[abuse] a leaf boat

"Hey, Mr. Yu, what's the matter with you, your health is not good, what's the situation? Mr. Yu, please don't leave us." There was a voice of urgency on the other end of the phone.

Yu Bo adjusted his breath, picked up the phone, and then said: "I'm fine, no, I have something to do here, hang up first, and talk later."

Yu Bo hung up the phone.In any case, he couldn't imagine why Zhang Bing would appear suddenly, and he obviously didn't tell him where he worked.Yu Bo thought about it for a while, and snorted coldly, it was Nanye who did the trick.

Before, when I listened to Xiaonian's report on the market situation in the past two years, I learned that there were many problems in Nanye's business projects.Xiaonian said that Nanye was eager to expand the scope of supply and sales, but he did not expect that the policy change would make some of his heavily polluting products unsalable. Now it is still in the stage of social transformation, and the products can barely be sold, but there is not enough capital turnover, and many side effects are already obvious. .

Yu Bo looked down on Nanye more than once.He really has the ability to make himself cheaper and cheaper, and he dares to turn his head back.

However, Yu Bo's biggest problem lies in the most cherished person in front of him.

"Why are you here?" Yu Bo hurriedly stood up, seeing that Zhang Bing was unhappy, the unprecedented panic in his heart made Yu Bo restless.He surrounded Zhang Bing, as if Zhang Bing was a piece of fragile glass, not daring to act rashly.

"Here. A meal for you." Zhang Bing actually laughed again, with the same expression as usual.

Such a change made Yu Bo not feel relaxed.Yu Bo said: "Why did you come here suddenly today, and you didn't even tell me?"

"I have called your mobile phone, at least six of them, and you didn't reply to any of them."

Hearing Zhang Bing's complaint, Yu Bo really wanted to get on the phone and scold Xiaonian.Xiaonian keeps Yu Bo's mobile phone at work, so he is actually negligent.

"I'm sorry, you are tired. Sit here," Yu Bo pulled Zhang Bing to sit in the guest's seat beside the tea table.He went on to say: "My mobile phone is usually set to vibrate and placed in a drawer, so I can't hear it."

Yu Bo observed Zhang Bing's expression and quickly nodded to him.A big man bends his body.

Zhang Bing put his eyes on the manager's seat next to the floor-to-ceiling windows, and said, "It's not comfortable here, I want to sit in that seat."

After speaking, Zhang Bing looked at Yu Bo sincerely.He kept praying, hoping that Yu Bo would say that was his position, otherwise, what qualifications would an ordinary employee have to stay in the general manager's office casually and listen to the phone with his legs crossed.

Yu Bo showed embarrassment.Zhang Bing wanted to cry, really wanted to cry out loud.He regretted it very much at this moment, why did he come to this land that he was cursed.Here, in the 22 years I have lived to the present, not many happy things have happened at all, it is all pain, coldness, and numbness.For Yu Bo, greedy for the warmth of his shoulders and the protection of his generous heart, I threw away the idea of ​​going outside to take root when I joined the army time and time again, and came back here.

But what did I get?

Got Yu Bo's deception.Zhang Bing turned his head aside, fearing that Yu Bo would see his tears, and fearing that the scene that was happy a few days ago would be washed out by tears, so he jumped to the floor-to-ceiling window reflexively, pretending to be a fool who had never seen the world, and pointed outside : "Wow, you can see so far in your room, it must be very fulfilling to work here."

Yu Bo's heart hurts.He really wanted to admit that he was exploring his true identity to Zhang Bing.But he was too scared. Nan Ye was a living example. If Zhang Bing stepped into the footsteps again, how big would his hands be, whether he could imprison him or eat him.Even if he is capable, he can trap Zhang Bing in various ways, but Yu Bo doesn't need a dead soul, he wants Zhang Bing's whole body.

He stood up and pulled Zhang Bing out.He didn't dare to look at Zhang Bing, and said through his back: "This is not my office. I just helped the manager correct documents, so I borrowed his computer."

Zhang Bing's voice from behind expresses his understanding, and this voice is like an awl, piercing directly into Yu Bo's heart.He didn't want to deceive Zhang Bing, but he had already made up a lie at the beginning. In order to maintain peace now, he must cover it with a thousand lies.

"Let me just say, how could you have such a great ability. However, thanks to Nanye, I can find you a good job. Someday" invite him to dinner, thank him. "Zhang Bing said with a smile, no matter the expression or the tone, there was no trace of revealing his heart.

"I'm leaving," Zhang Bing turned around and smiled at Yu Bo, "Remember to eat well." Before he could finish his words, he was caught by the elevator.

Zhang Bing pressed down to count down to three floors, and as soon as the elevator door opened, he ran out quickly.He was really going to the limit, desperate to enter the office area, and when he asked the staff where the safety exit was, tears broke down completely.Standing in the midst of people coming and going, he could hear the buzzing voices, the never-ending ringing of the phone, and the noisy typing.

he's lost.

Only the green sign is on for the safety exit, and the green light is cold, as if someone stepped on it and it would break into slag.

Zhang Bing cried.His head is in a mess, and he doesn't understand why Yu Bo wants to lie to him.

It is because I feel that I am a toy, a pet, and not worthy of Yu Bo's noble status, so I make up a false person and play with myself.Enough is enough, when you get bored, just slap your ass and leave, you don't even need to explain goodbye.

Tears kept flowing, crying so hard that Zhang Bing was in a daze, his head was tense, and his mood fell to the bottom.He simply lay on the landing of the stairs, staring at the ceiling stupidly.

Is it because of my own identity and taints, so Yu Bo justly despises it; Is it because my work is humble, so I am ashamed of being regarded as an invisible person by Yu Bo; Is it...

The ground was so cold that Zhang Bing was shivering from the cold.He can only get up, as in the past.No matter how bad life is, how bad can it be.Life was so miserable in the past, it's not the same to get over it.

Zhang Bing wiped away his tears, walked tremblingly out of the safe passage step by step, and quietly disappeared through the back door without anyone watching.

Lying on the bed full of Yubo smell, Zhang Bing's tears still couldn't stop, wetting the quilt.He told himself that he must hold back, or Yu Bo would find out, or Yu Bo would find that he knew everything.At that time, it is inevitable that Yu Bo will reveal his sincerity.What Zhang Bing was really afraid of was that Yu Bo would tear his face, slam the iron door shut, and disappear completely from his world.

Of course, that was all Zhang Bing's imagination.But he couldn't control the fear that spread in his body, and he choked his throat mixed with the past time, and no one heard the loud cry for help.

Zhang Bing wanted to trust Yu Bo, but couldn't.Yu Bo kept everything from Zhang Bing.This house belongs to Yu Bo's friend, and Zhang Bing has always been puzzled about it.Thinking about it now, Zhang Bing only sighed.Is he afraid of drawing this house by himself?There is also the money in the bank, which I earned in the past.Zhang Bing pulled out the huge amount of money under the pillow, and threw it aside as if it were stinky filth.

Maybe Yu Bo still loves him as Zhang Bing imagined, but Zhang Bing can no longer give him this trust.He doesn't even believe in himself who is still willing to live in the false lies fabricated by Yu Bo.

The house was no longer warm, and when the lights were turned off, it was cramped and dwarfed, like the storage shed I had at my uncle's in high school.

Uncle took him home from the junior high school classroom, asked him to sign a few documents, and then put his schoolbag into the storage room.There is all the time of Zhang Bing's dark night, surrounded by screws, wrenches and other tools that smell like paint. He can't stretch his legs when he sleeps, so he can only curl his body.

That dark period of adolescence came back, in the dark bedroom, the ceiling was pulled down and Zhang Bing couldn't breathe.

There was the sound of a key coming from the other side of the door.

It might only be around four o'clock in the afternoon now.Zhang Bing opened his eyes, not wanting to struggle anymore, not wanting to hide his red and swollen eyes.

Yu Bo deliberately got off work early and bought Zhang Bing's favorite pineapple buns and some delicious cooked food.He took off his shoes and socks, put them down in the dining room, and found Zhang Bing lying in the bedroom.

The curtains in the bedroom were closed and no light came in.

Yu Bo raised his voice and made his tone full of excitement. Just as he was about to turn on the light, Zhang Bing pleaded bitterly.

"Don't turn on the light, please don't turn on the light."

Zhang Bing has cried before, so his nasal voice is very heavy, and Yu Bo can hear the sadness in his tone.His knees are very soft, if he can get Zhang Bing's forgiveness and know his difficulties, Yu Bo can even kneel in front of Zhang Bing, forget all the trash dignity, and ask for forgiveness.

"What's wrong with you, have you been bullied by the people in the restaurant?" Yu Bo said something against his will, disgusting himself from the bottom of his heart.Why can't he tell the truth.

Yu Bo embraced Zhang Bing, picked up Zhang Bing's face, and wanted to kiss it, but was thwarted by Zhang Bing's struggles.The air was so awkward that Zhang Bing smiled and said with a heavy nasal voice: "You came too early, I just watched a movie, it was so touching. If you can come back earlier, I have someone to rely on, so I won't cry too much Vicious. My throat is hoarse now, and my nose is stuffy."

Zhang Bing was still looking into his eyes, and asked in a low voice: "You don't hate me, do you. My image of crying is too ugly."

Yu Bo cherished Zhang Bing's forehead and kissed his nose.

"How could I hate you, I'm your man, and you are the person I love the most in this world." Yu Bo spoke out his nasty feelings of disgust.

"I bought food." Yu Bo was in a bad mood, not knowing how to face Zhang Bing.Zhang Bing must already know his family background, but he is still lying.Yu Bo was dumbfounded and wanted to leave.

A pair of soft arms wrapped around his waist.Zhang Bing grabs Yu Bo from behind, yearning for Yu Bo's warmth.

"You have to promise me." Zhang Bing leaned his cheek against Yu Bo's back.

"I promise you."

"I didn't say anything, why did you agree to me, you are such a hypocrite. Ask if you have done something bad." Zhang Bing withdrew his arm and scratched Yu Bo's waist.

Tired of playing, enough of frolicking.Zhang Bing told Yu Bo not to move, and hugged him from behind again.

"Anytime, don't abandon me."

The room is someone else's and full of unease.But Yu Bo's embrace is warm.He held Zhang Bing in his arms and used his chin to kiss Zhang Bing's hair.Zhang Bing feels comfortable, and is too greedy for this warmth, even if he is deceived, even if he is hurt, he still wants to be by Yu Bo's side every minute.

His tears fell gently, wet Yu Bo's neckline.

"Try not to lie to me, if you want to lie to me, lie to the end."

Yu Bo just wanted to wipe Zhang Bing's tears with his hand hanging in the air.He was stunned because of Zhang Bing's tears.He used to hate betrayal, especially cheating.

But what are you doing now? For fear of being hurt, deceive your lover; for fear of your lover being hurt, continue to deceive.

Who am I.Yu Bo hugged Bing tightly and couldn't let go.

The two of them embraced and fell asleep.