You said you liked me earlier

?? The person in my arms, for a moment, feels like a fragile glazed doll. People dare not hug too hard, for fear that if they are not careful, they will be broken.

?? Xia Yan asked that sentence in a crying voice, and stopped in his arms.

??He Cheng's hand hanging on one side slowly put his back on his back, following each other, gently and softly, and patted carefully.

?? "No new friends, there are new acquaintances, but they are not friends."

??He replied like this, felt the trembling of the person in his arms, and promised again: "Whether I meet new friends or not in the future, the most special friend will only be you."

?? After a long time, he heard Xia Yan whisper something.

"He Cheng, I will always regard you as a good friend."

?? He Cheng slapped his hands on the back, and the wry smile flashed across his face was not seen.

??…

?? Xia Yan didn't wait for He Cheng to confess. After a long time, coupled with the desire to avoid himself, he forgot about it.

?? Go home on vacation until the end of the semester.

??Xia Yan's cell phone was out of battery, and she was a little bored sitting there. He Cheng, who was in charge of driving, handed over his cell phone.

?? "Let's watch TV for a while, one episode is almost there."

??He didn't refuse, just clicked on a video software, searched for it, and chose a criminal investigation drama.

??He didn't have the earphones on his body, and he was afraid that the sound of the TV would be too loud to disturb He Cheng, so he only turned the volume up to one bar. As a result, the voices of the actors talking were not as loud as the noise of the road. After watching the subtitles for a while, Xia Yan's eyes were sore, so he had to turn off the video.

??A message came from WeChat, and he forgot that it was someone else's cell phone. With his fingertips, he subconsciously entered WeChat.

??After the page jump, I realized that I had accidentally penetrated into other people's private space.

?? "Who sent the message?"

?? Xia Yan glanced at He Cheng when he heard the sound. He was driving the car intently, and he couldn't help but feel that he was hallucinating.

?? "Read it to me."

??He spoke again, confirming that it was not an auditory hallucination.

?? This completely trusting attitude made him feel good for no reason. Thinking that this was allowed by the other party, he no longer had the idea of ​​being a guilty conscience. He looked at the contents carefully and simply. told him.

"It was sent by the president of your basketball club. He went to play with his relatives in City C these few days, and asked if the people in the club who live in City C are free tomorrow. When the time comes, we will go out to get together. Would you like to help you come back?"

?? "No, I'm not free tomorrow."

??Xia Yan was curious, and asked casually: "What's the matter tomorrow?"

?? He Cheng put his hand on the steering wheel, tapped it twice, raised his eyebrows and said with a smile: "If there is no accident, I will go find you."

?? "..."

?? "I'm not welcome?"

?? "No, no."

?? Hearing his denial, He Cheng's smile deepened. He freed one hand and played a piece of music.

?? The gentle tone calmed down the emotions of the person. Xia Yan calmed down and turned his head away from him, as if attracted by the scenery outside the window: "It's a rare meeting in the club, you can come to me one day later. at home."

?? "It's okay, I'm not interested in parties or anything. On the contrary, I think it's more comfortable to stay with you."

??Xia Yan shrank her head into her collar, and this time, she even clenched her fingers unconsciously.

??After a while, another message came. He looked at it, lowered his head and whispered, "You have a friend who asked you to give him a like in Moments. Did I just click it for you?"

?? "Group posting, no need, I don't play Moments and everyone knows."

??Xia Yan nodded. The fact that He Cheng blocked the circle of friends made him feel that there was some discrepancy with He Cheng's image.

??Thinking about it carefully, it seems that since the two met, I really haven't seen He Cheng post on Moments.

?? "Can I check Moments?"

?? "Then you have to go to the settings to turn it back on. When I was in high school, I deleted Moments from the discovery list."

?? "Don't bother."

??"Um?"

??He Cheng didn't ask, but when he caught a glimpse of Xia Yan's expression that changed in an instant, his heart couldn't help but twitch: "What's wrong?"

?? Xia Yan smiled at him, closed WeChat again naturally, put the phone upside down on his lap, turned his head and looked out the window: "It's okay, I'm a little sleepy, call me when I get there."

?? He Cheng was still a little worried, but Xia Yan had already pressed his back against the back of the co-pilot. Looking from his direction, the other party seemed to be unable to stop the drowsiness and fell asleep, so he had no choice but to stop talking. Turned off the music in the car.

?? But I didn't see that the person who should have fallen asleep was holding the mobile phone's hand so tight that it turned sickly white.

??…

?? "I remembered that I have something to do tomorrow. I should have something to do this week. You can come to me next week."

?? After He Cheng left, Xia Yan dared to call him and tell him that he had temporarily changed his mind.

??He Cheng frowned over there: "Why did something happen all of a sudden?"

?? "Well, I just remembered, so I called you."

??He Cheng's mood turned bad, but he didn't complain. He just said hello and hung up the phone.

?? Xia Yan threw the phone casually, suppressed his emotions for a long time, and finally poured out like a spring.

??The only circle of friends that He Cheng posted.

?? He only read it once, and he was able to engrave those words into his mind.

??It turned out that both he and Qu Letong were wrong.

??The person He Cheng likes appeared earlier than they thought.

?? He remembered what He Cheng said that day, and there was a chill, which seeped up from the soles of his feet, followed the blood, and spread all over his body.

??——The person you like appeared before me, so you treat me so well because you regard me as your friend, or because you are just practicing treating another person who is similar to me through me. Good people?

??The blood seemed to be frozen, and even the body began to feel a little abnormal. The whole body was weak, and there was no strength at all.

??If it is really just regarded as a practice product, can he still have the courage to continue to like it without hesitation?

?? Xia Yan didn't know, but he knew that he needed some time to figure it out, so in the next few days, he didn't dare to meet He Cheng again - he was afraid that he would lose control.

??…

??During lunch, He Cheng came to talk on the phone.

??Xia Yan didn't answer. Seeing that the call was automatically hung up, he called again, then was hung up again, repeated five times, and finally there were no new calls.

?? After 10 minutes, Xia Yan picked up the phone. Instead of calling, he sent a message on WeChat.

??【What's wrong? 】

??The next second after the message was delivered, the call came again.

?? He hesitated for a long time holding the phone, but still pressed the connect button.

?? The voice on the other end was a bit noisy, and there were a few voices of men and women talking.

?? He Cheng didn't ask him why he didn't answer the phone, but just said: "I'm here to attend the club meeting."

?? Xia Yan waited for a while, he only said this sentence, and there was no further words. He came to his senses and replied "Yes".

??The other party heard his voice, and then continued: "Can't I really go to you?"

??The lower lip was bitten painfully, as if the skin was broken.

?? "Well, I really have something to do."

?? "Okay, then when you finish your work, you can call me and I will find you."

??"it is good."

?? After a moment of silence, Xia Yan said: "If there is nothing else, I will hang up."

??"Um."

??Open the paper cover of the instant noodles, the noodles have been soaked soft, he used a spoon to stir the ingredients mixed with the noodles, picked up a few sticks, put them in front of his mouth and blew, he felt that it was cool enough, just put it in his mouth Li, accidentally touched his lips, and the pain made him unconsciously let out a painful sound.

?? I reached out and touched it there, and I really felt a little bit of broken skin.

??…

??Xia Yan was carrying a water glass to fetch water. When she came out of the kitchen, she heard the doorbell ringing suddenly.

?? This scene is a bit familiar.

??He was a little nervous for no reason, his heart was pounding, and his reason told him that he was thinking too much, but his heart still couldn't help but crawl towards that impossible direction.

?? When standing behind the door, I forgot to take a look through the peephole first, but pulled the door open.

?? Outside the door was a strong man he didn't know, his face was flushed, and he was reeking of alcohol.

?? Xia Yan's footsteps froze, bad thoughts came to his mind, late at night, drunks, indiscriminate killing...

??Before he locked the door, the other party spoke first.

"Excuse me, this is He Cheng's house, right? You are his younger brother, I am his junior, and I belong to the same club as him. He drank too much. I wanted to use his mobile phone to call you first, but he couldn't help it." Rang Peng, fortunately, when we asked where his home was, he gave us the address. It’s really embarrassing to send him back so late.”

?? Before receiving the message in the other party's words, the boy has already pushed the person who was supporting him onto Xia Yan.

?? Xia Yan catches it quickly with his eyes and hands, so that no one will fall down on his side.

??The strong man hiccupped, said good night to him, shook his body slightly, and walked away a little bit.

?? Xia Yan came back to his senses. Just as he was about to go out to have a look at the other party, the person who was originally buried in his shoulder seemed to be insane. He hugged him hard and refused to let him move a little.

??He was a little anxious: "Your junior is also drunk, what should I do if I let him walk alone like this, and how can he go back, you let me go first, I will go and see!"

??He Cheng didn't move, his eyes were half-closed, his chin rested on his shoulder, and he muttered: "He's not drunk! Leave him alone! There's a car downstairs! Leave him alone!"

?? Xia Yan couldn't break free. Hearing his words, he felt less uneasy. After thinking about it, since the other party was able to bring He Cheng here safely, he should be fine if he went downstairs again.

??But I was still a little worried, so I patted his tightly wrapped hands: "Give me your mobile phone, and I will send him a message to ask."

??He Cheng didn't say a word, for a while, it seemed as if someone had tapped his acupuncture points, and he just leaned on him and refused to move.

?? Xia Yan has no choice but to dig out by himself.

??felt both pockets of the coat and found nothing but an unopened candy.

??Xia Yan took a look at the matcha-flavored candy that he had taken out. Just as he was about to put it back into his pocket, the person who was hugging him stretched out a hand and grabbed his hand holding the candy. Said softly in his ear.

?? "I'll buy you candy, please let me come to you, okay? If I don't bother you, just let me stay with you, I will be obedient, okay?"

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