Brother Jack, don't kill me!

Xia Youjie looked at him without speaking, and the atmosphere in the room froze for a moment.

Lot choked up, he could hardly make a sound, as if his heart was clenched tightly, and his breathing became so weak that it was almost inaudible.

He felt like a lingering ghost. He wanted to know why Xia Youjie became like that. He wondered if it was his fault. Jie couldn't accept a hug, and even a swearing and pointing fingers would make him wonder if it was fake.

After a long time, Luo Te heard Xia Youjie speak.

Xia Youjie said, "Why?"

While talking, Xia Youjie picked up a tissue and wiped away the tears seeping from the corners of Lott's eyes.

"I……"

Lott bit his lower lip, he shook his head, then he smiled, and said, "I'm sorry, it's my fault."

Xia Youjie stretched out his hand, he grabbed Lott's wrist, and said, "It's not your fault. Don't always blame yourself, Lott."

It seems that because of some fever, Luo Te's wrist temperature is high, after being held, Xia Youjie's slightly cool fingers rubbed his wrist, the touch is obvious, like soothing.

"You don't want to believe me," Xia Youjie lowered his eyes and said, "Did I do something?"

At that time, Lott wanted to tell the story of what happened, but he thought, would Xia Youjie believe me?Will my words cause Xia Youjie more trouble?

Lott didn't answer, he just shook his head and asked, "Jie, are you still going on a mission?"

Xia Youjie thought for a while, and knowing what Lott mentioned, he nodded and said, "Yes."

"Can you not go?" Lott whispered, almost whispering, "Can you not go?"

"Sorry, Lott."

Xia Youjie sighed, and he said: "This is Lord Tianyuan, ah—a very important person assigned me and Wu a task by name. If we don't go, it's probably impossible. And..."

Xia Youjie said: "As a conjurer's responsibility, I have to protect non-conjurers, those who are weak."

This is Xia Youjie's, Xia Youjie's belief now, so what about after that?

Luo Te raised his eyes, and he looked at Xia Youjie before nothing happened, his grasped wrist trembled, and his whole body trembled, as if even his soul trembled.

Nothing is happening now.

Everything is fine.

It would be great if I could stay in this summer and this night forever and ever.

"Ok."

Lot forced a smile, and said, "Jie, be careful."

Xia Youjie said, "I will."

As Xia Youjie said, he raised his wrist, and there was a red string hanging on it, which was a pair with the one hanging on Luo Te's right wrist.

"I brought the red rope that Lott blessed me with, so everything will be fine."

Lott looked at his wrist, the color of the rope was glaring, which reminded him of bloodstains for a moment.

After a while, Lott remembered.

That time, no, this time when I went to Tokyo, when I went to a nearby temple to pray, I bought the red rope.

It is said that if the praying person prays piously, the person wearing the red rope will be blessed for a lifetime. As a lover, of course, I bought two copies and exchanged them for the other party after praying.

From the previous memory, Xia Youjie's one seemed to be damaged during the mission, and it couldn't be repaired anymore.My own red rope——

Lotte lowered his head and looked at his right wrist, where the bright red rope was attached, which was very beautiful.

At this time, Lott remembered that he was wearing it when he died.It didn't do much, and it didn't protect him at all.

When being killed by a lover, the other party may have forgotten that he once prayed for such a bracelet, and once so hoped that he would live a safe and happy life.

Lotte's nose was a little sore, but the high fever during fever made his thinking gradually become chaotic.

Xia Youjie seemed to feel the unusual temperature of his body, and said, "Can I stay by myself for a while? I've got a fever. I'll go and make medicine for you."

"Lot, no more cider next time."

Xia Youjie looked at Lott and nodded before he walked out.

Luo Te huddled under the quilt, obviously the temperature of the air conditioner was not very low, and he had a little fever, but he felt a chill in his heart.

After a short time, Xia Youjie came back with the soaked medicine.

Xia Youjie was sitting by the bed, and he scooped up the potion with a spoon, over and over again, in order to achieve the effect of cooling down.

When the medicine in his hand was cooled to a suitable level, Li Xia Youjie scooped it up from the bowl with a spoon, blew on it, and handed it over when there was no more heat coming out.

Xia Youjie smiled and said, "It's not hot anymore."

Lott opened his mouth and was fed the potion. Sure enough, it was exactly as Xia Youjie said, not hot at all.

Lott lowered his eyelashes, and he sat obediently on the bed, and was fed the potion one mouthful at a time. The medicine had a bit of a bitter taste, so after the end, two more candies were stuffed into his palm.

It's apple flavored.

It is the taste that Lotte likes.

Lotte unwrapped the candy, swallowed it, and held it in his mouth, but the bitter taste still lingered.

Lotte's brain was a little groggy, but at this moment, he calmed down a little.

Luo Te opened another candy, he raised his head, handed over the opened candy, and placed it in front of Xia Youjie.

Xia Youjie glanced at him, laughed, and ate the candy too.

Lott held the two candy wrappers in his palm and folded them up. At this moment, he asked in a low voice, "Jie, can you tell me something about when you were studying there?"

In the past, Xia Youjie didn't mention those experiences.

When he expelled the curse spirit, he also told Lott to close his eyes tightly and not to look.

Luo Te grabbed the candy wrapper in his hand, he wanted to know more about Xia Youjie.

I want to know things that I haven't been able to know in the past.

Conjurers themselves are very hard, Lott thought, there are still people who will reject them, so Jie, what is going through?

Only by knowing more about Xia Youjie can we know why Jie became like that in the end, why he crushed his past vows and beliefs, and walked to the other side without looking back.

Xia Youjie said yes, and he talked about many interesting and happy things.

Luo Te listened quietly, he heard Xia Youjie say that he had found a good friend, talked about their high school duo doing tasks, talked about Gojo Satoru and Nitro, and more, but that was all It's the same kind of happy stuff—none of which mentions the price he's paid, the hard training, the ugliness he's seen along the way.

"Have you been happy there, Jay?"

Xia Youjie turned his head and said with a smile, "Well—it's more fun to be with Lotte."

It's like a joke, but now Lott feels that it's like an escape.

"You lied to me."

Lott said: "After you, you are not so happy at all."

"How come later?" Xia Youjie's words paused, and he said, "What?"

Lott said: "I remember you calling me and asking me, over and over again, if you were right..."

If it hadn't been for some painful things, why did Jie repeatedly ask himself emphatically.

Xia Youjie was silent.

But in the end, Xia Youjie didn't say anything about the disgusting feeling in his stomach when he swallowed the magic ball.

Xia Youjie just shook his head and said, "No. What's next?"

Lott said: "I..."

He didn't know how to explain it.

Xia Youjie said: "If you don't want to say it, Luo Te, just tell me next time you want to say it."

"Now, it's time to sleep."

Xia Youjie's voice was gentle, and he said, "If you have a fever, you should pay more attention to rest."

Lott nodded and said in a muffled voice, "Okay."

When Luo Te lay down, Xia Youjie reached out and pulled the quilt covering him tightly, covering him tightly.

Lot closed his eyes, he heard footsteps, and then the bed beside him sank again.

With a click, the bedside lamp was turned off.

At this moment, Lott opened his eyes again. He looked at the blank ceiling, and then turned around to face Xia Youjie.

Warm breath touched Lotte's forehead.

Xia Youjie reached out to wrap his arms around him.

Luo Te raised his eyes, in the darkness, he heard a slight laugh, and he heard Xia Youjie talking to himself.

Xia Youjie said, "Good night, Lotte."

At this moment, sad, painful memories that were deliberately forgotten before came up again.

Lott struggled subconsciously. At a certain moment, Lott's eyes widened. He thought that he would be killed by an invisible summoned thing in the next second.

When he was thrashing violently, Xia Youjie also realized something. He patted Lotte's back lightly and said, "Don't be afraid. There will be no more nightmares."

Lott sat up, he turned on the bedside lamp, panting heavily, cold sweat oozes from his forehead, fine sweat even drips down his cheeks.

"no……"

Lot spoke with some difficulty, panting slightly, and said, "No, because of the nightmare."

Luo Te's Adam's apple rolled, he smiled reluctantly, and held Xia Youjie's wrist where the bracelet was worn.

"I just, can't sleep, Jay."

Xia Youjie also sat up, and he asked, "Is it because of the nightmare?"

"probably."

Lott said: "It's okay. I, if I stay like this for a while, I will fall asleep."

Xia Youjie gave a "hmm" and said, "I'll accompany you."

Lott said: "I am very worried about Jie. The mission after Jie is very dangerous."

Xia Youjie laughed and said, "Don't worry, nothing will happen."

"Lotte, didn't you always say that I was very good before? So this time—"

Xia Youjie said, "There's no need to worry."

Something to worry about, absolutely, Lott thought.

He could vaguely sense that something was wrong after that.

After the mission, Xia Youjie lost a lot of weight.

But at this time, he could only repeatedly and even anxiously remind Xia Youjie to be careful, until Xia Youjie said yes, yes.

Luo Te was sitting on the bed. At this time, he stayed quietly, and Xia Youjie didn't speak. For a while, only the sound of intertwined breathing could be heard in the room.

"Jay."

Lotter said, "Let's run away."

"To a place where there is no one else but the two of us, where there is no responsibility, where there is no distinction between conjurers and non-conjurers, no outside influence, just us."

As Lott said, he turned his head and said seriously: "After you finish that task, let's escape to a far, far away place, shall we?"

The author has something to say: Tomorrow's update will be at about three o'clock in the afternoon.

After I figure out the rules for adding more, there may be more (?

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