The reborn cannon fodder

When he was young, Ding Hui could be said that his father did not love his mother or his mother. He was always a little doll locked up in the deepest courtyard of Xingzhi Villa, playing with himself alone.

Then when he was five years old, he met Cang Shuochen who was still a young man.

At that time, Cang Shuochen had a hearty smile, and the way he gently hugged him and talked to him was like the sun breaking through the clouds and making his whole body warm.

When he was young, he didn't understand anything, he only knew that he should cherish this person who treats him well.

It's just that as he grew up, he discovered that Cang Shuochen's eyes were always chasing after his mother.

It was only later that he realized that this was the purest love of young people, and that his mother seduced him by deliberately showing off her charm when the other party didn't know about it.

But Cang Shuochen was too sincere and persistent in his feelings. Once he was moved, he was like a moth to a flame, and he fell in love with this married woman for 20 years.

Ding Hui saw that his personality became more and more depressed day by day, his smile became more bitter every day, and he was no longer bright and sunny as before, and he felt sad in his heart.But whenever he wanted to speak to comfort this person, he always showed a gentle and indisputable smile, gently rubbing the head of Ding Hui who hadn't grown tall yet, telling him not to think too much.

But in fact, he is not young anymore, he understands many things.

In this way, the two have lived as teachers and friends for so many years. Ding Hui's martial arts were taught by Cang Shuochen, his knowledge was taught by Cang Shuochen, and even his experience in the world and life was taught bit by bit by Cang Shuochen. of.He became an invisible person in Xingzhi Villa. No one even knew that there was a young master like him in the villa, but he didn't care at all. happy.

But his parents were not satisfied with that.

Their ambitions were too great and they wanted too much, and Ding Hui gradually discovered that his mother was using Cang Shuochen's feelings to make him do many evil things for her.He has seen countless times, the desolation and sadness in Cang Shuochen's eyes after violating his nature and beating others cruelly.

He wanted to persuade him not to plant such unworthy affection for his mother any more.

But when he really faced his empty face, he could only open his mouth and couldn't say anything.

Words are too pale, but this person doesn't know how to look back.

Until that day, Cang Shuochen took their mother and son and fled in a hurry, hiding all the way to Yuancheng.At that time, Cang Shuochen finally knew that his sweetheart's ambition was so terrible, and he had been helping others for many years, and he could no longer forgive himself, the face of this man who was completely soaked in exhaustion and despair.

He couldn't hold on anymore.

At this moment, Ding Hui couldn't deny that there was an extremely secret joy in his heart.

But when he looked up into this man's eyes, all the joy immediately turned into silent sorrow.

When love is poor, the heart is dead, only to realize the big dream when you turn around.

Perhaps for Cang Shuochen, these 20 years of bitter love, these 20 years of youth, all really passed away at this moment.The final outcome that had to be accepted was nothing but desolation, which was sad and ridiculous.

It was like going through too long a dream, and finally it was time to wake up.

This is not a bad thing, Ding Hui convinced himself in his heart.Making up his mind to let go of this love that shouldn't exist may hurt his heart for a while, but once he endures it, Cang Shuochen will never be tricked by his mother again.

Even if he wanted to surrender to the government to atone for his crimes, he would definitely find a way to save his life.

Ding Hui looked at the back of Cang Shuochen leaving unsteadily, but in his heart he was thinking about which news he knew had more weight and which ones were expected to bring back the lives of Cang Shuochen's family.

Unexpectedly, before he could figure it out in the future, all his delusions were shattered by the cruel smile on the corner of his mother's mouth.

The mother had silently injected the deadly poison on that man as early as the very beginning!

He regarded Cang Shuochen as extremely important, but overestimated the position of that person in his mother's heart.To her, he might just be one of the countless people she has seduced, but this one is particularly crazy and of great use value.

After all, he still failed to stay calmly by his mother's side and wait for an opportunity. His anxiety caused him to abandon his usual indifferent mask. When he left the inn for the last time, he seemed to see a glimmer of light in the corner of his mother's eyes, but he didn't mean to. It was time to distinguish whether this was his fantasy or not. He understood that his departure would be the final farewell to his mother.

Since that day, he has not had a mother, but he has no regrets.

The balance in his heart was completely tilted, and he clearly realized that those things that he once thought were important were all floating clouds, and the only thing that left the deepest imprint on his heart was still Cang Shuochen's gentle and tolerant eyes when he looked at him.

But when he finally found that person not far outside the city, the other person was kneeling in difficulty, gradually losing consciousness, with an expression of relief that he hadn't seen for many years.

Ding Hui thought he was calm, but at that moment he completely lost his sense of proportion. He knew that at that moment, that person really didn't want to continue living.

But he can't let go!

He rushed over, lifted the weak body of the man, and poured the medicine in his hand down his throat, but it only temporarily relieved the onset of toxicity.Cang Shuochen was too deeply poisoned, and with the so-called antidote in his hand, he was powerless to recover.

So, he gave away all the chips he could hand over, just in exchange for the safety of the person in his arms.

Counting the years, eight years have passed since then...

After the dust settled that year, Zuo Ning and Ding Wangxing executed successively, and Xingzhi Villa was handed over to the second owner, Cheng Shuangxue, and since then he has kept a low profile; and Mu Changyun also reported his achievements as promised In the imperial court, the Cang clan received an amnesty from the emperor. After the clan elders decided to expel Cang Shuochen, they elected another patriarch, and since then they have nothing to do with Cang Shuochen.

But Cang Shuochen, who had taken the Southern Frost Grass, was no longer in danger, but he never woke up again.

Maybe it's because the poisonous erosion is too serious, or maybe it's because he himself wakes up to face this desolate life soon, or maybe it's both.

Ding Hui guarded this person and lived in a beautiful manor with flowers blooming all the year round but full of surveillance for eight years.

He has no complaints about it.

For him, the climate here is excellent and the environment is beautiful. Even if Cang Shuochen refuses to wake up, he carries him to the garden every day to listen to the birdsong, smell the flowers, bask in the sun, and blow the breeze. It is a peaceful life that was never dreamed of even in the most beautiful dream.

What about being watched?The other party was a subordinate of the prince, and he never treated them harshly. Apart from freedom, everything else was almost responsive to his needs. It was because of this that he was able to keep Cang Shuochen's body healthy in the past eight years, instead of becoming emaciated and dismal.

Ding Hui is no longer satisfied with such a life.

In the afternoon of that day, Cheng Shuangxue, the Second Martial Uncle back then and now the owner of Xingzhi Villa, came to visit the two of them again.

At the beginning, although Cheng Shuangxue was the son of the old owner, he was away all year round and did not accept the affairs of the village. In addition, Ding Wangxing deliberately concealed the existence of his son from the world, so he was completely unfamiliar with Ding Hui. There is not shallow friendship.

In the past eight years, the person who came to visit the two of them most often was the owner Cheng.

It's just that the other party didn't sit down for a long time, but just routinely asked about Cang Shuochen's physical condition and their lives, and then left again.

After Ding Hui sent the man away, he returned to the bedroom, stared quietly at Cang Shuochen's peaceful sleeping face for a while, bent over to tuck the quilt for him, and sighed silently.

He likes to take care of him, but he also wants to see this man's smile and hear his voice again.

It's just that he understands that some things cannot be forced, even though the depression in his heart is hard to suppress, he still gently sits on the head of the bed and speaks to Cang Shuochen in a brisk and peaceful voice.It's like a one-man show of a person. In his words, there are romances seen in his own yard, gossip about parents outside, gossip in the streets and alleys of the city, and secret rumors from the world.He told these news very vividly and interestingly, and his voice was vivid, and he would pause and laugh himself when he reached an interesting place.He didn't stop talking until the sky was getting dark.

Looking out the window, Ding Hui knew that the servants were about to bring the dinner, he touched Cang Shuochen's hand, helped him up first, poured a glass of water on the table, and moistened his throat first.

When the dinner was delivered, Ding Hui never pretended to be someone else, and fed the specially made liquid food to Cang Shuochen bit by bit, and then helped him sit upright for half an hour, while continuing to talk Endless words, while gently rubbing his stomach to help him digest, after that, he picked up his already cold meal and ate it in a hurry.

After nightfall, he had to wipe his whole body, massage acupuncture points, and move his body. Everything was very delicate, the procedure was complicated, and it was very tiring.

These are all the means he wrote to Mu Changyun specially and asked from the genius doctor of Mu's family. Ding Hui never complained about it, and always did his best.

Before going to bed, Ding Hui walked to Cang Shuochen's bedside after washing, leaned over and kissed him lightly on the forehead, then turned off the lamp, and fell asleep on the couch beside the bed.

I wonder if you will be able to wake up when the next eight years pass?

But it doesn't matter, even if you still don't wake up, there is nothing wrong with you and me staying together until the end of our lives.