Married?Amnesia, don't lie to me

When the train arrived at the station, Shi Nan knew where he was going.

"Why are you here?" Shi Nan asked.

"Choose whatever you want, return in two hours." Song Linsheng said.

"In order to experience quadruple speed?" Shi Nan smiled.

Song Linsheng kept a straight face and said nothing, and took Shi Nan by the hand to get off the train.

Because there are familiar people around but not unfamiliar, the unfamiliar land has a sense of novelty.

Shi Nan took out his mobile phone and checked it: "There is an internet celebrity restaurant nearby, let's check in?"

"it is good."

When the two came to the Internet celebrity restaurant, they found that the line had reached hundreds of people, Shi Nan sighed: "Forget it, it seems that I don't have such luck, next time."

next time?

Song Linsheng frowned: "Just wait for me."

Five minutes later, Song Linsheng came back with the number plate: "There are still three numbers, wait a little longer."

Shi Nan approached him: "Money can make ghosts turn millstones?"

Song Linsheng tapped him on the head: "You want to manage the money?"

"I don't want to." Shi Nan quickly waved his hands, "I wish I could sell it all to myself, and I still care about the money."

"Then let me take care of your money?" Song Linsheng looked at him with raised eyebrows.

"You value my little money?" Shi Nan curled his lips.

"I like it." Song Linsheng stretched out his hand, "Give me the salary card."

"Do you really care?" Shi Nan opened his wallet and handed his salary card to him, "Then what, don't forget to transfer pocket money to me on WeChat."

Song Linsheng took out a card from his wallet, then took his mobile phone, fiddled with it for a while, then picked up his own mobile phone to look at it, Shi Nan leaned over and saw that Song Linsheng was binding the card for him.

"What are you doing?" Shi Nan was surprised.

"Pocket money."

Shi Nan snorted: "President Song, can I buy a house with this card?"

"Buy a house?" Song Linsheng frowned, "Do you want to change houses?"

"That's not true, just say it casually." Shi Nan put a hand on Song Linsheng's shoulder and said carelessly, "Every social animal has a dream of buying a house."

Song Linsheng smiled, and stuffed the card in his hand into Shi Nan's pocket: "Then buy it."

"It feels so good to be taken care of by the gold master." Shi Nan winked at Song Linsheng, "President Song, is this an unspoken rule?"

Song Linsheng ignored him.

There is nothing delicious in the Internet celebrity restaurant, the main thing is the atmosphere, and the dishes are very beautifully presented. Shi Nan took a few photos and posted them on Moments.

On the way back, there were not many people on the train, and the two sat side by side, holding hands and leaning on shoulders.

"According to this progress, it's time to hug." Shi Nan said suddenly.

The first time Song Linsheng heard the words, he looked around. Although there were not many people, it didn't mean that there were no people. There were two sitting opposite them.

"Why, dare not?" Shi Nan raised his eyebrows.

"I'm afraid you'll be embarrassed." Song Linsheng gently squeezed his hand.

Shi Nan stood up: "Come with me."

Shi Nan took Song Linsheng to the junction of the two carriages. There was no one in this small space.

Shi Nan looked at Song Linsheng, then opened his arms.

Shi Nan was standing on the glass of the car door. From behind him, he could see the scenery passing by quickly, like a fast-forwarding camera in a movie. Everything was blurred, only the face of the person in front of him was clear.

It's like his life, which is gloomy, only the people in front of him are colorful.

Song Linsheng stepped forward and gently embraced the only color in his life.

Shi Nan's mouth curled into a smile, and he hugged him back forcefully.

They embraced in the quadruple speed car, and at this moment, time seemed to stand still.

When Song Linsheng tilted his head to kiss him, Shi Nan covered his mouth.

Song Linsheng looked at him, and Shi Nan smiled: "Boss Song, you are speeding, at least eight times the speed."

"Really?" Song Linsheng raised his eyebrows, but he didn't force it, but just hugged Shi Nan into his arms again.

Arriving home at [-]:[-] p.m., the two took the high-speed train back and forth twice a day, and their bodies were contaminated with various smells. It was almost six o'clock after the two of them took a shower respectively.

When Song Linsheng entered the room wiping his hair, Shi Nan followed up and patted him on the shoulder.

Song Linsheng turned his head, Shi Nan raised his head slightly and kissed his lips, and said vaguely: "Now we can kiss."

Song Linsheng pressed Shi Nan against the door, and leaned in against his lips.

This was the first real kiss between the two of them.

At [-]:[-], Song Linsheng came out of the room, and Shi Nan was slumped on the sofa in a daze.

"What's the matter, you look tired?" Song Linsheng felt that he was actually quite tired too, his legs were heavy, as if he had walked a lot.

"Ah? Ah..." Shi Nan hesitated for a long time.

Song Linsheng walked up to him and sat down: "Did you hang out together?"

"Ah?" Shi Nan was a little guilty, but he didn't feel so guilty. He sat up and hugged Song Linsheng's waist, and confessed, "We took the high-speed train, went to an internet celebrity restaurant, and then took the high-speed train back."

Take the high-speed rail to eat at an online celebrity restaurant?

No matter how you listen to it, it feels a bit ridiculous.

"What do you want to eat tonight?" Song Linsheng asked.

Seeing that Song Linsheng didn't continue to ask, Shi Nan breathed a sigh of relief: "Stop cooking, I'm so tired, let's go down and eat."

"it is good."

Song Linsheng smelled the scent of shower gel on Shi Nan's body, and looked at him for a while. Shi Nan's hair was still half wet, and he seemed to have just taken a shower.

And my lips hurt when I speak.

Shi Nan also caught a glimpse of Song Linsheng's bitten lip, so he could only pretend not to see it.

When going downstairs to eat, Gu Shu didn't think about it, so he asked directly: "What's wrong with Lin Sheng's mouth, is he angry?"

When Shi Nan raised his forehead, he was really afraid of something.

"It's a little bit, it's been too dry recently." Song Linsheng said.

"Then after dinner, I'll stew rock sugar pears for you to clear your fire." Ding Yu said.

Song Linsheng glanced at Shi Nan with a half-smile, and Shi Nan almost crawled into a crack in the ground.

It made him look like he was caught cheating.

The next one month will be very busy, Ying Ting's participation in the TV series has already wrapped up, and the company's post-production department's publicity department has begun to get busy.

Shi Nan was busy, and Song Linsheng was also busy. The two hardly saw each other during the day, and Shi Nan always worked overtime at night, and sometimes stayed up all night. It was mid-November when they had some free time.

During this period of time, thanks to Ding Yu's logistics for them, cooking and cleaning the room every day, otherwise the two of them would have lived like a war.

Gu Shu ran on both ends. He was busy with the company for a few days and stayed here for a few days. This time he left for a long time. When he came over, he saw Song Linsheng surprised and said, "Why have you lost so much weight?"

Shi Nan and Song Linsheng met every day and touched each other every day. In fact, he had already discovered that Song Linsheng had lost a lot of weight. He had not slept well recently. Sometimes Shi Nan woke up at night and Song Linsheng was not in bed.

"Honey, you've lost a lot of weight." Shi Nan felt distressed on Song Linsheng's lower abdomen, which was hard.

When sleeping at night, Shi Nanshou walked back and forth on Song Linsheng's body: "It's not good to be too thin, I don't even have the energy to take off someone's arms."

Song Linsheng smiled and pinched his waist: "What are you talking about, I'm just too tired recently, and I'll make up for it after a while."

Shi Nan touched his face, rubbed into his arms, and whispered: "After this period of time, you should take a good rest."

Song Linsheng kissed him on the neck, and then kissed him again.

When Nan woke up in the middle of the night and found that there was no one around him, he was stunned for a while and sighed.

After almost half an hour, the bedroom door was pushed open, Shi Nan hurriedly closed his eyes and pretended to be in deep sleep.

Song Linsheng went to bed lightly, with the cool air of early winter and a slight smell of tobacco on his body.

Shi Nan turned his back to him, Song Linsheng paused, seeing that Shi Nan was still awake, he lay down slowly, and stretched out his arms to hug him.

Song Linsheng didn't go to the head office the next day, but went to work with Shi Nan.

At noon, Xiang Yang wanted to sneak away again, but Shi Nan grabbed him: "Where are you going?"

"I'm going out to eat." Xiang Yang touched his bald head, it seems that his hair has grown recently, and it's a little prickly.

"Where are you going to eat?" Shi Nan narrowed his eyes, "You won't fall in love early, right? You run out every day."

"Puppy love?" Xiang Yang stared, "Is there something wrong with you, I'm 22, I'm already an adult, why did I fall in love with me so early?"

"You're already 22." Shi Nan circled around Xiangyang, "I can't tell, so..."

Shi Nan stared at him suddenly: "Are you really in love?"

Xiang Yang: "...Where did you come to this conclusion? I'm only 22, and I haven't had enough fun. I'm not in a relationship. Look at how hard it is for my brother to have a relationship. He revolves around you all day long. It's like a different person, I'm sick and I'm in love."

"Really?" Shi Nan clicked his tongue twice, "At this age, people are all love brains, why are you different from others?"

"Hey." Xiang Yang raised his eyebrows, "Who do you think is bald at this age? I am the unique fireworks."

Shi Nan: "..." Little brat.

When Shi Nan bought lunch and came to Song Linsheng's office, Song Linsheng was half leaning on the sofa and rubbing his forehead. He didn't open his eyes when he heard the door open.

When Shi Nan had lunch, he walked over and stood behind him, pressing his hands on his temples.

Song Linsheng pinched his wrist.

"I think Xiang Yang is in a relationship." Shi Nan said.

"I can't." Song Linsheng frowned, "Did someone cheat?"

Shi Nan tapped him on the head: "Don't you expect him to get better."

Song Linsheng also smiled: "You look like an old father now."

After the two laughed for a while, Shi Nan asked softly, "Are you tired recently?"

"Well, a little bit." Song Linsheng didn't lie.

"You don't sleep well at night." Shi Nan whispered.

"It's an old problem." Song Linsheng sighed, "I always thought he would have a good rest at night."

"Although you didn't sleep very well before, I found that you have been particularly bad recently." Shi Nan was a little puzzled.

Song Linsheng didn't speak, just grabbed Shi Nan's wrist and pulled him in front of him. Shi Nan simply straddled his lap, held his face with both hands and kissed him, then lay down on his body to find a comfortable position.

Song Linsheng opened his eyes slightly, just in time to see the marks on Shi Nan's neck, and couldn't help frowning: "What did you guys do last night?"

"Nothing." Shi Nan was puzzled.

Song Linsheng flicked his neck: "Is this intentional for me to see?"

Shi Nan complained in his heart, he really didn't do anything, his skin was a little paler, and Song Linsheng's casual kiss on him would leave some marks.

Song Linsheng looked at that place for a while, then tilted his head and kissed Shi Nan's other neck.

Shi Nan rolled his eyes, Song Xiaobai has no lower limit since quadruple speed.

"Didn't sleep well?" Mei Qingyi tapped on the table, thoughtful, "You mean that since he knew he had amnesia and not a dual personality, his sleep has become poor?"

"Yes." Shi Nan nodded, "In the past, although the quality of sleep was not good, he could still sleep anyway, but recently I found that he didn't sleep much at all. .”

Mei Qingyi thought for a while: "Based on the information you provided, I can only make a rough guess. He thought he had a dual personality before, and the other personality in his imagination was a person who was exactly the opposite of him. That person was pure and innocent. Kindness and happiness are what he doesn't have but yearn for, so this personality is his safe harbor, and he wants to give him all the good things. The more pain he endures, the more willful the other person will live. Because of this kind of psychological comfort, for a certain period of time, his pain has something to rest on, and it is also relieved, so he is relatively peaceful during this period of time."

"Can you understand me?" Mei Qingyi asked Shi Nan.

"Probably... understand." Shi Nan thought for a while, "It's like when we are faced with difficult things in life, if we imagine a better life in the future, it may stimulate infinite potential?"

"Hmm... not very accurate, but it can be understood in this way." Mei Qingyi thought for a while, and then said, "Before you said that he has a tendency to self-destruct, he thinks that after fulfilling all his wishes, he will destroy this personality himself. Keep the best one, he has a clear goal within a certain period of time, and knows that after the goal is completed, all pain will disappear with him, and the other one will live well, which is why he is calmer."

"And now he finds out that all of this is wrong. There is no other personality, and everything is still the same without any change. The anxiety and pain have returned."

"And..." Mei Qingyi glanced at Shi Nan, "He must live well, and he must live in such pain every day."

"He doesn't want to commit suicide, does he?" Shi Nan stood up abruptly.

"That's not true." Mei Qingyi hurriedly waved her hands, "I didn't mean that, he shouldn't have suicidal tendencies, otherwise he wouldn't have created two personalities."

"What does it mean to create two personalities?" Shi Nanmin grasped Mei Qingyi's words.

"Hmm..." Mei Qingyi tapped her fingers on the table, "I had a guess before that these two personalities were probably created by him on purpose."

When Shi Nan heard Mei Qingyi's words, he was stunned.

Made it yourself?

"That's why he knows so clearly that he has another personality, and he sets time to switch personalities. Of course, this is all he thinks." Mei Qingyi spread her hands, "To put it simply, he wants to turn himself into two personalities , but in the end it didn’t work out, it just made me lose my memory.”

"This kind of amnesia should be self-suggestion deep in my heart."

Shi Nan was dumbfounded.

"He has a high IQ and a strong sense of security. It is very difficult to get him to receive medical intervention."

"Then what should I do?" Shi Nan looked at Mei Qingyi helplessly.

"Now this is the case, you calm him down, try to relax him before going to bed at night, make him happy, don't be anxious before going to bed, after that... Of course, you still have to persuade him to receive treatment, and avoiding medical treatment will only make it worse , As for how to treat him at that time, that’s another story, what we need to do now is to let him accept the doctor first.”

Shi Nan walked out of the hospital and sat on the bench in the courtyard for a long time to calm down before going home.

It was almost seven o'clock when he got home.

Shi Nan rang the doorbell without a key, and Song Linsheng came over to open the door for him.

As soon as the door opened, Nan stepped forward and hugged him.

"What's wrong?" Song Linsheng patted his head.

"Tired." Shi Nan snorted twice, grabbed Song Linsheng's hand and changed his shoes into the room.

Song Linsheng took him by the hand and went to the bathroom to wash his hands. Shi Nan was too lazy to move, so Song Linsheng scrubbed him.

When Shi Nan looked at the person in the mirror, he felt his heart hurt and warm.

"Song Linsheng." Shi Nan whispered his name.

"Huh?" Song Linsheng straightened up and took a towel to wipe his hands, and flicked it on the tip of his ear after wiping.

"I love you." Shi Nan said.

"I know." Song Linsheng glanced at the marks on his neck and looked away without paying attention, but only for a moment and then turned back. Last night he kissed not this side.

Song Linsheng glanced to the other side and raised his eyebrows.

When Song Linsheng was washed by cold water and Weiliang's hand slid across Shi Nan's neck, Shi Nan shivered.

"What did you do during the day?" Song Linsheng asked.

"Didn't you do anything?" Shi Nan's voice instantly rose, as if the louder the voice, the bigger the heart.

"Didn't do anything?" Song Linsheng walked out clutching his wrist, "Did you guys meet?"

"...See you, of course we met in a company." Shi Nan touched the tip of his nose.

"It's natural to talk." Song Linsheng turned his head and glanced at him, "You should tell me everything you have said and done, it will help your memory recover."

When Shi Nan thought about it, he always felt something was wrong.

"is that so?"

"Yes." Song Linsheng nodded.