Imperfect series

The candy was pinched by Xu Ming and it became hotter and hotter, and my heart swelled up. Although I was terrified when I heard what Dr. Zhang said just now, could the candy in his hand prove that Dr. Zhang had no other intentions? He was just explaining a fact. Instead of talking about what he wants to do?

That's right, that's it.

Because Zhang Yeyang just stood in front of him.

The two were relatively speechless for a while, and the atmosphere was a little stiff. Xu Ming secretly cursed himself for messing up the matter again, but he was clumsy and didn't dare to say anything to make up for it, for fear of making the same mistake again.And Zhang Yeyang felt that Xu Ming was more sensitive than he thought, so he naturally had a strong curiosity about him. What must have happened to this young man, he wanted to know, but felt that he was really gossip and wanted to poach his patient's privacy.

The little nurse passing by took a few glances at the two of them, and then said to Zhang Yeyang, "Director Zhang, the patient with bed 5 wants to be discharged on Friday, and the family members also want to."

Xu Ming followed Zhang Yeyang to the ward. He didn't go in, but just stood at the door and watched Doctor Zhang treat the elderly patient with a pleasant face.

Xu Ming didn't pay attention to what they were saying. Just looking at Zhang Yeyang's patient attitude, he couldn't help but feel good and wanted to take a second look, but he couldn't help but felt a sense of loss, because Dr. Zhang treats every patient like this. Only to myself.

Silently exited the ward and stood against the wall, but in his early twenties, of course he fantasizes that one day there will be someone who treats him very well and only treats himself by his side. Of course, if there is such a person, Xu Ming swears He would only treat the other party better, and he didn't care what the other party was.

Of course all fantasies will return to reality, and after the happiness of fantasies, there is boundless loss and silence.

When Zhang Yeyang came out of the ward and saw Xu Ming standing on the sidelines, he couldn't help laughing, reached out and wiped Xu Ming's head, "What are you doing?"

Xu Ming came back to his senses, adjusted his glasses, "It's okay."

"Why are you all right? I think you have a big problem." Zhang Yeyang motioned him to follow him.

Xu Ming followed behind him, and there was a little nurse in the middle. The little nurse looked back at him a few times, and smiled a little strangely, but he didn't dare to look at the little nurse carefully, and followed Dr. Zhang into the room.

Zhang Yeyang closed the door, and there were only the two of them in the room. He asked Xu Ming to sit casually, "This is my rest room, please relax."

"En." Xu Ming sat on the chair farthest from him, ready to fight, put his hands on his knees neatly, and lowered his head motionless. He lowered his head.

Zhang Yeyang frowned, "Graduated from university?"

"Well, I graduated." Xu Ming nodded.

Zhang Yeyang said, "You raise your head up."

Xu Ming tightened his grip on his pants.

Zhang Yeyang clicked his tongue and walked up to him. Xu Ming was out of breath nervously, waiting to be scolded.

"Is it 1.7 meters six? You are a big guy, why do you keep your head down? Lift it up!" Zhang Yeyang squatted down in front of him.

Xu Ming could see him when he raised his head slightly, and he was still shocked by Dr. Zhang's actions.

"Doctor Zhang..."

"Hey, I'm 35 this year, and I'm also a student. No matter what you have encountered before, at the very least, as a man, you can't lower your head casually. Frustration, I can't." Zhang Yeyang thought for a while and said, "You are still young, just at the age of blood and energy, why are you depressed all day long?"

Xu Ming stared at him blankly, and was hit hard in the heart.He knew what Zhang Yeyang said was right, and what he said was very reasonable, that's what happened, but, you are not me, you don't understand at all.

Couldn't help lowering his head again.

"Lift up!" Zhang Yeyang was really angry at the moment, he fixed Xu Ming's face and lifted his head up, "No one can make you bow your head except yourself. Remember. You must think highly of yourself first , others will think highly of you."

"You..." Xu Ming couldn't move his head because of him, he could only look at him with dodge eyes, "You have never experienced it, and you don't know at all. Moreover," he said coyly, "Your conditions are better than mine, luck He is better than me, so he speaks with confidence."

After finishing speaking, Xu Ming regretted it. He never thought that he would say such a thing, and he would talk back to Zhang Yeyang!He never talks back to anyone.And Dr. Zhang is doing it for his own good, he is simply, too rude and too much.

"I'm sorry." He said hastily.

Zhang Yeyang smiled and said, "If you know how to talk back, you can still be saved." Let go of his hand, and he continued, "Fate and luck are all bullying guys. If you are weak, they will be rampant, and if you are tough, they will be afraid. I am not you, but You're not me either. I'm a medical student. Do you know what to study? Anatomy. Even a pharmacist has to learn. Although I like being a doctor, I don't like anatomy. I was terrified at first and had nightmares every day , you can imagine it, you probably can't imagine it, because you haven't experienced it. If you don't study, it means you can't be a doctor," he spread his hands, "I don't want to recall how I survived now. The little nurse just now Did you see it? They have to learn too."

Xu Ming opened his mouth slightly, obviously surprised, "That's really..."

"Poor?" Zhang Yeyang shook his head. "Whatever you want to learn and do is what you think about. Even if you are afraid, you can't regret it. You have to accept and find a way to move forward, so that you can get rid of the messy things that bother you. If you shrink back, you will If you lose, you have nothing, and you may still regret it every day in the future. Now that you have come to this point, why not think about how to go next, so that you will go beautifully, and you will not regret it in the future. You are still so young, it is hard work When you are struggling, you should be able to understand. Not everyone has the opportunity to work hard, and even if you regret it, who cares except your own powerlessness? Others just want to see your jokes."

Xu Ming listened to these words verbatim, like a sponge in his mind, he would feel a pity if he leaked a little bit.

"Thank you, Doctor Zhang!" I didn't know how to express my inner gratitude, so I could only say thank you.Meeting Fang Yi'an is destined, but Fang Yi'an is about to leave, things have already happened, there is really no way to reverse them, even if you want to erase these unpleasantness, it is impossible.I feel very unhappy and uncomfortable. As Dr. Zhang said, who cares?No one cares, everyone is watching the jokes, and those jokes are what other people talk about after dinner.

However, lack of self-confidence does not just happen in a day or two. Xu Ming's self-confidence is the same as the degree of his eyes, and it accumulates day by day. After a while, the straight shoulders drooped.Yes, I want to hold my chest up, but I don't have the capital.

When Zhang Yeyang saw him, his eyes lit up for a moment, as if a pool of stagnant water had come to life, but now he sank down again, and his heart that had just felt a sense of accomplishment was suddenly suppressed.

It's nothing else, seeing such a good young man who is just about to enter the society and should show his talents and show off his youth, but he is like a withered vine, I really can't bear it, even taking myself to see it depressed.

Although this kind of thing is due to his deep-rooted personality and he can't rush, but his words are still effective from Xu Ming's reaction, don't worry, take your time, Xu Ming is still young.

The author has something to say: I am a little expert who can endure loneliness...

Zhang Yeyang: Who is the little expert?

Xu Ming: I am...

Zhang Yeyang: Good boy, how can you do it?

Xu Ming: How can you talk casually about things on the Kang? (*////▽////*) q Zhang Yeyang: Secretly.