[abuse] a leaf boat

"Where are you?" A deep voice hovered overhead.

Zhang Bing is like a dwarf avoiding the attack of a giant.He knew that Yu Bo searched for him with his hands, because the iron filings on his head spilled on one end.When he heard the sound approaching, his legs quietly supported his body and retreated, trying not to make a sound.

Yu Bo seemed to give up, Zhang Bing didn't dare to vent his breath, just breathed softly, and was immediately grabbed by his legs.Zhang Bing seemed to be attacked by a zombie, and immediately yelled, put the bowl aside safely, and grabbed his hands tightly with all his strength.

"Don't yell, don't yell, I told you not to yell." Yu Bo was very angry, he pulled Zhang Bing's body hard, hugged Zhang Bing, and covered Zhang Bing's mouth with his big hand.Zhang Bing felt that the bones of his face would be ground to pieces, so he could sell them for money into traditional Chinese medicine.But Zhang Bing still felt that Yu Bo was weak.

Yu Bo couldn't see Zhang Bing clearly, so he approached him and said, "Don't yell, or the guards will be attracted, and you will eat your fruit later." Then he let go of Zhang Bing.

Zhang Bing could feel Yu Bo's breath, and his breath sprayed on his face, with a fruity aroma.As long as Yu Bo speaks, Zhang Bing knows that his lips are close to his own. Zhang Bing doesn't know how close his lips are. It may be estimated from the distance between their heartbeats.

"What are you doing here?" Yu Bo went back slowly.

Zhang Bing fumbled for a long time to find a job: "I, I'm here to bring you food. I didn't ask for it," Zhang Bing adjusted his tone and became tough.

"That's who's coming."

Thinking of Wang Yaohu, Zhang Bing swallowed the words in a strong voice: "Okay, I took the initiative to give it to you."

"Hey, don't you respond to my words? Then I'll put this meal here, you can eat it." Zhang Bing didn't hear a response for a long time.

"It's really rude and uneducated." Zhang Bing leaned against the iron gate, nervous but feeling refreshed.

Still no one spoke.Could it be that he endured being scolded by me as an apology.Zhang Bing thought to himself, feeling a little ashamed, but he didn't stop: "He's dead, can I call the funeral home?"

Holding the food, Zhang Bing crawled around, grabbed a simple quilt on the ground, and took advantage of the opportunity to touch Yu Bo's strong body.He touched Yu Bo's belly, which was heaving violently.

Could it be?Zhang Bing hurriedly put down the food, lifted Yu Bo's heavy body, and touched Yu Bo's head.Sure enough, he had a fever again.

Really delicate.The families who came to serve as soldiers are not well-off, and their bodies look strong, but they are so hypocritical.Zhang Bing cursed secretly in his heart, patted Yu Bo's face, and said, "Are you still conscious?"

The forehead temperature is not too high, it's just uncomfortable. By the way, I took advantage of it. I hit myself so many times, and I just paid back my noble face a few times.

"I've called someone for you." Zhang Bing thought: this ridiculous peace game can just end, and the work can be handed over. By the way, Yu Bo owes more favors, although he has no conscience.

Yu Bo hugged Zhang Bing all of a sudden, unable to support his body.The two fell onto the hard bedding.Yu Bo's limbs became Tenman, tied Zhang Bing tightly, and kept muttering to himself: "Don't go, don't let that old man see a joke, don't let that old man see a joke..."

"Old man"?Do you mean Li Zhaolian?Zhang Bing thought.

In the cold night, Zhang Bing was tied up tenderly, as if the dandelion had a support and was fixed on a stable ground.Zhang Bing actually enjoys the temperature of Yu Bo's embrace, the warmth enters the blood along the skin.

Just one more, one more.Zhang Bing is greedy.He felt that the temperature had risen, and immediately broke free after waking up, and felt that Yu Bo's body temperature had increased significantly.He slapped Yu Bo's face fiercely, not in the mood to play tricks: "Hey, wake up."

Even in a coma, Yu Bo still said silently: "Don't... old man..."

It is rare for Zhang Bing to see such a stubborn person. If he is sick, he will beg others to help him even if he bows his knees. Although he is not reconciled, his dignity cannot be eaten.In this society, only fickleness and tact can lead to a better life. How could he not understand that?

However, Zhang Bing couldn't get rid of Yu Bo's aggravation of illness, and had his own special contribution.

You have to eat first, otherwise you will have no resistance.Zhang Bing staggered to the moonlight with the food, and picked off the floating ash and iron filings on the food.After searching for a long time, I found the water.A stainless steel bowl filled with water, and there is still unfinished snow in it.

Is he eating snow these days?Zhang Bing's impression of Yu Bo has a more strange feeling, why should he abuse himself to this extent.

Fortunately, Yu Bo was conscious, and forced him to eat some food under Zhang Bing's coercion and lure.If there is no water, I can't drink that snow water.Zhang Bing just started to stand up, but was hugged by his thigh.Yu Bo was dragged by Zhang Bing for nearly one meter. Although he was sick and weak, Zhang Bing almost tried his best, sitting on the ground and panting.

"can not go."

"You still have the strength to speak now. Why did you ignore me when I talked to you many times just now. If you see me as an eyesore, let me go." Zhang Bing gave up trying to use words.

"No." Two words firmly.

Zhang Bing leaned against the wall, looked up at the high-hanging windows, the cut-off moonlight was cast on the ground, and dust was flying in the beam of light.

How does it feel like being in a scumbag, impassioned in a trance, as if he will die heroically in the next second, and dedicate his life to the justice of the people.

Zhang Bing is thirsty, but he doesn't mind the cold snow water, and it's not like he hasn't drunk it before.He drank a few sips, found it was okay, and had an idea, he could use his own temperature to heat up the snow water, and then put it into Yu Bo's mouth.However, he immediately dismissed the idea.If you hate him, you can't hate yourself.Zhang Bing laughed evilly, he might as well take a sip of warmth, then spit it into the bowl, and then take another sip and spit it into the bowl, so many times.But in this big winter, the temperature will definitely be exhausted.

Zhang Bing reached out and touched Yu Bo's forehead, it was still burning, and he needed to drink more water to detoxify.But he hugged his leg as if it was in chains.Zhang Bing didn't even dare to raise his voice.In desperation, he took a sip of snow water and shook his cheeks to increase the contact area, making the water warm up faster.He opened Yu Bo's lips with his hands, without hesitation, poured water from between his lips and teeth.The lips of the two were butted together, so soft that it would melt away with the water if held in the mouth.At close range, Zhang Bing heard Yu Bo's swallowing sound coming from his breath and lips, Zhang Bing choked violently, and sprayed Yu Bo's face in one breath.

Zhang Bing wiped Yu Bo's face with the cuff of hard cloth: "You really don't reuse it, you can even spit it on your face when you drink water, so it can be regarded as cooling down.

Zhang Bing muttered, not daring to go any further.

After a while, he began to worry again, feeling that Yu Bo twisting and resting would not be conducive to recovery, so he dragged the unconscious him to the corner, offered himself, leaned against the corner, and let Yu Bo pillow on his body.Zhang Bing wet the quilt with one foot and applied it to Yu Bo's forehead.

Time passed by every minute and every second, and the moonlight slanted from right to □□.Zhang Bing's eyelids were about to lose their hold, but he didn't dare to fall asleep.He counted the beats, one beat per second, and changed the cold compress every 1200 beats.

Too bored, Zhang Bing remembered the song "Night Child" that his mother used to lull him to sleep, inadvertently patted Yu Bo's arm, and sang in a low voice:

"Sit on the crooked moon cloud,

Sweet dreams in the mist,

The orphaned scavenger roams the fields,

When will the sweet family set fire to find the way.

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Zhang Bing hadn't finished singing when he heard Yu Bo's soft cry, which was especially conspicuous in the dark confinement room.For a while, Zhang Bing thought he was too sleepy and had auditory hallucinations.He lowered his head, only to hear Yu Bo's whispering voice.

"Nanye, Nanye..." Yu Bo huddled his whole body into a ball, trying to suppress his voice, and finally his voice was like the sound of wind squeezed out of the crack, covered by the howling winter wind outside.

"Who is Nan Ye, his former girlfriend, maybe he was kicked by someone long ago." Zhang Bing leaned his head against the wall in frustration, "When will I have a family and a lover who won't abandon me."

At this moment, Zhang Bing thought of the squad leader Meng Ren who took good care of him, but turned his head away.This is impossible, because Li Zhaolong's attitude towards him is very strange, and there must be something tricky between the two of them.Zhang Bing lowered his head and taunted himself for thinking about it. Heterogeneous people like him were rarely found in this military camp, and most of them were heterosexual.

But why do I know so clearly that I am gay, and I seem to have believed in it since I was very young.Zhang Bing fell into deep thought and concluded: This is talent.

Yu Bo was dreaming, muttering, but the fever had subsided, so Zhang Bing ignored him.But Yu Bo was still talking, and always asking, Zhang Bing thought he was awake, but he felt his pimple eyebrows before realizing that he must have had a nightmare.

Zhang Bing whispered "Hush", while rubbing the center of his eyebrows with his fingertips, trying to disperse the dream.

"Why don't you love me?" Yu Bo's voice was crying, and he could only express his pain when he was defenseless.

"Because you don't deserve to be loved." Zhang Bing looked down indifferently. Although his eyes were dark, he was in a good mood. Anyway, he couldn't hear it and wouldn't be hurt.

"I didn't do anything wrong, I'm about to get on my own, so it's not worth it, it's too cheap, too low..." Yu Bo covered his face.

Is he awake.Zhang Bing was surprised and covered Yu Bo's ears.But the words have already been said, and it is useless.Yu Bo tossed and turned on Zhang Bing's lap, feeling uncomfortable.Zhang Bing felt that there was no fever anymore, could it be the sequelae of being half awake.

"Why, why..." Yu Bo kept increasing his voice, as if he wanted to ask for an explanation, and his body also became violent.

"Because you haven't met a worthy love." Zhang Bing moved closer to Yu Bo's ear, pinching his earlobe.It turns out that my mother can make herself obedient just by pinching her ears.Zhang Bing went on to say: "No one can get equal love, because this world is not fair. People are doomed to be unfair from the moment they are born. There is no choice between rich and poor. Not losing the starting line is just talking. Like this In a world without fairness, how can there be fair love."

Yu Bo didn't move, but still asked: "How can I get fair love?"

"How can it be?" Zhang Bing also asked in his heart.

Yu Bo, who didn't get a response, became restless.Zhang Bing is like medicine, approaching Yu Bo can make him calm down: "When you love the right person."

"But I only want the love of the person I love, not even reciprocity, only half or even less." Yu Bo choked up: "Is this all right?" Yu Bo's voice was like an immature child, his voice A little hoarse, but making unreasonable demands.

Zhang Bing suddenly remembered that Yu Bo was a big boy who had just grown up two years younger than himself.

Yu Bo is like a repeater, repeating "I want him, I want..."

"Yu Bo, Yu Bo, are you okay, I'm Nanye." Zhang Bing sharpened his voice, other than that, Zhang Bing couldn't think of a way to make Yu Bo shut up immediately.He had lost his patience, and wanted to take advantage of Yu Bo's weakness and step on his face.

Yu Bo was quiet and obedient, like a puppy with a smooth coat.

Zhang Bing stroked Yu Bo's hair and neck: "You know, I miss you very much these days. I heard what you said. You want equal love, but I can only give you what belongs to you. Part of love." As for why, you can figure it out yourself.Zhang Bing suppressed his inner thoughts and said something against his will: "Because we are not fellow travelers."

"We can go on the same road. We have been on the same road, from elementary school to high school. When did you jump to other roads?"

"From the day we grew up, from the time we really grew up, some fates have a beginning and must have an end. Some will last forever, and some are just instant fireworks. We have taken different paths, although they are not different paths, but we have There is no intersection."

"You are on that road, I will find you, even if I push to all the houses, I will find you."

Zhang Bing chuckled twice: "But we are not in the same world. You find my position, you find my path, but it is only the point where I stayed, but if I am in another dimension, you will only pass through me." Standing air."

"Even if the universe is torn apart, even if the world is destroyed, I will find you." Yu Bo made troubles unreasonably, like a fake crying child who asked for a toy and made a fuss if he didn't give it.

"Okay, you come to me. Remember the love you once had for me, don't forget." Zhang Bing gave up the role-playing and switched back to the original sound.

"Nan Ye, why did you become someone else to lie to me." Yu Bo cried while holding his head, hot tears wet Zhang Bing's trouser legs, and he felt only cold. "Why no one loves me, don't all hate me."

These words made Zhang Bing's heart ache.His eyes were sore, and tears dripped down without any effort.

"Why no one loves me", "Don't hate me", "I'm innocent", Zhang Bing shouted these words too many times, towards the empty classrooms and deserted hills.

And at this moment, Zhang Bing seemed to have found a fellow traveler.

Two abandoned people embrace each other.

The author has something to say: There is a slightly sprouting kiss in this chapter.

I think I'm such a scumbag, Kawenka is so shocking that ghosts don't talk about it, and procrastinates to the point where I'm bored.So much for an emotional shift.I can hardly write any more. There may not be bright spots in the previous chapters. I hope it will change in the future. Every chapter has bright spots, which will attract readers to read on.