Sang Xueqing, who had been frightened stupidly since just now, sat in the Yulu Pavilion, covering her ears.
Xuan Ye's face was originally as pure and flawless as ice jade, but after the sudden loss of blood, it became even paler, almost transparent.
He closed his eyes, because of the pain of the bones growing in his body and crushing the flesh and blood, his brows furrowed in a daze, his bleeding lips trembled, and he let out a sigh.
"why?"
There was no expression on Qing Ming's face, it was as calm as when he stabbed Yu Li, no one would have thought that he would do this.
"Yu Li thought the same way just now." Qing Ming said calmly, his voice was deeper than usual, without a trace of emotion.
Xuan Ye leaned weakly on the pillar of the pavilion, her drooping eyebrows trembled, she couldn't see, but she still faced Qing Ming with a peaceful expression.
"Didn't you do it yourself?"
Qing Ming said calmly: "Well, it's me."
His eyes seemed to be slightly dazed, but soon he was as calm as usual, and explained seriously: "If I don't do it, he will die in your hands. Yuli underestimated you too much. After all, you are a descendant of heaven. That move He can't handle it. Besides, even if he kills you, he will..."
Qing Ming blinked absent-mindedly, opened his mouth and blood poured out uncontrollably, he paused and finished the second half of the sentence: "...he will die too."
Xuan Ye's white clothes were stained bright red with blood, thorns and white bones were wrapped around his flesh and blood, his eyes were closed, like a corpse.
The bones of thorns are still growing and strangling, because they have sucked Xuan Ye's blood, the bones even turned red.
Although she was so weak that she was about to die, Xuan Ye did not die after all.
At the same time, Qingming's gray-white clothes were constantly soaked with blood, but there was no surprise on his face, and he said lightly: "After all, the backlash came so quickly. I didn't expect to do it so quickly. , at least until you fully open your eyes."
Xuan Ye said softly, "Well, then why didn't you wait?"
Qing Ming: "I let him go, even though he was seriously injured. But I'm not sure if you will find out. After all, the keel didn't pierce his heart, even if it is cut off, I can still manipulate the part that remains in the body. If you think about it carefully, it is full of loopholes. I am not Yuli. I have been with you for 800 years. I understand you better than anyone else, better than Yanxue. If you are aware of it, I will never have a chance to do it again. I can only start early. "
Xuan Ye's eyebrows trembled slightly, and the tip of her eyebrows slightly raised, as if she had suddenly realized: "So, you deliberately mentioned Ye Tan to me."
"In this world, He is the only one who can distract you. But I'm not lying. When the 36 cores and demon phases gather together, Udumbara will bloom. This is true." Qingming's pupils settled down, " Also, you don't seem to be clear about the fact that Jiu Shichen's entry into the realm of demons, not only cannot be stopped, but the realm of demons will merge faster. This matter was personally issued by the master of Yu Luo Xiaotai, Jianxue I also know, but I only keep it from you."
Xuan Ye was silent for a moment and lost her mind, her expression was blank.
"why?"
Qing Ming said lightly: "I don't know, it seems that it's because it's for someone to ascend."
Xuan Ye: "Ascension? Who?"
Qingming: "If it wasn't for someone to ascend, I can't think of a reason why Heaven would ruin everything to make Udumbara bloom. As for the person who ascends, you, Zi Sang Junyan, the master of Yu Luo Xiaotai, or Sang Xue Qing, it must be someone from your sect."
Xuan Ye didn't make a sound, and leaned there weakly, with her eyes closed, as if she was dying.
Qing Ming approached him slowly, every step was extremely difficult, as if an invisible force prevented him from killing Xuan Ye.
But he must kill him.
Qingming: "These 36 cores of demon phases were not created by Ye Tan, but arranged by the master of Yu Luo Xiaotai. The extinction of monks during the tribulation period, the collapse of the cycle of hell, the Zhenyu Dynasty, eighteen heavenly steps, and a grand formation that reaches the sky. Zi Sang Junyan, the first nine servants, Yu Li and I, all of our lives are bound by invisible karma, all for today."
Qing Ming finally walked in front of Xuan Ye.
He said: "I don't know if this ring can be broken if you die, but you should die. If you can, Ye Tan may also thank you. If not, if He blooms, you will never see Him again gone."
Qingming's hand turned into bones, and merged with the bones passing through Xuan Ye's viscera, and lifted Xuan Ye up.
Xuan Ye didn't struggle at all, his voice was weak, nothing unbelievable, nor unexpected, just calm: "When did you start, you want to kill me?"
Qing Ming said flatly: "It's been a long time."
Qingming's skeletal fingers passed through Xuan Ye's heart, pinching his heart, and at the same time, there was a pain in his heart: "Sure enough, although there is still backlash, you are beginning to lose the favor of heaven, Just like Zi Sang Junyan back then. He can be killed."
Xuan Ye is as angry as a silk: "You also think that your fate is like this... because of me?"
Qingming: "I have never hated you. I will kill you because I always have to do one thing."
He thought, at the very least, he would do one thing for Yunxie.
Xuan Ye asked him when he began to want to kill him, but Qing Ming couldn't answer, if Xuan Ye asked him when he realized the absurdity of fate and out of control, then he would know it.
Qingming remembers that 800 years ago, Zisang Jun broke the hell way with his soldiers.
He, Yunxie and Xuanye left Biluo Mountain, passing through the small town where they fled when they were casual cultivators.
He was immersed in the high spirits of becoming the elder of Jiu Shichen, and he didn't realize that there was a complete change and loss.
The assassin attacked Xuan Ye, he didn't expect the sword coming from behind.
Lying on the ground in a daze, looking at Yunxie's smile in a killing frenzy, he seemed to have finally let go of his deceiving hand and saw what happened in the past 100 years.
Before he could figure it out, the causal line was reversed at that moment.
At that moment, he even felt grateful: Do it again, this time I must... definitely...
Must have not figured something out.
The moment Qing Ming woke up was after the causal line changed.
Everyone in Yu Luo Xiaotai knew that Ye Tan died in the underworld that day, Yu Li went crazy, Qing Ming went to intercept him, and Yu Li's water dragon passed through his chest.
At that moment, no matter which Qingming could have avoided it, but as soon as he opened his eyes, he saw that the young Yunxie's eyes were like a cornered little beast, driven mad by despair and lonely bewilderment, crying I can't even cry.
Qing Ming knew that even if he was given another chance, he would still have done the same thing for more than 100 years.
Qingming has already forgotten why she drifted away from Yunxie in the first place, and she couldn't find it when she looked back.
However, it is definitely not because he has never regarded Yunxie as a friend, and it is definitely not because he hates Yunxie.
He has always been a person who looks forward and backward, and is used to thinking about three steps after taking one step.
Even if he cultivated immortality, climbed up Biluo Mountain, and became the first elder of the Nine Ministers under Jianxue, he has never been free and easy for a day.
He and Yun Xie were born in a small village in the cultivation world. Yun Xie was an orphan without father and mother, and he was an orphan with a family.
My father was drunk all day long, and whenever he had a spirit stone, he would buy alcohol with it, and on days when he didn't drink, he hooked up with widows in the village.
When his father cheated and robbed Qing Ming of the spirit stones he had accumulated and beat him, his mother would just hide away, but she would always say, "Qing Ming, you are my mother's favorite child."
He also has several brothers and sisters, some are siblings with his mother, and more are born to his father and others.
Qing Ming heard that his grandfather was in the realm of comprehension back then, and even though it was a small place, he was still a figure. After his grandfather died, his father ruined the family business.
These brothers and sisters of his were there at that time, and those women had left, only his mother, as a former Taoist partner, could not leave.
Grandpa's disciples, as well as father's other brothers, do not interact with father, as if facing a puddle of mud on the ground.
The way they looked at Qingming was like looking at a puddle of mud.
Qingming doesn't want to become a puddle of mud.
He never gave up trying.
Qing Ming is precocious and intelligent, but even though he passed the No. 1 exam, he didn't have a good word to say when he returned home.
His father treated him like an enemy, beating him or scolding him. One day, when he died, Qing Ming didn't shed a single tear, but felt relieved.
His mother was happily married, Qingming and his brothers and sisters were ignorant, fawning over men, living like slaves, and even plotting against each other for a look in the man's eyes.
At first, Qingming's excellence was looked at differently by men, so that he was regarded as a thorn in the eyes of these brothers and sisters, but when Qingming's excellence reached the point where men felt that he could not control him, the short-sighted and jealous man did not think of rare goods to live in. To promote his own family, he wanted to ruin Qingming's chances, so that he could only be an ordinary monk for the rest of his life, like his brothers and sisters, who could only live by his breath.
When Qing Ming and Yun Xie escaped together, he didn't expect that he had no home, he didn't have a home in the first place, he only felt relieved and free, just like the day his own father died.
Maybe there was a little sadness, and I felt sad for how the humble life can be distorted.
But he was not really free either. He thought of his mother, and thought of her saying, Mother only has you.
It was because of this sentence that he was unable to escape for a long time.
Until he finally escaped, thinking of this sentence, he would suddenly wake up from the nightmare with palpitations.
He is tired of all emotions in this world, and if someone loves him, he will only feel disgusted.
What he wants all his life is freedom, and no one in the world can restrain him.
In essence, he and Yiying are the same people, they both like power, what Yunying likes about power he doesn't know, he likes the freedom brought by power.
Isn't a person like him born for the ruthless way?
However, he couldn't cultivate the way of ruthlessness.
Because of Yunxie.
Yunxie is different, different from anyone else in this world.
Qing Ming doesn't need family affection, and he won't fall in love with any beautiful man or woman, but he happens to have the best friend in the world.
In this world, parents may sacrifice their children, and Taoist couples may be jealous and betray each other, but he actually has a friend like Yunxie.
She will leave her only chance to live to him, and she will die for him without hesitation. Yunxie will give him all the good things as soon as possible.
"Why are you being so nice to me?"
The boy's black eyes widened: "Qing Ming is also so kind to me."
Have it?He never imagined how he would treat Yunxie well.
He had saved Yunxie, but that was because he was sure, and his character of taking one step and three steps would never let him go to a dead end. Every time he made a move, he was sure to get out of the whole body, and there was never a time when he was at the end of his rope. .
He gave up the precious food and medicine to Guo Yunxie, but that was because he thought it was irrelevant.
Until that time, when they came out of a secret realm, they were chased and killed by a Nascent Soul to seize the treasure.
That was the only time he felt hopeless. There was nothing in front of him, no way to go.
That time, Yunxie almost died in front of him, and instead of him, he resisted Yuanying Jianxiu's sword, allowing him to seize the opportunity to fight back.
He was really scared, angry and frightened, afraid that Yunxie would die, afraid of Yunxie.
The young Yunxie looked at him with clear eyes: "If it were Qingming, he would be willing to die for me."
He looked away, thinking: No, I won't.
He will never live for another, die for another, be bound by another.
Even if that person is Yunxie.
He wants to live freely for himself all his life, and he has been working hard for this all his life.
He started to be afraid of Yunxie.
Fear of Yunxie's feelings and sacrifices is more serious than anything in this world.
He intends to cultivate the path of ruthlessness, but he is worried about Yunxie.
Yunxie is too fragile, too afraid of being alone, he has no relatives, no lover, and no friends except Qing Ming.
He was always worried that Yunxie was too obsessed with him, what would Yunxie do if he practiced the way of ruthlessness, or without him.
It's like that, I can't remember.
Or maybe it's because of Yunxie's talent and intelligence, everyone in the Jiushichen on Biluo Mountain is very strong, and Zisang Junyan is especially terrifyingly strong.
It was so long ago that he couldn't remember.
I just remember, I don't know when it started, I avoided Yunxie intentionally or unintentionally.
Hearing Yunxie's voice, she subconsciously avoided it.
Seeing Yunxie, he frowned unconsciously.
Knowing that Yunxie was waiting for him, my heart would feel heavy.
Yunxie seems to have become a mountain on Biluo Mountain that is more insurmountable than Zisang Junyan.
Later, Zisang Junyan became the heir to the way of heaven, and he could no longer work hard for the way of heaven, but the pressure brought by Yunxie was still there.
More than 100 years passed like this.
He wondered if Yunxie could finally take a little light on his love for him and the world.
If Yun Xie can be like him, they will practice the ruthless way together and work hard towards the great cause of ascension, this is the best thing Qing Ming can think of.
Even if Yunxie changed suddenly, stopped standing behind him, and allowed him to be seriously injured, he never complained. He thought it was fine, but he didn't know why. He felt like he had done something wrong, but he didn't have time to think clearly. what is it.
Until the causal line is changed.
Again, he did the same thing.
No matter which Qingming it is, no matter how many times it happens again, Qingming has chosen to turn Yunxie into another Qingming.
She doesn't need anyone, doesn't need feelings, and isn't shackled by anyone, even if he is Qingming, living independently and freely.
He always felt that Yunxie couldn't do without him.
He thought that Yun Xie, who allowed him to be seriously injured by the assassin, had finally become bearish as he wished.
Qing Ming always felt that Yun Xie couldn't do without him, until he woke up from the changed causal line node, and until Yun Xie attacked him without hesitation for Ye Tan, he didn't know that the person he couldn't lose was him.
He knew that he had a premonition long ago that he would lose Yunxie.
Maybe it's because of his cold and selfish nature, maybe it's because he's aware that one day Yunxie will realize that the Qingming that Yunxie thinks is not the real Qingming, and he can't become the Qingming that Yunxie wants deep.
He was too afraid of losing, so he wanted Yunxie to become another him, so that they could be friends who would stand side by side forever.
No one will be disappointed, and no one will be afraid.
Experience the long years of practice together, build the avenue of longevity together, and soar together after ten thousand years.
but……
However, Yunxie will never learn, he has not and will not change, he just shifted his feelings for Qing Ming to another person.
Xuan Ye asked him if he also felt that his fate was because of Xuan Ye.
If in the past, Qing Ming hated others to control his feelings and destiny, he would hate Xuan Ye.
But Qing Ming has already realized that it is himself who manipulates this absurd fate, and what he cannot resist.
"I don't hate you, but I'm going to kill you. Because, I have to do something for him."
Qingming never did anything for his former friend Yunxie that could be compared to what Yunxie did for him, and he would never spare his life for Yunxie.
Although it's late, at least one thing must be done.
There is no more Yunxie, only Yu Li, the elder of Jiushichen.
Everyone is bound by the invisible thread of cause and effect. What he has to do is to cut the thread that binds Yu Li and set him free.
He knew that if the current Yu Li lost control, he would bring disaster to the common people and become a more dangerous person than Xuan Ye.
But he just wanted to do at least one thing for him.
and so--
Qing Ming's whole body was bone-shattered, his fingers crushed Xuan Ye's heart with all his strength, and at the same time, his heart was also crushed by the law of backlash, he said lightly: "Xuan Ye, let's die together."
The cycle of reincarnation does not return, and the world is annihilated, which can be regarded as sharing this eternal life and freedom with the world.
Xuan Ye's face was originally as pure and flawless as ice jade, but after the sudden loss of blood, it became even paler, almost transparent.
He closed his eyes, because of the pain of the bones growing in his body and crushing the flesh and blood, his brows furrowed in a daze, his bleeding lips trembled, and he let out a sigh.
"why?"
There was no expression on Qing Ming's face, it was as calm as when he stabbed Yu Li, no one would have thought that he would do this.
"Yu Li thought the same way just now." Qing Ming said calmly, his voice was deeper than usual, without a trace of emotion.
Xuan Ye leaned weakly on the pillar of the pavilion, her drooping eyebrows trembled, she couldn't see, but she still faced Qing Ming with a peaceful expression.
"Didn't you do it yourself?"
Qing Ming said calmly: "Well, it's me."
His eyes seemed to be slightly dazed, but soon he was as calm as usual, and explained seriously: "If I don't do it, he will die in your hands. Yuli underestimated you too much. After all, you are a descendant of heaven. That move He can't handle it. Besides, even if he kills you, he will..."
Qing Ming blinked absent-mindedly, opened his mouth and blood poured out uncontrollably, he paused and finished the second half of the sentence: "...he will die too."
Xuan Ye's white clothes were stained bright red with blood, thorns and white bones were wrapped around his flesh and blood, his eyes were closed, like a corpse.
The bones of thorns are still growing and strangling, because they have sucked Xuan Ye's blood, the bones even turned red.
Although she was so weak that she was about to die, Xuan Ye did not die after all.
At the same time, Qingming's gray-white clothes were constantly soaked with blood, but there was no surprise on his face, and he said lightly: "After all, the backlash came so quickly. I didn't expect to do it so quickly. , at least until you fully open your eyes."
Xuan Ye said softly, "Well, then why didn't you wait?"
Qing Ming: "I let him go, even though he was seriously injured. But I'm not sure if you will find out. After all, the keel didn't pierce his heart, even if it is cut off, I can still manipulate the part that remains in the body. If you think about it carefully, it is full of loopholes. I am not Yuli. I have been with you for 800 years. I understand you better than anyone else, better than Yanxue. If you are aware of it, I will never have a chance to do it again. I can only start early. "
Xuan Ye's eyebrows trembled slightly, and the tip of her eyebrows slightly raised, as if she had suddenly realized: "So, you deliberately mentioned Ye Tan to me."
"In this world, He is the only one who can distract you. But I'm not lying. When the 36 cores and demon phases gather together, Udumbara will bloom. This is true." Qingming's pupils settled down, " Also, you don't seem to be clear about the fact that Jiu Shichen's entry into the realm of demons, not only cannot be stopped, but the realm of demons will merge faster. This matter was personally issued by the master of Yu Luo Xiaotai, Jianxue I also know, but I only keep it from you."
Xuan Ye was silent for a moment and lost her mind, her expression was blank.
"why?"
Qing Ming said lightly: "I don't know, it seems that it's because it's for someone to ascend."
Xuan Ye: "Ascension? Who?"
Qingming: "If it wasn't for someone to ascend, I can't think of a reason why Heaven would ruin everything to make Udumbara bloom. As for the person who ascends, you, Zi Sang Junyan, the master of Yu Luo Xiaotai, or Sang Xue Qing, it must be someone from your sect."
Xuan Ye didn't make a sound, and leaned there weakly, with her eyes closed, as if she was dying.
Qing Ming approached him slowly, every step was extremely difficult, as if an invisible force prevented him from killing Xuan Ye.
But he must kill him.
Qingming: "These 36 cores of demon phases were not created by Ye Tan, but arranged by the master of Yu Luo Xiaotai. The extinction of monks during the tribulation period, the collapse of the cycle of hell, the Zhenyu Dynasty, eighteen heavenly steps, and a grand formation that reaches the sky. Zi Sang Junyan, the first nine servants, Yu Li and I, all of our lives are bound by invisible karma, all for today."
Qing Ming finally walked in front of Xuan Ye.
He said: "I don't know if this ring can be broken if you die, but you should die. If you can, Ye Tan may also thank you. If not, if He blooms, you will never see Him again gone."
Qingming's hand turned into bones, and merged with the bones passing through Xuan Ye's viscera, and lifted Xuan Ye up.
Xuan Ye didn't struggle at all, his voice was weak, nothing unbelievable, nor unexpected, just calm: "When did you start, you want to kill me?"
Qing Ming said flatly: "It's been a long time."
Qingming's skeletal fingers passed through Xuan Ye's heart, pinching his heart, and at the same time, there was a pain in his heart: "Sure enough, although there is still backlash, you are beginning to lose the favor of heaven, Just like Zi Sang Junyan back then. He can be killed."
Xuan Ye is as angry as a silk: "You also think that your fate is like this... because of me?"
Qingming: "I have never hated you. I will kill you because I always have to do one thing."
He thought, at the very least, he would do one thing for Yunxie.
Xuan Ye asked him when he began to want to kill him, but Qing Ming couldn't answer, if Xuan Ye asked him when he realized the absurdity of fate and out of control, then he would know it.
Qingming remembers that 800 years ago, Zisang Jun broke the hell way with his soldiers.
He, Yunxie and Xuanye left Biluo Mountain, passing through the small town where they fled when they were casual cultivators.
He was immersed in the high spirits of becoming the elder of Jiu Shichen, and he didn't realize that there was a complete change and loss.
The assassin attacked Xuan Ye, he didn't expect the sword coming from behind.
Lying on the ground in a daze, looking at Yunxie's smile in a killing frenzy, he seemed to have finally let go of his deceiving hand and saw what happened in the past 100 years.
Before he could figure it out, the causal line was reversed at that moment.
At that moment, he even felt grateful: Do it again, this time I must... definitely...
Must have not figured something out.
The moment Qing Ming woke up was after the causal line changed.
Everyone in Yu Luo Xiaotai knew that Ye Tan died in the underworld that day, Yu Li went crazy, Qing Ming went to intercept him, and Yu Li's water dragon passed through his chest.
At that moment, no matter which Qingming could have avoided it, but as soon as he opened his eyes, he saw that the young Yunxie's eyes were like a cornered little beast, driven mad by despair and lonely bewilderment, crying I can't even cry.
Qing Ming knew that even if he was given another chance, he would still have done the same thing for more than 100 years.
Qingming has already forgotten why she drifted away from Yunxie in the first place, and she couldn't find it when she looked back.
However, it is definitely not because he has never regarded Yunxie as a friend, and it is definitely not because he hates Yunxie.
He has always been a person who looks forward and backward, and is used to thinking about three steps after taking one step.
Even if he cultivated immortality, climbed up Biluo Mountain, and became the first elder of the Nine Ministers under Jianxue, he has never been free and easy for a day.
He and Yun Xie were born in a small village in the cultivation world. Yun Xie was an orphan without father and mother, and he was an orphan with a family.
My father was drunk all day long, and whenever he had a spirit stone, he would buy alcohol with it, and on days when he didn't drink, he hooked up with widows in the village.
When his father cheated and robbed Qing Ming of the spirit stones he had accumulated and beat him, his mother would just hide away, but she would always say, "Qing Ming, you are my mother's favorite child."
He also has several brothers and sisters, some are siblings with his mother, and more are born to his father and others.
Qing Ming heard that his grandfather was in the realm of comprehension back then, and even though it was a small place, he was still a figure. After his grandfather died, his father ruined the family business.
These brothers and sisters of his were there at that time, and those women had left, only his mother, as a former Taoist partner, could not leave.
Grandpa's disciples, as well as father's other brothers, do not interact with father, as if facing a puddle of mud on the ground.
The way they looked at Qingming was like looking at a puddle of mud.
Qingming doesn't want to become a puddle of mud.
He never gave up trying.
Qing Ming is precocious and intelligent, but even though he passed the No. 1 exam, he didn't have a good word to say when he returned home.
His father treated him like an enemy, beating him or scolding him. One day, when he died, Qing Ming didn't shed a single tear, but felt relieved.
His mother was happily married, Qingming and his brothers and sisters were ignorant, fawning over men, living like slaves, and even plotting against each other for a look in the man's eyes.
At first, Qingming's excellence was looked at differently by men, so that he was regarded as a thorn in the eyes of these brothers and sisters, but when Qingming's excellence reached the point where men felt that he could not control him, the short-sighted and jealous man did not think of rare goods to live in. To promote his own family, he wanted to ruin Qingming's chances, so that he could only be an ordinary monk for the rest of his life, like his brothers and sisters, who could only live by his breath.
When Qing Ming and Yun Xie escaped together, he didn't expect that he had no home, he didn't have a home in the first place, he only felt relieved and free, just like the day his own father died.
Maybe there was a little sadness, and I felt sad for how the humble life can be distorted.
But he was not really free either. He thought of his mother, and thought of her saying, Mother only has you.
It was because of this sentence that he was unable to escape for a long time.
Until he finally escaped, thinking of this sentence, he would suddenly wake up from the nightmare with palpitations.
He is tired of all emotions in this world, and if someone loves him, he will only feel disgusted.
What he wants all his life is freedom, and no one in the world can restrain him.
In essence, he and Yiying are the same people, they both like power, what Yunying likes about power he doesn't know, he likes the freedom brought by power.
Isn't a person like him born for the ruthless way?
However, he couldn't cultivate the way of ruthlessness.
Because of Yunxie.
Yunxie is different, different from anyone else in this world.
Qing Ming doesn't need family affection, and he won't fall in love with any beautiful man or woman, but he happens to have the best friend in the world.
In this world, parents may sacrifice their children, and Taoist couples may be jealous and betray each other, but he actually has a friend like Yunxie.
She will leave her only chance to live to him, and she will die for him without hesitation. Yunxie will give him all the good things as soon as possible.
"Why are you being so nice to me?"
The boy's black eyes widened: "Qing Ming is also so kind to me."
Have it?He never imagined how he would treat Yunxie well.
He had saved Yunxie, but that was because he was sure, and his character of taking one step and three steps would never let him go to a dead end. Every time he made a move, he was sure to get out of the whole body, and there was never a time when he was at the end of his rope. .
He gave up the precious food and medicine to Guo Yunxie, but that was because he thought it was irrelevant.
Until that time, when they came out of a secret realm, they were chased and killed by a Nascent Soul to seize the treasure.
That was the only time he felt hopeless. There was nothing in front of him, no way to go.
That time, Yunxie almost died in front of him, and instead of him, he resisted Yuanying Jianxiu's sword, allowing him to seize the opportunity to fight back.
He was really scared, angry and frightened, afraid that Yunxie would die, afraid of Yunxie.
The young Yunxie looked at him with clear eyes: "If it were Qingming, he would be willing to die for me."
He looked away, thinking: No, I won't.
He will never live for another, die for another, be bound by another.
Even if that person is Yunxie.
He wants to live freely for himself all his life, and he has been working hard for this all his life.
He started to be afraid of Yunxie.
Fear of Yunxie's feelings and sacrifices is more serious than anything in this world.
He intends to cultivate the path of ruthlessness, but he is worried about Yunxie.
Yunxie is too fragile, too afraid of being alone, he has no relatives, no lover, and no friends except Qing Ming.
He was always worried that Yunxie was too obsessed with him, what would Yunxie do if he practiced the way of ruthlessness, or without him.
It's like that, I can't remember.
Or maybe it's because of Yunxie's talent and intelligence, everyone in the Jiushichen on Biluo Mountain is very strong, and Zisang Junyan is especially terrifyingly strong.
It was so long ago that he couldn't remember.
I just remember, I don't know when it started, I avoided Yunxie intentionally or unintentionally.
Hearing Yunxie's voice, she subconsciously avoided it.
Seeing Yunxie, he frowned unconsciously.
Knowing that Yunxie was waiting for him, my heart would feel heavy.
Yunxie seems to have become a mountain on Biluo Mountain that is more insurmountable than Zisang Junyan.
Later, Zisang Junyan became the heir to the way of heaven, and he could no longer work hard for the way of heaven, but the pressure brought by Yunxie was still there.
More than 100 years passed like this.
He wondered if Yunxie could finally take a little light on his love for him and the world.
If Yun Xie can be like him, they will practice the ruthless way together and work hard towards the great cause of ascension, this is the best thing Qing Ming can think of.
Even if Yunxie changed suddenly, stopped standing behind him, and allowed him to be seriously injured, he never complained. He thought it was fine, but he didn't know why. He felt like he had done something wrong, but he didn't have time to think clearly. what is it.
Until the causal line is changed.
Again, he did the same thing.
No matter which Qingming it is, no matter how many times it happens again, Qingming has chosen to turn Yunxie into another Qingming.
She doesn't need anyone, doesn't need feelings, and isn't shackled by anyone, even if he is Qingming, living independently and freely.
He always felt that Yunxie couldn't do without him.
He thought that Yun Xie, who allowed him to be seriously injured by the assassin, had finally become bearish as he wished.
Qing Ming always felt that Yun Xie couldn't do without him, until he woke up from the changed causal line node, and until Yun Xie attacked him without hesitation for Ye Tan, he didn't know that the person he couldn't lose was him.
He knew that he had a premonition long ago that he would lose Yunxie.
Maybe it's because of his cold and selfish nature, maybe it's because he's aware that one day Yunxie will realize that the Qingming that Yunxie thinks is not the real Qingming, and he can't become the Qingming that Yunxie wants deep.
He was too afraid of losing, so he wanted Yunxie to become another him, so that they could be friends who would stand side by side forever.
No one will be disappointed, and no one will be afraid.
Experience the long years of practice together, build the avenue of longevity together, and soar together after ten thousand years.
but……
However, Yunxie will never learn, he has not and will not change, he just shifted his feelings for Qing Ming to another person.
Xuan Ye asked him if he also felt that his fate was because of Xuan Ye.
If in the past, Qing Ming hated others to control his feelings and destiny, he would hate Xuan Ye.
But Qing Ming has already realized that it is himself who manipulates this absurd fate, and what he cannot resist.
"I don't hate you, but I'm going to kill you. Because, I have to do something for him."
Qingming never did anything for his former friend Yunxie that could be compared to what Yunxie did for him, and he would never spare his life for Yunxie.
Although it's late, at least one thing must be done.
There is no more Yunxie, only Yu Li, the elder of Jiushichen.
Everyone is bound by the invisible thread of cause and effect. What he has to do is to cut the thread that binds Yu Li and set him free.
He knew that if the current Yu Li lost control, he would bring disaster to the common people and become a more dangerous person than Xuan Ye.
But he just wanted to do at least one thing for him.
and so--
Qing Ming's whole body was bone-shattered, his fingers crushed Xuan Ye's heart with all his strength, and at the same time, his heart was also crushed by the law of backlash, he said lightly: "Xuan Ye, let's die together."
The cycle of reincarnation does not return, and the world is annihilated, which can be regarded as sharing this eternal life and freedom with the world.
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