Imperfect series

I looked at the jumping thread on the instrument, listened to the sound of Didi, and then looked at Wang Chi on the bed. I tried to call him a few times, not too loudly, for fear of scaring him.

You must know that a person who is asleep should not call him too loudly, or he may become stupid if he is woken up by fright.

This is what my mother said.So there is an idea that has been buried in my heart. The reason why I have brain problems is probably because I was woken up loudly by my mother when I fell asleep.

I looked at Wang Chi, but he didn't respond, so I yelled twice more, and the voice became softer.

Apart from the beeping sound of the machine, the only sound left was my breathing. I looked at the doctor, "Can I touch his hand?"

Wang Chi had a needle inserted into the back of his hand, and I also had an injection, and the liquid would be cool when it flowed into the blood vessel.

"Just touch your fingers."

With permission, I carefully stretched out my finger and touched his index finger gently. I knew that Wang Chi would not give me any response, but I touched it several times, and I even touched his little finger. , when I let go, it just stays there.

"He must be suffering," I said to the doctor. "He's got a lot of tubes."

"Yes, so it would be better if he fell asleep."

Although I really want Wang Chi to open his eyes and look at me, but when he wakes up and sees so many tubes in his body, he will definitely be scared and painful. Although it is very tangled, I still agree with the doctor's statement, " Yes. It's better to fall asleep, but don't sleep for too long, if you sleep for too long, he won't remember me when he wakes up."

"Will not."

I have heard the three words 'no' many times.My parents often use these three words to coax me, until I understand that these three words are just comforting words.

I still forget things, I still do wrong things, I still make the same mistakes over and over again.

I remember someone said that people like me should be weeded out naturally, because I can't take good care of myself. If one day my parents are gone, I will live a very hard life. In this case, my dead parents They will be very worried, and before they die, they will be extremely reluctant and sad. It is said that such souls cannot be rested in peace.

Therefore, it is actually a sin for me to live like this.

The days with Wang Chi are very happy, he gives me happiness, makes me happy, and even listens to me to say things that I think are funny, maybe those things are actually very boring, but he has never been impatient, nor complained.

I was very sad because I had a temper tantrum with him before.I feel that I am so useless that I can't help him share a little.

If I'm not here, I don't know if Wang Chi will get better sooner.

After leaving the hospital bed, I waved to Wang Chi on the hospital bed through the window, "Goodbye." I said to him, "Goodbye." I waved for a long time, thinking, maybe he will get up in a second ?But my hands were sore, and he was still there.

Along the way, I was very quiet. Dad talked to me, and I just shook my head.When I got home, my mother stretched out her hands to me. I walked over, hugged him, and couldn't help crying, "I'm so sorry for my mother, it hurts here." I poked my heart.

"No pain, no pain, it will be fine tomorrow." My mother comforted me.

Afterwards, I asked Dad, "Is he going to be okay?" I didn't want Dad to lie to me, so I stared into his eyes wide open.

Dad said he didn't know.I asked him to ask the doctor, and told him that he can't lie to me, because Wang Chi and I are the best, we have held hands and kissed, so he can't lie to me.

Dad said he didn't know for the time being, and I said, "Can I be clear tomorrow?"

Dad said try his best.

After finally surviving until the next day, I got up and asked my father, who told me, "He is very dangerous, and he may not be able to recover."

"What do you mean?" I asked. "Is he going to die?"

"He was badly hurt."

I can't imagine what kind of situation it was that hurt him so badly.I locked myself in the house, and I remembered that there was a program on TV that my parents often watched, and if there was a thief caught or something in it, it would be broadcast.The programs on TV are also available on the Internet, so I went online and found the news.

When I saw the blood all over the place in the photo, I was stunned.I think it shouldn't be his, after all there are only pictures of blood.

Then, I clicked on the video...

I sat on the balcony and kept thinking, just being scalded by the oven hurts so much, but after being stabbed many times by a knife, I will definitely cry out in pain.

I know he is a policeman, he can't cry, even if it hurts, he has to bear it, so I cry for him, if possible, I can also hurt for him, anyway, no one will laugh at me when I cry, because I originally Just a sick person.

I cried so much that it was too late to wipe my tears. My mother came to see me like this, and she was very sad.

"Mom, don't be sad, I'll be fine by myself."

"Do not be sad."

"But he hurts."

"He just sleeps, and it doesn't hurt when he falls asleep. You don't hurt either."

"But it still hurts when I wake up."

"He'll be asleep the whole time so it doesn't hurt, really."

I think what my mother said is very reasonable. If you fall asleep all the time, you won’t feel the pain, just like your hands are scalded by the oven, just fall asleep.

He can stay asleep, what about me?It doesn't hurt to forget.

But, no.I didn't sleep all night, and kept my eyes open until dawn. I was afraid that I would forget Wang Chi when I closed my eyes. I don't want to forget him, even if it hurts, I don't want to forget him.I know he'll be fine.

It may be seven days, or it may be half a month.

I dare not sleep, I read the little book every day, and think about him every day, and bless him to get well soon, even if it makes me a little stupid, it doesn't matter.

But I forgot, I was so tired that I couldn't help falling asleep.