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Kim Namjoon's hands were slightly cold.When she just met him, he raised his head and looked at her with red eyes.

"I actually know everything." Kim Namjoon blinked, suppressing his sour emotions, "I know how to adjust and how to release my feelings, but sometimes I just feel panicky and scared."

"It was the same in the afternoon. I just woke up, and I even felt lucky when I knew I didn't have to go on stage, and then I hated the self who felt lucky."

"You never told me these words before." Qian Jun also said.

At some point, Jin Nanjun held her hand, wrapped it in his palm and gently kneaded it. Hearing this, he smiled lightly, with a bit of sarcasm in his smile: "I don't want you to know, I want face too."

Qian Junye: "Then you are willing to tell me now."

"Because I know that you can't get things done if you are too shameless." He used a little strength in his hands and pulled Junya to himself, "Actually, you don't have to worry about me too much, I'm used to this kind of emotion, it's good Adjusted."

Qian Jun also looked at him, and found that his red eye sockets had indeed faded a bit, not so obvious, but when he smiled, he squinted his eyes, so she couldn't see his true emotions.

"You don't need to say anything to me," Jian Jun also seemed to want to speak, Jin Nanjun hurriedly said: "I understand those big principles, and I'm not a child. I'm not the same as I was a few years ago. I just need to adjust, I I don’t want to put pressure on you if I don’t tell you, I can’t express my emotions, and then it’s your turn, right? Then I’d rather hold it in by myself.”

He used a soothing tone, his words were even rigorous, well-organized, and his voice was soft, as if he was the gentlest person in the world, speaking soothing words.

Qian Jun also smiled lightly, his expression turned cold in the next second, he pulled out his hand and stood up expressionlessly, looked down at him, and said indifferently: "Since you can adjust, then there is no need for me to be here, you Go back to sleep, I have to go to work tomorrow."

Jin Namjoon looked flustered, and hurriedly stood up: "No!"

Qian Jun also looked at him lightly.

"You promised me to accompany me back!" He said eagerly.

Qian Jun also turned his head away, no longer looking at Namjoon's expression, as if he had already made a decision, "I said it because you were emotionally unstable. Since your condition is stable now, there is no need for me to make a special trip."

Jin Namjoon froze for a moment, opened his mouth and couldn't speak for a while, he felt what he had experienced personally, and he shot himself in the foot with a stone.He didn't want Junye to worry too much about him, and he also wanted to take this opportunity to get more care from Junye, but it didn't seem to be moving in the direction he wanted.

"What are you still doing sitting?" Qian Jun didn't hear the movement, turned sideways and frowned, looking impatient.

Jin Namjoon took a deep breath and whimpered, "You, you won't coax me?"

Qian Junye: "Aren't you fine?"

Kim Namjoon: "..."

He always seems to be doing something wrong.

The two confronted each other for a long time, and in the end it was Kim Namjoon who bowed his head first and covered his face, his voice came out from between his fingers, vague and clear, "I'm not good, I want you to accompany me."

He didn't want to see Jun Ye's mocking expression, even though he knew Jun would not like this, he was still ashamed to face it.

Unexpectedly, he was uneasy, when suddenly a finger pinched his chin, forcefully making him lift up that dejected face.

His flickering eyes refocused, and when he saw Junye's facial features clearly, he saw her approaching him infinitely.

She kissed him, from the inside out.

A few minutes later, Qian Jun also let go of him, and said coldly: "Say it again."

Jin Namjoon's hairs all over his nervous body stood up, he swallowed with a thump, and then opened his mouth and said shyly, "I want you to accompany me."

The eyes of the two were intertwined, and their breathing was also gentle. Qian Jun also lowered his head, pressed against Jin Namjoon's lips and said, "You have to remember, you dumped me first, so you owe me this."

The bewildered Nam Joon let out another "um", and then was pressed down on the sofa by Jun Ye and kissed, out of control.

......

......

Ever since he saw the sunshine the next day, Kim Namjoon couldn't figure out why he became like this.Holding the quilt, he looked like a little daughter-in-law being bullied, and asked accusingly, "Why did you treat me like this? Didn't you even let me hold hands before? Now—"

"Because you owe me this." Qian Jun also said blankly, "When I think about it, you have to accompany me at any time."

"what about me?"

"What do you think."

he thinks?He thinks it's useless!I didn't even let him hug me last night!I feel like I'm being crushed... Ahem!Although it was very comfortable, yes, I didn't even use much strength, but the dignity of being a man——!

Nam Joon looked up and saw that Jun had also put on his clothes, looking at him coolly, feeling a little vain.

"Change clothes, don't waste time." Qian Jun also turned around and went to the living room after saying a word, his breezy eyes became a lot more gloomy.

When they were doing it last night, taking advantage of Namjoon's feverish mind, he coaxed him to talk a lot, and some things could be guessed from his manner of speaking.Maybe she guessed right, Namjoon's condition was even worse than she imagined, it was worryingly bad.

After breakfast, Shuang Jun gathered with everyone and moved to the airport together.Since it was not convenient for Jun to show up, she went in ahead of schedule.

Qian Jun also took his own time to accompany Nam Jun back to the country, after the domestic affairs were almost settled.I took him to England again and found a reliable psychologist.

After the whole consultation process was over, Kim Namjoon came out with a refreshed look, and smiled with clear eyes: "I think I'm much better now."

Qian Jun didn't say anything, and asked him to wait outside, but she went into the office to have an interview with the doctor. Now she can see through Namjoon's disguise, knowing that there are some things that she can't trust him at all, and can only be judged by the diagnosis of others .

The results of the consultation were not ideal.

Kim Namjoon's current mental state is more serious than she imagined.Anxiety and mild depression, overeating, insomnia and dreaminess, etc.

Because of the nature of his work, even when he was in a bad mood, he couldn't vent it. Instead, he had to endure it and deal with it with the opposite of his real emotions, which deepened his inner depression.

Apart from routine medication, the most important thing is to guide him to relax, so that he does not always suppress himself.

The problem is that his current job is almost full, and it is impossible to spare it all for treatment.Qian Jun also disclosed Nam Joon's situation to their manager, and the manager's face turned pale when he heard about it, obviously he didn't expect the situation to be more serious than imagined.

The schedule that has already been set cannot be withdrawn. He can only push back those messy activities that have not been finalized, and let him go for physical therapy in a relatively familiar and relaxed atmosphere.

It’s just that Junye is the only hard-working one. She not only has to continue the itinerary that Ivey has arranged, but also has to digest the company’s work, but now she also has to accompany Namjoon for treatment. After coming down, the whole person lost a lot of weight, making Nan Jun so anxious that he didn't want to get treatment, and let her concentrate on work.

Qian Junye's dedication to Kim Namjoon made Fang PD feel very jealous when he saw it, and repeatedly sighed: "How many blessings did you accumulate in your previous life to meet such a good woman?"

Kim Namjoon smirked, but didn't respond.He also felt that he was very lucky, but sometimes he worried whether this luck was stolen.But every time he saw Jun Ye's concerned eyes, he denied this idea.

No matter what, Youjun is here, he can definitely hold on!

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