Superstar Growth Handbook

Xia Chen leaned on the railing, turned to look at Lu Yaoyang, and said, "It's like my birthday." Even though he said that, his tone was very happy.

Lu Yaoyang smiled lightly, hugged Xia Chen from behind, and said, "I'm happy if you like it." The gentle words were like love words.

Xia Chen was stunned. He didn't feel anything when Ayang hugged him before, and he didn't know what happened today. He suddenly felt a little shy and uneasy. Maybe it was the words Ayang just said, which were very lingering, like a lover's world. raving.

After being silent for a while, Xia Chen continued, "The birthday gift can only be given to you tomorrow."

Lu Yaoyang nodded, smiled, and said, "Okay."

Then the two fell silent, looking at the beautiful fireworks that were still blooming.

Until the last firework fell and the hustle and bustle ceased, Lu Yaoyang let go of Xia Chen and said, "Let's go."

Xia Chen nodded, and the two walked down the mountain one after the other.

Xia Chen was in front, walking quietly without saying a word, but his eyes seemed to be too flustered to rest, and kept looking around.

Lu Yaoyang followed Xia Chen behind him, at a distance of one meter, no more and no less, just followed Xia Chen quietly, looking at Xia Chen's back, his eyes were full of thoughts.

"There are fireflies!"

When he was about to walk halfway up the mountain, Xia Chen suddenly stopped and pointed at the bright light in the grass, with a look of surprise on his face.

Lu Yaoyang stopped, paused for a while, walked to Xia Chen's side, held Xia Chen's hand, and said, "Yes."

Lu Yaoyang's palms were a little wet and the temperature was too high, but it was the end of summer and early autumn and it was late at night. When the wind blew, it felt a little chilly. How could his hands be so hot? The hot Xia Chen's heart trembled, and he was stunned. Blank, even the fireflies don't know how to read it.

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Something seemed to have been pierced.

Xia Chen didn't speak, and Lu Yaoyang didn't speak, Xia Chen didn't break free, and Lu Yaoyang didn't let go either.

The two stood there in a daze.

"more than friends."

Suddenly, Lu Yaoyang spoke.

Xia Chen's heart skipped a beat, and suddenly all the memories of getting along with Lu Yaoyang in the past came to mind. He accompanied him to the college entrance examination, stayed by his side when his father left, and called him every day. There was no way to make a phone call. He wrote letters from time to time, and he was the first one to come to see him when he came back. He spoke in a gentle tone, and occasionally acted like a baby, but there was pampering for him, and the look in his eyes was so tolerant.

Friends, will friends really do this?

Xia Chen is not stupid, he had noticed it when Ayang came back from the army, but he has been ignoring it all the time, but rather than ignoring it, it is better to say that he is not ready yet.

I have seen many homosexuals abroad, especially in the city where he lives, there are many gays, but just agreeing with him does not mean that he can really accept that he is also gay.

It takes not only time, but also courage.

Lu Yaoyang looked down at Xia Chen. When Xia Chen didn't break free from his hand, he knew that Xia Chen was struggling. It wasn't that he had no hope at all. Xia Chen would hesitate or struggle. This was not his one-man show alone.He believed that Xia Chen just needed a little time to accept him and their relationship.

"After you know it, you won't avoid me, you won't avoid me, you won't hate me, that's fine, it's fine as before."

Xia Chen couldn't help feeling angry. He didn't know if it was for himself, for his hesitation, or for Lu Yaoyang, but he had to speak clearly.

"If you want to be the same as before, why would you say those words!" Xia Chen raised his head and looked at Lu Yaoyang, but when he met Lu Yaoyang's eyes, he was immediately defeated. There was too much emotion in it, and he couldn't bear it.

Lu Yaoyang sighed softly, his tone was faint, full of forbearance and love, "I can't help it."

After all, although Lu Yaoyang is old, he is still young, especially when facing Shang Xiachen, a person whose every move can draw his infinite thoughts, it is not easy to endure for more than a year.

Xia Chen lowered his head, he couldn't ignore the love in Lu Yaoyang's tone, he was silent for a long time, but still couldn't think of how to answer, after a long time, he said: "Go back first." The tone couldn't be weaker.

Naturally, Lu Yaoyang couldn't bear Xia Chen's embarrassment, and what he wanted to say had already been revealed, and now he only needed to give Xia Chen time.

"Brother, can you promise me one thing?"

Xia Chen raised his head and looked at Lu Yaoyang, with a helpless and troubled face, "What's the matter?"

Lu Yaoyang looked at Xia Chen, begging: "Even if you don't agree to me, can you stop dating, just one year, one year."

Xia Chen snorted twice, and said in a low voice, "I didn't intend to talk about it in the first place."

Lu Yaoyang smiled softly, held Xia Chen's hand tightly, and said, "Let's go."

The driver of the Lu family was waiting at the foot of the mountain. He originally thought that the young master was so well-intentioned to prepare for a girl, but now he and a man came back, holding hands. The driver was a little surprised. After another look, this was not with Is that the young master of the Xia family who played well with the young master?So the driver understood again.

The two got into the car, but still didn't let go of their hands, Lu Yaoyang said to the driver: "Go to Xia's house."

The driver nodded and drove towards Xia's house.

There were almost no vehicles on the road in the early morning, so the driver drove very fast, and soon arrived at Xia's house. Lu Yaoyang got off the car and sent Xia Chen to the door of the house. Then the two of them let go of their hands. At some point, their hands fell apart. wet.

Xia Chen opened the door, entered the room, hesitated for a while, turned to look at Lu Yaoyang, and said, "Good night."

Lu Yaoyang smiled lightly, "Good night."

Xia Chen nodded, closed the door, her face turned red at a speed visible to the naked eye, and her heart beat too fast.

After a while, Xia Chen's heartbeat returned to normal. He breathed a sigh of relief, and Xia Chen tiptoed upstairs. He said hello to his elder brother before, and he would not wait for him to come back. He should be sleeping at this time.

Back in her room, Xia Chen turned on the light, looked at the window, hesitated for a while, walked over, poked her head out, and fell into the eyes of the people downstairs.

Seeing that after Xia Chen entered the house, Lu Yaoyang did not leave, he still stood at the door and waited until he saw the light in Xia Chen's room turned on, then Lu Yaoyang was ready to leave.

But it's also a coincidence, just as he was about to get in the car, he turned his head and met Xia Chen's gaze.

Lu Yaoyang smiled lightly and said, "Good night."

There was silence in the air late at night, and Lu Yaoyang's good night broke the silence and reached Xia Chen's ears.

Xia Chen pretended to be calm, waved his hands, and said, "Bye." After finishing speaking, he immediately closed the curtains and returned to the house.

But the heartbeat was still beating fast.

Lu Yaoyang lowered his head, raised the corners of his lips, got into the car, and said to the driver: "Go back." His tone was rare and brisk.

The driver glanced at Lu Yaoyang from the rearview mirror, quite curious.

After washing, Xia Chen lay on the bed, unable to sleep for a long time.What kept repeating in his mind was the matter between him and Lu Yaoyang.Undoubtedly, Lu Yaoyang's appearance brought him a lot of happiness, as well as the caring company he longed for most.

Although he is youngest, his father does not love his mother, and there is a big age gap with his brothers and sisters, so he can't play together, so when he was young, he was quite lonely. Although he had friends, he did not have the love of his relatives. always wanted.It's just that he longed for it until he was an adult, but he still couldn't get the love of his parents. Fortunately, the elder brother treated him very well, and even luckier, he met Lu Yaoyang.

When he first returned to China, he was actually uneasy in his heart. He had no friends or relatives, but he didn't say anything to anyone, and he couldn't find anyone to confide in.I haven't seen my elder brother for many years, and I didn't have a deep relationship when I was young, so the two of them were actually quite unfamiliar when they first met, and it was only later that the relationship between the two became better.

Fortunately, he met Ayang, although he didn't recognize him when he met again, after all, Ayang after growing up is very different from when he was a child.However, he was very happy. After returning to China, he could still meet his old friends, but that was all. He thought they were the ones between gentlemen, but what he didn't expect was that Ayang regarded him as such a good friend, and he always remembered him. He, he was very moved, and the relationship between the two became more and more familiar.

What Ayang brought to him was the love of both friends and relatives, and he began to be nostalgic for this feeling, which was what he lacked the most in the past 19 years.So this is also the reason why he can't simply reject Ayang, he longs for love, this lack of emotion over the years has made him feel insecure, he hopes to get the love of more people, the love of his elder brother, the love of Ayang like.

So even though he understood Ayang's feelings for him, he didn't let go. Although he was mentally prepared, he still couldn't get over this hurdle.

Forget it.

Xia Chen sighed, and hid in the bed, he can be a shrinking turtle now!

The person suffering from insomnia is not only Xia Chen, but also Lu Yaoyang over there.

However, the reason for Lu Yaoyang's insomnia was completely different from Xia Chen's. Xia Chen was hesitating, but Lu Yaoyang was thinking about when Xia Chen would agree to him.

Lu Yaoyang has a very smart mind and is good at calculating everything. In this relationship, he is also calculating, calculating the return. Although his request is not directly proportional to his contribution, he only asks that after knowing this relationship, Xia It was enough that Chen didn't hate him or avoid him.

But people are greedy. When Xia Chen really didn't reject him, he began to think again, when Xia Chen would accept him?

He knew that Xia Chen was hesitating, because Xia Chen also had feelings for him, although not many, but some, so he was hesitating and struggling, but he didn't know how long Xia Chen would hesitate.

But it's okay, he is patient, although not enough when facing Xia Chen, but as long as Xia Chen has feelings for him, he can be more patient.

The next day

It is rare for Xia Chen to have a rest day, but Xia Chen is not happy. Today is Lu Yaoyang's sixteenth birthday. Meet the man who just confessed to him yesterday.

Thinking of this, Xia Chen became lazy and refused to get up from the bed.

"Kuukou—Xia Chen, why don't you come down to eat?" Xia Kui's voice sounded from outside the door.

Xia Kui was going to work, but seeing that Xia Chen hadn't come down to eat, she went upstairs to ask.

Xia Chen wailed softly, not wanting to get out of bed, and said, "I still want to sleep for a while."

Xia Kui said: "Eat breakfast before going to sleep, you have to eat breakfast."

Xia Chen lifted the quilt and got out of bed, "I'll go down to eat after I brush my teeth."

Xia Kui looked at his arm and said, "Okay." After speaking, he turned and went downstairs.

Xia Chen dawdled in the bathroom for a while before slowly going downstairs to eat, looking absent-minded.

I almost burned my mouth when I drank porridge. I watched TV and watched shopping programs, but I never pressed it. At noon, I stopped watching TV and wandered around the room. I didn’t know what to do. Finally, I just walked to the door and planned to Go outside for a walk, but just as he was about to change his shoes, Mother Qiao stopped him.

"Fifth Young Master, don't you want to change your clothes?"

Xia Chen stopped, looked at Qiao's mother with a puzzled expression, then looked down at her clothes, she was still wearing pajamas!

Embarrassed, Xia Chen went back upstairs, "I'll change my clothes."

After changing clothes, Xia Chen lost the interest to go out again, lying on the bed with a dull expression.

Will he ask him the answer today?will ask?won't ask?If he asked, how should I answer?If he didn't ask, should I take the initiative to talk to him?

One question after another lingered in Xia Chen's mind, but there was no answer.

Hey, Xia Chen sighed, and lifted the quilt to cover her head.

How to do it?

However, time does not stand still because of this, in the blink of an eye, it is six o'clock.

Xia Kui came back early and was going to take Xia Chen to Lu Yaoyang's birthday party. The Lu family must give them face.

Xia Chen didn't have time to think about anything, so he changed into a serious suit and went to the hotel with his elder brother.

It was the off-duty time, and there were many cars on the road, and they didn't drive to the hotel entrance until seven o'clock.

At this time, the entrance was already full of luxury cars, and the underground garage was already fully parked. Those who were invited and those who were not all wanted to come and join in the fun. After all, such a big scene does not happen every year.Even the media flocked to the door, waiting for today's protagonist to appear.

The doorman of the hotel came over and opened the car door. Xia Kui got out of the car first, and Xia Chen followed behind. The two walked into the door of the hotel. Two waiters stood on both sides, "Sir, the invitation letter."

Xia Kui handed the waiter a card, and the waiter took it and swiped it on the machine. The names and photos of Xia Kui and Xia Chen were displayed on it.

The waiter handed the card to Xia Kui and said, "Please come inside, Mr. Xia."

Xia Kui took back the card and walked inside.

Xia Chen is a little puzzled, but it's just a birthday, why are you so strict?But before he had time to think about this question, he froze.

Lu Yaoyang stood not far away and looked at him.