Rebirth of the last emperor raising buns

64

In the deep winter of a certain year, the mountain was covered with heavy snow, and a thick layer was accumulated. Looking from Xishan Temple, the whole world was vast, and a cold wind swept by. Leng Leng.In the Buddhist hall and Zen courtyard, a few wisps of Buddhist incense were burning. An old monk was sitting on a futon, chanting scriptures with his eyes closed; Deng Jing sat beside him, looking at the cliff outside the railing.

He once made fun of the old monk, who would carry a Buddha statue while chanting scriptures, but the old monk told him that there is a Buddha in his heart, and there is a Buddha everywhere.

Deng Jing just sneered at that time; but as he got older, he felt a lot of feelings, but he felt that looking at this piece of heaven, earth and cliffs, he could quite understand the feeling of the great way embodied in the "empty".

On such a cold day, the room was so cold, Deng Jing said in a low voice, "You said you have some visions about the child's fate?!"

The old monk clasped his hands together and said slowly, "The Buddha said, don't say it, don't say it."

Deng Jing snorted, and said disdainfully, "You old bald donkey, you owed me back then, so you've got the karma too!"

The old monk sighed and said, "Hey, I had no choice but to do what the Empress Dowager entrusted..."

Deng Jing said coolly, "If you have to do it as a last resort, you still have to host it; according to Buddhism, if you want to host it, you have to bear the cause and effect."

"Forget it, forget it. When the poor monk saw the child, he did have the emperor's purple aura, but his luck was weak and he would not die well. However, the son of Princess Wuyang's body was just showing the dragon aura, and his fortune was growing, immeasurable."

Deng Jing's complexion was so dark that water dripped out. He had missed the most precious thing to him in his life. He knew that some things would be difficult to make up for after the past, but he couldn't accept that his child had to face For the great suffering in this life, even if he changed his fate against the sky, he would not hesitate.

"I know you will have a way! You must have a way!" Deng Jing stared at the old monk with burning eyes, showing no sign of weakness.

The old monk kept his eyes closed all the time, but his expression was not as indifferent as a dead tree after years. On the contrary, he showed some struggles, "If you change your fate against the sky, you will be punished by the heavens! It is related to the fate of the emperor, and it involves the misfortune and fortune of the world. It's a joke!"

"Fortune is where misfortune lies, and misfortune is what blessings depend on. The way of heaven has its own way. Do you know that what you do is not the will of heaven? It is the will of heaven, and how can one person decide the misfortune and fortune of this world?! The world is reincarnated, and there is life. There is annihilation, and the annihilation of all living beings is God's will, so why should you take the merits and demerits to yourself?!"

Seeing that the monk still didn't respond, Deng Jing gritted his teeth and said cruelly, "In this case, why don't I suggest a solution to the host!"

"This child was born by Li Ji, and the host is clear. The emperor has this lineage, and a man can have a child. It is a rare thing that has never been heard in the world, but this child is just like Li Ji. If the host makes a marriage, I think you can do it." Bless Yuer with the luck of Princess Wuyang's son!"

The old monk replied, "Master Hou is really painstaking. It's just a matter of love, and you can never force it."

Even if Deng Jing wanted to talk nicely, he couldn't help being a little annoyed, "The host doesn't need to bother, if they can be together, it's not God's will, and the host is just obeying God's will."

When the host was silent, Deng Jing knew that he had acquiesced.

In fact, if Li Yu is just an ordinary descendant of a prince and can live a life of peace and joy, Deng Jing is also willing.It's just that, somewhat destined, he really can't force Li Yu to do what he thinks he should do, even so, he still hopes that it will be a good result.

Daxue came to Xishan Temple because Deng Jing had an unbelievable dream the night before.He dreamed of Li Yu's whole life growing up, Li Ji had always been indifferent to him because he didn't know about it, and Yang Shi hated him even more, and even drugged his body. Very resentful.Later Li Yu entered Beijing and became the emperor. He was busy all day long, but he never had a day of real happiness. He didn't have a confidant by his side, not even a child;

The scene in the dream was actually not clear, it was just a blur, but Deng Jing was clear about what happened. He couldn't help feeling a lot of pain, guilt and distress in his heart. He had never fulfilled the responsibility of being a father. , but ever since he knew the existence of this child, he couldn't help but want to make up for him all the time, maybe he couldn't make up for it, but he just wanted to make him happy as much as possible.

And he knew of Li Yu's existence, but it was when Li Yu entered Beijing that year, the abbot of Xishan Temple invited him to go up the mountain and told him.At that time, he had lived in seclusion for many years and had little contact with the outside world. Even if his family's arrogance was in full swing, it had nothing to do with him.Even though the Empress Dowager called the heirs of the princes to Beijing and selected the right one to inherit the throne, although he knew it, he didn't care too much.

When the host Judd told him such amazing news, he couldn't believe it for a moment.He didn't know why he didn't believe it, maybe it was incredible, maybe if it was true, how much he had missed, he couldn't imagine the pain caused by this huge regret.

The host just said something like a dead tree, "Monks don't tell lies." Then he told him all the past events over the years.It's just that these past events that he didn't know were too heavy for him; and among them, he also caught the host's pigtail.

He once sent a letter to Li Ji Feige, and wanted to tell Li Ji about it, but he didn't know if the letter was intercepted by Yang Shi, or even so, Li Ji didn't want to talk to him. There is no communication at all.

The person I miss the most is like a stranger, the bitterness of this feeling is unimaginable.However, compared to the previous heartbreak, Deng Jing felt as if he had come back to life again. This kind of feeling was deeply involved. He had no doubt that they both loved but felt guilty about their common child. of.Even if it hasn't changed yet, he believes that all of this can still be changed.

Up to now, he seems to be able to see more clearly what it is that he must give up the family that he wanted in his heart. Now that the family is not worried about blood disasters, he has no scruples at all, but some thoughts grow in his heart. Secret resentment came.He no longer cares about the glory of the Deng family. He wants these to be annihilated in the dust, so that they can no longer become ropes.

Later, when Li Yu went to Xijing to raise a baby, Deng Jing pleaded excuses and did not mention him at all, but asked Li Ji to visit Li Yu in Xijing.As soon as Li Ji saw Li Yu's scene, he could understand it in his heart.After all, in this vein, only the child he gave birth to can conceive another child.

When they were concerned about their common children, Deng Jing and Li Ji had many unavoidable contacts; after all, in this world, only the two of them would consider Li Yu from the perspective of being parents.And Li Ji's guilt towards Li Yu and the pain caused by regret in Li Ji's heart are not much less than Deng Jing's.After all, Li Yu has been by his side for more than ten years, within reach, but he is so indifferent and misses it.Poor people must have something to hate, but there are always too many people and things in the world to be pitiful and hateful.

Li Jizong had some estrangement from Deng Jing at the beginning, but both of them both took care of Li Yu's sake, and they were not completely ruthless. They came and went, and the relationship couldn't be stopped no matter what.

It's just that in the eyes of the world, Li Ji is the biological father of the current emperor. Considering his status, Li Yu is unwilling to be with Deng Jing just like this.But he has been depressed for many years, and his health is not very good, so Deng Jing simply came to escape his shell with a golden cicada.

In the monastery at the back of Xishan Temple, the presiding officer was still counting beads of Buddha, chanting sutras and chanting Buddha, and saw an old monk with white beard and white eyebrows floating in the air. The presiding monk suddenly opened his eyes, stood up and said respectfully, "Master."

The old monk had kind eyes and kind eyes, and he said leisurely, "You, you still can't see it through. This is also your fate, don't be too persistent, probably, it's God's will."

(ps. In yy, the presiding monk and Queen Mother Deng should have a paragraph, but it is a bit strange to write it out, so yy is fine.)