[abuse] a leaf boat

Today is a day off, no training tasks, nothing to do.Yu Bo put his hands in front of his eyes, and there were annoying noises in his ears.His head was buzzing all the time, every nerve was tense, and he had to pull it hard, for fear that after he relaxed, memories about Nanye would invade his brain.

What are you making a fuss about?Yu Bo's breathing was rapid and he was extremely impatient with the noise.Almost everyone in the dormitory ran out in a swarm, as if participating in assault training.

Yu Bo sighed, got up reflexively and walked out the door.But the destination of the crowd is not the rostrum.Following the crowd, Yu Bo came to the toilet.

"Keep your voice down." Jia Xiangmeng was organizing discipline, afraid of being heard by others, and stared wide-eyed.

Yu Bo saw the vicious smiles of the people around him, as vulgar as fake toys.He swung his head from side to side, finally finding a perspective from which he could see inside.

Perhaps too surprised, Yu Bo looked at what happened inside in disbelief, as if in a dream.

With white tiles as the background, Zhang Bing was tied up with a rope, his hands were tied behind his back, and a rope was held in Gao Dajun's hand, like a dog on a leash.Gao Dajun stepped on Zhang Bing's back and pressed him to bend towards the toilet.

"Lick!" Gao Dajun seemed to feel very refreshed, and would rub Zhang Bing's back with his toes from time to time.

But Zhang Bing didn't have the strength to straighten his body, and tried to adjust his arms to a comfortable position, but it was in vain, and the strangle marks on his wrists became more obvious.He turned his face away, unwilling to look at the toilet, closed his eyes, and resisted with all his strength, beads of sweat gathered on his forehead.

"Lick it! Hurry up! You will feel relieved, so tired."

Many people were chattering and booing.They were very excited, unreasonably excited, as if they were watching a monkey training performance that had nothing to do with humans.Maybe this performance is very novel and different, and can kill their hormonal impulses. It seems that everyone wants to step forward and be a conqueror; Smiling, sinister and sly red-painted eyeballs.

Gao Dajun let go on purpose, and Zhang Bing hurriedly straightened his body as if saved.Gao Dajun pressed his feet playfully, and the monkey who was teased began to struggle again, which was applauded by the people around him.Just like this back and forth game, the sound of laughter lasted for a long time.

Whether it was intentional or unintentional, Zhang Bing had no choice but to straighten his body, and he did not give up instinctively, so this continuous response gave Gao Dajun a chance to continue playing.

Yu Bo watched quietly without turning around.He really couldn't stand it, but for a moment, Yu Bo seemed to see Nan Ye's shadow.He seemed to see that it was Nanye who was tied up and abused, and he seemed to feel that it was himself who was being tortured.He used the rope to give Nanye the pain that he would not be injured, and used the pain to force Nanye to speak.As for what he was talking about, in Yu Bo's fantasy, before Nanye opened his mouth, he covered his ears, jumping out of the fantasy as if escaping.

He had to keep his reasons for hating Nanye in order to forget him.Yu Bo thinks so.

He hated Nanye, wishing to leave a brand of pain on him, to tear away Nanye's kindness and kindness, and let his truth show on his face, even the painful emotions were real.Even if it caused Nanye pain, Yu Bo didn't think he should apologize, he would definitely suffer more than Nanye, and be hurt more deeply than Nanye, as if he hoped that Nanye's pain would be only a small part of his body.

"This is not very good." Someone persuaded, as if afraid to shirk: "This must be seen by other classes, maybe..."

"No." Gao Dajun lifted his leg, turned around and asked, "Whoever said it is not good, that's great! A person who is so considerate of his comrades, come and help him."

No one responded, and the person who spoke just now was completely hidden in the crowd.

Gao Dajun is like a leader, strolling around in front of people: "Everyone is comrade-in-arms, helping each other. You think this is cruel, no, no, it's for future training. You must know that during the Anti-Japanese War, the little devils treated our martyrs However, after exhausting torture methods, some confessed, while others would rather die than surrender. This fully shows that we need to undergo training after being captured, otherwise, once we are captured, we cannot stand the torture and immediately surrender, so what should we do?"

"So," Gao Dajun continued, "he is a weaker recruit in the class, and I, as the class leader, should teach him what he should do. Ben saw it." After Gao Dajun gave the order, he pulled hard on the rope and dragged Zhang Bing, who hadn't breathed a few breaths, to a deeper place in the toilet.

"Enough." Yu Bo blurted out without knowing why.

"Yo Yo! What's the matter?" Jia Xiangmeng came over and pushed Yu Bo with his elbow, pretending that the two were very close: "Speak up if you have something to say."

Yu Bo remained silent with a gloomy face, staring at Gao Dajun inside.

"Yes, we will compete with other classes in basketball later." Someone chimed in, "Let's get ready."

Gao Dajun didn't speak. After the recruits walked away one after another, he approached Yu Bo, looked at him with interest, put his hands on his shoulders, and put them on his body.

"Why, I'm not interested. Everyone enjoyed watching it, he" Gao Dajun pointed at Zhang Bing, "he also had a good time. Everyone is so happy, why are you in such a bad mood?"

"Nonsense!" Feeling disgusted in his heart, Yu Bo knocked his hand down.

Gao Dajun was stunned, and soon his expression was ugly, like a layer of dried glue, his face seemed to be peeling off.He changed his expression quickly again.

"We're all one of a kind."

Yu Bo was so disgusted: "We are not the same kind of people."

"No? We have something in common."

"No." Yu Bo said firmly.

"There will be." Gao Dajun laughed, patted Yu Bo on the back, and walked away.

Just because of Gao Dajun's words, the hard-to-defend memory can burst out as if consciously finding the right opportunity.

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On a summer night many, many years ago, there were not many stars in the night sky.Yu Bo and Nan Ye lay on the roof of the school gymnasium, under the thorny plastic greenery.But Yu Bo was willing to endure the tingling pain, he thought that anyway, he didn't have to worry about the bugs, and he could still lie down with Nanye.Yu Bo stretched out his hand to the starry sky, but couldn't catch the stars all over the sky.

This is the golf course of the school managers. Yu Bo asked the principal for the key, so that he could open the road to the starry sky.

The breeze is blowing, and it surrounds the collar, cuffs, and trouser seams like elves.The two rested their arms on their pillows and looked at the sky quietly.The sound of even breathing came from the ear, and the humid and hot air brought waves of drowsiness.Yu Bo turned his head to see Nanye's sleeping face, and couldn't bear to touch his transparent skin with his hands, so he could only touch the air with his fingertips, from the full forehead along the smooth curve to the tip of the nose, and finally gently stick it on Nanye's cherry red lips Feel the touch of even breathing.

The summer night was too quiet, and the night sky I saw when I looked up felt huge for the first time, really boundless.

Yu Bo rested his arm on his pillow, smiling at the corner of his mouth.

Seeing Nanye getting up, Yu Bo immediately closed his eyes and pretended to sleep as if he had done something wrong.

"Are you awake?" Nanye rubbed his eyes.

"Yeah." Yu Bo imitated him and rubbed his eyes, but Nanye didn't respond.He pulled up Nanye: "Come and let me teach you how to play golf."

Nanye touched the cue enviously and sighed: "This must be very expensive."

"No, it's okay, it's not too expensive. This is not a good brand." Yu Bo doesn't know golf either, but it's the first time he's happy because of money.

"We still have some things in common. For example, I like money, and you are rich." Nanye joked with a smile, and immediately covered his mouth when he felt it was inappropriate.But the word has been spoken.

But Yu Bo laughed out loud: "Don't tell jokes, money is so vulgar, you should like something elegant."

Nanye curled his lips: "Elegant ones can only be drunk as the northwest wind."

Seeing Nan Ye's suddenly lonely expression, Yu Bo was very heartbroken.His family must be very difficult, otherwise he would not have enrolled in special admissions.Nan Ye, whose family is in trouble, studies hard in order to change his destiny, so inspiring.A surge of emotion rose in Yu Bo's heart.It would be great if the whole world could see Nanye's hard work. Isn't hard work just for others to see?

Yu Bo has also worked hard, exhausting the experience that he may never waste in his life. In the third grade, he entered the city's Mathematical Olympiad and finally won No.3.There are so many students in the city, only a few of them stand on the stage, even third place is supposed to be an eye-catching achievement, not to mention that Yu Bo, who has always been in the middle of the grade, can jump up and slap some people in the face.The flashlights and the attention of the crowd were all focused on him, and the champion was ignored. What made all this was the influence of his father and mother, and had nothing to do with him.This comprehension came to him when he happily took the certificate and suddenly came to his father's office, and was told by the embarrassing assistant that he had to make an appointment to see the chairman before he really understood it.People who should come don't come, and people who don't care cheer with incomprehensible noise.

After working hard for a lap and only showing the world twice, he became ashamed. In this regard, he was not much different from the submerged champion.

Right now, Nanye beside him is very pure, Yu Bo can feel too many different things by his side.He couldn't tell the specifics, just like being in a suffocating pond, he could take a big breath of fresh air.

Yu Bo suddenly realized that Nanye might be a treasure, and the idea of ​​wanting the world to see Nanye's efforts was instantly extinguished.

Nanye can only be seen by himself, and people all over the world are not qualified to do so.

He teased Nan Ye: "You know money the fuck."

Nanye pushed him: "Sometimes you are such a jerk, when one day you really get to drink Northwest when someone dares to go out at any time, even if you drop a penny on the ground at that time, you will definitely bear it Shame, go pick the money in the cracks in the ground."

"Why are you angry? Didn't I just say a few words, it's not enough." Yu Bo took advantage of his height to touch Nanye's head and rub his cheeks.

"I'm not your pet." Nanye shook his head dissatisfied, and the two were in a tug-of-war.

"You're not, you're not, okay." Yu Bo suddenly hugged Nanye: "I'm your pet. That's all right, you can keep me, director."

Seeing that Nanye didn't show any signs of happiness, Yu Bo thought to himself: It's really strange to be pretending.He scratched Nanye's waist, and heard Nanye giggling like a copper bell, playing it repeatedly like an addiction.

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"Asshole, have you seen enough?" Zhang Bing's words woke Yu Bo up.Zhang Bing was lying on the ground, looking at Yu Bo viciously.He doesn't know why, is it because of a misunderstanding that Yu Bo wants to take revenge on himself, is it something he enjoys to look at himself being tortured on the ground in a daze?

Zhang Bing's resentment towards Yu Bo became a rolling snowball and swelled.He obviously didn't estimate the strength gap between himself and Yu Bo, he was just eager to vent his anger and spray out the insult just now.

With a grab of Yu Bo's big hand, he pulled Zhang Bing up from the ground like a chicken, and pressed him down on the white tiles.Zhang Bing's feet were dangling in the air, and the rope behind his back tightly strangled his immobile hands.But he was not afraid, for some reason, he had the extra courage to glare at Yu Bo.

"Bastard, you bastard." Zhang Bing scolded continuously, wanting to spit on Yu Bo's face.

Yu Bo punched the white wall, and the buzzing sound rubbed against Zhang Bing's eardrum.His anger is beyond the scope of what should be, it seems abnormal, like a madman who is out of control at any time.But Zhang Bing was still not afraid, and looked at him bravely.

He's just a kid disguised as a monster.Zhang Bing reminded himself repeatedly not to back down.

"You hypocritical bastards who rely on lying and deceiving, how dare you speak of me." Yu Bo bit out every word from his teeth.

A low voice came out from the dry voice: "They are all different types of bastards. We are all bastards on the same earth and under the same roof in Wuxi. Why do we still hate each other? We are all of the same type."

Yu Bo yelled uncontrollably: "No, I'm not, I'm definitely not." He let go of Zhang Bing, took a few steps back, and turned back fiercely.

"Don't be too unconfident, you are worthy of this title, I really want to piss for you and look like yourself." After saying this, it seemed that Zhang Bing's courage was exhausted, and he slid along the wall and sat on the ground withered , smiling awkwardly.

"No, no, no, I'm not the same person as you, not the same person as you are. Absolutely not." Yu Bo turned around and ran wildly on the playground, wishing he could make a mark on the ground with his heels every step of the way.

How can it be possible to have something in common with Nanye, how can it be the same kind of person if there is no commonality.Yu Bo recalled the lies woven by Nanye, but became even more angry, and put on a motor on his feet and ran wildly.But what he did to Zhang Bing was crushed like snowflakes and sprinkled all over his head.

He was an asshole, and did what an asshole should have done.

Zhang Bing was alone in the toilet, following the edges and corners of the washstand, loosening the rope, and pushing out his arm little by little.He looked at the strangle marks on his wrist and couldn't help laughing.He turned his arms back and forth, as if admiring someone else's wounded tattoo.

Jia Xiangmeng knocked on the wooden door of the toilet, showing a high-quality self-cultivation.

He leaned into Zhang Bing's ear and said, "Don't tell the squad leader, otherwise, it doesn't matter who will kill you anyway, so for your own safety, for your parents, so shut up. Otherwise, you will run away in the future." The wind is not just the mouth."

Zhang Bing bit his lip and nodded in agreement.