Retirement and reemployment

Chapter 64 Secretly cry, don't cry, the enemy will laugh

Li Dusheng was confined at home and could not go anywhere.

His mother was taken care of by a special person, but as a selector, Li Dusheng was still a well-known selector, and the negative impact of his actions was quite serious.

Now locked up.

Originally visits were not allowed, but Zhou Wenji was a little special, after all, Li Dusheng's father died at the hands of Zhou Wenji.

To a certain extent, Zhou Wenji had a feud with Li Dusheng.

In fact, the point is that the higher-ups are just messing around with the formalities. If Li Dusheng's team wants to come, it's not impossible, but aren't they all stopped by Li Dusheng?

Now the deputy captain, Chen Yingwen, can only make his face look like Zhao Lei's in order to get away with it.

When Li Dusheng pushed the door, he seemed to be in good condition, but he was a little pale, and he still had no expression, but his hair grew a bit longer. After seeing Zhou Wenji, he called the three of them in: "Senior, do you want some tea?"

The first thing Zhou Wenji noticed when he came in was the decoration of this house.Li Dusheng is a strange existence who likes to act aggressively and whose thinking logic is not on the right track.

Before coming in, Zhou Wenji thought that Li Dusheng's house was either in the style of a hotel, or he was a maverick.Unexpectedly, after coming in, it was very ordinary.

Ordinary ones are very lively, but I can't tell what style their home is decorated in, and they don't seem to have any special preferences.

There are even half-folded clothes on the sofa. With such a background and Li Dusheng's current appearance, he looks like a well-behaved college student.

Li Dusheng packed up a place for Zhou Wenji and the others, let Zhou Wenji and the others do it, and then went to get drinks for Zhou Wenji and the others.

"Do you want ice cream?" Li Dusheng asked before leaving. After all, although it is winter, there is heating at home, so it is quite warm.

"It's good to leave it cold." Zhou Wenji was not used to Li Dusheng in this state.

After Jisheng walked away, Zhou Wenji asked Chen Yingwen next to him: "When your captain is at home, is it like this?"

"Yeah, the contrast is really big." Chen Yingwen lowered his voice and responded, "When I first met him, he hadn't flattened his head, and he wasn't as tall as he is now at that time, and he looked quite small."

Zhou Wenji nodded thoughtfully, but he looks like a child now, the way he frowns and nods looks a little funny.

Li Dusheng brought drinks for all three of them, and poured an extra glass of water for Zhou Wenji. After pouring the water, he just stared at Zhou Wenji. Zhou Wenji swore that he saw a very strong curiosity in Li Dusheng's eyes.

Li Dusheng is very interested in the two things that the goose has supernatural powers and Zhou Wenji's juvenile body.

Doesn't look like a big hit.

"Are you okay?" Disi asked directly. When he called Li Dusheng before, Li Dusheng's tone was really desperate.

Yes, it is despair, the kind of despair that doesn't want to talk about anything, and is not interested in anything.

"It's pretty good now." Li Dusheng said the truth, and turned his eyes away from Zhou Wenji. He is a man of principle. Now that Di Si and Zhou Wenji are in a husband and wife relationship, he can't stare at other people's objects. .

"It's okay now, I won't know about it later." Li Dusheng straightened his hands and put his hands on his knees, "I can't fall asleep very much these days, and when I close my eyes, I will think of some not-so-good things .”

"Actually, if I do it all over again, I'll still beat them up." Li Dusheng looked seriously into Di Si's eyes and said, Di Si nodded in agreement, "I'll help you."

Li Dusheng laughed, and then withdrew his smile: "Senior Zhou, do you know my father?"

"Ah?" Zhou Wenji didn't react all of a sudden.

"It's Li Zhou, do you know him?" Li Dusheng repeated his question again, "I'm ashamed to say, but I don't know much about him, after all, this guy died before I was born."

His understanding of his father is limited to what his mother told him, the news, or the eccentricity of the people around him.

As for Li Dusheng, this guy is the chief culprit of his troubles for more than 20 years.

Zhou Wenji and Li Zhou have dealt with each other before, but: "You want to know what he does?"

Li Dusheng pursed his lips and lowered his head.To be honest, this was the first time that Di Si and Zhou Wenji saw Li Fusheng look like this.

Looking aside, Chen Yingwen, who had been acting as a background person, subconsciously clenched her fist.

"Senior, my mother has a problem with her head." Li Dusheng choked up when he said this.

He really felt that this was quite embarrassing, a big man shouldn't cry and cry, and what's the matter, he already knew that his mother had no more love for that man, and even his mother hated Zhou Wenji.

She also had objections to his entry into the Bureau of Different Administrations, but she had never seriously discussed this issue in front of him.

So what is there to expect?So what's the point of choking up here?Li Dusheng sorted out his emotions before continuing: "She remembers Li Zhou, but she forgot about me."

"She insisted she hadn't had children and she didn't like children."

"At first I thought her memory was confused, but it turned out that it wasn't. She remembered that Li Zhou was dead, and she remembered how many years had passed now, but she didn't remember that she had a child." Li Dusheng felt this The topic seems too heavy.

Seeing that the faces of the three people on the opposite side were not very good-looking, Li Dusheng tried to smile, but failed: "She erased me from her life."

In fact, among the three people, Chen Yingwen was the one who touched the most. He and Li Dusheng have known each other for the longest time.

Li Dusheng has been a lone wolf for a long time. In fact, when they first met, Li Dusheng was really a ruthless character that everyone feared. At that time, he only felt that if he got closer to this guy, he would bite him hard.

After getting along with each other day by day, Li Dusheng's true nature was exposed.Or it might be because of the members of the team, anyway, this lone wolf is getting more and more fake.

Then it became clear to everyone that Li Dusheng is actually full of emotions, but he doesn't know how to express them at all.

It was as if he didn't like his mother, because of that woman's cowardice, because that woman was obedient to Li Zhou and refused to listen.

But Li Dusheng also cared about that woman, probably because she was his only relative.

Li Du's life is not easy, he bears the burden of various labels attached to him by Du at birth.

It was not unreasonable for him to think that he was a lone wolf, because this guy really didn't have any friends before he met Chen Yingwen.

At the beginning, the aggressiveness and indifference shown to protect himself later became a wall preventing others from understanding him.

For a long, long time, he was separated, and he was always alone.And the mother he doesn't like very much is the only bond between him and the world.

It's as if he actually calls his mother every day, although the average phone call is only two or three sentences.It is roughly a stereotyped pattern such as "Have you eaten?" "Eat." "That's good."

But just because of the fact that he calls every day, Li Dusheng looks like a good boy.

He didn't feel anything, he was just confirming that the woman was safe and sound, so he felt more at ease.

Although he still doesn't like his mother very much.

Don't like it?No child would dislike his mother, it's just that Li Du's ecology is awkward, not because of his awkward personality, but because of his birth, his three views and his mother's three views.

They can't be twisted together at all.

But it is undeniable that Li Dusheng really cares about his mother.

Zhou Wenji looked like a baby now, pursed his lips, and sighed again: "Your father..."

"Li Zhou." Li Dusheng corrected him.

"Okay, Li Zhou." Zhou Wenji changed his words in a polite manner, "Li Zhou is a very paranoid person, but he is very kind to your mother, and he is looking forward to your birth."

Li Dusheng didn't show any expression, he just felt a little uncomfortable when he was looking forward to the birth, it seemed that he really disliked Li Zhou.

Or he actually decided to take a completely different path a long time ago, when he was inexplicably influenced by Li Zhou's fucking reputation.

He didn't shy away from mentioning Li Zhou, but he hoped that his life would be completely separated from this guy.

"At that time, there was a girl in our team. She was very beautiful and dressed very modernly. The little girl went to the skating rink and met Li Zhou."

Zhou Wenji leaned back, and it turned out that his body is too small now, leaning back, there was an empty space behind him, and he almost lay down on it, but fortunately, Di Si supported him.

Zhou Wenji paused for a while before continuing: "Li Zhou is not outstanding, anyway, he is not as good-looking as you."

"But he has good skills. The little girl in our team was trying to hook up with someone, and he hadn't been exposed at that time."

"Based on normal interactions, Li Zhou is a very measured person. He won't embarrass people too much, and he will save face for others, but he also has his own bottom line."

When Zhou Wenji said this, he was actually a little helpless: "At that time, he just mentioned it vaguely, saying that he was looking forward to your birth, and our team member understood."

Many neuroses are not as exposed as the perverted Zuo Yunliang who was able to build a country by himself.

It's more like the imitator, who is no different from normal people, and even very good, either because of his family background, or his style of conversation, or his principles of life.

Of course, after Li Zhou was exposed, he stopped being a human being completely, but his love for his wife was real, and his wife was not involved in how many illegal things he did.

But this is actually nothing, Li Zhou would have to die dozens of times if he wanted to kill someone for his life.So Zhou Wenji and the others wouldn't show any more compassion for this guy because of his rare good husband genes.

After all, Li Zhou died at the hands of Zhou Wenji in the end, he was killed on the spot, and he had no chance of being captured.

It is estimated that Li Dusheng's mother also knew about this, and Zhou Wenji's photos were circulating at that time, Zhou Wenji was really afraid that when he went to see Li Dusheng's mother yesterday, he would make someone angry.

It's better now, with such a ghostly appearance, let alone Li Dusheng's mother, if his old teammates were still alive, they probably wouldn't be able to recognize him.

Li Dusheng was silent again, and after a moment of silence, he commented seriously: "I don't think he's very good."

"If he really liked my mother and really expected me to be born, he wouldn't have done something like this." Li Dusheng bent down and put his elbows on his knees. "He should know the possibility of his success." Not very sexual."

At that time, Zhou Wenji was famous and in full swing, and basically those who caused troubles didn't last a week.

Under such circumstances, it is impossible for Li Zhou not to be aware of the disparity in strength between himself and Zhou Wenji. After all, Yan Long, known as the number one neurotic, died at the hands of Zhou Wenji.

At that time, Li Dusheng was not born yet, and the old man started to make trouble vigorously, and then sent himself in.

He did it for his ideals, not to mention Li Zhou's ideals, and Li Dusheng didn't agree with it at all, and if Li Dusheng traveled to Li Zhou's era, there was a high probability that he would kill his relatives and replace him.

Let’s just say that his risk-taking behavior during his wife’s pregnancy, to put it mildly, is to temporarily abandon the family for his own ideals.

But in Li Dusheng's view, this is extremely irresponsible!

He didn't think about his family when he was dying, especially because he didn't dedicate himself to the unemployment of mankind, he was just a psychopath who did things for his own desires.

Even if he loves his wife, he has done nothing to his wife, but is that something to be proud of?This can't add half a heroic color and so-called tragic tone to his actions.

Li Dusheng explained something to Zhou Wenji, and finally concluded: "So he is a beast."

"I think what you said makes sense." Sisi agrees.

Li Dusheng looked at Disi as if he had found a comrade. Anyway, Li Dusheng felt that the brain waves of himself and Disi were right.

"He's a scumbag." Disi's tone didn't fluctuate much, as if he just gave a simple evaluation.

And this evaluation won Li Dusheng's heart: "He is a beast!"

"Your mother still likes him, she is really blind."

"Who says it's not? You won't listen to it, hehe, it's all like this now, and I only know how to miss him."

"Yes."

"I figured it out. I've been that guy Li Zhou's accessory for so many years?"

"You're not, I just think you're a nice person." Di Si sat next to Li Dusheng, and hooked up with Li Dusheng.

Otherwise, how can I say that Li Dusheng's brain circuit is relatively clear?After that, he basically scolded Di Si for almost an hour.

From Li Zhou scolding to those six drunk bums.

After scolding, Li Dusheng felt relieved, and invited Zhou Wenji and the others to stay at his home.

"I heard that Anthurium has supernatural powers. Is it true?" Li Dusheng was cooking in a floral plaid apron, and chatted with Disi expressionlessly.

"Yes, a very powerful ability." Disi sat on a chair beside him, "Have you ever watched a bodybuilding competition?"

"Which?"

"Fitness."

Li Dusheng suddenly realized: "Is it the one with a face on the muscles?"

"Yes, Anthurium can become like that, it looks very strong."

The two of them were chatting, while Zhou Wenji and Chen Yingwen were staring at each other on the sofa.

"Your captain is very lively." Zhou Wenji flattered, and Chen Yingwen shrugged.

"It's only lively for a while, and I guess it will be uncomfortable after a while." Chen Yingwen knew Li Dusheng very well, "He has always been like this, intermittently stable, and intermittently sad."

What's more, Li Dusheng really cared about fucking, but it wasn't obvious.

Sure enough, it was fine when eating, and fine when sleeping.

When Zhou Wenji and Di Si got up to go to the bathroom in the middle of the night, oh, mainly because Zhou Wenji went to the bathroom, he woke up Di Si when he moved, and Di Si followed in a daze, rubbing his eyes.

Li Dusheng's house is a duplex, with the living room below, the dining room upstairs, and a guardrail.

The room is upstairs, and there is a corridor, but the toilet is outside the corridor, but as I was walking, I found a person standing over the guardrail.

Before Zhou Wenji and Disi had time to make a sound, there was a very low hiss from beside them, almost breathlessly.

Zhou Wenji and the others looked over and found that it was Chen Yingwen. Of course, Chen Yingwen was still holding Zhao Lei's face.

"What are you doing here?" Zhou Wenji didn't even make a sound, it was lip-syncing.

Chen Yingwen pointed to the person over the guardrail now.

"Li Dusheng?" Zhou Wenji asked again, and Chen Yingwen nodded.

Li Dusheng stood by the guardrail, looking up at the sky at a very standard forty degrees, and he didn't know what he was laughing at.

After standing for a while, he suddenly squatted down.

"He's crying?" Zhou Wenji looked at Li Dusheng's shoulders in surprise.

"Anyway, it's unlikely to be a smile." Chen Yingwen just mouthed and didn't make a sound.

Anyway, there is a high probability that Li Dusheng was crying, after all, it was his mother who was by his side when he had no friends.

And now his mother had forgotten him.

Li Dusheng is probably the only one who remembers all of Li Dusheng's past experiences. With Li Dusheng's character, it is normal to cry.

"What should we do now?" Di Si frowned, looking very serious, Chen Yingwen shook his head: "Let's retreat first."

withdraw?But Zhou came out to go to the bathroom.

Now Li Dusheng couldn't stop thinking about the things when he was a child in his mind, and he couldn't control his thoughts.

He didn't want to be like this either, but at that inexplicable night, he couldn't hold back all his emotions, and all the emotions rushed out.

He wanted to go to bed early, but when he closed his eyes it was all those things.

It was so uncomfortable that he wanted to cry a lot.

But he is used to not relying on anyone, just like that...

bang!Crack!

The sound of the glass photo frame falling to the ground was extremely loud, and a landscape painting hanging in the corridor fell to the ground.

Li Dusheng turned around suddenly and saw three people.

The three of them also seemed to be in a daze, and they didn't move for a while.

Just look at each other like this.

In the end, Disi was the first to speak, and said, "Why don't you go to bed late at night?"

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