[abuse] a leaf boat

Time ticked incessantly in the bedroom, even though there was no clock on the wall.

"Everyone is talking, why are you all dumb?" The squad leader looked around: "I usually make noise in the dormitory, and I disperse when I come. At this time, I want you to speak up and criticize others' mistakes, so you all pretend to be dumb. Even if you are dumb, I've never seen you so naive in the countryside."

He scratched his head, pointed at the class deputy Gao Dajun and said, "Forget it, you first report the class's training situation during my absence."

Gao Dajun stood up vigorously, full of righteousness, first gave a standard military salute, and then said the word "report" resoundingly.

"The squad leader was absent for three days, and the overall situation in the squad was good. The soldiers in the squad were united as one, trained in the basic training of military posture, and no one was left behind. Even if some comrades were injured or sick, the whole squad cheered behind them and helped them make progress together. .After three days of training, the grades of the whole class have made a qualitative leap, which is full of praise for the army leaders."

If it wasn't for sitting upright, or because of the military uniform on his body, Zhang Bing really wanted to vomit, and use specific actions to describe the nausea in his body.He didn't know how to describe Gao Dajun.A long time ago, Zhang Bing thought that only people like himself were qualified to be narrow-minded, and to be a villain behind his back.Although Zhang Bing always lacks the courage to do small tricks behind his back, but in his heart he admires villains who are good at intrigue, and even envied Qin Hui for a time, thinking that he is great, that he cannot be a great hero, and that it is great to become a role that has been notorious for thousands of years in history. Deep memorization inspired delicious fried dough sticks.This is much stronger than Zhang Bing's life of being obscure, full of frustration and despair.

But now he has to hate himself who was obsessed with ghosts.

Because Gao Dajun is an unsuccessful Qin Hui in modern times. He is narrow-minded and knows how to flatter, but he is full of nonsense and arrogant.Zhang Bing wanted to take off his clothes immediately and pointed to the bruises on his body and asked him.

"That's right! Don't talk about it." Squad leader Meng Ren sighed: "Wouldn't I get your training situation from the third squad leader? He said that your training is not serious and you don't take it seriously. I expected you to Really say something, now it seems that you should correct the words of the third squad leader."

Meng Ren's neck turned red, and he seemed to be depressed.After waiting for a long time, he breathed a sigh of relief: "I hope that the class I lead, not to mention the first, at least not the last one. Someone will come to review and pick people soon. It's not been a month yet, so of course it won't be the last one." Will pick you out, but, I don't know what most of you really think, but some of you still want to go into a more disciplined unit. I really don't want you all to go into a class like cooking class. Two years, What else can I get besides cooking."

No one in the class spoke, as if they were all afraid of an explosion in the next second.

Looking around, Meng Ren was obviously a little frustrated and scratched his head: "Don't be too afraid of me. Although I am serious, I still want to get along with you, of course after training. I have an old squad leader, and the relationship between our class and him All good. At the farewell party before he left, everyone who didn't cry cried."

Realizing that he said something that shouldn't be said, Meng Ren covered his mouth but it didn't help at all.

He breathed out: "The third squad leader praised the only one in our class."

Meng Ren looked at Zhang Bing.

Although Zhang Bing kept his hands on his knees, his eyes were focused on the squad leader.But in his heart he was scolding briskly, satirizing everyone in the class, having a great time.Being stared at suddenly by the monitor, Zhang Bing was so nervous that he broke out in a cold sweat.

"It's Zhang Bing." Meng Ren cast an admiring smile at Zhang Bing: "The third squad leader said that you will definitely become an excellent soldier. Don't try too hard, if the leg injury worsens, it's not worth it."

Zhang Bing's mouth was blocked by these words, and he couldn't say a word for a long time, and he choked out a sentence for a long time: "Thank you."

This sentence is obviously not in line with the military style, and many of them whispered as if they were farting.

"Then you take the lead and talk about the actual situation in the squad first. Through other people, I have given up. You can also help them improve by evaluating the performance of other comrades in the squad pragmatically based on your hard work while crawling forward. "

Seeing Zhang Bing's embarrassed expression, Meng Ren deliberately added: "Others are not allowed to retaliate and make progress together."

But these words did not bring Zhang Bing any ease.He just stood and stood at attention, but his mind was full of thinking about the situation behind him, listening to the discussions behind him.The words of singing and cursing from the bottom of my heart disappeared at this moment.

Zhang Bing dared not offend anyone.Suddenly wrestling with those words reminded him: I am a coward who dares to think but not to do.But no matter how painful the poke was at that time, the fear that Zhang Bing faced now was numbness from head to toe.

Meng Ren seemed to be in a bit of a hurry. Why don't good-looking people speak? His eyes seemed to be stretched by others: "Anyone will have problems, and you must dare to expose them." He then pointed to himself: "Even if I am criticized, I am fine. If there is any problem, you can also criticize it, and everyone else can."

Maybe Meng Ren didn't expect his class meeting to be so quiet, and it's even better to watch the news broadcast at seven o'clock as a group.

"I, I," Zhang Bing finally said, "I don't think I deserve to be praised by the third squad leader." He pretended to be very formal, and said firmly: "Being a wounded soldier is a shame in itself." I failed to fully protect myself, so I failed to train and improve at the same time as my comrades-in-arms. Instead, I received spiritual rewards for training to the best of my ability. At this point, I feel ashamed of myself.”

Zhang Bing didn't know how to describe Meng Ren's expression, but he felt a little pitiful.But he pitied himself even more, he was a real coward.

Zhang Bing wanted to cry.He really didn't know why he said those words, why he refused to tell the truth about being bullied, such a good opportunity was wasted by Ruannuo.He simply didn't have the courage to sit down in front of all the eyes.He knew that someone must be snickering, mocking his cowardly self.

What will the future hold?Zhang Bing was terrified at the moment.

Meng Ren's expression gradually became serious.Zhang Bing thought: It's over, in the eyes of the monitor, he must be a person who devotes himself to others.This is what worries him the most.Although the bullying hurts, it is not always experienced. I have spent three years in the dark junior high school, and it is only three months of recruit training. Why not bear it, anyway, it will pass anyway.If it is really head-to-head, Zhang Bing is afraid of Gao Dajun's background. If he has one, he will be completely finished. It is not difficult to kill an ant in this society.That's why he has to be a man with his tail between his legs.

But the last thing he wanted was for the squad leader to see him clearly.

"Eh!" Meng Ren faltered, very confused and didn't know what to say: "You, like this, it's good to be humble, but what I need is your evaluation of other people. In this way, you evaluate the person who takes care of you: Yu Wave."

There was another commotion with laughter, and the squad leader didn't know why, so he shouted twice to rectify discipline.

"The most important thing among comrades-in-arms is unity. Without unity, the army is a mess and invincible. What is the use of an invincible army. Therefore, there must be love among comrades-in-arms. When we are in a group, we are a family." .”

"Yes! He took good care of him." Someone whispered ironically.

"You don't have to think about it, you can imagine what he would say. I thought I was hypocritical, but I lived a great life. I didn't realize that there are people who are more hypocritical than me, and live a life of aggrievedness. This ability may only be unique to Xiaoqiang. have it."

Zhang Bing naturally couldn't hear it.Out of the corner of his eye, he peeked at Yu Bo sitting on his right.Yu Bo was sitting, thinking about something.

Regarding unity, Zhang Bing has always only written about it, without understanding the deep meaning of it.

Maybe unity means that when you are very tired from work, when you are so hungry that you can only pass a piece of biscuit.

"He's still very, very good." Zhang Bing really didn't know what to say, he hesitated and couldn't say a complete sentence.

Meng Ren kept sighing all night, disappointed with the atmosphere of the class meeting.

Yu Bo raised his head and looked at Zhang Bing.He always hated the thin person in front of him from the bottom of his heart, because seeing him always reminded him of Nanye who was thin and thin in junior high school.In Zhang Bing's eyes, he didn't seem to be hardened by the training, he was still weak, maybe he still had a cold.

He remembered that during the three days of field training, they ran together under the dark moon, their ears being rattled by the wind.When they were fighting together, Yu Bo didn't have to worry about everything, he just ran ahead, wrestled with the opponents that came one by one, and knocked down the opponents with beautiful movements that made him admire.

Yu Bo, who was rushing towards the enemy camp, could hear the sound of stones cutting through the air and turning into wind.He could see the enemy rushing out from the left clutching his legs and feet and screaming.He smiled and looked behind him, saw the figure shot out by the moonlight arrow on the tree, thought he raised his thumb, and suddenly realized that Zhang Bingye's strength was not good in the night.

This sense of trust that can be handed over behind is the feeling Yu Bo has been longing for for a long time.

As he rushed forward, he couldn't hear the sound of footsteps, only the beating of his heart.

Thinking about it carefully, Zhang Bing in Yu Bo's coexistence is a person who loves to laugh, looks quite inferior, and accepts scolding without much retaliation.Although there are some flattering actions, Yu Bo still remembers the hazy fire in his memory when he had a fever, and the feeling of being cared for carefully.

If it is like a mother's tenderness, Yu Boken is willing to accept such psychological comfort, as long as it is not some kind of excuse.

Of course Yu Bo knew what he did to Zhang Bing, but he didn't regret it.As long as he thinks of "betrayal", Yu Bo loses his mind, and there is no room for thinking in his head.

If becoming a psychopath can escape the Nanye memory that strikes at any time, Yu Bo is really willing to go crazy.But Yu Bo joined the army and fled to a distant place, in a strange and cold land, everything was about to freeze, only the memory was not sealed.

Yu Bo looked up at Zhang Bing with affectionate eyes.He wants to see Nanye very much now, and wants to run back immediately, even if it is a thousand miles away, even if he has to go over mountains and mountains, Yu Bo just wants to knock on the door of Nanye's luxury apartment, no matter whether there is anyone inside the door, he just wants to hug him, with both hands As a rope to bind two people for a lifetime.

But Yu Bo could only shake his head.These unrealistic pictures have burst into bubbles since the beginning of fantasy.At the same time, he will never forget that after Nanye's many lies were exposed, they met in a coffee shop that was so quiet that almost no one came.Nanye was still wearing sunglasses, as if he was afraid of being recognized.

The flustered Yu Bo didn't wait for Nanye to sit still, and the first sentence was: "I like you." It was the first time in his life that he was so scared, like a young child who was afraid that the baby bear would be snatched away.

Nanye pretended to be innocent: "What!" He was very surprised, his mouth unrealistically rounded into a European shape: "I don't know, you like men. Aren't we brothers?"

Being fooled by Chanyeol, Yu Bo was dumbfounded and felt completely naked and extremely ashamed.But he soon became angry and hated Nanye who told lies.

He knows, he knows everything.Yu Bo wanted to yell at Nan Ye for thousands of times, obviously there were too many opportunities to do so at the reception, but he didn't.

How can two brothers sleep together while camping, and how can brothers secretly hold hands.Although this was forced by Yu Bo, Nan Ye did not resist fiercely.

In the past, Yu Bo thought that he was a wishful crush, but later he realized that he was just a sad substitute pawn, and he never regretted it after being used.

His chest was tight, and Yu Boteng got up and reported: "During the absence of the squad leader, I failed to take good care of Comrade Zhang Bing, and I must accept punishment. I recommend myself to run 10000 meters."

Talk began among the recruits, discussing this strange man whom no one dared mess with.

Even Meng Ren was confused, I don't know where this is coming from?Obviously Zhang Bing was praising Yu Bo, could it be that someone told a lie, maybe the two are very united.

But Meng Ren's irritable head couldn't figure it out.He was angry about Zhang Bing's bruised and purple training scars, and was trying to trouble Yu Bo, so he deliberately asked Zhang Bing to comment just now.So he said directly, "Yes."

As soon as Yu Bo stepped out of the house, he trotted all the way, as if there was someone chasing his life behind him.He went down the stairs in two steps, thinking of how in the third year of junior high school, in order to boost the morale of Nanye's high school entrance examination, he jumped down the fifth step and broke his leg.

It was a memory again, Yu Bo wished he could break through the white wall around him, so he quickened his pace and rushed to the corridor.The newspapers and periodicals above seem to have images of Nanye printed on it, lying on the glass, trying to paste it on Yu Bo's face, tearing his eyelids, and covering his eyeballs forcefully.

Finally, Yu Bo came to the runway as if he had gone through a long journey.He drove at full speed, as if there was no limit to his physical strength, his feet were as fast as wheels.Soon the body functions were exhausted with a powerful run.The soles of the feet hurt like they were about to break.

Even so, Yu Bo could still miss Nanye unconsciously, and couldn't help thinking about Nanye anymore, thinking wildly, thinking that they would form a warm family with two sons and a daughter; he thought crazily, if Nanye's His parents didn't accept him, so he prepared to kneel in front of his father-in-law and mother-in-law's door.One thing is more ridiculous than the other.

However, the protagonist of these events gradually changed to Zhang Bing's appearance.

Perhaps this is the source of Yu Bo's pain.He clenched his fists and ran with all his strength, as if running in the forest under the moon on the third day.It's just that he ran towards the back and hit the thick tree with one foot, not afraid of the stones being attacked on him.If one kick is not enough, another kick will be given until Zhang Bing is kicked off the tree.

"Don't worry about him." The squad leader continued to organize the opening meeting.

The recruits dispersed from the bedside watching and returned to their seats.

Zhang Bing was the last one to leave, but he could have seen Yu Bo, who seemed to be mad through the window beside him, because he couldn't figure out what this person was thinking, and secretly cursed: "Crazy."