I am waiting for you in Rio

What about Li Lisa?Was there ever love between me and her?Yang Yang thought about it carefully, and felt that there were still some. If he didn't love her at all, how could he be with her?It's just that this feeling is very shallow, not enough to make people feel happy, and it is far less than the deep feeling of his admiration and admiration for Park Xinzhong in the past ten years.Some people say that there is only a thin line between admiration and love, so in Yang Yang's heart, when did he break through this thin line?Is it the kiss on a rainy night in 12 years?Or that sweet hug from 11?Or is it Park Shin Joong's clothes on his shoulders for 10 years?Is it even earlier?Yang Yang himself doesn't know about these things, and he doesn't care. There is only one thing in his heart now, that is, he knows that he is in love with him.

In the past, after Park Shinjoong figured out his feelings for Yang Yang, he always thought that I am not gay, but why do I like him?And he also carefully considered the consequences of this relationship.But Yang Yang didn't. Due to the difference in personality between the two, the way of thinking is also very different.At this time, Yang Yang didn't think about why I like him at all. In his heart, if he likes him, he likes him. What is there to think about?I'm going to chase him and stay with him. This is serious. In the future, we will retire together, and then go to an enlightened country to get married and settle down.The more Yang Yang thought about it, the more excited he became, and the more excited he became, the more he couldn't sleep. Seeing that it was almost dawn, he was still thinking about it in his heart.

At 06:30, Yang Yang heard something outside, it was his mother getting up to prepare breakfast.After a while, after seven o'clock, the door of Yang Yang's room was opened a crack, and Sister Ming leaned over to look inside.She is a university teacher. Originally, it was the winter vacation and she didn't have to go to work, but today it happened to be her turn to be on duty, and she was about to leave at this time, so she came to see if her son woke up.

"Hey, Mom." As soon as Sister Ming opened the door, she saw Yang Yang wrapped in the blanket and giggling.

"Are you awake? It's so early today." Seeing that he was awake, Sister Ming walked in, "There is food left for you, for a while... Whoops, what's wrong with your eyes? Look at this red one, is it?" Don’t you have pink eye? Let me see.”

Sister Ming went to open half of the curtains after speaking, the room was much brighter, then she grabbed Yang Yang's head to look at his eyes.

"Mom, what are you doing? This is, I haven't gotten up yet, in case someone sees..."

"Okay, okay, a young man who has time to see you." Sister Ming said while grabbing Yang Yang's head to look, and saw that his eyes were indeed red, as red as a rabbit, with dark circles under his eyes.

"It's okay, Mom, I just didn't sleep well at night." Yang Yang yawned as he spoke, feeling very sleepy.He cried a lot last night and stayed up all night, so it's no wonder his eyes weren't red.

"Didn't sleep well? What's the matter?" Sister Ming looked at him and didn't think he was sick, so she let him go.

"Mom, I'm going to find you a good wife this time, so good that you and my father don't even have to talk about it, so I'm sure you'll be satisfied."

"Hurry up and pull it down, just with your eyes! What's the matter, you have another goal?"

"I... that..." Yang Yang thought for a while, and felt that the horoscope hadn't been written yet. Besides, he didn't know his parents' attitude towards this matter, so let's wait.

At this time, it was time for Sister Ming to go to work. She didn't care to ask any more questions, so she closed the curtains for Yang Yang and told him, "I have to go. You can sleep for a while before getting up to eat. They are all on the dining table. When you eat, warm them up." hot."

"Ah."

"It's enough to just eat, don't eat snacks, so that you won't have to work hard to lose weight after eating fat."

"Oh."

"Okay, I'm leaving."

"Well, be careful on the road."

Sister Ming closed the door and left. Yang Yang fell asleep and didn't get up until eleven o'clock.After that day, he began to focus on learning about same-sex relationships. Anyway, he was fine at home during this time, and he learned a lot of bits and pieces.At the same time, he also confessed to Park Xinzhong and wrote him a so-called "love letter", but because he still used the old mailbox, these confessions also fell into disrepair.In fact, what he didn't know was that just when he was eager to confess his love, Park Xinzhong was making himself forget him.

At the end of February, Yang Yang couldn't bear it any longer. He wanted to sneak to South Korea to find Park Shin-jung, but he hadn't made a plan yet, so the team informed him to start training next month.This is good news for Yang Yang, it means that the team is going to lift the ban on him, the matter is of great importance, and he has to let go of chasing boyfriends or something, anyway, the future will last forever.Later this month, Yang Yang gained some weight again. At this time, he had already weighed more than 200 kilograms. The original abdominal muscles on his stomach also disappeared and fused into a large piece.Besides, he was already fair, but now he was bored at home for more than two months, and his skin was so white and tender that he became a big white and fat man.In view of his lack of training for a long time, the team arranged for him to only practice physical fitness on land for the time being, and then go into the water after his body adapts.

On March [-]th, Zhejiang Institute of Physical Education and the National Swimming Management Center successively announced the lifting of the ban on Yang Yang. The major media rushed to report, and he also began to formally train with the team.During the period when Yang Yang was punished, he thought a lot about career and life, and he had never been so deep in his simple and smooth life before.During this period, he thought of Park Xinzhong time and time again. Comparing his experiences from childhood to adulthood and his current situation, Yang Yang not only felt distressed, but more importantly, he learned to cherish and be grateful.After more than a year of setbacks and blows, he now thinks more like a man, not like an unscathed boy like before.

Yang Yang's training was very hard. Sister Ming didn't let him eat snacks when he was resting at home some time ago, but he couldn't control his mouth, so his weight increased from the original 170 jins to the current 1.9 jins.In fact, for ordinary people, with a height of [-] meters eight, this weight is still reasonable.But poor Yang Yang is not an ordinary person, he is a professional swimmer, such weight will greatly affect his speed.So what Sister Ming once said, "I have to work hard to lose weight in the future", has finally come true. Now Yang Yang trains intensively every day, but he can only eat porridge and boiled vegetables for every meal. He is so hungry that his eyes are green. The content has also changed from Pu Xinzhong to various chicken, duck and fish meat.

After two months like this, Yang Yang successfully lost nearly 200 catties, and his weight basically returned to its original level.At this time, the National Swimming Championships will also begin, which is also the trial of the Incheon Asian Games. Yang Yang will sign up for three events: 400 meters, 1500 meters and [-] meters. This is his first official swimming since the National Games in September last year. contest.

On May 5, Yang Yang won the 12-meter championship with a time of 200:1; on May 46, he won the 04-meter championship with a time of 14:400.Just two months ago, at the New South Wales State Swimming Open in Australia, Park Shin-joong's results in these two items were 3:45 and 12:1, respectively.Yang Yang compared his results and felt that he still had to work hard. If he wanted to beat him in the Asian Games, he had to recover quickly.

On May 5, after Yang Yang participated in the 16-meter preliminaries, his heart began to feel uncomfortable, as if being tightly held by a big hand, and he was so painful that he couldn't breathe.He had suffered from myocarditis before, and the myocardial cells were damaged. This time, the old problem recurred, so he went to the team doctor covering his heart.The team doctor checked him, asked about the situation, and brought him a box of Wanshuangli.This drug can improve myocardial ischemia. Since 1500, Yang Yang has used it several times, and the effect is very good.This time too, Yang Yang took the medicine and rested for a night, and the symptoms disappeared when he woke up the next day.The 08-meter final was arranged that night, and Yang Yang won the championship again and won his third gold medal in this competition.

Shortly thereafter, Yang Yang went to Australia for training to make final preparations for the Incheon Asian Games.The training location is still on the Gold Coast. After two years of absence, Yang Yang finally set foot on this land again, and his heart is full of emotions.But just a few days after he arrived in Australia, when he was still undergoing adaptive training, a secret email was suddenly sent from China, saying that he had tested positive for doping in the recent National Swimming Championships.what? What?Doping!Positive?Yang Yang was stunned by the news, and stood there for 2 minutes without moving.Where did the stimulants come from?It was the first thing that came to his mind as soon as he could turn.

Yang Yang became a professional athlete at the age of 13. He has never had anything to do with doping in the past ten years. The news was like a thunderbolt to Yang Yang.But what was the drug that was detected this time?How did it get into the body?At this time, Yang Yang still didn't know anything, and the email he received was only a few short sentences, without a detailed explanation of the relevant situation.So Yang Yang and his coach (the newly replaced Director Zhang last year) hurriedly contacted the country, and later found out that the banned drug was trimetazidine hydrochloride, which was an ingredient in the Wanshuangli that Yang Yang took on May 5.

Trimetazidine is not on the list of prohibited drugs. Yang Yang has used it several times in the past few years without any problems.The team doctor who came to Australia with him also said, "Yes, isn't this medicine available?" He was the one who gave Yang Yang that medicine. One column clearly says "Available".The latest version of the "Guidelines for the Use of Athletes' Therapeutic Drugs" was issued by the National Anti-Doping Center to the provinces in March this year, but what Yang Yang and the others didn't know was that these "Guidelines" had been withdrawn urgently.

Because, starting from January 2014, 1, trimetazidine hydrochloride has been listed as an S1-level prohibited substance in the prohibited list of the World Anti-Doping Agency.The latest version of the "Guidelines" was issued in March, and until June, on the official website of the National Anti-Doping Center, trimetazidine was still "usable" drugs, so this is obviously a loophole in the system and related Staff negligence.There are still three months to go before the Incheon Asian Games. How to deal with this matter is the key now.

The author has something to say: What a cheating championship game!And the next chapter is finally going to Incheon, the young fresh meat of the Youji team is about to appear, and the two will also meet!I can't bear to see you again!