You said you liked me earlier

??Xia Yan came out of the shower, and the phone by the table turned on. He took the hair dryer and glanced at it. It was a spam text message.

??Before I looked away, I saw piles of WeChat notifications from the class group below, and there was a different one, which was sent by the class leader 10 minutes ago.

??【Squad leader: Xia Yan, you are the only one in the group who didn't reply. If you see the message, remember to reply 1 in the group. 】

?? Before drying his hands, he tried to press the unlock button, but failed, so he had to use the password to open it.

??Xia Yan clicked into the WeChat class group, and there was a screen full of 1. She swiped up a few times, and finally saw the message sent by the class monitor around [-] o'clock.

?? It is to inform tomorrow's graduation reception.

?? He replied with 1, switched back to the private chat box with the monitor, and sent a sentence of apology.

??…

?? Xia Yan hasn't dreamed again for a long time.

??Maybe it was because he was going to see the person he hadn't seen for a long time tomorrow, and tonight, for the first time ever, he had a dream again.

?? It is said to be a dream, but it has actually happened completely in reality.

?? It's just that he became a bystander and was forced to watch He Cheng's birthday and what happened afterwards.

??He didn't leave anyone behind. When the other party said that sentence, his reason was like a high platform stacked up layer by layer. He was about to fall down precariously. When the other party rushed to hug him again, he struggled again. Steady.

??He didn't want to feel the feeling of his whole heart being dug out by a human being, leaving only a hole. What's more, the person who said such words was just a drunk who was unconscious.

??No one will be responsible for today's words, so in order not to let yourself fall again, you should pull yourself out before then.

??——As it turned out, he was right.

?? He sent He Cheng to the car, and before going downstairs, he had already sent a message to Lu Xuqing through the other party's cell phone.

??He Cheng stared straight at him from the car window, the upper half of his face was hidden in the shadows, he was in a trance for a while, as if he could see that his eyes were so complex and unpredictable at the moment, there was nothing but clarity.

??But he felt that he had misread it. He blinked, and He Cheng was already leaning on the back of the chair.

"Xia Yan, when we meet again, we can no longer be friends."

??He froze, turned his head abruptly, and only had time to see He Cheng's blurry face before the car window closed, and he couldn't even capture the expression.

?? He thought, maybe this was just the nonsense of a drunkard who became angry after being rejected, but his heart froze and told him that maybe at that moment, the drunkard suddenly woke up.

?? That was Xia Yan's first insomnia in more than 20 years.

??From that night, I woke up until the next day.

?? During the day, he looked across from the classroom, but couldn't find the figure for a long time.

??On the third day, He Cheng still didn't show up.

??The fourth day, the fifth day...

?? Xia Yan finally walked into that building.

?? "Uncle He wanted him to go to work directly in his company from the beginning, but I called him at that time, and he came. After he came, he negotiated a few good deals, and the company has developed steadily. He At that time, Uncle mentioned the matter of letting him go back, that is, during the Chinese New Year. In fact, we all advised him to go back. After all, it is our own company, and we will give it to him sooner or later. It would be better to get acquainted with it earlier, but he still has no plans to go back. As a result, now that Uncle He didn't mention it, he took the initiative to say that he wanted to go back. Didn't he tell Xiao Xia about this? I don't know the details, but you have his phone number. Why don't you ask Xiao Xia yourself? ?”

?? Xia Yan didn't ask, he suddenly asked an irrelevant question: "Is He Cheng drinking well?"

?? "Drinking capacity, not exaggerating at all, he's totally—uh."

?? Chao Dai leaned over, covered Lu Xuqing's mouth at the right time, and accepted his words with a calm face: "He is not what he looks like at all. He is a person who can drink. In fact, he doesn't hold a lot of alcohol. No, it's easy to get drunk, but because he looks the same when he's drunk, few people know about it. He Cheng himself should be aware of this, because every time he wakes up and asks him, he can't recall Remember what you did when you were drunk. What's the matter, asking this all of a sudden?"

?? Xia Yan smiled so that it made people feel distressed: "It's okay, was he awake when he got home last night?"

??Looking at Lu Xuqing.

?? He took Chao Dai's hand away and looked at Chao Dai, but he didn't receive any sign from his eyes, so he had to look back at Xia Yan who was staring at him, and said with a little hesitation: "Awake..."

??"……Bar."

?? Xia Yan didn't hear the last word, so he nodded to show that he understood.

?? He thanked the two of them, smiled and opened the door to leave under the somewhat complicated eyes of the two.

?? When we got downstairs, the rain that had been brewing for a long time finally fell in the already cloudy sky.

??—As if in mourning, the lost friend.

??…

?? Xia Yan didn't think of He Cheng for a long time. Sometimes when he opened WeChat and saw the avatar of the contact who hadn't been unpinned, he would wonder if he really liked this person.

?? Even the thought of being willing to be He Cheng's friend for the rest of his life faded away after that person completely withdrew from his life.

??Even later, when I thought of this person, even the slightly intense mood swings were completely gone.

??So he thought that when he really saw He Cheng, he would be very calm.

?? But seeing that person walking towards him step by step with a faint smile, and then sitting next to him naturally, Xia Yan realized that he was very wrong.

??He could feel it all at once. When he felt the unique breath of the other party, all the organs in his body began to use their own methods to tell his brain that he missed him very much.

??All the longing is just wrapped in a thin film, seemingly non-existent, but in fact has already invaded the whole heart invisible, because there is nothing to make it release, which makes people feel that even themselves are trapped. The illusion of concealment.

?? Now, there is a needle, just lightly pierce the membrane, and all the strong emotions inside will come out.

??——The real and palpable He Cheng is that needle.

?? Xia Yan turned his eyes away, and lowered his head in a panic. He heard someone come to say hello to He Cheng, and the other party responded one by one. His magnetic voice was deep and sexy, full of mature charm.

??He stood up abruptly, eager to pass behind the other person. The man who was smiling and talking to others seemed to have eyes in the back of his head, and he grabbed the hand beside him without any mistakes.

??"where to?"

??Xia Yan's body trembled. He lowered his head and didn't look at him. He bit his lips and broke away from his hand. A low voice sounded in the noisy hall, so calm that no one could hear it: "The bathroom .”

??Feeling that scorching gaze finally disappeared when he walked out of the hall, Xia Yan leaned against the wall in a collapsed state, and didn't let himself fall directly.

?? When he came back, everyone had already started to move their chopsticks.

??He glanced at his position just now, then looked around, and finally found that there was a vacant seat at a table far away from that table, and the people sitting there had a good relationship with him, so he Without further hesitation, he raised his foot and walked towards the table.

?? Several people welcomed him happily, and when he sat down, they very friendly turned the very tasty sauced beef on the turntable to stop in front of him.

?? Xia Yan didn't take another look at He Cheng.

??Peng Chang glanced at the food on Xia Yan's plate that was about to form a hill. Seeing that He Cheng put a few more pieces of fish on the plate, he couldn't help but ask, "Where did Xia Yan go? Why did it take 10 minutes?" Are you back yet?"

??"I gonna go see."

??The bathroom is very quiet, and I can't even hear the second burst of breathing.

?? He Cheng took out his mobile phone and walked back. When he reached the door, he seemed to sense something and looked in the direction of the corner without any mistakes.

??The action of pressing the number originally stopped.

??Xia Yan vaguely felt a chilling sight, followed the feeling, but found nothing.

?? He shook his head, thinking that he was hallucinating from drinking too much alcohol.

?? The person next to him picked up a piece of roast duck dipped in sauce: "Xia Yan, don't just drink, can you bear it all at once? Eat some meat, eat some meat, this roast duck tastes good, try it taste."

?? Hearing this, Xia Yan glanced at the empty jar at hand, and her drinking capacity seemed to be better.

??The graduation reception is drawing to a close.

??Someone came to the stage to give a speech, and after speaking with tears in his eyes, the staff went up to help play the self-made album, accompanied by sensational music, which attracted other people who were still a little noisy at the scene, all quieted down.

?? Xia Yan took advantage of the fact that everyone's attention was on the big screen, quietly got up and backed out.

??Drunk a little too much. Although he wasn't drunk, his stomach, which hadn't hurt for a long time, was irritated a little.

??It took him half his life to get into the bathroom with great difficulty. He wanted to go into the cubicle, but in this state, he really didn't have the strength to go in again.

?? Thinking that no one would come at this time, Xia Yan leaned against the wall against the sink, looked up, and the mirror in front of him reflected his haggard face at the moment.

?? The feeling of wanting to vomit is very strong, but I opened my mouth to the sink for a long time, but I didn't spit out anything.

??The brain began to become sluggish, vaguely, as if hearing a burst of footsteps.

?? He maintained the posture of propping his hands on the stage, and raised his eyes to verify whether it was his illusion or if someone really came.

??The vision was blurred for a while, and I only saw a person coming in behind me. Before I could see if I knew him, someone had already pinned one shoulder.

??In the blink of an eye, he was pushed against the white wall beside him.

?? With such a close distance, he was finally able to see the person in front of him clearly.

??The breath was filled with the smell of the other party, his eyelids trembled, and the alcohol suddenly paralyzed his brain, making him really unable to concentrate, to suppress the surging emotions in his body.

??A strong and powerful hand firmly caught his body that was about to slip, and that hand tightly wrapped around his waist, with no intention of letting go.

?? He Cheng moved closer to him, and Xia Yan clearly saw the sea of ​​ink rolling in his eyes.

??When he opened his mouth, the scorching breath sprayed on his face, which was very itchy and numb.

?? "Hiding me?"

??He didn't respond.

?? He Cheng didn't need him to answer, so he moved closer to him. This time, his nose completely touched his.

??Xia Yan's narrowed eyes suddenly widened.

?? He Cheng didn't notice anything strange about him. He grabbed the other person's chin and tilted his head slightly before he could react. The lips, which were far apart with one finger, finally pressed together tightly without any gap.

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