[abuse] a leaf boat

"Maybe you don't remember. That night, in front of the toilet, we had a conflict before. There were many people around, and it happened that the squad leader also appeared later." Zhang Bing tried in a low voice, retreating more than he felt: "There are a lot of people, maybe there will be someone Good intentions to report, but have you thought about it, if the appearance of the squad leader is designed, is it possible?"

Zhang Bing went on to say: "Usually the monitor is too busy and the bed is often empty. Why did you come here at this time? You don't feel strange." Zhang Bing observed Yu Bo's expression, as if opening a frightening door, Not breathing well.He suppressed his breath, and then said: "This matter is very simple, as long as I find someone to wait for the opportunity, if the situation is not right, I will go to the monitor."

Yu Bo's gloomy face is especially scary in the snow.

Zhang Bing was a little scared, guilty, and wondered if he could fool Yu Bo.To be honest, he already regretted it, but he had to keep Yu Bo away from himself, so he went on to say "Listen to me, I'm not a good person, so don't get too close to me. We have big differences and need better In the future, a smooth road is needed, and I may do a lot of outrageous things for opportunities or other things I want. Although I will regret it, I will not want to apologize for it. I don’t think what I did was wrong. of."

Before the words were finished, Zhang Bing's heart ached, and tears rolled down his face.Lies can be blurted out without organization, maybe you are born to be a liar.However, these fabricated stories only exist in fantasy, longed for but never done, in a sense it can be regarded as experience.

Thinking of this, Zhang Bing couldn't help but feel at ease, no wonder he lied so slipperily.

"Why are you so far away from me?" Yu Bo's voice was cut off by the cold wind, and he remained silent.His huge body approached Yu Bo threateningly like a hill.

The memories in his head reappeared again: the torrential rain of fists and feet and the great physical pain gave Zhang Bing an indescribable shock all over his body.He began to breathe rapidly again, retreated to the corridor in fear, and was approached by Yu Bo step by step to the door of the toilet.Zhang Bing wanted to turn around and run towards the end of the corridor, but he was not as fast as Yu Bo. He was blocked and grabbed into the toilet.Yu Bo blocked the door and plugged it in.Zhang Bing ran around, ran along the wall, kicked a hard water pipe, the pain in his toes flowed all over his body, subconsciously reminded Zhang Bing that this was all caused by Yu Bo, without him...

Zhang Bing didn't think about it, he just focused on running for his life, as if there was a disaster behind him.He raised his aching foot and bounced around a corner.He kept hitting pillars and other objects, his whole body was blue and made metallic noises.

It's not that Yu Bo can't see Zhang Bing's pain.He felt that there were long needles tied to Zhang Bingli's feet, and every time he jumped, he was thinking about it.He was in pain, but he didn't dare to stretch out his hand. It was far away, and he couldn't grasp it no matter what. It was like a lantern on the surface of a foggy lake.

However, Yu Bo finally catches Zhang Bing no matter what he hides in every corner.Before he could speak, a few pieces of iron sheets fell from Zhang Bing's body.

Yu Bo's eyes were fixed on the iron sheet lying flat on the ground, his eye sockets were turning red, his lips were trembling, and the anger radiating from his body spread with his breathing.

"You're so afraid of me." Yu Bo wrapped Zhang Bing in his arms, supported the wall with his left hand, and moved it, not even daring to vent his anger by hitting the wall with his fist.

Telling lies, preferring to be beaten, will distance the relationship with oneself.Yu Bo looked at Zhang Bing sadly, suppressing the anger that was about to explode, lest the movement would frighten Zhang Bing and push his heart further away from him.He looked directly into Zhang Bing's eyes, not knowing how to open the iron door, and he didn't even dare to knock on it right now.

If Yu Bo was a scorpion, the poisonous needle would have been pulled out; if it was a tiger, the fangs would have been pulled out, and he became a vegetarian; but as a human being in this life, in the area close to Zhang Bing, sometimes he was anesthetized with sweetness and tinged with joy; The pain was so great that I wanted to tear my chest open, revealing a lively heartbeat.

However, the sweetheart just doesn't look at it.

Yu Bo grabbed the lime in his hands, let go, and withdrew to a place not far or near.He didn't believe Zhang Bing's words, saying how a person who abandons morality for the future will take care of a person many times, if he is not kind, he is in love.Yu Bo wants to hear more things, to strengthen the truth he wants.

"Is there anything else you want to say?" Yu Bo said lifelessly, without lowering his head, looking at Zhang Bing.

Zhang Bing clings to the wall, not daring to look directly at it.What he saw was an angry, frightening Yubo.This is Yu Bo who Zhang Bing has always wanted to stay away from. Some time ago, the gentle person was just an appearance he made, and Yu Bo's normal state was to be scary.

He lied in a daze, all at once: "Do you still remember the day when I betrayed Lushi? If you remember that day, don't believe that I am a good person. I..." Zhang Bing couldn't utter some words, but he still said Leo: "Not only Lu Shi's military badge, I stole it at the time, but also your military badge, which I actually wanted. At that time, because I had a bigger opponent, I didn't dare to attack you."

Zhang Bing repeatedly emphasized: "We are not all the way."

Yu Bo burst into laughter suddenly, bent down, and wiped away the tears from the corners of his eyes.If he hadn't asked Lu Shi before, maybe Yu Bo would really believe this perfect lie without hesitation.

How ruthless is the person in front of him? When he lies, he is vicious, but when he really touches him, he is like a piece of jade that is frozen and fragile.

It would be fine if you hurt yourself, Yu Bo thought: that is the attitude towards the enemy.However, Zhang Bing's premise is to hurt himself, even at the risk.

Yu Bo felt bitter for the first time, and it stuck in his throat, and he was embarrassed to say any more words, unable to speak.

Yu Bo picked up a few pieces of iron, and sighed like an old man: It would be good to keep him away, why stabbed a knife in the chest, even the handle of the knife had to be pressed in.

"I'll just ask you a question, and you answer me truthfully." Yu Bo was exhausted all over: "You really didn't go to No. [-] High School in Wuying City?"

Sudden question, asked Zhang Bing in a daze, and got a simple nod as the answer.

In fact, Yu Bo had already asked someone to inquire about Zhang Bing's file.He had indeed been in the same school as him every time, and he just wanted to hear Zhang Bing's truth.The high school that Yu Bo attended had strict checks on entry, and it was impossible for ordinary people to enter, let alone steal inside.

So Zhang Bing was Nanye and his pen pal, and Nanye used to tell lies, so he knew the situation of those letters that were torn up by him silently.

Yu Bo approached and walked forward.He recalled his attitude towards Zhang Bing, mixed with the once crazy violence, shame, pain, sadness and other emotions, and there was a dull pain in his stomach.He even wanted to kneel in front of Zhang Bing and apologize to him.Zhang Bing can come up with any reason for repayment, as long as he stays by his side.

Yu Bo thinks of the friend he once wrote to, but he can’t remember the pen name, but only remembers the feelings expressed in the letter. Sometimes he is distressed, and there are uneven folds on the letter paper after being stained by water, as if he cried when writing the letter; sometimes he is funny , full of embarrassing things in life.During the correspondence period, Yu Bo wrote for two years until he graduated from high school.

I still remember not daring to turn on the lights late at night, so I could only lie on the table with a flashlight and secretly read, my breathing and heartbeat were in the dark blue night, being swayed by the wind and curtains, and I wanted to grow wings and fly to meet my pen pal.

We met now, but it was an embarrassing situation.

"Is it because I hurt you irrationally and bastardly, that's why you decided to take revenge on me." Yu Bo wanted to communicate with Zhang Bing, and wanted to announce all the pasts they shared, but where to start, he could only follow Zhang Bing The lie waits for an opportunity.

"You tore up my letter." Mentioning the letter, Zhang Bing's expression became determined and his anger rose.He hated it so much, he screamed out of the holed balloon as if angry: "That's my baby, I can take it out whenever I feel pain, just take a look, think of this There's someone else in the world who really understands me and I can pick myself up and get back on my feet. Now you've ripped, you've ripped up my treasure, which is my treasured treasure. I'm out of touch with him now, and that's the only connection, Now too..." His teeth were shaking up and down, Zhang Bing cried and his eyes were red: "I really hate you. You are arrogant, stupid, always think that the world works the way you want, you don't fit in, don't Pay attention to other people's kindness, and have a single mind..."

Zhang Bing seemed to have received the imperial decree, and vented all the things he dared not say before.

The embarrassed Yu Bo had mixed feelings in his heart.Hearing that Zhang Bing treasured the letterheads from the past, the warmth and sweetness in my heart merged with the bitterness brought by the moment of tearing up.I could feel the anger in Zhang Bing's tone and wanted to be happy, but Yu Bo couldn't suppress his anger.He was so aggressive that he really didn't know how to turn the situation around.He lost his mind a little, stretched out one hand, and threatened Zhang Bing against the wall.

Zhang Bing's legs were obviously weak, and his expression was the same as when he was threatened in the forest. This was the beginning of the misunderstanding between the two.Yu Bo was afraid that if he threatened him, whether this idiot who was strong but weak would give in again.

Yu Bo really wanted to hug the person in front of him, but he believed that he was covered with steel nails, which would hurt his lover. His outstretched hand formed a circle in the air, trembling all the time, and dared not touch a single hair of Zhang Bing for a long time. .He eventually ran out of strength and walked out of the toilet.

The tense air suddenly cooled before Zhang Bing realized what he had done.He has been unwilling to face it squarely, but in the end he accidentally met Yu Bo's absent-minded eyes.That sadness was the result that Zhang Bing did not expect.He just stuffed iron sheets on his body, ready to be beaten, and angered Yu Bo.But it never occurred to him that Yu Bo's touch was gentle, and even a few touches were suspended at a close distance from him, and he dared not touch it for a long time.

Yu Bo's softness and his out-of-control violence, which one is the real him.Zhang Bing didn't understand and was very confused.When the toilet was made, it was snowing heavily, and he gradually recovered his mind.

The pain that I have never had before is stationed in my heart with coldness.

He saw Yu Bo's tears when he was awake, the same red eye sockets as his own, and he saw himself clearly in Yu Bo's pupils.

The author has something to say: More!God, fortunately I don't work overtime today.On Thursday, there was a class reunion, and without prior notice, I started making phone calls when I got home, which messed up all the plans.Thank you for watching, I feel a little disappointed that no one has read the new chapter for several days, but I know I did it myself.