You said you liked me earlier

??Xia Yan took two mouthfuls of rice and just stuffed a piece of fish into his mouth when he heard He Cheng from the opposite side ask, "Go back on Friday or go on Saturday?"

??He remembered that he hadn't told him about going on vacation with Li Shutong, so he simply said, "I won't go back this year for the New Year."

?? The rice in He Cheng's bowl protruded a large piece. Xia Yan knew he couldn't eat it, so he dug more than half of it into his bowl in advance. He nodded: "Aunt Tong is coming? There is nothing in the refrigerator, then I'll wait to buy some. Do you want to continue preparing lessons in the afternoon?"

?? "I'm not preparing lessons." There was too much information in the words for a while, Xia Yan could only choose the last answer first, and continued: "I plan to go to W City for a few days, and I am doing strategy in the morning, and I have already done it. Alright, just buy the tickets in the afternoon."

?? "Then who are you calling?"

?? "Chen Ke, I told you before, my friend from high school."

"Xia Yan."

?? Xia Yan could hear something wrong in his voice, and looked up, his eyes were covered with a layer of black mist at some point.

??It seems to be shrouded in haze, which makes people wonder for a while.

?? "You don't go home during the Chinese New Year just because you want to hang out with others?" The voice was very low, terribly deep.

?? Xia Yan felt that he was baffled: "It's not someone else." How could his mother be someone else.

??Besides, He Cheng looks like he was caught in public by wearing a cuckold, isn't it just his own eyesight??

?? Hearing his retort, all the emotions that were originally suppressed instantly appeared on his face like a volcanic eruption.

??Xia Yan was startled by his furious look. Before he could open his mouth, he seemed to think of something again. There was a flash of struggle in his black pupils, and finally, he was calm.

?? There is a lake inside. The lake water is not clear at all, but full of depressing black.

?? He got up as if he was out of strength, as if he had been hit by something in an instant, and his voice became hoarse: "I'm not feeling well, go take a rest. The meal is left, I'll eat when I wake up."

?? Xia Yan watched him walk away a little bit, and there was a faint thought in his heart. Seeing that he was about to open the door and enter the house, he couldn't help but increase his voice and said to him: "I'm going on a trip with my mother, what are you thinking of? ?”

?? He Cheng paused for a moment. He turned his head and looked at Xia Yan who was looking at him with worry. Thinking of his reason that had almost collapsed because of jealousy just now, he closed his eyes. When he opened them, he made a difficult decision.

??"Sorry."

??…

??Xia Yan touched his pocket. After not finding the key for a long time, he remembered that he seemed to have put the key in the suitcase.

?? I can't remember exactly where it is.

??I don't know if He Cheng is back, Xia Yan hesitated for a while, but still called him.

?? "I'm back, are you still in City C?"

?? There was the familiar sound of mahjong tiles colliding, and He Cheng's voice came quickly: "I'm already in City A, what's wrong?"

??Knowing that He Cheng was not inside, he had no choice but to turn around and put the suitcase down, and explained briefly while pulling the chain: "Are you with Xu Qing and the others? It's okay. I don't have the key with me. I wanted to ask you to open it for me." Go to the door. Then I will look for it myself, are you coming back for dinner tonight?"

?? "I put the key under the carpet at the door, you can find it, the phone is out of battery, I'll hang up first."

??The call ended before Xia Yan could say "oh".

?? He felt palpitations for no reason, but he didn't care. He lifted the carpet to find the key that He Cheng said.

?? Just as he inserted the key into the door, he realized that He Cheng didn't seem to have said whether he would come back for dinner tonight.

?? Forget it, after a while, wait for his mobile phone to be charged and then call him to ask again.

?? The smile on Xia Yan's face froze when he saw the changes in the room.

?? If it wasn't for the lack of something that belonged to another person, he would have suspected that his home had been burglarized during the few days he had been gone.

?? He didn't care about getting the suitcase, so he took off his shoes in a hurry, paused in his heart uneasy, thought of something, rushed to He Cheng's door, and pushed it away.

?? There is nothing inside.

??He Cheng was what he was before he moved in. Now, it has changed back to that.

The soles of his feet felt weak, Xia Yan sat down on a chair beside him, eagerly took out his mobile phone, just pressed the number, thought that the other party said that the battery was out, and hadn't canceled it, but found that the call had already been connected.

?? He Cheng said softly at the other end: "Xia Yan, I forgot to tell you that I moved out."

??He bit his lower lip: "Why did you move out all of a sudden?"

?? "My own reasons. It doesn't matter, right? As you said at that time, we don't want to live together forever. After all, we are just friends, and we should break up sooner or later."

?? Xia Yan could hear the choking in his voice, and when it was transmitted to the other end of the microphone, he was so calm that he didn't show any flaws: "Then why didn't you tell me in advance."

?? "You were playing with Aunt Tong those few days, so I don't want to distract you by talking about it. You just came back, and things probably haven't been tidied up yet, so I won't talk to you for now. Goodbye."

??Xia Yan thought she could be calm enough, but when there was no sound in the room, she still couldn't hold back. She lay down on the table and wept silently.

?? After a long time, he raised his head, reached out and wiped the wet marks at the end of his eyes, and finally took a careful look at the room where another person lived.

?? While the door was locked, he laughed.

??fair enough.

??He just couldn't adapt for a while.

??Otherwise, when the habit is engraved in his bones, and he is left behind at that time, he will not be able to guarantee whether he can continue to wait.

??…

"You really plan to move back? Didn't you live well with your sister-in-law? Why did you suddenly move back?"

?? "It's a great place to live."

??"Um?"

?? He shook his head, no longer intending to continue to say anything on this topic: "I'll sleep, I don't have to help me prepare dinner."

?? "We're going out, no one's going to make dinner for you. Okay, let's go."

??He Cheng clicked on the only encrypted photo album in his phone, and it was filled with photos of the same person.

??The background shown on the screen is in the shared house.

??Sliding down, the background began to change, on the road, in the school cafeteria, in the dormitory... the further down you went, the more immature the people inside looked.

??The first one at the bottom, there are several people inside.

?? The one standing in the middle, wearing a short-sleeved gray and white school uniform, and next to him are boys dressed like him. Everyone is grinning at the camera.

?? It was the first time he was a thief. He borrowed Cheng Chencheng's coat and sneaked into Jinnan. He accidentally saw Xia Yan who was arranged to be photographed with other outstanding progress students in the honor roll because of his remarkable progress.

??The people in the photos are not as good-looking as they are in reality.

?? But he still took out his mobile phone and secretly took a picture with a guilty conscience.

?? Later, there were a lot of "Xia Yan" in the drawer, school cards, one-inch photos, photos developed by Cheng Chencheng... No matter how many there are, they can't compare with the one I took with my own hands.

?? He has changed his mobile phone twice, but this photo album has been transferred to the new mobile phone by him every time.

?? He Cheng stared at the person in the photo for a long time, and finally fell asleep holding his phone unsteadily.

??—habit is a terrible thing.

??——If he doesn't leave again, he really wants to think that he and Xia Yan are already in love.

??…

?? Xia Yan didn't see He Cheng again for a long time.

??Obviously where the two of them work, but the two buildings are far apart.

?? In the past, He Cheng had always called him on time when his class was over, asking him what he wanted for lunch.

??But on the first day after He Cheng moved out to work again, Xia Yan waited in the classroom for almost half an hour, but the call never came. He couldn't help it, so he took the initiative to call.

?? When it came to eating, He Cheng's reaction was the same as before. Xia Yan saw his haggard face when he went downstairs, thought he was tired and forgot, and said a few words of concern.

?? There is nothing unusual about the way we get along during meals.

?? On the second day, the third day... For a week in a row, Xia Yan took the initiative to call.

?? He had a faint feeling that something had started to change. The next day he realized this, he didn't call He Cheng again. Instead, he sat in the classroom and looked across.

??The other party was still working, but obviously absent-minded. The mobile phone was at hand. Xia Yan saw him looking at him from time to time. After finding nothing, he looked away again. After going back and forth several times, he finally stood up. Holding the phone as if to call someone.

??Xia Yan was a little nervous for some reason, but the phone didn't ring for a long time. He stared at the screen for a long time, then looked away, and looked at the person opposite him again.

?? He has already sat back in his seat, and this time, he never got distracted.

About 10 minutes later, he picked up the phone, stood up, and quickly disappeared from Xia Yan's sight.

?? Xia Yan guessed something and looked down. After a while, He Cheng came out of the door, took the bag from the delivery man, turned around and went straight upstairs.

?? He stopped watching.

??Suddenly felt a little ridiculous, and I didn't know who I was laughing at.

??Three years of friendship, in the end, like a thread, will it be forced to break because it was stretched too long?

?? Even if it is going to be broken, at least you should tell him why you suddenly cut the thread.

?? "Mr. Xia, haven't you eaten yet?"

?? Xia Yan turned her head and shook her head at the questioner: "It's okay, I'm not hungry yet."

??The woman came in and handed him the toast in her hand: "Don't you have class in the afternoon? If you don't eat lunch, you will lose your energy later. Eat some bread. It's good for your stomach. If you don't want to eat now , You can eat when you are tired after class."

?? Xia Yan couldn't refuse the other party's kindness, so he could only accept it with thanks.

?? He looked at the toast in his hand, thinking that no one would urge him to eat three meals on time in the future, and his heart seemed to be hollowed out in an instant.

??Before calming down, the phone rang suddenly.

?? Seeing the name, Xia Yan hesitated, but finally refused.

?? There was no second call, but a WeChat notification popped up.

??【He Cheng: I ordered Shengjian for you, and he put it downstairs at the front desk. If you see the news, remember to get it. 】

??He replied the message immediately, as if he wanted to tell the other party with actions that I deliberately did not answer the call.

??The other party did not call again as he thought, but used WeChat again.

??【He Cheng: Just eat. I'm busy recently, so I won't have dinner with you. Remember to eat, eat all three meals. 】

??Xia Yan knew that the thread was really broken.

??——When He Cheng finally stopped contacting him by phone, but only used WeChat to find him.

??…

?? He Cheng's "recently", there is no definite time.

??The two of them never had dinner together again, not even the chance to meet at the door.

??Obviously before this, even when he went downstairs to buy a bottle of water in the supermarket between classes, he could "accidentally" bump into He Cheng who seemed to be going to buy something too.

?? Xia Yan started having nightmares again.

?? This time, because no one will appear in the dream again.

??——Dream itself does not torture people, it is only called a nightmare because of the lack of important people.

??The author has something to say: Confession in five chapters!

??It’s really not that I want to procrastinate. Maternal solo can’t write about the daily life of love, and I can only write about the ambiguous period. I cried QAQ

??Don't rush, don't rush, I'll confess right away, after the confession, it will be over after a few sweet chapters orz

??ps: I wish the author and the sisters who read the article, all make me rich!man or something!Does money matter?