Epigenetic

There were lights and shadows flickering in front of his eyes, and weeping and whimpering in his ears, he raised his eyelids with difficulty, and vaguely saw the door of the operating room opened in front of his eyes, swallowing him like a giant mouth.

I don't know how many days have passed since I woke up again, staring at Director Li beside the bed in a daze, noticing the sadness and helplessness in his eyes, Lou Mingyue can still smile and say: "I said... I will come back and be hospitalized obediently."

In the middle of the night, it was so easy for He Tingzhi, who was steadfastly guarding the hospital bed and refusing to leave, to go home to rest. Lou Mingyue closed her eyes and slept for a while, then suddenly opened them again.

He first looked up at the window on one side, and after confirming that it was closed, he stared at the trembling clematis leaves on the bedside table. Lou Mingyue didn't look away for a long time due to the automatic familiarity in the windless night.

Until a sound came from the next door, the shaking of the clematis stopped instantly.

A cold voice asked: "Do you always go out and run around every night like this because you don't want to get better at all? Otherwise, when your body returns to normal, you won't be able to go wherever you want?"

The hospital's sound insulation is good, and it can be heard so clearly. It should be because the other party is standing on the balcony next door talking, Lou Mingyue makes a confused analysis.

Immediately afterwards, an impatient young man replied irritably: "What the hell are you farting, I just stayed in the hospital and was bored and went out for a walk! Since when did you like to meddle in other people's business?"

The cold male voice was not annoyed by being scolded, and his tone did not change at all: "I don't care about your personal affairs, I just want to remind you, don't waste this young body, take a good rest, so that you won't repeat the mistakes of the past."

After hearing this, the young man jumped up inexplicably, and only heard a bang, as if he had smashed something in anger.

Lou Mingyue was startled awake, and vaguely recognized that voice as that of a child in a wheelchair that he had met before. However, it had been a long time since he was discharged from the hospital and then admitted to the hospital. Why is he still living here without recovering?

With doubts, Lou Mingyue, who was in low spirits, soon fell into a coma again, although the next door was a little noisy.

After this sleep, she fell into a coma again for a few days before waking up and recovering some physical strength, but the side effects of surgery and chemotherapy were obvious, in addition to the uninterrupted darkness, there were also occasional tremors and nausea, which made Lou Mingyue lose weight rapidly.

But in front of the grief-stricken sister-in-law and He Tingzhi, Lou Mingyue didn't show much pain. He worked hard to eat and sleep, and on the face it was just a recuperation after work, so strong that he didn't seem to feel pain.

After reluctantly eating a few mouthfuls of rice soup, Lou Mingyue endured the cold sweat on her back and tried to listen to the news on TV to distract her attention.

"...Half a year after the construction of 'Southern Suburb Land King' started, the name of the real estate was suddenly changed. According to an insider, the land has probably changed hands, and the new real estate name is said to be 'Red Light Town'..."

"Crack!" He Tingzhi tuned the channel unbearably.

This end is broadcasting entertainment news.

"...Hong Zixun, a well-known female pianist in China, has recently gone through divorce procedures with her second husband. The conditions for choosing a spouse in her early interviews were dug up by the media, which attracted questions about money worship."

Everything in the picture turned to Hong Zixun and the host sitting at the dining table.The host asked her, apart from her current husband, has she ever met someone who made her extremely moved?

Hong Zixun vividly described how several of his seniors went to a high-end restaurant to celebrate Mr. Hai's birthday.

"About ten years ago, when I just returned to China, I met a friend on the way to the bathroom, and was dragged to a certain box for two drinks. Most of the people in the room were famous young masters with high wealth and background. I didn't like this occasion at first, but Who made me love handsome guys. There are two boys who are particularly conspicuous, and they seem to be brothers. My brother is approachable and can talk very much, but it doesn’t suit my taste. The younger brother I fell in love with at first glance, but it’s a pity that he has a bad temper. In the end, I didn't give me a good face."

Hong Zixun was as elated as the storyteller: "But guess what, before I got home, that younger brother sent me a message first. His personality is actually quite interesting to get along with, and he also cares about my practice and my major. , Isn’t this the soul mate of my dreams? After coming and going, I naturally got to know a lot. Then I invite people to come to my piano room to play! Then I want to get along and observe and observe.”

Hong Zixun patted his thigh: "This observation almost made me out of my body. I felt good about myself and always thought that people were interested in me. However, when I entered the door and saw his gaze, I realized something was wrong. Guess what? It was my junior brother who started to fall in love with!"

"—Pfft!" Even He Tingzhi, who had been depressed for many days, was amused by Hong Zixun, and asked Lou Mingyue curiously, "Little uncle, which junior sister Zixun is talking about?"

Lou Mingyue was stunned, and shook her head: "I'll ask when she comes tomorrow."

After the words fell, he remembered something: "Has the child in the next ward been discharged?"

He Tingzhi was surprised: "The ward next door is empty."

Lou Mingyue was silent, it seemed that he had been in a coma for a few days, and the boy had finally recovered.

I wanted to ask something more, but when I raised my eyes, I found that there was a visitor at the door.

Before Lou Mingyue could speak, He Tingzhi had already stood up, and said unhappily, "What are you doing here? All the Yan family are not welcome here."

I saw Yan Jinliang, who was wearing a sportswear, carrying a basket of fruits and a handful of clematis, standing there like a high school student in his [-]th or [-]th year, not at all like a big boss.

Regardless of He Tingzhi's aggressive attitude, Yan Jinliang didn't even look at him, and walked in, only looking at Lou Mingyue on the bed.

He Tingzhi was naturally displeased, just as he was about to drive him away, he was stopped by Lou Mingyue.

"Tingzhi, find a vase to put this flower in."

This meant for him to avoid it, even though he was only thirteen or fourteen, he already understood the ways of the world, not to mention that Lou Mingyue was so weak, he was not willing to disobey him at all.

After He Tingzhi left angrily, Lou Mingyue looked at him.I don't know if it's because the light in the room is bright, or Lou Mingyue's eyes are not as good as before, but he always feels that the sixth young master's complexion has always been very bad, with a kind of gray in the white, which is as unhealthy as when we met in the piano room last time However, he has a tall and straight figure, his head and face are extremely young, and it is strange that there is no trace of aging from top to bottom.

When she met Yan Jinliang's heavy gaze, Lou Mingyue felt that her staring was a bit impolite.

He just turned his face away, but he heard the man ask: "It's all like this, don't you feel that you are wrong?"

Lou Mingyue was inexplicable.

Yan Jinliang sneered: "It looks like you have yourself, but in fact you are bound everywhere. People's lives are messed up, and the fate of people who don't matter. They are all on their shoulders. When they fall to this point, shouldn't they review themselves?"

If another person is here, I'm afraid he will be laughed at by this person's mean words. What right does he have to blame Luolou Mingyue every time we meet, as if he knows him very well.

But Lou Mingyue didn't, he just stared at the other person, vaguely seeing a trace of deep sadness in his eyes.

Lou Mingyue suddenly said: "I know, but...it seems too late."

Yan Jinliang's eyes flickered, and the hands on her knees lightly clenched into fists.

Lou Mingyue said again: "Actually, I... have always been very grateful to you."

Yan Jinliang raised the corner of her mouth sarcastically: "What are you thanking me for? You don't even know me well."

Lou Mingyue shook her head: "Do you remember? We worked together when Zhushi made the case."

Yan Jinliang looked at him: "So?"

Lou Mingyue said: "When my elder brother passed away, my sister-in-law accidentally had a miscarriage in order to support the company without a leader. This is a hurdle she will never get over in her life, and I feel sorry for her trauma. From now on, she will never touch the company again. thing."

However, Yan Jinliang's unkind indifference was exchanged for his affection, but Lou Mingyue didn't mind, and just said: "Soon Lou's will go bankrupt and liquidated, but I want to keep FO Electric. I I know it's abrupt, but I can't find anyone I can trust. This time, I don't want to carry it alone, and I can't carry it alone, so can you...help me with this?"

Yan Jinliang was taken aback for a moment, as if she didn't expect Lou Mingyue to speak to herself like this.

The darkness in front of him made Lou Mingyue twitch slightly again, he tried his best to endure the difficulty and said, "Is it okay?"

Seeing his appearance, Yan Jin finally lost his composure on a cold face. He leaned close to the person and anxiously wanted Lou Mingyue to lie down, but the other party refused.

"And... one more thing, can you take me back to the company... I have one last thing to say, and I want to record it for everyone..."

……

In the silent night, Lou Mingyue woke up.

Because of the discharge from the hospital a few days ago, he has been lying in the ICU until now, and only after two rescues did he breathe again.

Today, however, Lou Mingyue suddenly felt much better. He even took off the ventilator and told He Linglan that he wanted to listen to music and touch his piano.

He Tingzhi went back to sleep in the evening, He Linglan hurriedly asked the driver to go home, but after a while she thought it was too slow, she told Ming Yue to wait for her, and then drove back like crazy to pick it up.

Lou Mingyue waited for a long time looking at the void, and when she was about to fall asleep again, she suddenly heard a piece of music, from far to near.

It's a guitar! ?

It was a tune he hadn't heard in ten years, but it was still familiar to him when he played it.

In an instant, Lou Mingyue seemed to be back in that alley again, saw that small building, saw that village, saw the blazing bonfire, and the sky filled with smoke.

He felt that he must be too reluctant to be there, so he had such a beautiful dream at this time.

In the dimness, he heard someone push the door open again, walking slowly towards him accompanied by the sound of the guitar.

Lou Mingyue suddenly opened her empty eyes, stared at the other end, and softly called out: "Xiaoyan..."

Lou Mingyue said: "It's you... finally came to see me again? It's a pity... I lost my eyesight and my hair, and now I'm very, very ugly."

The visitor sat down by the bed and stopped playing.

He didn't answer, and Lou Mingyue didn't care, she still felt that she was immersed in illusion.

He asked: "Actually, did you come to my room and drive away the thieves who came to me? These years, I often feel the cool breeze around me in the middle of the night. Although I know it's impossible, I always Illusion, it is you who came to see me again. It is obviously only two short weeks, but in the past ten years, I have been thinking about it from time to time. "

He misses M City so much, he misses Snow Alley, he misses Minghui Village, he misses the festivals there, he misses the scenery there, he misses the people there, and he also misses himself there.

Lou Mingyue didn't know where the strength came from, but she sat up tremblingly. He said, "You have a verse...wrong, let me...play it a bit, okay?"

Xiaoyan got up, sat behind him cooperatively, hugged him into her arms a little stiffly, and supported his body behind her.

Lou Mingyue groped for the qin and realized that the qin seemed to be quite old.He smiled slightly, plucked the strings contentedly, and played the song "A Thousand Mountains".

It's a pity that Lou Mingyue's wrists are weak, and she can't even lift her fingertips. She stumbled and only plucked a few notes, playing in a barren accent, which is much uglier than Xiaoyan's.

He is still happy.

Qianshan... Qianshan... the piece he dared not listen to or remember in the past ten years, he finally played it again.

Silently muttering the name, Lou Mingyue was startled for a moment.

"The night is cool... playing the flute, thousands of mountains and the moon, the road is dark... charming and a hundred kinds of flowers..."

Qianshan...

cold moon.

Lou Mingyue opened her eyes wide, and suddenly remembered the rising new company she had heard about recently, it seemed... that was the name.

In the past few years, Lou Mingyue, who has only focused on his own business, has no way to distract himself from irrelevant personnel matters. He didn't seem to notice anything until this moment.

Xiaoyan, Xiaoliang... Yan Jinliang.

Blind eyes turned back to look in Xiaoyan's direction, Lou Mingyue raised her hand tremblingly to caress that face.

The familiar silhouette, and the scar on his forehead.This face had clearly brought him out of the hospital last week, but it gradually overlapped with the gauze-wrapped head and face ten years ago.

Lou Mingyue sobbed sadly: "So it was you, so it was you, I'm sorry... I'm sorry..." It turned out that this wasn't a dream, it was because he didn't recognize the person.

Yan Jinliang grabbed the man's clumsy hands and wiped his tears, and said in a forbearance tone indifferently: "It's no big deal, I didn't pay much attention to you in the past. Just remember not to be confused in the future."

later, later...

Lou Mingyue nodded with a smile: "Okay... I will try my best to distinguish, and next time... I will remember."

In the darkness, Yan Jinliang's voice was no longer gloomy as usual, but gentle and serious. He asked, "Then do you still want to be Lou Mingyue next time?"

This question seems to have stumped Lou Mingyue.After thinking for a while, he shook his head and said, "You...you were right. Lou Mingyue...lived too tired. If there is an afterlife, I want to be...an ordinary person, and live in...Minghui In a small village like this village, every day... go to school and work, get daily necessities, have relatives and friends, and be content and happy.”

After all, Yan Jinliang couldn't hold back the sarcasm, his tone was just like Xiaoyan's.

"Are you used to living a hard life? That kind of place is so chaotic, there are bandits and thieves."

Lou Mingyue bent his eyes. At this moment, he suddenly felt extremely happy. The heavy burden of the past was lifted. He knew that Ting Zhi and his sister-in-law should be able to live well, and he no longer needed to work so hard every day, and no longer needed to pretend to be strong. He can lie in the arms of the people he has missed for a long time, look to the future, embrace his favorite music, and then sleep well.

Under the heavy exhaustion, Lou Mingyue's eyelids could no longer hold together and slowly glued together, and her lips were still trying their best to answer the other party.

"I should be able to do it... I'm quite smart, I can learn to protect... myself. If it's really not possible... you can live opposite me, okay, and be with me during the day... Drive away the robbers for me at night... I Every day when I open my eyes, I can see...you..."

Talking about the most beautiful fantasy, Lou Mingyue's hand slowly fell from the strings...

At that moment, cold drops of water hit his cheeks in a trance, and slid down his cheeks... Like an amber, it condensed his last wish in this life as Lou Mingyue.