The stand-in of feigning death is subject to A and Cha

Lin Xiaoshen left New York soon.

He does not live in the United States, or he has never lived anywhere.In the past two years, he has often traveled to various countries, just to pursue his ideal art.

Surgery.

Sometimes, he would even lose contact for several months. At first Su Yu would be anxious if he couldn't be contacted, but gradually he got used to it.

But every time we meet, I still can't help worrying, and remind him to pay attention to safety when playing outside.

Lin Xiaoshen agreed with a smile, then turned around and gave him the painting he brought back.It was an impressionist style painting with only two colors, white and red.The white wind and snow, the red silk cloth, the two pull and destroy each other, the silk cloth flaunts wantonly in the blizzard, like a stubborn and unyielding warrior.

The picture is extremely simple, but very impactful, and the angle is quite beautiful.

The Mexican abstract art master who taught Lin Xiaoshen commented on Su Yu in this way—he is a naive and romantic child, and a madman full of emotions.

Perhaps, he is an innate genius bound by the mortal world.He is very keen in capturing art, and each painting has his unique characteristics, naive, warm, tricky, abstract and flamboyantly beautiful, yet thrilling.

The master liked him very much and praised his status in the art world very high.It was in his gallery that Lin Xiaoshen's first painting of Virgo was sold at a sky-high price of nearly 2 million U.S. dollars, which made him famous.

But Lin Xiaoshen guessed that he had followed Ji Rufeng for a long time, and also learned the maverick show operation.

As soon as the news of the genius in the art world came out, he followed the music master Bart to Italy to learn the piano. He hadn't been in the studio for several months, as if the person who devoted himself to art without sleeping and eating was not him at all.

Art students are crazy, and he is especially so.

Therefore, no one in the Su family was surprised that Lin Xiaoshen left New York suddenly.

Just let the housekeeper pay more attention to his whereabouts to ensure his safety.

But one person panicked, Su Yu.

Although he was too drunk that night and his words and deeds were out of control, he could remember clearly what happened when he was drunk.

He remembered that Lin Xiaoshen helped him back to the room, helped him take off his shoes and jacket, and then wiped his face and hands.And when he was about to leave, I suddenly pulled him onto my body, hugged him tightly, touched his face, and talked to him close to his ear.

What was said he did not remember.

He only remembered that they were staring at each other, breathing very close together, somehow they rolled together behind him, Lin Xiaoshen was pressed under his body and kissed, it was impossible to tell whether he was resisting or responding.And he lost his composure for the first time, and he became distraught under the influence of alcohol, stretched out his hand and tore open his collar.

bring.

After recalling Su Yu sat on the bed, looking at the crumpled tie he picked up in his hand, his complexion was extremely ugly.

He and his younger brother almost did something wrong.

Damn it, he really is damned, he is simply a beast.

what to do?Is Xiaochen angry?That's why you left?

Su Yu blamed himself so much that he wanted to stab himself, a beast in clothes, and closed his eyes fiercely, not knowing how to face Lin Xiaoshen in the future.He must hate me...

In fact, no, the reason why Lin Xiaoshen went abroad was that he felt the calling of art, and an art master invited him to participate in his art exhibition.

That is a master of abstract art, his works are weird and depressing, unique, and have a kind of similarity with him.

So he went without thinking.

After the exhibition was over, he was invited to stay at the master's house, and finally found that the two had similar interests, and the more they chatted, the more speculative they became.They discussed art and philosophy together, went out to sketch together, wandered and explored various places, and sought excitement and art at the edge of the world.

Only three days later, he went back and forth, because Lin Xiaoshen felt that his inspiration for art had dried up, and his passionate feelings were slowly calming down.

At night, Lin Xiaoshen woke up in a winery in a border town in the western United States.

After staring at the small lamp overhead for a while, he suddenly jumped up, plunged into his chaotic pile of painting tools, found the oil paint box that had not been used for a long time, and threw a large brush on the ground.

That whole night, he was doing crazy creations.

The next day, when the master opened the door of his room, he was shocked by the huge painting in front of him.

Afterwards, the whole soul trembled, was fanatical, and excited for it.

The theme of Lin Xiaoshen's paintings is sex.

But it was still a semi-finished product. Just looking at Lin Xiaoshen, who was frowning and sitting motionless on the chair, he knew that this work exhausted his passion, or in other words, the sudden inspiration in his heart was gone.

He didn't know how to write this work.

"You have been to many places in the past few days and you don't feel it. Did you see something that interested you last night?" He said ambiguously.

The West has always been very open. There were many men and women having a carnival in the winery last night. The sound insulation in the room was not good, and he even heard the blah blah blah all night.

But Lin Xiaoshen is obviously not because of this.

He had a sudden inspiration because he dreamed about being entangled with Su Yu in bed the night before he went abroad.

He didn't have much thought about this matter at first.I think it's normal for a man to nibble a couple of bites while hugging the person next to him when he's drunk.As long as he didn't hug and gnaw while affectionately calling his name, Lin Xiaoshen wouldn't think there was a problem with Su Yu's sexual orientation.

Instead, he was worried about whether his brother was overwhelmed because he had never been married.

Lin Xiaoshen was not embarrassed about this, but worried that he would offend his brother, after all he likes men.There is still a difference between him gnawing himself and himself gnawing him.

But Su Yu never called him, so he didn't care, thinking that he probably didn't take it to heart.

But just last night, he relived that intense period again.When Su Yu kissed his neck, the warm breath in his ears overlapped with the "Brother" when he refused, and suddenly gave him an unparalleled shock that he had never had before.

The strong shock caused by the taboo of immorality and incest.

Just like when you have an affair, you will become more excited. This kind of immoral taboo will also give people indescribable excitement.

When he pushed Su Yu away from the bed that night, he didn't feel any burden in his heart, because he wasn't the one who took the initiative.At the same time, he didn't blame him at all, because it was his brother, and his brother loved him very much, even if he gnawed a hole in his neck, he didn't care.

But last night, when he was creating with the inspiration that surged out due to the feeling of taboo, he began to feel endless guilt and self-blame in his heart.

He didn't have any unreasonable thoughts about Su Yu, but it was undeniable that he did disrespect him last night.

The source of inspiration for this painting is not clean, too dirty and disgusting.

However, it is extremely beautiful.

Those who study art are all lunatics, and Lin Xiaoshen is even worse.So he won't give up this painting that satisfies him to the extreme and almost breaks through his bottleneck because of that bit of guilt.

But the sky was unsatisfactory, and the painting was still stuck halfway through.

He didn't know what he was missing, but he didn't know how to write. Without emotions, if he started painting rashly, it would only ruin the work.

So he sat there for several hours, still unable to find inspiration.

Lin Xiaoshen brought up his troubles, and Matisse, the art master, smiled and said, "Lin, have you ever had sex? The hottest and craziest kind? Have you ever had it?"

Lin Xiaoshen looked at his unshaven face, then turned to look at his own painting, and finally invited, "Do you want to try with me?"

Mattis: "..."

Lin Xiaoshen jumped off the chair, walked around barefoot in the clutter, quickly packed up his drawing tools, picked them up one by one, and threw them into the tool box, piles, brushes, etc. Ah paint, ah canvas, all thrown together.

"To tell you the truth, no." Lin Xiaoshen said calmly, but with a hint of annoyance, "I haven't had sex for two full years, not even self-blasphemy."

Marty looked at the innocent young man in front of him with divine eyes, and praised: "You are a pure and clean angel."

"It's the first time I've seen people exaggerate their frigidity so fresh and refined." He curled his lips.

"But I heard that you have had several boyfriends."

"Learn about platonic sex?" Lin Xiaoshen shook his head and sighed deeply for himself, "Those men are all here for my body. Once you heard that I am frigid and can run faster than a rabbit, I can't stop it."

Matisse immediately hit the nail on the head: "This is the reason for the exhaustion of inspiration. You have not experienced the pleasure of sex, how can you draw it?"

"I hate those guys. They don't have much talent, they are full of poverty, and they are full of lust. Thanks to their great reputation, whoever promoted them is blind?"

His boyfriends Matisse have heard a little, and they seem to be the best in the art world, and most of them are young talents.But art, the most valuable time, will never be when the author is alive, so those people are famous but have no money.

Occasionally rich and famous people, but they are already old, Lin Xiaoshen doesn't look down on them at all.

As for the rich, famous and young, if they look a little bit worse, he will look down on them even more.

Because Lin Xiaoshen is a well-known face control, the entire art world knows it.

"Excellent figures are everywhere, but you can't stand up to being so picky. It's normal for art lovers to have no money. Look at me, I'd like to ask my friends for this art exhibition.

You borrowed money to do it. If you follow your standards, I will have to struggle for at least another 500 years.What big villa and big yacht do you want?Don't you live happily in my yard? "

After hearing this, Lin Xiaoshen seemed to think it made sense, nodded, kicked the last pile of paint bottles to the corner, then wiped his clothes casually, and touched the dirty mobile phone on the table—it fell into the paint box last night , made a call.

"Hello? Uncle Chen? I'm in a small winery in California. Yes, I'm going back, but I drew a big painting that I can't take with me."

Matisse was just about to say that he has a friend here, and he can find a car to help him.

Lin Xiaoshen asked on the phone: "Helicopter? How long will it take to drive here?...No, it's too long. I'm rushing to Singapore. I'll just stay here."

Now, be careful when you tell them to move, and help me clean up the room by the way, I made a bit of a mess for them..."

Mattis was a little dazed.

"What?!" Lin Xiaoshen yelled suddenly, walking up and down on the wooden floor, his snow-white feet were covered with colorful paints, he pulled his hair irritably, and shouted in a panic: "Lin Luzheng is going!" Lost the diamond I auctioned off last year?? It's not about the money! Do I care about the hundreds of millions of dollars? This diamond is a wedding gift I'm going to give to my friend! It means a lot Does the guy know ?!"

Matisse was completely sluggish, feeling a strong class crush.

Lin Xiaoshen was about to go mad with anger, so he couldn't hold back his anger at Uncle Chen, "Who is the chairman of Linlu Bank? What's his name! I want to see him, and I want to sue him!"

"My surname is Lu, and my name is Lu Chenxing."

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