this is unlikely.

After one semester, when I returned to school, he took care of me. I told him that I wanted to open a bar. The name had already been decided, and it was called Night Fire.He just said yes and asked if I needed money, I shook my head.It was also on that day that I told him that I was gay. Fortunately, he didn't laugh at me or despise me, but just responded with a faint "hmm".It feels like I'm saying I didn't eat this afternoon.

Afterwards, he asked me if I was interested in him.

I punched him and said, "I like the petite and lovely pure zero. If I were with him, I would definitely be the one below."

Gu Jiangwan smiled and didn't say anything. At that time, I wanted to say, but for you, I would like to be the next one.But I can't say it, if I say it, there is no way to retreat, and if I say it, I can't turn back.

Ever since he knew Lin Muan, he has paid close attention to this person. He has Lin Muan's account number, he knows Lin Muan's most commonly used forum vest, and he is always following Lin Muan. He paid more attention to Ji Yuting than Ji Yuting.I also smiled and asked him if he was interested in Lin Muan.

Gu Jiangwan said that only by knowing yourself and the enemy can you win a hundred battles. At that time, he was proud and full of vigor.

When I was a junior, he asked me for my campus forum number, and he replied in a post wearing a "light cypress" vest. That post was about Lin Muan's misappropriation of public funds from the school's student union. Xiang, but Gu Qiaowan tried his best to protect him, and finally helped him find out the "real murderer".

I know what Gu Jiangwan means, he can fight Lin Muan on the opposite side, but he can't win him because of this matter, it's too dishonorable.

Time passed quickly, and I was about to graduate in a blink of an eye. On the day of my senior year graduation, Gu Qiaowan came to my place for a drink and said that Ji Yuting was leaving.At that time, I was so afraid that if he said something, I would leave too.So I tried my best to tie him up with his family and keep him from leaving.

Fortunately, he didn't leave L City, but he passed away.The moment I heard the bad news, I rushed to the airport like crazy. The rain was so heavy and so deep. In the end, the blood flowed into the sewer along the rainwater. It was so sad that I couldn't even see his blood.

He and Lin Mu'an died together. I don't know what Ji Yuting thought when she saw this scene. I only know that it's really ironic.Can God not see them "running wild" in the 21st century?

I stayed in the coffee shop next to the airport all night, I didn't know what to do, I walked around a person for so long, he was gone, I was still here, what should I do.

I went to his funeral. Uncle Gu's gray hair on the temples seemed to have aged ten years overnight, while Aunt Gu, the woman who always smiled softly, always had tears streaming down her eyes, over and over again. Wipe it away, flow down over and over again, and you can't stop it.

I walked up slowly and took Aunt Gu's hand without saying a word.At this time, saying anything is wrong, I think, he must have held his mother's hand like this...

Recently, I always dream of him. When I dream of him, there is always a person next to him. That person is not Ji Yuting, but Lin Muan...

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