Imperfect series

Zhang Yeyang looked at the young man standing at the door. He could tell how nervous the man was from the fingers he kept wringing the hem of his clothes. He also had a slightly hunched back. He stood there motionless and very vigilant, as if he was ready to leave at any time.

This person is very unconfident and easily evades reality.

Zhang Yeyang looked at the medical list on the computer in his mind, and smiled casually at Xu Ming, "Come and sit, how can we see a doctor so far away?"

Seeing the doctor smile, Xu Ming took a step back and slammed his body against the door.Fang Yi'an also loves to laugh, at first he couldn't tell the difference, but later he understood, some thought he was ridiculous, some were laughing, but later he was really afraid that others would laugh, because he couldn't tell the difference.

Zhang Yeyang didn't expect Xu Ming to be so sensitive, so he waved at him and pulled the chair towards him, "It's getting late and the food in the cafeteria will be sold out."

Xu Ming just walked over, afraid that he would make another mistake.

"What's wrong with your eyes?"

"Shortsighted."

"Are there any other discomforts?"

Xu Ming shook his head.

Zhang Yeyang noticed that the young man kept his head down and didn't dare to look at him. Could it be that he was very serious? "Take off the glasses and let me see."

Xu Ming hesitated for a while, but did not take off his glasses for a long time.

Zhang Yeyang put down the pen and faced Xu Ming, "Just look at the bottom of your eyes, don't be nervous."

Xu Ming became even more nervous, because he had been short-sighted for too long and had worn glasses for too long, so his eyes were deformed.He still remembered what Fang Yi'an said about him behind his back, and Fang Yi'an's friends.He was very worried, because he was afraid that the other party would show a little discrimination and ridicule when he saw his eyes.

"How can I show you if you don't pick it up? If you don't look carefully, what if you misdiagnose it? Don't think about it?"

Xu Ming just lowered his head and took off his glasses. He couldn't see anything, he was very flustered, and his palms were sweating.

"Raise your head."

Xu Ming remained silent.

Zhang Yeyang has seen many patients, some are worried about their blindness, some are eager to restore their eyesight, and all of them are eagerly looking forward to the doctor to take a closer look. This is the first time for a myopic patient like Xu Ming.He can only do it himself.

Zhang Yeyang's fingers were cold and swishing, Xu Ming felt as if his face was frozen, the other person held his cheek and lifted it up, and he froze there, and then heard Zhang Yeyang say to him, "I want to see your face Eyes, don't be nervous, just take a picture."

"Ah."

Hearing the response, Zhang Yeyang opened Xu Ming's lower eyelid and took a light with a small flashlight. When the left eye was finished and he looked at the right eye, he notified in advance as usual.

Because he couldn't see clearly, Xu Ming was not mentally prepared for what the other party was going to do, and he was also afraid. Now that the doctor had told him in advance, he was not so nervous.

Even after the examination, Zhang Yeyang took him by the arm and took him to the next room to do it. Xu Mingqi's legs were a little stiff at the beginning of the day, and when he returned to the desk after the examination, he pulled Zhang Yeyang's sleeves .I feel that the sleeves of the white coat are a bit rough, which should be because of frequent washing.

After examining Xu Ming, Zhang Yeyang said to him, "Your conditions allow for surgery, but surgery has advantages and disadvantages. You should understand it."

"I understand."

"Oh?"

"Look it up online."

Zhang Yeyang still explained the pros and cons to him in detail. Xu Ming had already put on his glasses again. When Zhang Yeyang finished talking to him, he suddenly asked, "Why don't you have an operation?"

Zhang Yeyang was taken aback, then smiled, and casually took off the glasses and handed them to Xu Ming, "Mine are flat and anti-radiation. I wear them because I feel sick after watching the computer for a long time."

Xu Ming looked at it, and returned the glasses to Zhang Yeyang. He was very embarrassed, felt that his thoughts were dirty, and blushed so badly that he didn't even dare to look at him for a while. "sorry."

"I showed you this for ten minutes, and you have said sorry several times," Zhang Yeyang said, "If every patient is as high-quality as you, I will definitely die of happiness. But," he added, "There must be a lot of psychological pressure, obviously you have nothing to do to me."

Xu Ming didn't know how to proceed, he could only watch him write on the medical record.

Before leaving, Zhang Yeyang told him, "Eye surgery is no different than others. I suggest you think about it before making a decision. Anyway, it's not bad for a few days."

"Then can I come to you next time?"

Zhang Yeyang wrote his phone number on the medical record, "Call me anytime if you have any questions. I'm busy during the day, but you can do it at night."

"Thank you."

Xu Ming was flattered when he got home. Looking at the whole page of the medical records and the names and phone numbers below, it was hard for him to believe that someone treated him so patiently.

This man is a good doctor. Although the registration fee for the specialist is expensive, it is really worth it.

No one has been so gentle and patient with him in a long time.Very touched, but also very wronged, very sad.

I didn't want to go out, so I cooked some noodles by myself, finished eating in silence, washed the dishes in silence, sat in front of the computer in silence, and did the work I took over in silence.

The qq in the lower right corner kept flashing. It was the group of the entire department of the university. Fang Yi'an was going to the United States to continue studying finance on weekends. Although he didn't share the same department as him, most of the topics in the group were about him.At the beginning, I gave him tutoring so that he could get an A in every exam in English and mathematics. Although I didn't deal with accounting, but for him, I also read it in my spare time, just for Fang Yi'an when he couldn't keep up. can help him.When Fang Yi'an got an A, he was happier than Fang Yi'an. Seeing the other party's satisfied smile, he felt that his hard work was nothing.

He still remembered that Fang Yi'an kissed his face and held his hand. He even clearly remembered that Fang Yi'an took him to a room for the first time. Fang Yi'an drank some wine that day, and he was in a good mood and very happy, which was different from his usual happiness. , but Xu Ming didn't ask.

When he was held down by Fang Yi'an and the other party entered from behind, he couldn't breathe in pain, but as long as he thought that the person was Fang Yi'an, he could hold back anything.

He thought that Fang Yi'an entered from behind because it was his first time, and later Fang Yi'an had sex with him a few times, but also entered from behind, so he thought it was because the other party liked it, and the result?It's all just wishful thinking.

Fang Yi'an liked to use that posture because he didn't want to see his own face. Fang Yi'an was very happy that day because the senior he had chased for a long time finally agreed to be with him.And the premise of the senior's agreement is that Fang Yi'an can apply for further studies in American schools with excellent grades.And all of this, Xu Ming heard it from others, he could still see the expressions of sympathy and disdain on other people's faces when they mentioned him even though he was far away.He didn't even know that Fang Yi'an had passed the TOEFL test.

Later he saw Fang Yi'an and that senior, and sure enough, they were a good match.A person like Fang Yi'an is only worthy of someone as arrogant and outstanding as a senior.

When Fang Yi'an said "You already know", he didn't even have the courage to question the other party, so he could only nod.When Fang Yi'an said "Thank you for this time", he trembled angrily, but he didn't dare to say anything after all.

In the end, I clicked on the group, and the dialogue in it skipped several lines, "Fang Yi'an and the senior are so awesome!" "The senior is going to the United States to study for a master's degree in finance. A schoolmaster and Queen Fang Yi'an can bear it hahaha!" "The happiest thing should be the school teacher!" "Are you going to drop off the plane on weekends?" "I think Xu Ming is very happy." Poor." "Don't be ridiculous, Xu Ming is on the pole by himself, no one forced him to do this kind of thing, he can only accept it, no one pities him. And with him like that, how could Fang Yi'an fall in love with him, and he is not blind! "Pay attention to him, he is also in the group." "What are you afraid of? That coward, Fang Yi'an, he doesn't dare to say anything like this, and he's afraid others will say it. If he's really unhappy, he should go to Fang Yi'an."

Xu Ming turned off the group, and set the group message to not prompt.What they said was right, I cowarded him, and no one forced him back then, so I wasn't pitiful at all, and I deserved it.But why is my heart so uncomfortable?