I am the true love of the man

"Li Dongsheng is not as good as you imagined, and he doesn't love you as you imagined. I didn't dare to tell you before, because I was afraid that you would not accept this fact, but now that this child appears, even if you only said a few words, But I think this child should really love you, otherwise he would not come to you after he committed suicide and was reborn because of your abandonment. This proves that even if he died once because of you, he still couldn’t let you go. Still vacillating? If you don’t like him, it’s fine, but you like him, don’t you? It doesn’t matter if it’s that you or the current you.” Lin Zimo hates to be good at analyzing emotional problems, although he himself has never talked about feelings, maybe it’s psychological Doctor's forte?

Sikong Yunze didn't speak, he was thinking about that young man named An An, and how he could not hold back his crying that night when he buried himself in his chest.

"If you have a lover now, but the person you once loved and loved you came back to find you? Who would you choose?"

"I do not know."

"I know~ You will definitely abandon your current lover, and then return to the person who has been waiting for you for many years, but do you know that the heart of the person abandoned by you will be very painful? Even if you are together for four years, but when that person Come back, when you know that he has been waiting for you for so many years, when you know that he has only you from the beginning to the end, you think I am dirty like Fang Qing, and then abandon me without hesitation, do you know that I am dead? "

"I waited for you at the top of the mountain all night! I told myself that as long as you come to me, or even give me a call, I will continue to live, even if we break up in the end, it at least proves that you still have me in your heart, but you You didn't come, you didn't even make a phone call, you used to love me so much, how could you be so cruel to me! You clearly know that I have nothing but you..."

"Are you reborn?"

"Yeah, as soon as I came back from rebirth, I faced being abandoned by Fang Qing again, and then I met you, haha... I obviously wanted to meet you from the beginning, but why did I go back to the present? If I went back many years ago, what happened? It hasn't happened before, I can find you immediately, then you won't fall in love with others, and you won't abandon me because of him... Yunze, will you choose me this time?"

Sikong Yunze didn't expect that he could remember the conversation that night so clearly. Ah Cheng probably felt more distressed than he did at that time. After all, he didn't have those memories, but his heart hurt so much. How much does it hurt to have that boy who loves him?

Many people say that those who commit suicide are weak, but if they didn't love to the extreme, how could they commit suicide?This young man who was reborn after death, he actually came to the side of him who committed suicide again, and said to him, "I have nothing but you..."

The young man is a bit like Yu Xiao, his love is so pure and decisive, so strong that it is unbearable, but he is willing to bear it, and as long as he accepts it, then such a lover will be so precious, even if he is hurt no matter how painful he is. He only hurts himself but he is not willing to hurt the one he loves.

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Ke Yucheng sent Yu Xiao back to his residence, and this time he followed Yu Xiao into the door cheekily.

After entering, he found that the room was simpler than he had imagined. It had a layout of one bedroom, one kitchen and one bathroom, but the whole was pitifully small, without even a living room. There was only a computer desk and a bed in the room, and there was a computer desk on the computer desk. Ke Yucheng's eyes were fixed on that laptop, which... seemed to be the one that Yu Xiao bought when he was in college. In a trance, he remembered that Yu Xiao, who was still a teenager, looked at him and said, "Acheng, I bought it." Now that I have a computer, I can play games with you this year. '

There was another pain in his heart, but he didn't dare to say anything, he didn't dare to ask.

This neighborhood is very old, and the house that Yu Xiao rented has not been renovated, so the interior is also very old. The walls are a little yellowed, and there are some messy lines on it. I don’t know which tenant left it. The kitchen is very small. There is only an induction cooker and a rice cooker, and the bathroom is narrower than the kitchen. It is a square space, except for the toilet, there is only a water heater on it, and there is not even a vanity table.

Ke Yucheng probably only experienced some folk hardships in his life when he lived on campus in college. At that time, four people lived in a dormitory, but even so, each dormitory had a bathroom with a water heater. Before college, he lived at home. So he has never seen such a house, or he has never experienced it himself, but just thinking about it, he knows how inconvenient it is, but he also understands that many poor people in this world live like this. one of them.

But Yu Xiao is different from others, because he is the one he loves in Ke Yucheng, how could he let him fall to this point?But now he dare not even ask Yu Xiao to live in his apartment or villa.In the end, Ke Yucheng thought, if Yu Xiao can't enjoy happiness with him now, then he can live here with him and suffer. Since his Xiao Xiao can live here for so long, so can he.

When taking a bath at night, Ke Yucheng insisted on washing for Yu Xiao because Yu Xiao's right hand was inconvenient, but in the end Yu Xiao firmly refused.

Yu Xiao came to the bathroom with his pajamas, put the clothes on the shelf on the wall, and then dragged the clothes with his left hand, but also be careful not to touch his right hand. It took more than five minutes just to drag the clothes. In fact, he was right The arm was injured, but the right hand was fine. When I went to the hospital to change the dressing today, the doctor told him that it’s okay as long as you use your right hand carefully, but Ke Yucheng was not there at the time so I didn’t hear it. didn't say anything.

He turned the water of the nozzle to a lower level, adjusted the angle, and wrapped his right arm with the changed clothes, because he was afraid of accidentally splashing the water, so it would not be too difficult to take a bath with one hand after all was done , the speed of one hand was a bit slower, but everything else was fine, and it took a little longer to put on clothes with one hand.

Yu Xiao took a bath for half an hour back and forth, but Ke Yucheng was not impatient, but he didn't expect that the first thing Yu Xiao said to him after he came out was actually: "Are you still there?"

Ke Yucheng was a little sad and entangled, and finally said cheekily: "I'm going to live here today too." He had a serious expression, as if he was making an important decision, and Yu Xiao was very keen with his hands. I saw anxiety and uneasiness.

Has this man started to get scared?Even just rejecting his request to stay?This seems to be good progress.

Ke Yucheng thought that Yu Xiao would refuse, and even if he stayed in the end, it would take a lot of thought, but he didn't expect that after he finished speaking, Yu Xiao just looked at him, and then said to him: "Okay, then go take a bath, but I don't have any clothes for you to wear."

"Uh." Ke Yucheng also thought of this question, but he decided to stay and would not let go of this opportunity, and finally ran out to a nearby shopping mall to buy a complete set of underwear, pajamas, and even tomorrow's change of clothes, and then went back to Yu Xiao's residence, after such a long trip, he will be home long ago, okay?But Yu Xiao didn't say anything.Of course, Ke Yucheng knew that this kind of behavior was very abnormal, but in order to stay here, he temporarily lost face, and it didn't matter if he lost face in front of Yu Xiao.

When Ke Yucheng came out of the bathroom, Yu Xiao was already leaning on the bed, looking at something with his mobile phone in his hand. Ke Yucheng wanted to go over to have a look, but Yu Xiao directly returned the phone to the main screen, and Ke Yucheng could only return with regret.

In fact, Yu Xiao didn't read anything, he just checked Weibo again, he was a little surprised that so many people paid attention to that Weibo, he didn't expect so many readers to pay attention to his neglected Weibo.

Of course, he actually admires his readers' brains, and what is even more admirable is that they actually hit the truth. He was a little funny when he saw a bunch of comments in the comments asking about his situation and pointing at Ke Yu and scolding Ke Yu. , he suddenly discovered that even if these people were just strangers who had nothing to do with each other, they were still quite cute.

Yu Xiao didn’t enter the website, so I don’t know that the battles in his novels are actually more intense, but even if he sees him, he probably just smiles at most, because these things don’t cause him too much fluctuation. He likes writing novels first, and secondly To make money, it’s not that he can’t do other things even at home, but in comparison, he prefers this kind of work that doesn’t need to communicate with other people except occasionally dealing with editors. In fact, editors don’t look for him that way, because he is updated and stable. Editing is nothing to worry about.

When Yu Xiao went to an editor, he probably applied for recommendations, applied for VIP, and completed the routine procedures such as applying for settlement.

Although Yu Xiao has joined the reader group, he basically doesn't talk in it. Only occasionally when someone chats with him in private, and what he said is not nonsense, he will simply reply. In the past few years, the one who communicated the most is Tuanzi, saying When it came to Tuanzi, I hadn't contacted him since that night, but Yu Xiao never thought about the possibility that Tuanzi would be worried because he suddenly disappeared, which shows how sad Tuanzi who has been waiting for Yu Xiao's reply is.

"What are you looking at?" Ke Yucheng asked unwillingly, dragging his shoes on the bed.

"It's nothing, just wipe your hair." Yu Xiao threw to Ke Yucheng the towel that he had just wiped his hair.

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