I have something to tell you

The cityscape of that night was indeed unforgettable.

Recalling that night many years later, those lights are bustling and dim, and even the cause and effect are not clear. Only the breath, smile, and even every dancing hair of the people around me are like a photo frozen in memory, just waiting to be flipped through.

Ye Xiaojun didn't know what kind of relationship she and Lu Jingsheng would have had without bearxxx's intervention.Perhaps she will face this person with a very normal mood from the beginning, and will not have any expectations other than the identity of "boss", nor will she deliberately avoid it. Nothing will happen, and the relationship may just go down like this.

With the development of the matter so far, if she said that she didn't have the slightest feeling for Lu Jingsheng, she would be deceiving herself.

She likes Lu Jingsheng, and will miss Lu Jingsheng because of the brief separation, because the other party seems to be acting like a baby and softens her heart, so it doesn't matter if she flies half the world to see her.

These emotions are clearly visible in her heart. She has an introverted and humble personality, but she is not a person who does not fight at all. Especially after going through a whole year of life changes last year, she talked to herself in countless sleepless nights-what kind of person should I be? , this society is like this, what should I do, how to reposition myself.

She has an unshakable persistence as always, and at the same time, she also sees clearly the rules of the game in each food chain.

She can face Lu Jingsheng's affection directly, and can also resist Yi Qiubai's harshness, which is not difficult for her.

Apart from all this, she still remembers another important thing with joy - she and Lu Jingsheng are not from the same world.

Both social status and wealth can be adjusted, but values ​​are the most difficult to change.Even if she could write countless profit-seeking commercial films for Lu Jingsheng, it would not change the original intention of "Xing Huo".

Lu Jingsheng once compromised for her, but both of them knew in their hearts that this kind of compromise was nothing more than retreat, and the ultimate goal was still to obtain greater benefits.

The education Lu Jingsheng received since she was a child has given her the instinct of a businessman in her actions and thinking. As a young entrepreneur, she has good qualities and a basic conscience.Merchants and literati look down on each other in this era. The merchants think the literati are poor and pedantic, and the literati think the merchants are dirty and have no integrity.

Therefore, the moment Lu Jingsheng took her to the top of the mountain to see the night view, she was very moved with pure love.

No matter how windy or cold the night is, she doesn't want to let down the beauty of a good day, and the kindness that is more cherished than the beauty of a good day.

Although she had been suffering from headaches since she came down from the mountain, she had a fever for two days, and felt severe for two days. She poured several tanks of hot water at home, and as soon as her condition improved, she boarded the flight back to the film crew.

On the day she left, Lu Jingsheng, who felt the same way, wore a mask and looked haggard, and came to see her off while coughing.

"I've never been so stupid."

It is obviously not within Lu Jingsheng's acceptable range to cause the two of them to get sick for the sake of romance. She also felt that when she met Ye Xiaojun, her IQ index plummeted from a bull market to a bear market, and she did a foolish thing worth two lifetimes.These are not the scariest things, what makes her even more puzzled is that being stupid with Ye Xiaojun actually makes her happy.

The two of them were sitting in the coffee shop at the airport. Ye Xiaojun was helping her classify cold medicine and anti-inflammatory medicine, and put the dosage several times a day into the medicine box according to the doctor's advice: "This is a weekly dosage, just take a small box each time. .” Buttoned the white medicine box and pushed it to Lu Jingsheng’s hand.

Most of Lu Jingsheng's long face was covered by a mask, and a pair of red and swollen eyes shifted their gaze from the medicine box to the face of the person opposite.

"Send a photo next time." Lu Jingsheng seemed to be careless, "Just send it to you alone."

Halfway through the overseas filming of "Running Fire", Lu Jingsheng should start working again after the next year, but she finds that she has nothing to do now.

At present, of all the projects in Expo, only "Xing Huo" is still alive, and all the funds are supporting it.Director Wu Zhimo's remuneration alone has set a new record for the highest price in the industry today, and the actors he employs are all highly respected old actors, first-line celebrities, and young fresh meat whose popularity is exploding.Lu Jingsheng was willing to spend money, and "Floating Life" and "Clouds" also brought her the funds to support "Xing Huo", but apart from this film, Bo Zhan didn't have the spare time to do anything else.

Since she was an adult, Lu Jingsheng has never been so leisurely. After recovering from her illness, she was in a panic and went to play squash and ride horses every day.Tong Youning wanted to take her to some more parties, but she flatly refused.

"No matter how desperate I am, Lu Jingsheng, I will never ask anyone."

Tong Youning: "Go find your father."

"My dad's on the 'anyone' list."

Tong Youning stared at Lu Jingsheng for a long time, and said: "I, Tong Youning, have failed in relationships, but I have a first-class eye for making friends."

Tong Youning boasted that his relationship failed, but Lu Jingsheng had no objection.The two parents of the Lu family were in their day who personally supported the late marriage. After marriage, the two have a harmonious relationship and have not encountered any emotional crisis for many years. They can be regarded as a model couple.

The feelings of her parents also have an influence on her.For her, if she doesn't find the most appetizing food, she would rather be hungry than force herself to eat something she doesn't like in order to fill her stomach.

She didn't know what kind of attitude her best friend had towards all the exes she had dated with, loved?Well enough?improvise?

She doesn't understand Tong Youning's thoughts, and she won't make rash comments.Everyone has the right to live in the way they like, Tong Youning did not force anyone, and others have no right to intervene.

But maybe, when she confessed that her "emotion" failed, she also struggled in her heart?

Shu family.

After returning from the Museum of Film History that day, Shu Zijing locked himself in the room, not even answering Ji Wei's knock on the door.

For several days in a row, she would go downstairs to eat some milk and bread only in the early morning, and then return to her own space after eating, like a ghost.

Ji Wei knew that Shu Zijing was unhappy, and this unhappiness stemmed from the confrontation between her and Tong Youning, which directly caused Shu Zijing's already cautious love to be hurt again.She almost wanted to wake up her naive student from the hallucinations, but the education she had received since she was a child made the most harsh words she could say only to the conversation with Tong Youning.

Furthermore, she is just Shu Zijing's cello tutor, and her parents did not hire her to be her life mentor.

Early this morning, Ji Wei drank a cup of cocoa, and was attracted by the sound coming from the piano room. She walked quickly across the tree-lined path towards the piano room. From a distance, standing on the cobblestone path, she could see the surrounding landscaping. In the piano room separated by the large glass window, Shu Zijing was quietly playing the famous cello solo piece "Swan" half-hidden by thick dark green curtains.

The sound of the cello is thick and soft, dignified and quiet, but this piece is tied on the strings by her at this time, and it must be full of sadness.

Ji Wei pushed open the door of the piano room and walked in quietly.

A chilly wind blows in through the open window, and the heavy curtains block out more than half of the light in the supposedly bright room. It blends wonderfully.

A sheet of music floated in front of Ji Wei, she took it off, and there was a line of delicate pen writing on the sheet.She recognized the handwriting, it was written by Shu Zijing.

"The swan swam into the dark depths of my sorrow, with a white rose of fire in its mouth."

After the song was over, Shu Zijing turned his face to see Ji Wei, didn't speak, and turned back again.

Ji Wei put the music score back on the music stand, and walked to Shu Zijing's side: "I apologize for what I did that day, I was too impulsive."

Ji Wei slightly touched the ground with one knee, staring at Shu Zijing: "I shouldn't judge your friend by my personal value, it's my fault."

"Teacher Xiaowei." Shu Zijing pulled her up and let her sit next to him, "You don't need to apologize, you said that on my side. Your response is very simple. You just want to make me feel sad. In my opinion As a weapon, achieve a counterattack against you."

Ji Wei stared at Shu Zijing, his youthful skin was as soft as jade, and his forehead hair was a little long, covering his eyes, unable to hide the light in them.

"She has a clear distinction between likes and dislikes. If she doesn't like it, she will tell her directly, without giving the other party any room to think. Maybe she is not a gentle person in the eyes of others, but I like her not gentleness. I just fall in love with this A person... I also understand that there are many beautiful things in life worth pursuing besides love. But at this stage, I can't restrain myself, and I can't break free from wishful thinking. If there is a medicine that can make me forget her when I wake up tomorrow morning, I don’t hesitate to define it.”

Ji Wei patted Shu Zijing on the shoulder with a smile: "Perhaps falling in love is a hurdle that every adult must go through. To truly become a qualified adult, one must go through the suffering brought by love and resist the temptation brought by the senses. And at your age, it is time to fight against love."

"Through hardships, resist temptation..." Shu Zijing repeated Ji Wei's words softly, as if agreeing, but Ji Wei knew better than anyone in the world that she, a student who seemed to have no city in her heart, was actually more than anyone else in her heart. All thorough.

She enjoyed the suffering that Tong Youning brought her, and did not want to resist the wonderful temptation.

She is not afraid of darkness or sorrow.

She wants white roses, and she also wants flames.

---------------

The filming of the overseas part of "Xing Huo" was completed, and the crew returned home in a mighty way. They were given a three-day vacation. After three days, the crew moved to Ningxia.

Lu Jingsheng read the project overall plan, and the whole story was not much different from the main line of the script she had read earlier, but the background unfolded grandly.Sublimated from a family ethics film to the epitome of modern Chinese history, it even touches on the ten-year civil strife that is still sensitive to this day.

Lu Jingsheng communicated with Wu Zhimo, this part of the subject matter is very difficult to pass the trial, can we consider avoiding the serious and taking the light?

Wu Zhimo said bluntly: What others dare not shoot, I dare.Looking at the entire Chinese-speaking circle, I am the only one who dares to tell the truth.

"I know that." Lu Jingsheng said, "But if you can't pass the trial, isn't everything useless?"

Wu Zhimo chuckled: "That's not just right."

After hanging up the phone, Lu Jingsheng was in a daze for a moment, then sneered, and sneered again.

Passing the review is naturally an explosive hype topic. Even if it fails to pass the review, it is just an extra step of editing, which is still a very good hype point.Lu Jingsheng believes that Wu Zhimo will definitely cut a 100% safe and approved version before submitting it for review.

How many years has Wu Zhimo been in the rivers and lakes, and how many years has Lu Jingsheng.

Even so cunning, she is still a national treasure artist... Lu Jingsheng understands that she still has a long way to go and has a lot to learn.

On the day Ye Xiaojun returned to China, Lu Jingsheng had something important to go back to Juntian for a meeting, and asked Xiao Ji to pick her up.

After the meeting, she came out and called Xiao Ji while sprinting in the corridor. Xiao Ji said that she had been waiting at the airport for a long time, but no one came. After asking, it turned out that Teacher Ye and the rest of the crew had left through the VIP channel.

Lu Jingsheng looked through WeChat, and found that Ye Xiaojun hadn't sent her a WeChat message to explain this matter. A particularly uncomfortable feeling flashed in her heart, her hand trembled, the phone flew out, and the screen fell to black.When I picked it up, a spider web appeared on the screen.

It can still be turned on, so call Ye Xiaojun and turn it off.Calling Jiang Xiaofu again, Jiang Xiaofu said: "Scriptwriter Ye didn't take the plane with me, she and Big Eye took the next flight."

"Big eyes?" Lu Jingsheng asked, "Who?"

"It's the second male in the crew, Zheng Xiao. The guy with the big eyes is called big eyes."

Lu Jingsheng paused for a second and Jiang Xiaofu added enthusiastically: "Xiaojun seems to have a good relationship with him, and they say they are in love."