[Pretenders and Changsha] Mr. Ming

Gu Qingming didn't seem to want to say anything more to Mingtai. He helped Ah Cheng clean up the dishes after eating quietly. Mingtai seemed to want to help, but Gu Qingming refused. He said: "You Go and see if the eldest brother has finished eating, and if he has finished eating, please help me put away the bowls and chopsticks."

Mingtai obviously didn't dare to push Gu Qingming, so he had to go slowly.

"Qingming, do you want to say something to me?" In the kitchen, Ah Cheng took the initiative to ask.Gu Qingming was silent for a moment, as if he was evaluating whether what he was going to say next was appropriate, but Ah Cheng didn't rush him.After a long time, Gu Qingming seemed to have made up his mind, "I don't know what Brother Ah Cheng and Brother Ming did, and I dare not ask. I just want to know what I can do."

Only then did Ah Cheng suddenly realize that for Ming Tai, the time in Shanghai might be very simple, but for Gu Qingming, it was just depression and disappointment.The reasons why Gu Qingming and Mingtai came back to Shanghai were different from the beginning. Mingtai didn't care where it was, and it didn't matter whether it could do anything—if it could be done, it would try its best, and if it couldn't, it would stick to its duty.He doesn't really care about it, and he doesn't demand it from himself.But Gu Qingming was not.Gu Qingming came to Shanghai for the same purpose as he joined the army, he wanted to serve the country and do something to save the country.He came to Shanghai just because he had the opportunity to do things, and he could escape from his father's endless interference and obstruction.

So he has requirements for himself, he doesn't want to feel that he came to Shanghai because he is greedy for life and afraid of death, and he doesn't want him to hint to himself that 'Gu Qingming is incompetent'.

But in the past few months in Shanghai, he had no assignments and did nothing. He seemed to be just a spectator, and his only role was to cover up the identities of Yu Manli and the others.In the end, Yu Manli even drank a glass of poisoned wine for him.

Yu Manli wanted to protect him and fulfill him, but it was nothing more than a humiliation and trample on him.He doesn't blame Yu Manli, it's just because he knows that her intention is for his own good.

Ah Cheng blamed himself very much. He should have understood Gu Qingming, but he didn't care about Gu Qingming's mood, and he didn't do anything for him.They both thought they were right and wanted to protect everyone, but in the end they didn't know when they hurt each other.Ah Cheng said with some apologies: "Qingming, I can't tell you many things, but I hope you know that you have done a lot for us. You may think that the swords and guns on the battlefield are the most valuable, but in fact, There are too many people dancing swords and guns in Shanghai, so many that we don’t need any more. Qingming, but you are the one we need.”

Gu Qingming didn't speak, but Ah Cheng could see that he didn't agree with his statement.Ah Cheng hesitated for a moment, "Qingming, not everything... lingering is not as great as sacrificing. Sometimes I feel that I am not alive enough... but I think we should believe that everything we do today will show up one day For what it's worth. You may think a man is the one to charge forward, but there are a lot of things in this world that require you more than these."

Ah Cheng thought he had already said too much, and it would be too careless if he continued. He looked at Gu Qingming's expression, hesitated for a moment, and then lightly patted Gu Qingming's shoulder.

Mingtai came down with the bowls and chopsticks used by Minglou, and pouted when he saw that the two were very close, but maybe it was because Gu Qingming seemed to be in a bad mood, so he didn't say much, just arguing with Ah Cheng for do the washing up.Ah Cheng knew that he probably wanted to comfort Gu Qingming, so he didn't set up any obstacles, so he used the excuse to go to see Minglou.

"Qingming, I know you're not happy." Mingtai was even more straightforward than Ah Cheng, "Although I don't know how you made an agreement with the teacher, I know you definitely don't want to accomplish nothing by yourself. But Qingming, you are alive It's an achievement."

Gu Qingming couldn't refute this sentence, because as a living person, he despised his own existence, which was disrespectful to the dead, so he could only say: "Mingtai, stop talking."

Mingtai has always been obedient to Gu Qingming, but today he seemed unusually stubborn, he grabbed Gu Qingming's hand, "Now the house is just such a quiet place to talk, Qingming, just listen to me."

"What do you mean by that?" Gu Qingming suddenly became stern, and almost stern.

Mingtai was not intimidated by his expression, he said: "Brother and Brother Acheng were whispering here that day, why? They spend less time talking in the study now, why? Brother Acheng is here to explain to you , but refused to say a word in the living room, why? Qingming, you don't want to be a fool, how do you know that I don't want to be a sensible ghost?"

"But I don't want you to be a fool." Gu Qingming pushed Mingtai's hand away, he spoke plainly, but to Mingtai it was like a firework exploding in a quiet night.Mingtai grinned, but he also knew that now was not the time to dwell on this, "Of course I want to live, because I want to live with you and live a long life with you."

Gu Qingming's face became hot, and he turned his head away without saying a word.Mingtai licked his lips, he knew Gu Qingming too well, he knew very well that if he just used such words to confuse Gu Qingming, even if it worked for a while, he would inevitably be blamed in the future, "Qingming, I know you always feel that you should do It's right to do something. However, I think... everyone has their own place in life. Didn't the eldest sister want to do something before? But after the eldest brother and Ah Cheng returned, didn't she stop doing it? If Isn’t that what we do if we don’t cause obstacles to other people’s great achievements? Besides, it’s not like you didn’t do it. You took Yu Manli to the banquet, and you just hit me in front of Wang Manchun. did you do it?"

When Gu Qingming asked him to say this, he felt that he had been hit hard in front of Wang Manchun just now, but he was always thin-skinned, so he was embarrassed to ask Mingtai directly if it still hurts.After hesitating for a moment, he just said, "I hit hard just now."

Mingtai touched his face, and smiled, "How can you make people think that you are really angry if you don't use heavy hands?" When he said this, he suddenly froze, and then leaned forward and asked: "Qingming, don't you really think that I like Yu Yu? Manli, right? You believe me, right?"

Gu Qingming seemed to smile, but didn't say anything.

Seeing his smile, Mingtai knew that he was just pretending, so he felt relieved, and continued: "What you have done is very important, at least for the other parties involved. Isn't this the reason why we come back?" Is it the purpose? We didn’t come back to make contributions and leave a name in history, we just wanted to help.”

This is not to lower Gu Qingming's psychological expectations, but to remind him of their original intention.Perhaps at the beginning, Wang Tianfeng really hoped that Mingtai would become the most important link in the whole Shanghai station plan—maybe even a fatal link, but since Gu Qingming appeared, the situation has changed.

Mingtai did not finish his course, nor did he really form a partner with Yu Manli. In the end, the person who cooperated with Yu Manli became Guo Qiyun instead. position has been weakened.

Gu Qingming pursed his lips and said after a while: "I know what you mean. I was thinking too much."

Mingtai knew that although Gu Qingming was proud and thin-skinned, he would never say what he meant to those around him. If he said he knew, he must have accepted his own words.Mingtai felt relieved, smiled and leaned over to squeeze Gu Qingming away, and wanted to wash the dishes for him. Gu Qingming was already halfway through washing the dishes, but when he saw that Mingtai insisted on doing it himself, he didn't stop him, and made room for him to wash the dishes for him "Mingtai, I misunderstood you a lot before."

In Gu Qingming's mind, Mingtai has always been a child at heart, loves to play and make trouble, so even if he once helped him in acting, Gu Qingming still treats him as a child - although Gu Qingming himself is not much older than Mingtai.

"Qingming, what did you mean when you said that you don't want me to be a fool?" Of course, Mingtai didn't want Gu Qingming to assume that all his actions were children's nonsense, so when he heard Gu Qingming say this While talking, Mingtai knew that a once-in-a-lifetime opportunity was coming to him.

Mingtai happens to be a person who is very good at seizing opportunities and never letting go of a glimmer of hope.

Gu Qingming didn't want to be coy about being a little girl, but she was really too embarrassed to say too much, so she thought for a while before saying, "I also hope that you can live well and live a long life."

Mingtai pouted, thinking that what he said was perfunctory and insincere, and was about to continue to ask, 'Then why do you hope that I can live well and live a long life?Is it because you like me too? ', but suddenly remembered what he said just now.

'Because I want to live with you and live a long life with you. '

He suddenly grinned, "Okay, then I will live with you and live a long life with you." [1]

If you don't want to speak directly, then I will speak for you. Anyway, what you say to me is the same.

The author has something to say: [1] This is really not a flag, the proprietor has said he is sure he

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