The picked lion touched porcelain

"By the way, Suian, I'm going out in two days, and I'll be back in three months at the most." Chu Liuyun only remembered this when he finished grooming Xiao Kuang.

"Going out again?" Shen Suian was stunned, a little depressed.

"Well, I'll be a little busy in the past few years. When I train up all the people, I will hand over the business of the outer space to them. Then I can concentrate on accompanying you in the imperial capital." Chu Liuyun rubbed Shen Suian's face. hair, said with a smile.

"Okay then." Shen Suian is not a willful child, he won't mess around, and when the matter is settled, he didn't say much, he looked at Xiao Kuang, "Little uncle going too?"

"Of course." The corners of Xiao Kuang's mouth curled up uncontrollably, and he said triumphantly, "I will be where Ah Yun is from now on!"

"Okay, then I'm relieved." Shen Suian couldn't help laughing, no matter how courageous he was, he would not dare to snatch the goods of the star thief leader Xiao Kuang, "Uncle, little uncle, you must pay attention to safety when you go out."

"Understood." Chu Liuyun solemnly promised, "We will be careful."

If something happened to him, then Shen Suian would guard the huge family property alone, wouldn't he be surrounded by wolves, tigers and leopards like he and his sister were back then, and anyone could pounce on him and bite him?

Not to mention Shen Suian's weak body, even with the help of the Long family couple now, he would definitely not be able to bear the heavy pressure.

Even if Shen Suian married Gu Beimo, with the protection of the Gu family, Chu Liuyun was still worried.

In case Gu Beimo flirts with someone else, how should his precious nephew deal with himself?

What's more, the two are not officially together yet.

"Then tell me the day you leave." Shen Suian tried to smile and said.

"Okay." Chu Liuyun responded directly.

After chatting for a few more words, he and Xiao Kuang went to arrange the goods and manpower to be brought this time, Shen Suian sent them to the door, and then went back to the house, with a bit of regret in his eyes.

"Huh?" Panda Zai Zai hugged his leg and called out in doubt.

Shen Suian smiled slightly, hugged the cub into his arms, stroked the soft fur, and the pain in his heart disappeared a little.

"I don't want that anymore, let's play." He found out the toy, intending to use it to distract.

The cubs' moods came and went quickly, and soon they forgot what happened just now, and they were having fun in the living room happily.

***

Recently, there are too many things on his mind, and at night, Shen Suian has nightmares again.

It's still a dark room, men and women who are yelling and fighting, and the dark windows like monster eyes in the dark corridor.

Immediately afterwards, the picture changed, and the woman had a gloomy face, holding a wooden stick as thick as a forearm in her hand, and stared at him with piercing eyes.

He turned and ran upstairs, locked the door, curled up in a corner and shivered.

"boom!"

"boom!"

"boom!"

......

The sound of kicking the door became louder and louder, and the locked bolt gradually loosened.

Fear and helplessness fermented in his heart, and just as he was about to jump out of the window, the door slammed into the wall hard!

Holding the stick, the woman looked even crazier, and beat him without saying a word.

He covered his head with his hands, protected his vitals, and silently endured the woman's atrocities, but he didn't even dare to make a sound.

help me.

Whoever it is, please.

help me please?

He gritted his teeth, tearing wildly, almost begging sadly.

But, like countless times before, no one heard him, and no one would protect him.

It is said that home is a place to shelter from wind and rain, but his biggest wind and rain are brought by home.

"Suian, Suian?" An anxious male voice came from a distance, and his body was shaken slightly.

Shen Suian opened his eyes suddenly, gasping for breath, and couldn't recover for a while.

"Suian, what's wrong with you? Did you have a nightmare?"

Those numb and empty eyes deeply hurt Gu Beimo's heart, he didn't know what Shen Suian dreamed about to become what he is now.

Shen Suian blinked, hot tears fell down again, he was still immersed in that horrible nightmare, his body was trembling uncontrollably.

In the next second, he was hugged into a warm and generous chest.

"Don't be afraid, with me here, no one can bully you." Gu Beimo's gentle voice sounded from his ears, with a strong sense of comfort.

Shen Suian's nose was sore, and the tears that had finally stopped burst out again.

If I said that I just cried because of despair and fear, this time it was wronged and uncomfortable.

When a child falls down, if no one cares, at most shed two tears and can get up by patting the dust.

But if someone came forward with a nervous face and asked him if it hurts, the grievance would be infinitely magnified.

The body in his arms was trembling uncontrollably, and the hot and humid liquid was sliding down his chest, Gu Beimo's heart ached to death.

The soldiers under him dared to cry and cry like this. They had already caught up with the training and practiced hard, and then practiced more every day.

But Shen Suian is the person on the cusp of his heart, how could he be willing to do it?

I don't know how long it took, Shen Suian finally calmed down, his mood fluctuated too much, and he cried too hard for too long, and he was a little exhausted at the moment.

After realizing what he had done, he realized what he had done, and his face turned red, "Yes, I'm sorry."

"It's okay, just wait here for me." Gu Beimo bent his lips, put the tissue on the bedside table into Shen Suian's hands, then got out of bed in the form of a big white lion, opened the door and went out.

Shen Suian wiped away his tears indiscriminately, his arm was suddenly touched by something, he turned his head and met the worried eyes of the four little ones, his heart warmed.

"I'm fine, I just had a nightmare." He pulled the cubs into his arms, touched them one by one, and tried to look relaxed.

It's just a hoarse voice, red eyes, no effect.

Panda Zai Zai put his arms around Shen Suian's neck, and rubbed his cheek affectionately.

The soft fur rubbed against the skin, and Shen Suian felt healed.

That's right, that was just a nightmare. Could it be that that woman could still appear in front of him, beating and scolding wantonly like before?

He took a deep breath, tightened his arms, and tried to comfort himself.

After repeating this several times, the chaotic heartbeat gradually calmed down.

While thinking wildly, Gu Beimo came back with a cup in his hand, "Drink some milk to calm down the shock."

"Ah, thank you." Shen Suian took it over and thanked him politely.

The warm and sweet milk dispelled the last haze, and Shen Suian felt that he was alive again.

"Is it better?" Gu Beimo asked in a soft voice, for fear of scaring Shen Suian.

"En." Shen Suian nodded with complicated eyes.

He believes that Gu Beimo really likes him now, but he doesn't know how long this emotion can last.

In his previous life, his parents were in free love. One was handsome and the other was beautiful. He was envied by many people.

Not long after they got married, it was a mess, and even developed from quarreling to the point of fighting.

After the divorce, the two had become completely enmity, and the crystallization of their love had become an eyesore.

In that era, few people got divorced, and after divorce, women suffered far more gossip than men, and their mother was very concerned about face, and she could lightly joke in front of outsiders, as if she didn't care about anything.

After returning home, he turned his anger and unwillingness into verbal abuse and beat him up.

When someone beats a child, one of the parents or grandparents will always come out to protect them.

There are only him and his mother in his family, and they are often beaten to the brink of death, and they will stop when his mother is tired.

Shen Suian is worried that he will become like his mother, and always suppresses all negative emotions when getting along with others, trying to show friendliness and sincerity.

And keep a distance, not daring to get too close to anyone.

Only when facing cubs, will he let his guard down a little.

No one knows that under this glamorous appearance, there is a heart full of holes.

How can a person like him dare to ask for love from others?

If Gu Beimo knew that he entered the Gu family by lying and deceiving, would he still like him as much as he does now?

Shen Suian didn't dare to gamble, nor could he afford to lose.

He also sometimes thinks that it would be nice if Gu Beimo hadn't woken up, so that he could stay in Gu's house logically, instead of worrying about gains and losses as he is now, and leaving without knowing when.

Every time he couldn't help but have this kind of thought, Shen Suian would break down.

What's the difference between him and that woman?

Obviously the last thing I want to be is the other person, but in the end...

Shen Suian clenched his fist tightly, his nails dug deep into his palm, but he didn't feel any pain at all.

When he was a child, he always felt that he must be not doing well enough, and his mother hated his existence.

So I tried to be sensible and obedient, and when I was not as high as the stove, I stepped on a small bench to help cook, wash clothes, sweep and mop the floor, and even go to work on the ground.

As long as you can get a sincere compliment, or a gratifying smile, it is enough to be satisfied.

But never.

No matter how much you pay, it's like throwing into a black hole, which can never be filled, and you can't get any feedback.

That black hole even frantically wanted to swallow him up and make him disappear completely.

Gradually, he gave up and even started to resent.

It's obviously not his fault, why is he the one who bears the pain?

Why can the perpetrator live happily and peacefully, but the victim is always in fear and lives in the shadows?

It's not fair at all.

Those injuries were like arrows piercing through the body, making him unable to approach others, and others unable to approach him.

After years and years, those arrows grow together with flesh and blood, and it hurts to pull it out, and it hurts to stick it in.

Shen Suian really wanted to grab Gu Beimo's collar and question him loudly.

You can be a friend obviously, why do you have to like him?

Gu Beimo used to be able to speak nonsense to other suitors, why is it different when he comes to him?

But he also clearly knew that there was nothing wrong with liking someone, it was just that Gu Beimo liked the wrong person.

He doesn't deserve to be treated like this by Gu Beimo.

"Go to sleep, don't think so much." Gu Beimo imitated Shen Suian's way of treating the cub, and rubbed his hair clumsily.

Shen Suian didn't have the heart to think about anything else, pursed his lips, responded, and lay down on the bed silently.

Gu Beimo wanted to stay with him, but was afraid that Shen Suian would be uncomfortable, so he hesitated again and again, helped pull the quilt, and then left.

After that day, when Shen Suian saw Gu Beimo again, he was very awkward, coupled with guilt and guilt, it made him unable to get along with him normally like before.

So whenever Gu Beimo had the intention of approaching, he immediately pretended to have something to do and went to another place.

After many times, Gu Beimo also sensed something was wrong, and frowned.

In the afternoon, Shen Suian played with the cubs, accidentally spilled milk on his body, and went back to the house to change clothes.

As a result, within a few steps after coming out, he was blocked by Gu Beimo, who was waiting outside, to the corner of the wall.

The man has a handsome face, a strong physique, and he has been in the top position for a long time, which gives people a strong sense of oppression.

Shen Suian panicked and subconsciously wanted to escape, but Gu Beimo used his body and arms to encircle this square inch.

The distance between the two was too close, and he could almost feel the heat from Gu Beimo's body.

Thinking of the hug that night, Shen Suian's heartbeat suddenly accelerated.

"Suian, why are you avoiding me?" An aggrieved voice sounded from above his head.

Gu Beimo lowered his brows and eyes, showing a sense of pity for no reason, "When I was in a coma, I kept saying that I liked me the most. I finally woke up. Why do you only play with those brats?"

Shen Suian didn't know how to answer this question, so he leaned back and touched the cold wall with his back to calm down a little.

He stretched out his hand, trying to push Gu Beimo away, but when he touched the hot and hard muscle, he retracted like an electric shock.

"You... don't want to say anything to me now?" The deep and disappointed voice sounded again.

Shen Suian felt a little pain, but he didn't expect that Gu Beimo would feel uncomfortable because of his avoidance.

Just as he was about to explain, his hand was suddenly held.

Shen Suian was startled, and was about to break free when he touched something fluffy and soft.

"I'll touch your ears." Gu Beimo's cheeks flushed slightly, and his tail wrapped around Shen Suian's waist quietly, his posture was extremely docile, "Don't ignore me."

Shen Suian was in chaos, he always took the soft rather than the strong, if Gu Beimo pursued him forcefully regardless of his wishes, he would definitely feel disgusted and leave.

Now he has turned into a half-beast form and begged almost coquettishly, who can bear it?

Accidentally bumping into those gentle and affectionate eyes, he felt that his soul would be sucked away by Gu Beimo.

"Suian?" Gu Beimo called again, his body moved forward slightly, and the distance between the two shortened again, almost touching each other.

Shen Suian felt as if he had become a fish on a chopping board, and there was no other way but to be eaten and wiped clean.

And this chopping board, he jumped on it himself!

Just when he was at a loss and didn't know how to deal with it, there was a sudden "Aw" in his ear.

Looking in the direction of the sound, I saw four little ones sitting in a row, their round eyes full of ignorance.

Shen Suian shuddered and wrenched his hand free.

His face was flushed red, he didn't dare to look at the pure and clear eyes of the cubs, and ran out sullenly.

Gu Beimo put back his ears and tail, with a particularly regretful expression.

He sighed, squatted down in front of the four little ones, rubbed each one vigorously twice, and complained in a low voice, "A bunch of little villains!"

Although it didn't work this time, it was a little rewarding.

She has been using the animal form to get along with Shen Suian, so what is the difference with the four children in the family?

In human form, Shen Suian is too vigilant.

The half-beast type can perfectly solve this problem!

It can retain both human and animal ears and tails. Isn’t it a matter of minutes to enhance feelings?

The corners of Gu Beimo's mouth rose slightly, and he smiled like a spring breeze.

Subordinates who give their ideas later will add chicken legs, no, raise wages!

The author has something to say: Gu Beimo: The idea of ​​this dog-headed army division is quite useful!

感谢在2021-05-2011:57:28~2021-05-2111:59:28期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

Thanks to the little angel who cast the landmine: Zimo_Rin4;

Thanks to the little angel of irrigation nutrient solution: 1 bottle of sumac;

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!