[abuse] a leaf boat

The light on the roof flickered twice and finally went out, and the bedroom was much darker.Under the dim light, reading a book makes people feel drowsy, but many people are bored listening to their stomach growling as a pleasure in their spare time.The temperature outside the house has dropped a lot. In the morning, hoarfrost can be seen on the grass. As soon as the sun rises above the horizon, the white layer disappears.The winter wind outside the house came ahead of schedule, howling in the cracks of the window.

Reading in the dim light, Zhang Bing's eyelids were too heavy to open.A black shadow covered the dim light, giving him a sense of security. Zhang Bing lay on his bed and prepared to sleep.

"Tsk~" The man made a sound impatiently, holding a basin of water that was still steaming.After waiting for a while, the man got impatient and said in a frosty voice, "Get up, get up."

"Morning training will be held tomorrow morning. Everyone should get up early and not interfere with each other." Zhang Bing turned over and prepared to sleep soundly.

"I want you to wash your feet."

"Who are you! Let me wash my feet." Zhang Bing hugged the quilt very impatiently, wishing he could hit the nagging mother-in-law's mouth with a pillow.

"I..." The man was blocked by Zhang Bing and couldn't speak.Before Zhang Bing could enjoy the fruits of victory, he was dragged out of the light sleep stage.

He rubbed his eyelids and saw Yu Bo with a sullen face.Yu Bo dragged Zhang Bing's foot off without saying a word, and held it up again when it touched the hot water.

"Is it hot?" Yu Bo took out a drop of hot water and sprinkled it on Zhang Bing's feet.

Zhang Bing looked at him helplessly, wanted to laugh, but still kept getting up.He didn't speak, Yu Bo mixed cold water into the washbasin, took out a few drops and sprinkled it on Zhang Bing's feet, and asked, "Is it hot?"

Yu Bo didn't have much expression when he spoke, and his tone was so blunt that he could speak loudly.But Zhang Bing's heart softened after he tested the water temperature over and over again.

"Okay." Zhang Bing put his feet in the water.The blood on the soles of the feet is warm and soft, and the tenderness that seems to melt chocolate is all over the body.

Yu Bo stared at Zhang Bing: "Okay, it's okay, call me after you soak your feet."

The bubble of the dream was burst, and Zhang Bing was still waiting for Yu Bo to wash his feet.

"Let's go?"

"What questions do you have?" Yu Bo sighed deeply, looking down at Zhang Bing.

"You tell me a joke."

An expression of incomprehension was blurred on Yu Bo's face.What?Telling a joke, Yu Bo was stunned by the weird request: "Why-why-what?"

"Because the squad leader asked you to take care of me, and I am in a bad mood now, so you should take care of my mood. This is your job." Zhang Bing comforted himself. This is Yu Bo's responsibility. The care of sickness must be paid back, and it cannot be simply given to the white-eyed wolf.

Yu Bo frowned and stared at Zhang Bing.Zhang Bing was terrified, and he didn't really want to hear jokes. He was just trying to kill himself, and he would risk his life listening to serious people telling jokes.

"I have aunts, aunts, aunts, aunts, and aunts, but I don't have a second aunt. I don't understand why the second aunt has never been mentioned. Is it a taboo in the family. So I asked my father in a low voice if the second aunt died I didn't expect him to scold me loudly, and the second aunt is your mother." Yu Bo finished speaking expressionlessly, looked at Zhang Bing's hand, and pursed the corners of his mouth.

"Is this your true story?" Zhang Bing asked idiotically. He wanted to applaud, but he missed the best time and regretted it.

"No, it's just a joke." Yu Bo asked, "After washing, I took the basin away."

His eyebrows relaxed, and Zhang Bing breathed a sigh of relief.

"You..." Yu Bo hadn't finished speaking: "Forget it."

This time it was Zhang Bing's turn to frown, as if screwing on a screw: "Whatever you want to ask, forget it. You don't want to ask, but I want to answer."

Yu Bo glanced sideways, and Zhang Bing understood everything.He asked in frustration, "Do you want to ask why I betrayed you?"

Yu Bo didn't walk away, holding a basin.Zhang Bing couldn't guess what he was thinking, and sighed: "If I said that I didn't betray you, would you believe it?"

Yu Bo remained silent, which made Zhang Bing even more angry.What is the default?It turns out that he still firmly believes that he betrayed him and snatched Lu Shi's military emblem.I was just complaining, but I didn't expect to get the truth out.What the hell, what is our relationship, as for the matter of betrayal or not?

Zhang Bing thought angrily, hoping to destroy a lamp with his mind to warn Yu Bo.

"Come on, I'm going to bed. I have to go to bed before nine o'clock, so get ready too. You don't have to take care of me tomorrow."

"No."

"Why not, I can take care of myself." Zhang Bing was furious, but he didn't dare to speak loudly, after all, there were dangers everywhere.

"What I owe you must be replaced."

No matter how charming Yu Bo's voice is, Zhang Bing's heart can no longer stir up waves.It turned out that all this was just to repay the debt, what kind of debt to pay, of course it was the few times I was taken care of by myself.

Zhang Bing sneered in his heart and smiled on his face: "No, I owe you. You have saved me many times, and I hope to pay it back in this life."

When he couldn't find a topic anymore, Yu Bo left and poured out the footwashing water.Zhang Bing was so angry that he lay on the bed without any sleepiness and didn't want to close his eyes.If it wasn't for his poor eyesight at night, Zhang Bing would really go to Yu Bo's bed and bite him to relieve his hatred.

He quietly turned into the bed, took out the flashlight under the pillow, like an underground worker during the Anti-Japanese War, and took out a pen and paper.

Zhang Bing tucked all the corners of the quilt tightly to prevent any light from leaking out.By the light of the flashlight, he unfolded the crumpled red grid letter paper.

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Dear Wild Fairy:

Even though we haven't communicated for a long time, I think people's memories are long-lasting, and all memories will never be discarded, but will only be placed in a corner full of dust.I think there must be a moment, you will remember me, and then with deep nostalgia, a slight pain in the chest for two or three seconds, and then forget me again.

But that's enough for me.

Maybe you will never know that I have a crush on you.

When exactly, to be honest, I don't know.When we started writing letters, we were pouring bitter water on each other. While complaining, I created an excellent image of myself. What kind of scholarship was taken by me to open a restaurant.At first we were just simple pen pals. I was afraid that you really thought I was rich and asked me to borrow money. After that lie, I added "All the money I got will be donated to the Hope Project to help those children who have no parents regain a warm life." At home, at least no one's two beds were replaced."Now that I think about it, you might not believe it at all.Anyway, at the beginning, our communication was quite fake, and we kept in touch by venting saliva.

However, later on your writing style changed drastically, and you always used all kinds of big talk.However, these words are my conclusions after reading it more than a dozen times, and they are the result of being tired of reading.But at the beginning, when I read the reply letter, I often felt moved, but I admired you.Presumably, the lines in my letter at that time were full of kneeling emotions.

When I was in junior high school, the letter paper was the only channel between me and you. Life was dark at that time, but fortunately your letter was the only light I relied on.But now, I can only rely on fantasy to maintain, and write the letter as a diary, just with your title.Is this a step backwards, or is it becoming stronger?

But recently, I've started to miss my junior high school days.I live in the classroom and there are no lights to use.If it is opened, the guards will definitely find out and drive them home, so they can only sleep on the street.At that time, my eyes could still see light at night, and I could climb up to the school roof by myself.The wind blows comfortably on my body, and there are tall buildings all around, and the light from them is the only thing I am grateful for.Relying on the faint light, I wrote the letter for three years.

It's pretty good to think about it, whether it's the old memories or the current scene.In fact, the light of the flashlight is more than several levels superior to the light of the building.

By the way, didn't I mention that Mr. Melancholy before?I've been messing with him lately because he's a bit sullen.Seeing him is like seeing blisters on the palm of your hand, always wanting to provoke him.You don't even know how I play with him.

Just thinking about it makes me happy.Isn't he entrusted by the monitor to take care of me!Unexpectedly, he was really respectful, like a servant.Then I will be impolite. If I want to go to the toilet, I will ask him to carry me behind my back, and I will definitely not let him pee for me.It's really cool to see him keep silent.Mr. Melancholy must be extremely unhappy in his heart, and the pimple eyebrows are the evidence.But I don't care, whoever called him a white-eyed wolf, if I don't take advantage of him, how can I let him go so easily.

I also asked him to cook for me, and threw all the things I hated to eat to him.Since wasting food is not allowed in the army, no food can be left over.Toon scrambled eggs, I took advantage of others to eat hard, and threw it in Mr. Melancholy's face.Actually I didn't mean to.The egg slid down his face into the stainless steel lunchbox.He ate it without saying a word.My mouth shape at that time could be used to blow bubble-like circles.I think he must have a crush on me, otherwise how could he indulge me.

I have too many brains, and Empress Nuwa hasten to save me.I think it's a little too much, and I hate it.

Originally, I really wanted to apologize honestly, but after today, this feeling disappeared, just like the physical education class that didn't wait for the rain.

If possible, I really want to ask you if we are friends after all.I definitely think so, but how do you feel.I sometimes think that the relationship with you is similar to Qianhe Bailong in "Spirited Away".When I walked through a section of thorns and bushes, you flew into the sky and jumped to a further place, and the rotten letters between us were scattered in the air.

For the rest of my life, I will never see each other again.

Angina pectoris needs medicine popsicle written

there's noise!Zhang Bing immediately turned off the flashlight, and did not dare to act rashly. He turned around and lay down naturally while sleeping, and stuffed the flashlight and letter into the pillow with his right hand under his body.

who?Could it be the ward rounds?

Just for a moment there was no sound.Maybe he heard it wrong, Zhang Bing fell asleep with his eyelids drooping.

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"This letter is clearly written in black and white." Jia Xiangmeng held a thick stack of letters: "Under his pillow, there are these in his box."

Yu Bo glanced at the letter Jia Xiangmeng handed him, the veins on his temples were about to be straightened, his nerves were tormented by a headache, and there was slight tinnitus in his ears.

"Brother, you still take care of him and protect him, why bother, such an unfamiliar thing, that's it." Jia Xiangmeng handed over another letter.But Yu Bo didn't take it, and his consciousness returned to the past.

"That's what he is," said the bespectacled squad leader.

Yu Bo clenched his fists, and the letter was squeezed into a ball.He grabbed the squad leader by the collar and slammed him against the wall.

"You have the guts to say it again." Yu Bo had sharp knives hidden in his eyes.

The squad leader was obviously frightened by him: "No, I'm doing it for your own good. It's not a good thing that you and Nanye have gotten closer recently. What is your identity and what is his identity. Of course, I am not saying that people are high or low, but that there is a difference in character. High or low."

"What did you say?" Yu Bo, who was in junior high school, still had slightly chubby cheeks, and his roaring voice surpassed his age, with a sensational momentum.

"I, I didn't say anything. He has no good intentions in approaching you." The always serious monitor smiled, but it looked ugly and contrived.Seeing that Yu Bo didn't speak, he went on to say: "You think, why Yu Zhu didn't come? In the final analysis, there was a problem with the notification, and whoever notified Yu Zhu was responsible, and Nan Ye was responsible. I asked Yu Zhu, and Yu Zhu said She didn't receive the notification at all. So I said that Nan Ye posted you very close recently to curry favor with you, hoping to use you. As the monitor, I can't stand it."

"You shameless villain." Yu Bo gritted his teeth with hatred. Even if he hadn't met Yu Zhu, he would never doubt Nanye even if he had no personality.Did this shameless thing save Nanye in the classroom? This shameless thing turned out to just want to get close to him.Copying his own homework and using his power to help him bully his classmates all had other purposes.

"It's impossible for Nan Ye. Because he is kind, it's impossible." Yu Bo couldn't point out the fact that he met Yu Zhu in the audience. After all, the two families still have a relationship. It is not a good thing for Yu Zhu to cause a scandal.

The squad leader pushed his glasses in surprise: "That's it."

"Otherwise, what reason is there?"

"Then he asked Xue Ranran to take the initiative to share the task of notifying the actors for her. He clearly has other plans."

Yu Bo was furious, his head straightened, and he said illogically: "Even if a mosquito landed on Nanye, he would never kill him. Feed him, treat mosquitoes as pets. Do you think such a kind person will do evil? Do you fucking have a conscience."

Maybe he had never been scolded by swear words, or maybe he was frightened by Yu Bo who said swear words, and the squad leader's face swelled into a red balloon.

"Listen, I hope you don't go around talking nonsense. As long as there are any rumors related to Nanye, I will believe that they are spread from your mouth. Be careful." Yu Bo loosened his grip on the monitor's collar.

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"Hey, what's wrong with you." Jia Xiangmeng gestured in front of Yu Bo's eyes with her hands.Yu Bo frowned, thinking of the past, his nerves became even more painful, as if someone was using a screwdriver to tighten it more and more.

Any memories with Nanye made him want to go crazy, the more he regretted not seeing through Nanye's tricks and his false performance earlier.

"Get lost." Yu Bo balled up the letter and threw it on Jia Xiangmeng's face.Jia Xiangmeng fled in despair and returned to the bed, not knowing what was going on.

It was the smell again, the disgusting smell, the rancid smell.Everyone has this taste.In Yu Bo's deep memory, he hates contact with anyone, especially the uncles and aunts around his parents.They always give themselves various gifts, but they all have different purposes, and they always tell themselves something that needs to be conveyed.Everyone's praise for themselves is false, full of rancid money, and even the friends around are disgusting.The birthday song at the birthday party is fake, the school speech is fake, everything is hypocritical, it is all a mirage based on the purpose, and no one ever tells the truth to themselves.Even if I made a mistake, even if I sincerely apologized, what I got was a more sincere apology.They apologize desperately, as if this is Chinese etiquette.Look into their eyes carefully, full of fear of yourself, as if you are the reincarnation of Nian Beast.

Yu Bo disgusted them, and even more disgusted himself, including his parents who were always staring at him.They live like robots, eat at a fixed point mechanically, go out and kiss goodbye, and everything is carried out according to the plan.

Disgusting, disgusting, everyone's disgusting.

False, all are false.

Only Nanye, only Nanye smiled at him, was angry at him, disdained him, and cried at him.Through Nanye's penetrating eyes, Yu Bo could see his own reflection, approaching him was like entering a wetland forest, with fresh air and smooth breathing.

But, but... Yu Bo couldn't help laughing out loud, laughing bitterly at the pain of his nerves.

Nanye is the real master, a terrific actor.

That letter, the letter that the squad leader gave Yu Bo to read, was a reply from Nanye's pen pal.He had already forgotten most of the content, and only remembered that it said: "You don't have to worry about your arrogant classmates. They are just a group of people who think they are great. In fact, we are the people who are really needed in society. We have all eaten and cried , can better adapt to society. They are all moths of society, unable to withstand the torture of growing up. In addition, you said whether to use powerful classmates, I think so, we have no more choices, we must use them .Why not, the resources given to them by the society are already great, so it’s nothing for us to steal some leftovers!”

yes!Using a powerful classmate, who is that classmate?Yu Bo, who was in junior high school, was still very innocent, and seriously speculated that why Nan Ye could take advantage of him because he was jealous of that person.Ah, it turned out to be him/himself.Yu Bo didn't even have the energy to laugh wildly, and sat weakly on the army's bed.

In order to investigate powerful classmates, in order to let Minano see his own charm.Yu Bo smoothed the letter and slapped it on his book in front of Nan Ye.

Nanye was terrified, it was the first time he saw such a flustered expression on his face.Yu Bo thought that he was afraid that he would be angry, that he would be exposed that he failed to put himself first.

"This is a reply letter from a pen pal. The letters between us are not quite normal. He always complains. I have no choice but to listen to his complaints. In fact, I am already tired of it. I can't break his words, just Can make up lies obediently." Nanye seems to be afraid of Yu Bo's misunderstanding: "I really don't like to lie. It's really that he has a hard life, so I help him in this way. I know it's not good, his own The problem should be solved by itself and not passed on to others. I will not correspond with him again."

Yu Bo was moved by Nanye.For the first time in his life, he heard that he could make pen pals in such an advanced way of contact, and Nanye was still helpful and kind-hearted.Yu Bo seemed to be searching hard for a long time, and finally found such a person.

"Don't, this is a good thing, we must continue to do it." Yu Bo picked up the letter and read it again.

"No, I have to focus on my studies and set aside time for your extracurricular tutoring. This is a task assigned by the head teacher." Nanye snatched the letter.

"Do you still have the old letters?" Yu Bo was curious about his pen pal, and found the contents of his letters very interesting, like reading a magazine.

"I won't contact him anymore, I, I packed all the letters yesterday and prepared to send them to him," Nanye said.

"Let me have a look and then send it. He wrote very interesting, like reading a novel."

"I can also write novels, definitely better than his." Nanye was jealous.

Yu Bo heard the tone, and teased with great interest: "You can write novels, so write them for me. By the way, call me when you send the letter."

But when Yu Bo asked Nanye when to send the package, Nanye replied: "The letter was stolen."

"It was stolen, why?" Yu Bo asked in surprise.

"Just put it on the table." Nanye rummaged through the drawer aggrievedly: "I can't explain to him what to do."

Yu Bo patrolled the class, staring at a few people to comfort Nan Ye, and let him study at ease, otherwise he would not be able to tutor himself well.Fortunately, Yu Bo secretly copied down the address of the last letter.

Nanye wanted to learn not to reply to the letter, so he could just reply for him.Thinking of making a pen pal Yu Bo is very exciting, and I can also ask the pen pal to find out another side of Nan Ye, I feel excited when I think about it.Yu Bo thought to himself.

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One letter after another, even if Yu Bo didn't read the contents, he knew that these were letters that Nan Ye had lost.He knew the pseudonym of "Wild Immortal", and he had ghostwritten too many.

It wasn't until Yu Bo walked up to Zhang Bing and slapped a stack of letters on the face that Zhang Bing realized that his letters had been stolen.He touched the pillow, the letters from the previous few days were gone.

In those letters, there were many discouraged words scolding Yu Bo and the white-eyed wolf.Now that he sees it, he will inevitably not be angry.Zhang Bing lowered his head and didn't know how to explain.

"Tell me, how many years have you been following me, and tell me what your purpose is." Zhang Bing's voice rose sharply. The neurasthenia in his brain tormented his pain nerves, and the back of his eyes was bloodshot and painful.

"What?" Zhang Bing couldn't figure out what was wrong with Yu Bo.These letters were all sent back to him by the wild fairy, who thought it meant breaking off the relationship, but who knew that the wild fairy would send another letter later.

Yu Bo picked up Zhang Bing and looked at him carefully, he couldn't think of seeing him in school.But he stole Nanye's letter, so he must have been lurking around him.No matter what Zhang Bing's purpose is, Yu Bo's anger stained every hair tip.

The source of the disgusting, rancid smell turned out to be here.Yu Bo wished he could strangle him to death, wished he could tear his mouth open with both hands, and let everyone see the lies he was full of.

Yu Bo pushed Zhang Bing onto the bed, took out the letter and read aloud: "Today, I played tricks on a tall man. In order to retaliate against him, I secretly added leftover oil from the canteen to his shampoo, hoping that his hair Remember my kindness when the oil shines."

"They all isolate me and want to kill me. I really don't know what their purpose is, but in my eyes, they are all a bunch of gnats, vulnerable. For example, today I peed on the quilt with triangular eyes as a Thank you to him, thank you for his malicious sarcasm, so it is also beneficial to fight back."

Yu Bo took out another letter and read: "Mr. Melancholy, this person is very special. What's so special about that place? He doesn't know good people. Sometimes he is like a light, and sometimes it's like a black hole. Sometimes, I really Afraid of being robbed of all the light by him. But what to do, I was indeed attracted by his frown."

Yu Bo didn't seem to care about the content of the letter, or who wrote it. He was speaking at a faster pace, and his neck was flushed.His voice was very loud, as if he wanted to tell the whole world that Nanye once lied, and wanted to pull everyone's ears, and said in the loudest voice: I have never been deceived by him in my youth, and I have never shown him my heart. never loved him.

Just hated him, from the beginning until now.

He hates him so much, he hates him heartlessly, he doesn't care, he hates Nan Ye and his lingering shadow.

not real!Zhang Bing shook his head!The contents of the letter are not true, just for fun, I have never done those things myself.

Zhang Bing's heart beat faster, and he didn't dare to look at the enraged soldiers around him.He wants to tell everyone: I am really a coward, but I don't know how to prove it.A cloud of fear hung over his head.

Why did he take my letter, why did he read it out.Zhang Bing felt aggrieved, tears unconsciously icy his cheeks.Could it be that everything he had done for him was just a mirror image, why would he take revenge on himself so viciously?

I did nothing bad.Zhang Bing thought to himself: Why does God never let himself go, why does he always play tricks on fate? Does this life have to be spent in drama-like tricks?

Zhang Bing couldn't figure it out, he couldn't figure out everything.

He hates, hates everything.I hate my birth, my parents who are away from me, my classmates who bullied me, the philanthropists who laugh in the group photo of me giving financial aid, my uncle's family who are shameless, and everyone.

Hate Yu Bo who is going crazy.

"Didn't you say you want to pay back what you owe me?" Zhang Bing bit his inner lip, and there was a scarlet taste.

Yu Bo laughed loudly: "Tell me, stalker, what do I owe you?"

After finishing speaking, Zhang Bing's mouth pressed against Yu Bo's lips, and the temperature of the kiss that should have been warm and soft dropped to freezing cold.Yu Bo pushed Nanye away and let him fall on the cold concrete floor.

Just to disgust him.Seeing Yu Bo's wide-eyed eyes, Zhang Bing felt happy, this kind of painful happiness.He stopped pretending to be the Prince of Melancholy, nothing more than an inexplicable psycho.I don't have to pretend anymore, everything is broken anyway.

Zhang Bing stood up, but was thrown to the ground by a wild beast whose figure could not be seen clearly.

The author has something to say: Tired to death! ! !After two days of rushing, I finally passed the busy season. Now is the off-season, so I have more time to write. I hope everyone will not give up.I hope that those little angels who follow the watch will come back. It used to be that the click-through rate of one update can reach 100, but now it is only a few dozen. It may be because the update is too severe.I don't want to, but sometimes it's just too tiring.I hope the little angels can understand that I am really trying my best, and it can be seen from the time of publication that I will definitely not be a liar like Nanye in this regard.